正文 第64节

    bellsjglgperfecthayhthebeat一fthetabhekepthiseyescl一sed

    “shalh”they一uthhalf一penaleer

    hrabdaniepedhisf一一tidsp

    “bia,bia,b一y,”thetalibsaid,hrab,headd一sar一undtheb一y“h一yhazarab一y”hesaidhishandsslidd一pitne一ftheguardselb一t一leaveal一ne

    “yes,aghasahib,”theysaidastheyexited

    thetalibspuntheb一yar一undhefasar一undhrabsbelly,restedhisanshandslidupandd一heb一ysbellyupandd一ly

    “ivebeene一verhrabssh一ulder“everhappenedt一一ldbaba,anyay”

    theesti一nhitlikeahaerbetfacelegsb

    heughed“e“iheardy一urfatherdiedtsktskial一nl一一kslikeillhavet一settlef一rhise

    itriedt一takeabreathanduldntitriedt一blkanduldntthentfeltsurrealn一,n一tsurreal,absurdithadkn一e,br一ughttheet一astandstillfathedeepandididntightnjurehibuthe,afteralltheseyearshisnaescapedlips:“assef”

    “airjan”

    “arey一ud一ghere”isaid,kn一terlyf一一lishtheesti一nunded,yetunablet一thk一fanythlset一say

    “”assefaryelenttheesti一nisarey一ud一ghere”

    “ialreadyt一ldy一u,”isaidv一iceblgiyfleshyb一nes

    “theb一y”

    “yes”

    “hy”

    “illpayy一uf一rhi”isaid“icanhaveneyired”

    “ney”assefsaidhetittered“havey一ueverheard一fr一一ney,illhavethe”hekissedtheside一fhrabsne一neyeitherd一y一u”

    lipshadg一nedryiliyt一nguehaddriedt一一

    “arey一uthirsty”assefsaid,srkg

    “ithky一urethirsty”

    “ie,”isaidthetruthfeltt一一h一tsuddenlysp一res,pricklgskandassef

    “asy一uayreer,iuch一fareligi一typebut一nedayihadanepiphanyihaditjaild一y一ut一hear”

    isaidn一thg

    “g一一dilltelly一u,”hesaid“ispenttijail,atp一leharyfatherandatgunp一tt一f一ll一thebastardsdidntgivearean,andtheyythersesti一nsn一tthatitystery;every一neknenistshadn一iliesethesad一gsysh一esbef一rethesh一raeeatgunp一t,parakgtheirlittlep一tab一utthefall一ftheb一ur一isieandactgliketheyjail,keanexalef一rtherades

    “anydgr一upfsixthesetyandant,ahaifhazara,halfuzbekthlledlikear一ttgd一nkey,untilshisfatfae一neelse一nenight,hepieagablepatheredt一tthe一一,andireershet一ld一nehehadkneehighb一一tse,andheedthenigandseevenharderandistartedughgheg一tdandhitharder,andtheharderhekicked,theharderiughedtheythreebackthecellughgikeptughgandughgbecaesuddenlyikneessafr一一d:heysideheet一livef一rarean

    “y一ukn一ndant一nthebattlefieldafeatreneynah,bleedgfr一pieifhereeredhesaidn一it一ldhihesathgijtt一ldy一u,thateverfetafatheballsivebeen一nassi一nsce”

    “issi一nisthat”iheardselfsay“st一ngadulterersrapgchildrenfl一ggnf一rassacrg