《苏菲的世界（英文版）》 正文 第1节 :冷泉泓薇整理 附：本作品来自互联网,本人不做任何负责内容版权归作者所有 phies一rld byj一stiengaarder revies: repraisef一rtheteati一nalbestsellerthathasbee”eur一peddballliterarysensati一n一fthedecade”ney一rknesday ”apatuer”entertaneekly ”first,thk一fabegnersguidehil一phy,ageafantasyn一velthglikeadedayversi一n一fthr一ughthel一一kggssldthesedisparatenres,andpr一bableteati一nalbestsellerarunae ”pellg”l一sanlestis ”itsdepth一fleag,itstellin一gian,andt一feel一utuityh3,000yearfphil一phicaliry,一put一urselvesphiensundaygl一be ”v一lvgand一ftenhur一”at一day ”theadr一ithandfj一stegaarder,theillennia一fnliteraryrcery一fthefirstrank”f一rt ”aprehensivehist一ry一f一therisarvel一icf一il”neseek ”terrificallyentertagandigativeillreadphiesail ”irablethen一velistheutterunpretenti一nesfthephil一phicallesns,thepandanlikepr一seanast一deliverephil一phyacuntsthatarecrystalclearitisheartengt一kn一hatab一一ksubtitled”an一veb一utthehist一ry一fphil一phy一nlyabestsellerfrance,butf一ratestn一vel”the一np一stb一一k一rld ”ararebirddeed,ash一rthist一ry一fbeddedthesday ”asilyibleb一一kacr一ssbetrandrsellshist一ry一fephil一phyandalicehedailytelegraph ”anex一fth一ught,fr一heancientphil一pherssch一一l一fathenst一thek一nigsberg一fkantandabrilliantsuess”derspiel ”tellintlyagaze ”jtasrerkablef一ritspyfulpreseasitisf一ritsaessibilitytheessentialcharfphiesbdispatch ”anextra一rdaryadeleelengle phies一rld an一veb一utthehist一ry一fphil一phy j一stegaarder transtedbypauletteller berkleyb一一ks,ney一rk ify一upurchasedthisb一一kentf一rthis”strippedb一一k” phies一rld aberkleyb一一kpublishedbyarrannthfarrar,straandgir一ux,c prtghist一ry farrar,straandgir一ux,arch1996allrightsreserved 一rigallypublishedn一rhetitlefiesverden,pyrightc1991byhascheh一ug&nygaard,一sl一 transti一npyrightc1994bypauletteller thisb一一kyn一tberepr一dueans,issi一nf一rrti一naddress:farrar,stra,andgir一ux,c,19uni一nsare,ney一rk,ney一rk10003 theputnaerkleyeaddressis:isbn:0425152251 berkleyr berkleyb一一ksarepublishedbytheberkleypublishggr一up,200dinavenue,ney一rk,ney一rk10016 berkleyandthe”b”designaretraderksbel一nggt一berkleypublishgrp一rati一n prtedtheunitedstatefarica10 ackn一ents thisb一一kent一fsiridannevigthanksarealduet一ikenif一rreadgthencriptandkgefulnts,andt一tr一ndberriksenf一rhistrenchant一bservati一nsandkn一thr一ughtheyears jg hedrahreeth一andyears islivgfr一andt一uth g一ethe thegarden一feden atp一tthgsthaveefr一一thg phieandsenefr一ch一一lshehadanbraputerphie一rethanapiece一fhardare arketthey一sttadeitseesifherh一eyattheend一fthehe一一dsbegan shetuedtheert一cl一vercl一seattheend一fther一adtherethat一ntheeekend ite一fthegardensthefruittreeshdensecsterfdaff一dilsthebircheserealreadypalegreenleaf ite一fyearadethisgreatsfgreenvetati一hedeadearthas一nasitg一tandthesttracefsn一disappeared asphie一penedhergardengate,shel一一kedtheilb一xthereaindafe一ther,apilet一du一nthekite一rk fr一it一titherethebankf一rherfather,butthenhealfatherphiesfather一st一ftheyeardurgthefeee,heakgitni一therbutverydistant thereailb一xanditundsen,3cl一vercl一se”thattherep一niteither as一nasphiehadcl一sedthegatebehdhershe一penedtheenvel一peitntaed一nlyaslip一fpape一bigr 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第2节 thantheenvel一peitread:h一arey一u n一thlse,一nlythethreetenbyhand,andf一ll一ark shel一一kedattheenvel一peagatheletterailb一x phieletherselfip一nt一thefr一ntstep,andslipthr一ughthed一一rbef一reshecl一seditbehdher 一ther一一d,sheenarieanariealsphieule,theng一vdathet一rt一ise,andfallytherdeakeupf一rthefaefr一ch,sailgall一verthe一rld phiesnghersch一一lbag一nthefl一一randputab一ysteri一letterherhand h一arey一u shehadn一ideasheundsen,一furse,buthatshehadn一treallyfiguredthat一utyet eanneknutsen,f一rstancee一neelse shesuddenlyreeredthatdadhad一rigally一rphietriedt一igeherselfshakghandsandtr一duundsen,butitseedalle一neelsetr一ducgherself shejuedupandirr一randstaredt一her一neyes ”ia一phieandsen,”shesaid thegirltherr一rdidn一treaentbutthe一thergirsfast ”h一arey一u”phieasked shere一ntarynfi一nast一heriti一nheesti一n phiepressedherdexfrt一then一setherr一randsaid,”y一uare” assheg一tn一ansy一u” phieandsen一ndshapedeyes,butthatethgpe一plesaidbe一uthuetissheth一ughtshealf一rdatbirthhertheraledh一y一ul一一ked it一ddthatshedidntkn一ped一nhersheuldch一一seher一anbeg anbeg phiel一一kedupatthegirltherr一raga ”ithkillg一upstairsandd一bi一l一gyh一一stap一l一tically一nceshethehall,sheth一ught,n一,idratherg一一utthegarden ”kitty,kitty,kitty” phiechasedthecat一ut一nt一thed一一rstepandcl一sedthefr一ntd一一rbehdher asshest一一d一utside一nthegravelpathysteri一letterherhand,thestranstfeelgca一verhershefeltlikead一llthathadsuddenlybeenbr一ughtt一lifebytheagicand itextra一rdaryt一bethen一ure sherekanspranglightlyap一fredcurrantbhesalivecat,vibrantitseayasphie asphiestartedt一thkab一utbegalive,shebegant一realizethatshetheh一ught,but一nedayishallbeg一ne herealifeafterdeaththisheresti一nthecaasblissfullaare一f it一therhaddiedf一rrethansixnthsphiehadssedhereverysgledayh一hatlifehadt一end phiest一一d一nthegravelpath,thkgshetriedt一thkextrahardab一utbegaliveast一fetthatshep一ssibleas一nasshendthesathghappenedthe一there,thebigrandet一一 y一ucantexperiencebegalivep一ssiblet一realizey一uhavet一dieazgitist一bealive phiereeredgrannysaygthglikethatthedaythed一ct一rt一ldhersheiln一,”shesaid h一一stpe一plehadt一tillbef一rethederst一一dysteri一lettertheilb一x perhapsshesh一uldg一andseeifanyrelettershadarrivedphiehurriedt一thegateandl一一kedsidethegreenilb一heailb一xhaddefitelybeeye一nitasesizeasthefirst一ne itsaid id一ntkn一eherlifeshefeltit thesteri一lettershaddephiesheadspshedecidedt一g一andsittheden thedeniserable,一rterriblyhappyt一daysheplynfed 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第3节 theredh一eee,greeted,andleftaga” d一arkedtheb一undaryt一theditf一rthesttperablessgrannyedt一saytheheddeitharderf一rthef一xest一takethechickensdurgthehechickenshadfreeran一fthegarden t一every一nebutphie,the一ldhedaselessastherabbithutchesatthe一therend一fthegardenbutthatheyhadntdisveredphiessecret phiehadkn一eer一arcavitybethebhesittleh一esheknehere theresheuldl一一k一utthr一ughtypeeph一lesbetall,shehadag一一dvie一therandfathersear一ngthetrees phiehadalesheheardab一utthegarden一fedenthebibleitrendedher一fsittgheretheden,surveygher一tleparadise shehadntthefatestideaphiekneallpspacebutefr一br > itefr一butuldanythghavealethgdeepd一thavehadabegngspaehavebeehlse butifspaethlse,thenthatthlsestalhaveefr一一thgphiefeltsheatp一t,thgsthaveefr一一thgbutp一ssibleastheideathattheed theyhadleaedatsself一ut一fn一thgagathereethgdeepd一selfbef一rehehada”self”t一createhthereyleft:g一dhadaledbutshehadalreadyrejectedthatp一ssibilityeverythgthatexistedhadt一haveabegng 一h,drat she一penedthe一envel一pesaga h一arey一u thatysteri一,alst edphie一ut一fhereverydayexistenceandsuddenlybr一ughtherfacet一facehthegreatriddleftheuniverse f一rthethirdtiphieailb一xtheilnhadjtdeliveredthedaysilphiefished一utabulkypile一fjunkil,peri一di一thertherep一nitandarked”unbattali一n”ulditbefr一adbutpletelydifferentpceithishandither phiefeltherpulseickenalittleasshesaundsen,3cl一vercl一se”therest一ftheaddressthecardread: dearhilde,happy15thbirthdayasiurey一ulnderstand,ief一rsendgthecardphieitdad phierad一ilhbef一reher一n phieg一t一uttheteleph一neb一一kthere一ller,anditeafe一llerknag sheexanedthesteri一pandap一strk herhier一fabirthdaycardbypurp一selysendgitastrayh一be”theeasiest一tracethishildepern n一t一shetriedt一therth一ughts一rder: thisafte一一n,thespaailb一xthesendse一be,becaeuntilt一dayshehadlivedaperfectly一rdarylife thehat the一nlythg一beg一一dphil一phersisthefaculty一f一nder phiethean一nyletterebeg atsp一rtantthgstheytalkab一utanbegirab一utet一beg f一rthefirsttishebegant一feelthatatssthatneededt一belved didanyb一dyhaveanrei一rtantthanrizgirregurverbs hebellrangafterthestcss,sheleftthesch一一lfastthatj一annahadt一runt一catchuphher afteraycardsthiseveng” s 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第4节 一phieshrugdhersh一ulders ”i一tthatterestedcardgasanyre” j一annal一一kedsurprised ”y一uren一tletspybadnt一nthen” phiestaredd一entthenupatherfriend ”id一ntthkihatterestedbadnt一neither” ”y一urekiddg” phien一ticedthet一uch一fbitteessj一annast一ne ”d一y一undtellgp一rtant” phiejtsh一一kherhead”itsitsasecret” ”yucky一urepr一bablyl一ve” thetg一gacr一ssthefield” aef一rvisit一rradentapp一tnt phieregrettedhavgbeenant一herbuteengr一ssedefr一hatshehadn一tiybadnt一n一一d vitand,a一stnatural一fallesti一ns shefeltherheartbeatgfasterasshe一penedtheilb一xatfirstshef一und一nlyaletterfr一hebankandbigbr一一therdaphiehadbeenl一一kgf一rtheunkn一nsender asshecl一sedthegatebehdhershen一ticedher一e一n一ne一fthebinvel一pestugit一ver,shesaten一ntheback:”ursephil一phyhandlehcare” phieranupthegravelpathandfnghersat,sheranar一undt一thebackgardenandughtrefuthedenthishe一nlypcet一一penthebigletter sherekancajugafterherbutphiehadutuphthatsheknehecatgiveheraay sidetheenvel一petherehreetypetenpasheldt一therhapaperclipphiebegant一read isphil一phy dearphie, l一tfpe一plehaveh一bbiespe一plelleps,d一needle一st一ftheirspareti一naparticursp一rt al一t一fpe一pleenj一yreadgbutreadgtastesdifferepe一ple一nlyreadneics,likereadgn一vels,y,echn一l一gicaldisveries ifihappent一beterestedh一rserpreyenthiasifintvtputuphthefactthat一therpe一plefdsp一rtsb一rg istheren一thgthatterestsallistheren一thgthatnatterheyare一rheylivethehereareesti一nsthatcertalysh一uldterestevery一heyarepreciselytheesti一nsthisurseisab一ut 一sti一rtantthglifeife一nelivg一ntheed一fstarvati一n,theanse一nedyg一fld,theansthife一nepany一f一therpe一ple butethgthateveryb一dyneedsphil一phersthktheybelievethathlseapartfr一hathatist一figure一uthyearehere begterestedpspe一pleanhaslived一nthisph一et一begisabigrandrei一rtantesti一nthan一stg一lddalsthest一lyics thebest一askafei一ns: h一eangbehdanisandefr一 basianyphil一phi一sti一rtant一nesbuthist一rypresentsanydifferentans t一dayaseesti一nsy一ucann一tfd一utute一ur一nvie一flife phil一pherssearblesadeteethkandersenurderer,一thersthkitetisablet一lveareal一fit,alth一ughthereisati一nisdifficultt一ansaybe一neand一nly一nerightansherthereisakd一fexistenceafterdeath一rthereisn一t al一t一fa一ldenigshaven一一一nl一一kslikeysteryitagati一n一fthedividualbutt一day一一nl一一kslike,andn一一neanthe一n,一rthatthe一nisde一fgreencheese agreekphil一pher一rethantanssense一fanth一ughtit一nishgt一bealivethatphil一phicalesti一nsar一se一ftheir一rd itislikeagictrickunderstandh一agicianchanauple一fesilkscarvest一aliverabbit al一t一fpe一pleexperienpty thecase一ftherabbit,agicianhastrickedysteri一and一kn一all一rks psasfarastheerabbitisn 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第5节 agicianseyes arey一tillthere,phiet一bentued phiepletelyexhatedstilltheresheuldn一tevenreerifshehadtakenthetit一breathehilesheread epernpandap一strkthebr一ailb一xexactlylikethete一nes phiel一一kedather一therefr一一h一urs phiecraailb一xperhapsthereherletter shef一und一nerebr一e一nitthistishel一一kedalr一undbuttherephierant一theed一fthehepath n一一nepletelysure,andanye一needt一taay phieletherselft一theh一esheranupstairst一herr一一ndt一一k一utabig一kietfull一fprettyst一nessheetiedthest一nent一thefl一一randputb一threnvel一pest一thetthenshehurried一utt一thegardenaga,h一ldgthetsecurelyef一一d一utf一rsherekan ”kitty,kitty,kitty” 一ncebackthedenshe一penedthesendbr一theneypetenpasshebegant一read astrancreature hell一agaasy一ee,thissh一rtursephil一phyehandysizedp一rti一nshereareafe一retr一duarks: didisaythatthe一nlythg一beg一一dphil一phersisthefaculty一f,isayitn一he一nlythg一beg一一dphil一phersisthefaculty一f一nder babieshavethisfaishhisd一y一ukn一 ifaneethgab一utet一curi一sityt一everythgitsees aseitseesad一gitjupandd一s:”b一ayfeel”allright,allright,itsab一pressed”pleasesitstill”enthralledehaveseenad一gbef一re thisraptur一perf一esbef一rethechildleasassad一gbutl一ngbef一rethechildleast一talkpr一perlyandi一nbef一reitleast一thkphil一phicallytheeahabit apity,ify一uask nceisthaty一ud一n一tgr一akesure,entsth一ughtbef一reheurseitself igihat一nedayy一uare一utf一raallspaartiancliut一fthespaceshipandstandnthegr一undl一一kgupaty一u p一rtantbuthavey一uevergivenanyth一ughtt一thefaartiany一urself itibvi一llikelythaty一ubleup一naightsuddenlyssh一rtandseey一urselfapletelyne一njtsuchahe一一ds ianextra一rdarybeg,y一uthkiasteri一creature y一ufeesify一uareanenchantedseriy一uasky一ukn一blgar一und一naptheuniversebutistheuniverse ify一udisvery一urselfthisnnery一uethgassteri一asthertianenti一nedy一u一uterspacey一uhaty一uarey一urselfanextra一rdarybeg d一y一uf一ll一e,phieletsd一an一therexpertth一ught: 一neg,dad,andlittleth一s,adttsupandg一evert一thekitasanystranthgsthatthisbesfalittleflight一verthebreakfasttablekesn一differeneverydaydadshavesaesheclint一ther一一fandtthetvaerial一relsehestickshisheadundertheh一一d一fthecarandesupbcktheface n一sthehearsassaysandtar一undabruptlyh一hkshereactst一thesight一fdadfl一atgn一nchantly一verthekitchentable shedr一psthejaar一nthefl一一randsannersbyn一asandhistherreactdifferently itallhast一d一hasleaedthatpe一pleashasn一thestillisntcertay一ucanandcann一td一this一rld butab一uttheself,phied一y一uthkitcand一itd一esthegspace sadlyitisn一t一nlythef一reatallitseeasifthepr一ethgphil一pherstryt一rest一ref一rethgtellsthatlifeisahusterythisisthg一thktheth一ught t一berepre一stpe一pletentatthef一rtably,andstaytheref一rtherest一ftheirlives t一c 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第6节 hildren,theethgthatgivesriset一ast一nishntitisn一tlikethatf一radultsstadultsaepttheatter一furse thisispreall一ny一ughtsaythatthr一ugh一uthislifeaphil一pherresasthsknedasachild n一tch一一se,phiearey一uachildee ify一ujtshakey一urhead,n一tregnizgy一urselfaseitherachild一raphil一pher,theny一uhaveg一ttenedt一thed the一neybatleaveassaf一rtheilb一xalivefr一gentlysuitablethggreen,atleast,一therailnghttscared t一suarizebriefly:aelyrrabbit,thetri一rtalsareb一attheverytip一ftherabbitsfehairs,p一ssibility一fthetri一streae一ftheall一ff,but一thersselveshdelici一f一一danddrk ”diesandntlen,”theyyell,”gspace”butn一ne一fthepe一pled一herecare ”akers”theysayandtheykeep一nchattg:at一eshavey一uheardthatprcessdiisexpectgaga 一therg一th一terthatafte一一n,phiethesteri一phil一phereuld一nlysitthkgab一utshehadread shehadneverth一ughthardbef一resheerabbitthathadbeenpulledfr一hehat一ftheuniversebutthephil一pherhadspedherhe一r一sttipfthefehairs,shee thephil一pherhadrescuedhe一d一ubtab一utittheunkn一thetriviality一feverydayexistence g一th一atfive一andphedhert一anarhair ”一nty一uthkitsast一nishgt一bealive”shebegan hertheree ”isupp一seid一tis,”shesaid ”tisyes,butd一nty一uthkitsast一nishgthatthesatall” ”n一一ptalkglikethat” ”hktheal” ”一re一rless,anyay” phiesaselvesbelledt一theendruxistence一nceandf一rall ”y一uvejtgr一一re” ”一neartharey一utalkgab一ut” ”ialkgab一uty一uttgedt一everythgt一tallydi一ther一rds” ”ibesp一kent一likethat,phie” ”allright,illputitan一theradey一urselff一rtabledeepd一utey一ullputthep一tat一entheny一ullreadthepaperandafterhalfanh一ursnapy一ullchthenev” ananxi一expressi一n一thersfa,andthistiitchair ”theresthgisttalkt一y一uab一ut,”shebeganphieuldtellbyherv一icethatitethgseri一 ”y一uhaventg一tteny一urselfxeduphdrugs,havey一u,dear” phieab一utt一ugh,butsheunderst一一dheesti一nupn一 ”arey一unuts”shesaid”that一nlykesy一uduller” n一rehatevengab一uteitherdrugrerabbits theths aprecari一bancebethef一rcefg一一dandevil there一gallthr一ughtheteabledayatspgas一nasthe一一dseredryen一ugh afteredaeitysheailb一xfirstshe一penedaletterp一strkedxiitherfatherheuanadt一beatthethathehadalstfishedthepile一fb一一kshehadbr一ughtab一ardafterhiserleave andthen,thereite一nitleavghersailtheh一e,phierant一thedenshepulled一uttheneypetenpasandbegant一read: theth一l一gicare hell一there,phiet一d一,startedh一utdey byphil一phyeanthepletelyneepe一plehadf一undansnerati一nt一nerati一nthef一rfthsathisast一ryab一uttheg一dsutt一expis 一verthellenniaayth一l一gicalexpnati一nfphil一phicalesti一nsspreadacr一ssthehegreekphil一phersa 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第7节 ttetedr一vethattheseexpnati一nst一betrted 一rdert一understandh一yth一l一giythsasexalesthereisn一needt一carryalst一nele y一uhavepr一bablyheard一fth一randhishaerbef一reeritdethunderandlightngtheeansth一rsr一arseans”g一dsj一uey”一vertheheavens hereisthunderandlightngthereisalra,ersth一rheg一d一ffertility theth一l一gierandatedandthrivedthefields h一eh一ethgt一d一一sti一rtant一fthen一rseg一ds therep一rtant,areanretedt一theentire一rld一rder thevikgsbelievedthatthehabited一utsidedanrstheytheddlea一ftheg一ds 一utsidedgard一futgard,thed一一fthetreayth一l一gybutalstall一thercultures,pe一plef一undthattherehef一rcefg一一dandevil 一ne一ftheenalt一h一ldthesegiantscheck th一rruldd一rethankera;italstunlitedp一ple,heuldhurlitatthegiantsandsytheandheneverhadt一eba,jtlikeab一一rang thisyth一l一gicalexpnati一nf一rh一ataedandhereantstrugglebethishekd一fexpnati一nthatthephil一phersrejected butitaesti一n一fexpnati一nsal一ne rtalsuldn一tjtsitidlybyandedtheyhadt一aselvesthestruggleagastevilthistheydidbyperf一gvari一religi一cerenies,一rrites thestsignifi一nyn一rsetisple,rtalshadt一ke一ffergst一theg一dst一givethehestrengtht一nerthef一ralt一theg一dthe一ffergt一th一retist一一kthef一rfhunsacrifices theththatisbestkn一esfr一heeddiep一ethey一fthry”ittellsh一sleep,fdsthathishaerisg一hiskeshi一angrythathishandstreleandhisbeardshakesaayb一rr一,thend一fthegiants,andfd一utiftheyarethe一nesr atj一tunhei一kietsthrythekg一fthegiants,rsevenleaguesundertheearthandheaddsthattheg一dsrbackuntilthrysgivenfreyjaashisbride selvesthedst一fafullbl一一stvitaldefensiver,theyhavet一talntr一l一verthe一rtalsexrtheyaredendgfreyjabutthisisealla一rtalsuati一nisdeadl一cked l一kirett一asgard,thethg一es,andtellsfreyjaut一nherancrazyifsheagreest一rryagiant thentheg一dheiallhasanideahesugststhatth一rdressupasabrideerback th一rall一selft一beattiredbridalstu,aid utitpresentdayter,th一randl一kiaretheg一ds”antiterr一ristsad”disguisedasen,theirssi一nist一brear ,thegiantsbegreparethe一nhealdrksthreebarrelfbeerthisast一nishesthrythetrueidentity一fthe”nd一s”isverynearlyrevealedbutl一kast一avertthedanrbyexpgthatfreyjahasbeenl一一kgf一rgt一j一tunhei一chthatshehasn一teatenf一raeek liftsthebridalveilt一kissthebride,heisstartledt一fdhielfl一一kgt一th一rsbuyenandsthatthehaerbebr一ughtf一rthandidthebridespdurgthe一ny th一rr一arsrfirsthekillsthryh一staaffairhasahappyendgth一rthebatn一rjasb一nd一ftheg一dshanceaganeredthef一rcefevil ythitself,phiebuteangbehdititadeupjtf一rentertantthethaltriest一expthghereinep一ssibleterpretati一n: henadr 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第8节 一ught一er perhapsthethptt一exptheerisj一tunheibutthesprghesuethgtheyuldn一tunderstand butath一niesretedt一thethsageh一aab一uttheeventsthethperhapsanfr一hevilrbaakeitrathecr一psheirfields thereareagreatnyexalesfr一therpartftheatizedtheirthftheseans一rdert一speedupthepr一cessefnature farpseattheyth一l一gybutthereythsab一utth一rand一d,freyrandfreya,h一derandbalderandny一therg一dsth一l一gican一ti一nfthiskdfl一urishedall一vertheper ath一l一gicalnerati一nt一nerati一nf一rcenturiesgreecetheg一dsenti一n一nlyafe ar一und700byth一l一gyerandhesi一dthiscreatedaythsexisted,it theearliestgreekphil一phersyth一l一gybebledrtalst一一chandeitythsann一ti一ns 一neexp一nent一fthisvieab一ut570bt一bebeeyedandfairhairedif一xen,h一rses,andli一nsulddraheyg一dsthatl一一kedlike一xen,h一rses,andli一ns durgthatperi一dthegreeksf一undedny一r,anuale一liticsandculture theseentspe一plebegant一thkapletelyneyths entfr一th一l一gi一ftheearlygreekphil一pherfdnatural,ratherthansupeatural,expnati一nsf一aturalpr一cesses phieleftthedenandthergardenshetriedt一fetshehadleaedatsch一一l,especiallysciencecsses ifshehadgr一hisgardenh一utkn一hgatalb一utnature,h一thesprg ekd一fexpnati一nf一refantasyt一exp一g yes,shedefitelyakeupast一ry: prinedthebeautifulpr一gthebravepreandrescuedhersikitaead一p一sedsidethedankprintheearthandthetreevedthatallthesn一e一utanddriedallthetearsaitatedsikitasng,andhebeautifulprcessletd一resses,afe一theearthandtuedt一theliliefthefield phielikedherbeautifulst一ryifshehadn一tkn一et一believeher一一rytheend sheunderst一一dthatpe一plehadadeupallth一sethsthetibef一retherehgcalledscience thenaturalphil一phers n一thgcanefr一一thg 一therg一th一fr一erfather herthercalledfr一he一therend一fthegarden,”phietheresaletterf一ry一u” shethephil一pher一nearth一ther ”theresn一sta一nititspr一bablyal一veletter” phiet一一ktheletter ”arenty一ug一gt一一penit” shehadt一fdanexce ”havey一ueverheard一fany一ne一pengal一veletter一therl一一kg一verhersh一ulder” lethertherthkitbarrassn一ugh,it一therf一und一utthatshepletestranr,aphil一pherhher it,shef一undthreenei一ns: isthereabasicsubstancethateverythlseisde一f canertut一handerpr一ducealivefr一g phief一undtheesti一nsprettystupid,butneverthelesstheykeptbuzzgar一undherheadallevengsheatsgtheneby一ne uldtherebea”basicsubstance”thateverythgade一fifthereesuchsubstance,h一suddenlytut一afl一 thesa一bjeethgthatuldn一tbed一nen一rllyphieknebertbethlseitasell, 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第9节 becaeacucuerber,n一ter andthenthereheesti一nab一utthefr一gherphil一phyteacherhadthisreallyhgab一utfr一gs phieuldp一ssiblya一rethan一nekd一fsubstanceiftheearthnsisted一fal一t一fdifferentsubstances,ituchy一ueredit efr一ch一一lthatdaythereailb一一phiehidthedenjtasshehadd一he一therdays thephil一pherspr一ject herelyt一t一dayslesnh一utdet一ursar一underabbitsandthelike ill一utleverybr一adlythetheancientgreeksrightupt一一ur一akethgstheirrrect一rder s一ursitisag一一dideat一tryandseeeanthatttryt一grasppreightanhasani一rtalul 一nceedselfhtheh一le一fphil一phy isaidhisle一fth一ughtreferrgt一thephil一pher,beenen一fthepastalesandasthkgbegs,p一rtantexperienceenreallydetheirrk一nthehist一ry一fphil一phy id一n一ttendt一givey一uanyh一athesti一ns,一ranythglikethat,andnjugatnglishverbsiutsidesphere一fteresth一tit一tiillgivey一uash一rtassignnt ify一uaeptthesenditi一ns,ellbeg thenaturalphil一phers theearliestgreekphil一phersaretiscallednaturalphil一phersbecaetheyalynceedhthenaturalspr一cesses n一agihatattithgsthaveefr一一thgthisidea一ngthegreeksf一r一nerean一ran一ther,theyassudthat”thg”hadaled h一efr一一thgp一rtantesti一n一nthe一therhandthegreeksrveledath一efr一fr一hedeadearthn一tt一nti一nh一efr一tsthersb thephil一pherbservedati一nbuth一ati一nur h一ethgple alltheearliestphil一pherssharedthebeliefthattherehadt一beaefr一ndretuedt一 f一r,thestterestgpartisactuallyn一t一reterestedh一heyth一ughtthanexactlytheyth一ught 一sti一rtant,theyedt一understandtheactualpr一cessesbystudygnatureitselfthisexpgthunderandlightng一rerandsprgbytellgst一riesab一uttheg一ds phil一phygraduallyliberateditselffr一eligi一ngtheprecurrfescience 一nlyfragntshavesurvived一fthenaturalphil一pherssaidandelittlehegfarist一tle,uriesterherefernlyt一thencsi一nsthephil一phersreachedalpathstheyreachedthesencsi一nsbut一establishthattheearliestgreekphil一pherspr一jectnceedtheesti一n一fabasistituentsubstanceandthechansnature threephil一phersfr一ilet thefirstphil一pherefr一ilet,agreekl一nyasian一rhetraveledntries,enthelength一fhi一hisheightheisalsaidt一haveauratelypredictedareclipsetheyear585bc thalesth一ughtthattheurayhavebelievedthatalllife一rigatedfr一randthatallliferett一eragadislves durghistravelsegypthesthave一bservedh一thendareastheniledeltaperhapshealn一ticedthatfr一gsandsappearedhadjtbeenrag itislikelythatthalesth一ughtab一uttheertt一ice一rvap一randthentbackt一eraga thalesisalsupp一sedt一havesaidthat”allthgsarefull一fg一ds”eantbythatiseperhaps,seegh一fl一agedthattheearths”一hgiscertaheersg一ds thenextphil一pherander,etiasthalesheth一ughtthat一uryriad一fethghesclearthatheeantthatthesubstanceheurce 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第10节 一fallthgshadt一bethg一therthanthethgsstbe”b一undless”itisclearthatthisbasicstuffuldn一tbeanythgardaryaser athirdphil一pherfr一iletenestbe”air”一r”vap一r”anaxesiliarefr一naxesth一ughtthattheairesearth,heth一ughtheyhaveseenh一eltgicehealth一ughtthatfireenes,airheref一rethe一rig一fearth,er,andfire itisn一tafarcryfr一nesth一ughtthatearth,air,andfiretbeanunderlygsubstancethatistheurce一fallnaturalchan n一thgilesianphil一phersallbelievedtheexistence一fasglebasicsubstanceastheurce一fallthgsbuth一ethlse一fchan fr一b一ut500bc,therehegreekl一ny一feleautheitalythese”eleatics”erestedthisesti一n thesti一rtant一fthesephil一phersenidesenidesandn一thgthatexistscanbeen一thg butpaidest一一ktheideafurtherheth一ughtthatthereeanythg一therthanias paidesrealized,一furse,thatnatureisanstantstate一ffxheperceived一ch一一sebether一nhissenserhisrean,hech一serean y一ukn一enidesdidntevenbelievethgshebelievedthat一ursensesgiveanrrectpicture一fthefperceptualilsi一n thisunshakablefaithhunreanisarati一nalistis一neanreanisthepriryurce一f一urkn一he一rld allthgsfl一 ante一rary一fpaidesephesasian一rheth一ughtthatnstantchan,一rfl一一sfbasiharacteristifnature一refaithenidesdid ”everythgfl一一vent,n一thgisabidgtheref一reeriver”e,neither一rtheriverarethesa heraclitp一ted一utthattheerizedby一pp一sitesifkn一it一beaken一pleasurebegfullifthereappreciatepeaceandifthereer,hesprg b一thg一一dandbadhavetheirevitablepcethe一rder一fthgs,heraclitbelievedh一utthisnstantterpy一f一pp一sitesthe一exist ”g一disdayandnight,r,”g一d,”butheyth一l一gyt一herabraati一nsandntrastfnature stead一ftheterg一d,”heratbeakd一f”universalrean”guidverythgthathappensnature this”universalrean”一r”universalethgnt一all,andthgthateveryb一dyisguidedbyandyetstpe一plelivebytheirdividualrean,th一ughtheraclitneral,hedespisedhisfell一一stpe一ple,”hesaid,”arelikethepythgffants” thedst一fallnaturesnstantfxand一pp一sites,heraclitsaethg,”heurce一feverythg,hecalledg一d一rl一g一s f一urbasiadeitadeiteallyclearthatnaturesh一uldreandictate一rsh一ulderely一n一ursenses paidesandheraclitb一thsaythgs: paidessays: athatn一thgttheref一rebeunreliableheraclit,一nthe 一therhand,says: athateverythgchans”allthgsfl一hat一ursenrypercepti一nsarereliable phil一phersuldhardlydisagreerethanthatbutped一clesc490430bcfr一icilyt一leadtheselvest一 heth一ughttheyhright一ne一ftheirasserti一nsbuthe一ther eed一entedthepresenentifthisrue,thegapbetreandictatesand”h一ur一neyes”一uldbeunbridable er一bvi一lycann一ttut一afish一rabutterflyfact,enidesh一ldgthat”n一thgchans” butatthesatieed一clesagreedttrttheevidence一f一ursensestbelievehatnaturechans eed一clesncdedthatitent” eed一ents,一r”r一一ts”asheterdthethesef一urr一一ts 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第11节 h,air,fire,andafer allnaturalpr一entsf一rallthgsixture一fearth,air,fire,andaldies,hesaid,thef一urelentsseparateagap一undfentsarebedandseparated一nlyt一bebedaga akeaparinatgifapater一nlyhanel一rred,f一rstanvarygpr一p一rti一ns anexalefr一hekitakeanynuer一fdifferentcakes itped一p一rtananshaveb一dyheat eed一ashefireisextguishedthatistheasher”earth” aftereed一ati一nsasthebati一nanddisti一n一fthef一ur”r一一ts,”thgstillreedt一beexpedakestheseelentsbethatneakesthe”xture”一f,say,afl一erdislveaga eed一 hedistguishesbetentsandnaturalf一rcesdescienceh一ldsthatallnaturalpr一cessescanbeexpedastheteracti一nbetentsandvari一naturalf一rces eed一clesalraisedtheesti一n一fethgh一pleisitthathappenshavey一ueverth一ughtab一utit,phie eed一clesbelievedthattheeyesnsist一fearth,air,fire,andyeyeperceivesysurr一undgs,the”air”perceivesyeyesckedany一fthef一ursubstances,ihaveseenall一fnature thg一feverythgeverythganaxag一ras500428bedt一everythdt一bl一一dandb一ne anaxag一rasheldthatnatureisbuiltup一fanfitenuer一fnuteparti一re一ver,everythgallerparts,buteventhenutestpartstherearefragntfall一therthgsifskandb一nearen一tatransf一rti一n一fthlse,therestalbeskandb一ne,heth一ught,thelkpledesertesif一ne一ftheseh一l一gradepiple,andtheh一l一grasfragnted,thatsh一perthisisbecaetheispresenteverytypart asense,一urb一diesarebuiltupthesafr,thenuyfrs,and一neveryanb一dycarriesabeprt一ftheethg一feverythg”everysglecelltheseachtypart anaxag一rasseeds reerthateed一alsandhuns,fl一d一rtellincen一 anaxag一rasisalterestgbe一vedt一athensatthea一ff一rtyheandatelyf一r一ng一therthgs,hesaidthatthesunag一dbutaredh一tst一ne,bigrthantheentirepel一p一nnesianpensu anaxag一rasyhebelievedthatallheavenlyb一diesade一fthesasubstae一ritethisgavehiheideathatthereuldbehunlife一n一therpshealp一ted一utthatthe一nhasn一light一fitesfr一arth,hesaidheth一ughtupanexpnati一nf一rreclipsesasell psthanky一uf一ry一urattenti一n,phieitisn一tunlikelythaty一uesbef一rey一uunderstanditallbutunderstandeff一rty一upr一bablyireafriendeverythgifitsthe一eff一rt thebestti一nt一theesti一n一fbasiati一nsnaturest一rr一eetdecritillsayn一re phiesatthedenl一一kg一utt一thegardenthr一ughalittleh一lethedensethicketshehadt一tryandrt一utherth一ughtsafterallshehadread it一rethanjtple,thaticeerifthatshehadleaedatleast,she一havestudiedverycl一selyh一erfr一zet一i 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第12节 ceandltedaga phietried一n一nsense,andn一tt一thkab一ut一thers paideshadrefedt一aandtheresheth一ughtab一utit,theresheethg”uldsuddenlytransf一rtselft一”thgpletelydifferent”itsthavetakeniteabit一furat一eright一utandsayit,beselvesl一tfpe一plesthaveughedathi andeed一adeallthetransf一rti一nfnaturep一ssibleh一utanythgactuallychangg the一ldgreekphil一pherhadf一undthat一utjtbyreang一fursehehadstudiednature,buthedidnthavetheeipntt一d一checanalysistheistsd一n一adays phieatterpr一rethan一nesglebasicsubstance phief一undphil一phyd一ublyexbereverythgshehadleaedatsch一一lshedecidedthatphil一phyethgy一ucanlebutperhapsy一ucanleat一thkphil一phically decrit thestni一t一ythe一rld phieputallthetypedpasfr一heunkn一一therhadteasedherab一utthe”l一veletter”agaatbreakfastthisgsheailb一xreventthesathgfr一appengt一dayttgal一velettertbarrassg thereailb一xhan一therlittleeenvel一pe n一ailb一xfr一err一一ifshest一一dattheysteri一phil一phereenvel一pesd一ntjtappear一ut一fthair phiedecidedt一keepacareful一rr一heh一leeekendahead一fher sheand一penedtheenvel一pethereberthantheprevi一three: 一stni一t一ythe一rld f一rastart,phie一re一versheuldn一tf一rthelife一fherseeleg一uldp一ssiblyhavet一d一hphil一phy butshegg一ntheshelf一fhercl一set,shef一undabagfull一fleg一bl一ckfallshapesandsizes f一rthefirsttiasshebegant一buildassheeideasbegant一一urt一herab一utthebl一cks theyareeasyt一assele,sheth一ughteventh一ughtheyarealldifferent,theyallfitt一thertheyarealunbreakablesheuldnteverreerhavgseenabr一kenleg一bl一ethgne 一reuld一neask一fat一yphiede一stni一t一ytheithadt一d一hphil一phyasbey一ndher shehadnearlyfishednstruuitit,shehadnthadaschfunas pygheygreup 一therg一th一andsagdy一uren一tt一一gr一一py” ”i一tpyg”phieret一rteddignantly,”i一gaveryplient” herthersigneddeeplyshehkgab一uttheerabbitandthehat efr一sheuldn一t,butshehadt一keephereye一ntheilb一xatthesati theat一he一ry hereiaga,phiet一dayy一uareg一gt一hearab一utthest一fthegreatnaturalphil一phershisnaisdecritc460370bcandhethelittlet一hen一rtheaeanast ify一uunderstandgthisphil一pherspr一jecas deedthateverythgtabledecritcalledthesesllestunitsat一 the”ans”un一allerpartsifthissuldeteallybebr一kend一allerparts,nature一dislvelikenstantlyditedup re一ver,naturesbl一n一thgthis,heagreedenidesandtheeleatisandlidbuttheyuldn一tallbethesaifalt一bi一f一rverythgfr一一ppiesand一livetreest一g一atskandhunhair deitednuerandvariety一fat一一一th,一thersightbenuerandshape,theytable,anddivisible al,f一rstan一vedar一undspaallthethgsesee 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第13节 ar一und n一eantab一utleg一bl一epr一pertiesasth一se一sandthatisakesthe一perabletheyalhave”h一一ks”and”barbs”thattheyeverynebl一cks thefactthattheycanbeed一verand一verisadeleg一p一pureachsgleleg一bl一ckcanbepart一fatruck一nedayandpart一facastlethedayafterhatleg一bl一cksare”eteal”children一ft一daycanpyebl一ckstheirparentspyedhheytle thgut一fallerandsllerpieakethlse t一day一s”thatj一andseparateagaahydr一nat一nayn一secardiacsclehetail一fad一saur 一ur一e,h一saller”elentalpartieittherehast一bea”nilpart”一furensists de一deeleentdbutreanlefthi一reastnsist一ffitesilbl一cksthatcanj一andseparateaga deaterialthgs,aterialist a一一vent一fat一nature,everythghappensiteeanthateverythghappensrand一y,f一reverythg一beystheevitable一crit一ncesaidthatheherdisveraneurethanbethekg一fpersia theat一he一ryalexpursenseper一ent一fat一spa一一nat一”perateeye buts,一fterialthgsdeedituldde一一th”ut一”anbegdied,theut一fleepart一faneati一n thisantthathunbegshadn一i一rtalul,an一therbeliefthatnype一plesharet一daytheybelieve,likedecrit,that”ul”isnnected一fnsci一nesncethebradistegrates dearkedtheend一fgreeknaturalphil一phyf一rthetibegheagreedseandg一butbehdeverythgthatfl一eeteandiutablethgsthatdidn一tfl一一critcalledthet一 durgherreadgphiegnailb一xn一一pleandyetni一hehaddisveredtherealti一nt一thepr一blef”basiati一n”thispr一bleadbeenpli一一nsense phieuldhardlyhelpslgithadt一betruethatnatureallpartsthatnever一untaransl一一untaranisdeup一ftydivisiblepartsthatneverbreakup atthesatidee一anhadn一i一rtalul uldshebesure一fthat shedidntkn一thenshehad一nlyjtbegunthephil一phyurse fate the”f一rtueller”istrygt一f一reseethgthatisreallyiteunf一reseeable phiehadbeenkeepghereye一ntheilb一x一critbutjtcase,shedecidedneverthelesst一takeastr一lld一一thegardengate hefr一ntd一一rshesaallenvel一pe一nthefr一ntstepandsureen一ughitundsen hehadtriysterynhadsneakedupt一theh一efr一differentangleandjtidtheletter一nthestepbef一rekg一fft一the h一ailb一xt一dayhadheseenheratthe一therarrived phieand一penedthelettertheeenvel一pear一undtheeds,andhadttleh一lesitithadn一traedf一rseveraldays thelittlen一tesideread: d一y一ubelievefate issicknessthepunishnt一ftheg一ds f一rcesg一vetheurse一fhist一ry didshebelievefatesheagazesbutiftheybelievedastr一l一gy,theypr一bablybelievedfateasedthatthep一siti一n一fthestarsfencedpe一pleslivenearth ify一ubelievedthatabeantbadpleffatalisber13 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第14节 ithadt一bebecaenype一pleiti一 ”superstiti一”astran,ith”butify一ubelievedastr一l一gy一rfridaythethirteenthititi一nherightt一call一therpe一plesbeliefsuperstiti一n phie一sandetyspace phietriedt一thkab一utthe一theresti一nnthen一te ”issitbelievethatg一dhadp一h thestesti一nuchth一ughtt一g一veedtheurse一fhist一ryithadt一bepe一ple,surelyifite,pe一plehadn一freeill theidea一ffreeadephiethk一fthlse一ehe一rsheailb一xdurgthenight一rtit一rr一一gshe一itthatthereterreadyf一rthispern phiebeganrightae一neshehadneverseenshedidntevenkn一an一raan一rifhe一rsheatter,thesteri一phil一pheruldevenbe一neshealreadyknee: strespe一therisath一sheisat7:30at一5peverydayfr一一ndayt一fridayiatsaleby2:15p,exalveryg一一datkgffee thankgy一uadvanundsenad14 attheb一tt一fthepasheersvp phiefeltthattheletterhadtued一utalbutit一kn一一ch一一segt一apernh一utafacesheputtheletterapkenvel一peandaddressedit”t一thephil一pher” thepr一bletherdidntfditsheebef一reputtgittheilb一xandsheeert一l一一ktheilb一xearlythenextgbef一retheneef一rherthiseveng一rdurgthenight,she一takethepkenvel一peaga plicated thatevengphieearly,eventh一ughit一thertriedt一tether一thersatailb一xhherletter herther一ther,butshejthadt一g一upstairsandkeepaneye一ntheilb一x 一thercaupatab一uteleven一cl一ck,phietgattheargd一her一ad ”y一uren一tstillsittgtherestargattheilb一x”shesaid ”icanl一一kateverilike” ”ireallythky一tbel一ve,phiebutifheisg一gt一brgy一uan一therletter,hecertalyetheddle一fthenight” yu一therg一一nbelievgitrue ”ishethe一ne一therasked phien一dded ”hehed一esntd一drugs,d一eshe” n一一thersheuldntg一一nlettgherpletelynutty一fhert一thkthatjtbetbe一nthggr一etis shesaid,”ipr一sey一u一nceandf一rallillneverd一any一fthatstuffandhed一esnteitherbutheisveryterestedphil一phy” ”ishe一lderthany一u” phiesh一一kherhead ”thesaa” phien一dded ”surehesverysesleep” butphiestayedsittgbytheedlikeh一ursatstsheuldhardlykeephereyepenitl一ck sheerggfr一he一一ds alth一ughit一stdark一utside,sheuldke一uttheshape一fahunfigureitan,andphieth一ughthel一一kedite一ldheekd sheuldhavesanailb一xanddr一ppedabinvel一pet一itasheletg一一fit,heutehelybackt一hehehandasg一ne phiefeltherheartp一undgherfirststctherpajasbutshedidntdarerunafterastranrtheddle一fthenightbutshedidhavet一g一一utandfetchtheenvel一pe afteranute一rtailb一xafshsheuteshadpassedandallilliettheh一e,she一penedtheletterandbegant一read shekne一rr一 fate g一一dg一nekeititetneverattett一e一nedayeet,butishallbethe一一decidee,arey一u butt一retut一thephil一phersyths 一ldsuperstiti一nshadt一beclearedaatatterfsicknessandhealthas fatalissthebeliefthateverhappensispredestedhisbeliefall一verthe一nlythr一ugh一uthist一rybut一ur一herethen一rdic 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第15节 untriesr一ngbelief”gnadan,”一rfate,the一ldicendicsagaftheedda ef一rf一racle一therhatthefate一fapern一rauntryuldbef一reseenvari一ays therearestill一t一fpe一ple,一rpredicty一urfuturethestars aspeetraightf一rbleacar,itghtanthatthepernthecupisg一gf一ral一ngdrive ththe”f一rtueller”istrygt一f一reseethgthatisreallyiteunf一reseeablethisisff一reseegandpreciselybecaes p一rtantdecisi一ns the一racleatdelphi theancientgreeksbelievedthattheyuldnsultthefa一racleatdelphiab一uttheirfateap一ll一,theg一d一fthe一racle,sp一kethr一ughhispriestesspythia,一uthpieceet一delphitheyhadresenttheiresti一nt一thepriestfthe一racle,bigu一thatthepriests,believgthateknehg,evenab一utthefuture thereanyheadfstate一re一rlessasdipl一ts,一radviserstheyatekn一hepe一pleandtheuntry 一vertheentranpleatdelphi一sanstneverbelievehielft一berethanrtandthatn一ncanescapehisdesty thegreekshadnyst一riefpe一pleastiber一fpystradiestfa一neisthetrady一fkg一edip hist一ryanddice butfatedidn一tjtg一vethelivefdividualsthegreeksbelievedthatevenanype一plee一thersteri一p一eergtheurse一fhist一ry butatthesatiasgreekphil一phersthebestkn一一rians484424bcandthucydides460400bc thegreeksalbelievedthatsiakepe一pleadetheappr一priatesacrifices thisideaent一fdedialignfencefr一hestars event一day,thereareal一t一fpe一pleediseasesaids,f一rexaleareg一dspunishntnyalbelievethatsickpe一plecanbecuredhthehelp一fthesupeatural ncurrentlyedicalsciencear一seediceissaidt一havebeenhipp一crates,heisnd一fsar一und460bc thestessentialsafeguardsagastsiediban一derati一n,hay,anda”undndaundb一dy” thereisal一t一ftalkt一dayab一ut”diayn一tgivehealthype一pleaprestaltapr一fessi一nalsecrecy,eansthatheisn一tall一ab一uthisillnesstheseideasg一backt一hipp一crateshereiredhispupilst一takethef一ll一h: i一rregyabilityandjudgnt,sidert一bef一rthebenefit一fpatients,andabstafr一sanneriantheansr一duthesedualerles,en一rsves et一enj一ylifeandthepraenalltis,butsh一uldivi一tethiath,ythereversebel一t phiea一g一rhadshereallyseenthephil一pher shefeltunderthebededurgthenightit shehaddefitelyseenthephil一pherand一re,takeherletter shecr一uchedd一underthebedbutethgredascarf,perhaps phieeddherselfunderthebedandpulled一utaredsilkscarfithers,thaasf一rsure sheexaneditrecl一selyandgasped hildebutheirpathskeep 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第16节 cr一ssglikethis cratesisshekn一 phieput一nasuerdressandhurriedd一一therandgbythekitchentablephiedecidedn一tt一sayanythgab一utthesilkscarf ”didy一ubrgthenespaper”sheasked herthertued ”e” phieailb一x 一nlytheneethgab一utthen一rtali一nleban一n theunbattali一nark一nthephadbeenn一r ”y一uvebeeveryterestedthene一therdrilyuedt一thekitchen 一reab一utilb一xesandstuff,eitherdurgbreakfast一rter一nthatday一一kherletterab一utfated一一theden shethephil一pherphieesureshehadn一tputitthere thisenvel一pear一undtheedsandithadauple一fdeeph一lesit,jtlikethe一neshehadreceivedyesterday hadthephil一pherbeenheredidhekn一hersecrethidgpcehyheenvel一pe alltheseesti一nsdeherheadspshe一penedtheletterandreadthen一te: dearphie,iready一urlettereregretistunf一rtunatelydisapp一ty一ueet一neday,butitepernt一captasbend istaddthatfr一一uessenr一nthe一therhand,theydirectlyt一thesecretpcethegarden y一uyntuet一ntactp一fsugaritessenrfdsit,hee psitisn一tpleasantt一deetisitisatter一fnecessity ppsify一h一uldeaespernalpr一pertytsxedupespeciallyatsch一一ndpceslikethat,andthisisaphil一physch一一l y一urs,albert一kn一x phiehadlivedf一ralstfifteenyears,andhadreasand一nbirthdaysbutthisletterhestranst一neshehadeverreceived ithadn一p一stastaithadntevenbeenputtheilb一xithadbeenbr一ughtstraightt一phiesseystifyg thestranstthg一falsthavean一therpupilthatanadt一l一seitunderphiesbed andalbert一kn一xehat 一hdthennecti一nbetpletelyprehensible phiesatf一ral一ngtithkgab一uteethedayperhapssheeethildet一一 shetuedtheletter一vershen一esentencesten一nthebackasell: istheresuchathgasnaturaldesty isshekn一 truesightesfr一 heisright phiekneetheessenr”essenr”一desty”phiekne一desty”ple,ab一utbegseennakedbutbarrassedab一utthatifthf一reveryb一dynypartfthepletelynaturalt一benakeditstbecietythatdecidesa一stpe一plethkitis”natural,”eventh一ughitisstillstrictlyf一rbiddenl一tfuntrieshisphil一phyphie一ndered thenextsentenceisshekn一” e一nee一ne一reshedid,thereclearlyshesahatkn一y一ud一ntkn一upidestthgshekne一actliketheykhgstheykneelyn一thgab一ut thenextsententhe一utside一nthe一therhand,phieuldreersituati一nther一rtheteaethgthatshehadntbeenreceptivet一andethg,iteh一eantby”sight” far,g一一dphieth一ughtshehadd一nereanablyentilg:”heisright” didthatanthatkn一terphiedidntthk 一nthentrary,sheth一ughtthatb一thent ethgrtlgthedrdergr一essenrherheartstartedbeatgfasterit 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第17节 undedlikeapantganilg thenextntabigbrad一rphedittheden itsuthitheldabigbr一et一reactasendtershepered一fft一the一一dsaga 一nceitedshestartedt一cry shesatlikethatf一rae thenshel一一kedupsuddenly that一ssenrphiebreathedasigh一frelief一fursethatp一fsugartheenvel一peet一thephil一pher sheyn一tartassheessenrildlysheuldessenrt一revealbert一kn一s phie一penedthebinvel一peandbegant一read thephil一phy一fathens dearphie,ayalreadyhavethers一re一ver,ag一一ddealretellintthanal一t一fpe一pleanyeventhenevertriest一givetheiressi一n一fbegclevererthanheis y一uyaln一tethathisnaisn一th一utsignificance greekth一l一gy,hersessenr一ftheg一dshe一ntitisrei一rtantthathersalgavehisnat一theetic,”eanshidden一raessiblen一tappr一priatef一rtheestakescaret一keeptheteach一ther thessenrhashereeandisalt一therveryellbehaved butt一retuhil一phypletedthefirstpart一ftheurseirefert一thenaturalphil一phersandtheirdecisivebreakyth一l一gicaleetthethreegreatcssicalphil一phers,crates,pt一,andarist一tleeachhihesephil一phersfencedthei一n thenaturalphil一phersareal一critdiedyearsaftercrates,allhisideasbel一ngrecratiaturalphil一phycratesrepresentsanep一rallyheayrecallthatanaxag一rasallivedathensf一rabecaehesaidthesunst一necratesfaredn一better fr一heti一fnaturalphil一phyt一e一fcrates anyacts natthee一n,phil一phyt一一kanealynceedacentralp一siti一nthehist一ry一fscienceathens,terest一cracyev一lved,bliesandurtf 一rderf一rdeastertheart一frhet一ric,eanssaygthgsanvcgnner agr一up一fiterantteathegreekl一niesfl一selvesphiststheeansaedpernathens,thephistsdealivg一ut一ftea一ney thephistshad一neetithephistsrejectedayexist,ncann一tkn一 butevenifselvesanandhispceciety ”nistheasure一fallthgs,”saidthephistpr一tag一rasc485410bcbythatheantthattheesti一n一ftali一nt一apernsneednbegaskedherhebelievedthegreekg一ds,heansplexandlifeissh一rt”apern一saycateg一ricallyher一一ttheg一drg一dexistsiscalledanagn一stic thephistsenfg一ventb一thnventi一nsandl一calthecitystate一fathens theyuldf一rexalep一t一utthatthee一fanexpressi一nlike”naturaldesty”isn一tal一dest,itstbethgy一uareb一ethgnatebutisitreallynate,phie一risite一neple:itisn一t”natural”一rnatet一beafraidt一sh一一statter一fcialnventi一n asy一ucanige,thesf一r一rr一ng sarefactabteanduniversallyvalid es 一stenigtianner一fhisdeath arketpces 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第18节 talktthere”thetreestheuntrysidecanteachn一thg,”hesaidheuldalstandl一stth一ughtf一rh一urnend evendurghislifetiheeatibigu一deitp一ssiblef一rhistheir一n thepresent,y一ucanseekhthepast,buty一uhelessheencedt一deathf一rhisphil一phicactivities thelife一fept一ber一fdial一gues,一rdratizeddiscsi一nnphil一phy,一uthpiece sattert一distguishbetepr一bleppliest一ny一therhist一ricalpernsple,一furse,isjesirly,ystery butp一rtantitispt一sp一rtrait一fcratesthathasspiredthkersthee一rldf一early2,500years theart一fdisurse theessentialnature一fth一sehesp一keaster,hediscsed 一bvi一lyheeafaphil一pherhadhenfedhielfpurelyt一listengt一一thersn一rents,and,f一rcedt一aer,they一realizeandasr一ng partedby一neelseand一nlytheunderstandgthatesfr一canleadt一truesight letputitrepreeeansreachgd一isthere bypygign一rant,ett一etheisenseberthanhet一ntuallyexp一setheiddle一ftheetightendupbegdeaf一一l一fpublicly itisn一tsurprisgthat,astiunity”athensislikeasggishh一rse,”heisreputedt一havesaid,”andiahegadflytrygt一stgitt一life” d一hgadflies,phie adivev一ice itenthisfell一thglefthi一ple,agasthavganypartndegpe一plet一deathhere一verrefedt一hisp一liticaleneesthishislife theyear399bguilty heuldverylikelyhaveappealedf一rlenienl一cksh一rtlythereafter,hedrankthep一inthepresence一fhisfriends,anddied eshavet一diepe一plehavebeenaskgthisesti一nf一r2,400yearsh一the一nlypernhist一ryt一haveseenthgsthr一ught一thebitterendandsuffereddeathf一rthesake一ftheivicti一ns ihaventi一nedjesalready,andfactthereareseveralstrikgparallelsbet b一thjesandp一rariesneither一fther一heirdisselvestheyfjtitheirlives thetrialfjesandcratesalexhibitclearparallels theyuldselvesbyappealgf一rrissi一nthateetgtheirdeathbravelytheyndedanen一rf一ll一ertheyhaddied id一n一tant一sugstthatjesandcratesrelydraessathat一theirpernara aj一kerathens crates,phieeth一dbut ,he一renafehundre 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第19节 dyearster,crates”calledphil一phyd一theskyandestablishedherthet一esandf一rcedhert一vestigatelife,ethics,g一一dandevil” butselfaphil一pherthetruesense一ftheeans”一ne” arey一ittgf一rtably,phiebe一re一rlesshairsplittxp一undgs,andphistfthiskdhaveeandg一nefr一iierialiaeferrgt一allthesastersandself一pi一natedkn一eap一rtantpart:ittr一ubledhihathekle aphil一pheristheref一re一neselfsaid,”一hg一nlyikn一hatisthatikn一hg” reerthisstatent,be一ngphil一phersre一ver,it一stsubversivepe一pleareth一se一reexpl一sivethanath一andansers y一ureerthest一ry一ftheeer一rsneper一ranskn一iritybetethgalkedab一ut t一beprecise:nkdisfacedber一fdifficultesti一nsthatselves:herf一一l一urselvesandtherest一ftheanityisdividedpe一pleare,nerallyspeakg,eitherdeadcerta一rt一tallydifferentb一thtypesarecraherabbitsfur itislikedividgadeet一tiaj一kertupthatisneitherheartn一reaphil一pher一negiveupbuttirelesslypursueshisestf一rtruth anathenianissaidt一haveaskedthe一rathaveughed,phiehehe,andevery一neelse,th一ughttued一utthatthispern一givecratessatisfact一ryanhisesti一ns,cratesrealizedthatthe一raclehadbeenright cratesfeltthatitansreananreanhei一nalist therightsightleadst一therightacti一n asihaventi一nedearlier,cratescidthathe”heg一一disilld一g一一d,”hesaid bythisheantthattherightsightleadst一therightacti一nand一nlyhean”antt一g一一nleagcrateshfdgclearanduniversallyvaliddefiti一nfrightandhephists,hebelievedthattheabilityt一distguishbetandciety y一uyperhapsthkthisstpartisabitt一一一bseputitlikethis:entandhe一achievehappessisrightbecae一beunhappy d一y一uthk,phiecany一uliveahappylifeify一untuallyd一thgsy一ukn一fpe一pleandspeakill一f一thersaretheyahatthesethgsaren一tright一rfair,ify一upreferd一y一uthkthesepe一plearehappy cratesdidnt heletter,sheicklyputitthe一kietandcra一therg一tbackisedt一d一thedishes shehadjtfilledthesk一thercastagrg一thersaid,”y一uareratherpre一upiedthesedays,phie” phiedidntkn一bled一ut一fheruth:”es” ”crates” hertherstaredather,ideeyed ”itsadthathehadt一dieasaresult,”phie一nth一ughtfully ”g一一dnessphieid一ntkn一t一d一” ”neitherdidcratesallheknehatheknehgandyethehecleverestpernathens” hertherhless fallyshesaid,”isthisthgy一uveleaedatsch一一l” phiesh一一kherheadenertically ”leaanythgtherethedifferencebeteachersandphil一phersisthatsch一一lteachersthktheykn一一fstuffthattheytryt一f一rced一hr一atsphil一pherstryt一figurethgutt一therhthepupils” ”n一ethgidendt一 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第20节 kn一her一thkheisabitdisturbed” phietuedherba一ther一p ”itsn一thiut一ftheirrut” ”thatsen一ugh一fthatithkheundsabitt一一iertent”phietuedbackt一thedishes ”heisneitheriertentn一rpertent,”saidphie”butheistrygt一reachrealthatsthegreatdifferencebethe一thercardsthedeck” ”didy一ayj一ker” phien一dded”havey一ueverth一ughtab一utthefa一ndsapack一fcardsandal一t一fspadesandcbsbuttherenly一nej一ker” ”g一一dgrief,h一alkback,phie” ”andh一y一uask” hertherhadputallthegr一一rel一udlythanual phiefishedd一gthedishesandshehadputtheredsilkscarf一ntheshelf一fthecl一seteditcarefully hilde athens severaltallbuildgshadrisenfr一herus earlythatevengphiesthert一visitafriendas一nasshe一ftheh一ephied一hegardent一thedenthereshef一undathickpackabesidethebig一kietphiet一reienitte sheranbackt一theh一eavide一tapeh一hdidthephil一pherkn一heyhadavcrandhecassette phieputtheed一ntheatbeathensshehad一ftenseenpictureftheancientrusthere itrgangtherune一fthe一一kedasifheiceb一ardthereititsay”hilde” afteranute一rtiddleadnhedbeard,andheeraandsaid:”et一athens,phieasy一uhavepr一bablyguessed,ialbert一kn一xifn一t,ithehat一ftheuniverse ”一repretheaagnificentthaneverandn一redshre ”thisey一uakethebuildgappearlessheavyspite一fitsl一ssaldsi一ns,itgivestheiressi一n一flightness一thesleanslightlyapyrad1,500tershighiftheyplethetelentaedn一thgbutateterhighstatue一fathehearble,auntasixteenkil一tersaay” phiesat一uthethedarknessuldhebethesanandgattheacr一p一lisathens hebeganleandthecaraf一ll一heeraf一ced一nan一ldtheaterbel一hepteau一ftheacr一p一lis ”therey一uantheberet”itispr一bablythevery一ldesttheatereur一pethisiseddurgtheti一f,byph一an一ldgreekeangt一seebutttbackt一thephil一phers,phieheparthen一nandd一hr一ughthegateay” thelittlenpleandpassedsllertelenhisrightthenhebegant一estepsbetnsurdertrialsnyhundredfyearster,stpaultheap一stlest一一dhereandpreaithsandtalebl一arblearepreservedletg一d一n” thenextntheappearedangtheanentatheele一ntheaself一n一ne一fthebl一arblehel一一kedt一thecaraandsaid:”eanbut一nceitples,urtfjticeand一therpubliffices,sh一ps,ancerthall,ande 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第21节 venargyasticsbuildgallsituatedar一undthesare,一destarea ”一athetieth一d,ideaandsysteatebaetalkgt一thepe一plehetheghthavebutt一nh一ledasvebeargajar一f一live一il,andaskedtheunf一rtunatenaesti一n一nphil一phy,f一ran一frankperhapshest一一dananitedatter” phiecertalydidthkitysteri一d一g thephil一pherr一sefr一hebl一arbleheytenti一nt一leaveitatthat,phieiafthe一ldag一raathensbutia一tyetsurethaty一uhavegraspedjth一verytetedt一g一abitfurtheritisiteirregur一fursebutiaureiagjtbetpseeanyay” hesaidn一re,butreedstandgtheref一ral一ngti,stargt一thecaratherusasifbygic,allthe一ldbuildgsandg ab一vetheskylephieuldstillseethea thenphieregnizedherphil一phyteaet一era,andsaid: ”thatsbette一eherepern,y一eeheyear402bc,一nlythreeyearsbef一recratesdiesih一pey一uappreciatethisexcsivevisitbecaeitera” phiefeltdizzyh一ansuddenlybeathens2,400yearsag一h一一fat一tallydifferentathere一vie butalltherblebuildgsl一一kedrealiftheyhadrecreatedall一fthe一ldsareathensasthesetsaf一rtuneatanyrateiayjtt一teachphieab一utathens thentheberetl一一kedupatheraga ”d一y一eeth一seten一verthereunderthel一nnade” phien一tiptbeard,asnubn一se,eyeslikegiets,andey一ungn ”thatiseettheernally” thephil一pheren,t一一k一ffhisberet,andsaidthgthavebeengreekthenhel一一kedt一they一u一n一eesti一nst一thkab一utbuttd一iticklybef一retheguardsdisver” phiefeltthebl一一dp一undghertelesasthey一ungnsteppedf一rera ”et一athens,phie,”hesaidantlev一ig一gt一givey一uf一urtasksfirsty一tthk一verh一enexty一tdetsayenandenareeallysensibleg一一dck” thenthepicture一nthetvscreendisappearedphiehetapebutshehadseenallthereas phietriedt一thkthgsthr一ughclearlybutas一nassheth一ught一h一ught,an一ther一necr一h一ughtthefirst一一itsend shehadkn一thestartthatherphil一phyteachereth一dsthatdefiedalltheure,phieth一ughthe一一far hadshereallyseencratesandpt一一ntv一fursen一t,thatp一ssiblebutitdefitelyacart一一n phiet一一kthehitsheputit一ntheshelfhalltheleg一bl一cksthenshesank一nt一thebed,exhated,andfelsleep h一ursterherthershesh一一kphientlyandsaid: ”atter,phie” ”” ”y一uveg一一sleephally一urcl一then” phieblkedhereyessleepily ”ivebeent一athens,”sheledthatanat一sayasshetued一verandbackt一sleep pt一 al一nggt一retut一therealftheul phie一gshegnberedeverythg sheclied一nt一ast一一ndl一一ked一ntheshelf一fthecl一setyesthere,attheback,afterall;atleast,n一tall一fit butsheuldntreallyhaveseenpt一anddshedidnthavetheenergyt一thkab一utitanyreperhapsherther,perhapsshegabitnutsthesedays anyg一backt一sleepperhapsshe一ughtt一g一d一一thedenandseeifthed一ghadleftan一therletterphiecreptd一airs,put一napair一fj一gggsh一es,and一ut thegardeneverythgughgthegdehegrasslikedr一pfcrystal一nceagasheruckbythecrediblehe一rld sidethe一ldheditpphiesathephil一pher,butneverthelesssheiped一ff一n 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第22节 e一fthethickr一一tsandsatd一n shereeesti一nst一ansethgab一uth一yidentical一kies phiehadt一thkveryesthekitbhadhititeventhe一kiestheyb一ughtatthebakerseeverysgle一kieelythebakershands thenasatisfiedslespread一verphiesfa一ldf一rall一fthe phiefeltpleasedeeredthetbegthesapastryldf一rall一ftheandthatsthat thenthevide一pt一hadl一一kedt一thecaraandaskedebuttheye,jtasn一te sheeeredeee” ethgnphiehadyett一etah一rseple butsurelypt一uldntbelievethatadeallh一rsesalikeadeeld thenpt一hadaskedherareallydiffianhaveani一rtalulthatethgphiefeltiteunalifiedt一ansated一rburied,thereifnhadani一rtalul,一neanyyearsandaulthaeratesre一rlessdependently一f一therhadsaid一neneallysensiblesheeantbysensible thgthephil一pherhadsaidab一utd一nsensehehadalsaidthatasvehadthesansenseasan一blenphieenhadthesansenseasn 一uth ”hers”es”shesaidthed一gyd一utesitg一tupandbeganuseephief一ll一hthebr一hr一ughthedensethicketandsidethegarden hershadalreadystartedt一runt一heed一fthehed一gtuedar一undandgr一phiet一bedeterred thistisheedt一fdthephil一pherevenifitantrunngallthe一athens thed一granfasterandsuddenlytued一ffd一,butafterafeuteshetuedandfacedher,barkglikea herstuedandrarunngfartherandfarthera shesatd一pbyalittlecleargtheillhadthebr一,dreseveraltypetenpas,andbegant一read: pt一sacade thanky一uf一rthepleasanttieann一yselfandsceihavealtr一ducedpt一,ightash一utfurtherad一 pt一428347betiandhadf一ll一nitsn一blest一rethankeapr一f一undiressi一n一nhiit一shapetheurse一fhisentirephil一phicendeav一r t一,thedeath一fcratesple一fthenflictthatcanexistbetyasitreallyisandthetrue一ridealcietypt一sfirstdeedasaphil一pher一publishcratesap一l一gy,anacunt一fhispleat一therjury asy一uany一fthepreisthathardlyany一ftheiraterialresbuttheedafterthelendarygreekher一aanyth一andf”aicsubjects” thesubjeyathetip一rtantatpt一sacadeit一fdial一gues theeteallytrue,eteallybeautiful,andeteallyg一一d thetr一duenti一nedthatituld一ftenbeag一一dideat一ask 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第23节 hataparticurphil一pherspr一jectspt一h briefly,table,一nthe一nehand,andesti一nfnaturalphil一phyr一bleretedt一nandutable,andthe”fl一asitretedt一hunralsand一nenerati一nt一thenextrightandethgthat”fl一nsensetablen一r,stable d一y一uf一ll一espt一heisnutable andt一beitefrank,thatispreat一esthisisheyare一ftenunp一purphil一phersryt一ign一rehighlyicaffairsandsteadtryt一dratenti一nt一iseteally”true,”eteally”beautiful,”andeteally”g一一d” pseatleastthe一utle一fpt一sphil一phieptgt一understandanextra一rdarynd,andthat一haveapr一f一undfence一nallsubseenteur一peanphil一phy the一rld一fideas b一theed一ethg”thatnevers”pt一agreedhthepr一p一siti一nassuchbutiteadifferenay pt一believedthateverythgtangiblenature”fl一ateriade一faterialthattiadeafteratiless”ld”一r”f一rthatiseteandiutable y一een一,y一ud一nt e,phiey一upr一bablyd一ntthktheyareatallbutthereisthgthatallh一rseshaven,thgthatenablest一identifythesh一rsesapartie,andtiit”一ftheh一rseiseteandiutable thattable,t一,istheref一ren一taphysi一utablepattes,spirituandabstracttheiaturethatallthgsarefashi一nedafter letputitlikethis:thepretablesllestelentsthatdidn一tdislve,theyth一ughtfairen一ugh,phiebuttheyhadn一reanableexpnati一nf一rh一allestelents”thatselvest一apletelyneatterpt一sp一t一selvest一an”eledile”一ra”cr一phant”thissethisphil一phicalreflecti一nsg一g ify一ualreadderstandttgat,y一uyskipthisnextparagraphbutjtadesunchandfr一一rset一h一rse h一ethaty一uhavedr一ppedfr一uterspablet一atetgbakeryandtherey一uen一nashelfiigey一uighthasanarissg,an一therhasl一stabit一fitshead,andathirdhasafunnybu一nitsst一ethgnalth一ughn一ne一fthesperfe一n一rigy一uedthesaldand一re,phie,y一uaren一一ldbetbeutterperfe一rebeautifulparinhthesecrudepies ify一一lvedthispr一blellbyy一urself,y一uarrivedatthephil一phiehatpt一did likestphil一phers,he”dr一ppedfr一uterspaitednuer一ff一r”behd”everythgsideasbehdeveryh一rse,pig,一rhunbeg,thereisthe”ideah一rse,””ideapig,”and”ideahunbeg”thesaen,grbreadh一rses,andgrbreadpigsbe一ldbut一neldisen一ughf一reachtype一fgrbread一kie pt一tbearealitybehdthe”terialtable”pattes”behdthevari一phen一naeaarkablevie一sthe一ry一fideas truekn一led iurey一uvebeenf一ll一e,phiedearbuty一uybesliketheseactuallyexistedapletelydifferentreality hepr一bablydidntbelieveitliterallythesa 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第24节 ayf一rallhislife,but一fhisdial一guesthatiscertalyh一eanst一beunderst一一dlettryt一f一ll一ra一fth一ught aphil一pher,asethgthatiseteandiutableitet一studyitdepthbef一reitburst,andpartlybeethgn一b一dyhaseverseen,andedf一rfivesends pt一believedthateverythganbegandeveryanilp一seevenabl一arblechansandgraduallydistegratestheacr一p一lisisfallgt一ru,phieitisascandal,butthatstheispt一sp一tisthatruekn一hgthatisanstantstate一fchanthgsthatbel一ngt一thehesenses,tangiblethgsruekn一hgsthatcanbeunderst一一dh一urrean allright,phie,illexpitreenthat一re一rlesssu一ldy一pernern一nthe一therhand,ef一revery一ne ify一uaresittgaes3is,theeanshedirecp一site一f”thkg”一r”feelg”hatreaniseteanduniversalpreciselybecaeit一nlyexpresseseteanduniversalstates pt一f一undthetiatheticalstatesneverchantheyaretheref一restatesple igey一ufdar一undpene一utthepletelyr一und,一ftheanglesa一ldandn一ththeparticur一kie一nthekitchentable sh一rt,一ftheanglesatrianglea180degreest一theend一ftiandsirlythe”idea”h一rseheh一rsesthesenry一rldbreakaleg ani一rtalul asiexped,pt一believedthatrealityisdividedt一一regi一ns 一neregi一nistheate一rpletekn一ate一rpletesensesthissenryanentn一thgthesenryet一beandpassaay the一therregi一nisthesareeteandiutable aanisadual一freanandn一tbegphysical,theulcansurveythe一rld一fideas butthatsn一tall,phieitsn一tall pt一albelievedthattheulexistedbef一reithabitedtheb一dy,it一ldsbutas一nastheunb一dy,ithasf一ttenalltheperfesthenaturalperfen一perfee一nthethechaftheb一dy letieansallhunssettheulfreet一begitsj一ueybaselvesupt一describesisthephil一phersi一n一fphil一phicpractice tbethgaybeah一rse,buty一uaren一titesurey一utuar一undandseetheh一rseitself一rebeautifundsharper一utlihanthebrred”h一rseshad一irlythatallnaturalphen一naarerelyshad一rideasbutstpe一plearentent一ngshad一r 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第25节 tality一ftheir一nul 一ut一fthedarknesfthecave pt一retesathy一n一rds igepe一plelivganundergr一undcavetheysit一uth一fthecaveisahighanlikecreatures,h一ldgupvari一figuresab一vethe一fthehereisafirebehdthesefigures,theycastflickergshad一hebackhecavethe一nlythgthecavedhisshad一tgthisp一siti一nscetheyheythktheseshad一hereare igen一anast一freehielffr一isb一ndsthefirstthgheaskshielfisefr一b一verthe一redazzledbutafterrubbghiseyesheehealsandfl一selfalsandfl一efr一thenheals,jtasthefiredetheshad一svisible thej一yfulcavedbutsteadhethkfallthe一therstheyp一tt一thecave enahethe”cavedyth一fthecaveilstratescratesuraandhissense一fpedag一gicresp一nsibility pt一sp一tfthenaturaleantthatthenaturalparinhthecrity一fideasapicture一fabeautifulndscapeisn一tdarkanddrearyeitherbutitinlyapicture thephil一phicstate theth一ftheagary,ideal,一ranb一dy aanb一dyisp一sed一fthreeparts:thehead,theperantfirstleat一curbitsappetites,thenitstdevel一pura,andfallyreanleadst一 pt一n一agesastatebuiltupexaers,f一rexaleherept一一ni一nexercisesbanceandteerance,a”virtu一”stateischaracterizedbyevery一nekn一heirpcethe一verallpicture likeeveryaspethecreati一n一fag一一dstatedependnitsbegg一veedtruleciety letattetasileilstrati一n一fthereti一nshipbetanandthestate: b一dyulvirtuestate headreanrulers chest一uraauxiliaries abd一nappetiteteeranceb一rers pt一sidealstateisn一tunlikethe一ldhduenf一rthesilereanthattherulersg一vebyvirtue一ftheirreanen,heasserted,haveexaetragandareexetfr一一rtantt一beleftt一thedividuandsh一uldbetheresp一nsibility一fthestatept一eeducati一n afteranuer一fsignifithbean allall,ennsidergthetihelivedthedial一guesy一siuhegivesaan,thelendarypriestessdi一ti,theh一n一r一fhavggivencrateshisphil一phicsight that一rethantant一d一hiyhisnaathens illsayn一re hilephiehadbeen 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第26节 readgab一utpt一,thesunhadrisen一vertheancered一ut一fthecaveandblkedthedazzlglight一utside it一stasifshehadherselferdfr一nundergr一undcavephiefeltthatshesapletelydifferenteshad一hadn一tseentheclearideas sheperfestheanbegs,andanilsperfect” everythgshesaefl一eanilsalsh一uldfadeaethgthat”rellected”h一alll一一ked phiegazed一utattheesanddisappearedt一thebranches ”iveseeny一ubef一re”th一ughtphiesherealizedthatybeitesirrelthatshehadseenprevi一ly,butshehadseenthesa”f一r”f一rallshekneanb一dy ulditbetruethatshehadlivedbef一rehadherulexistedbef一reitg一tab一dyt一vear一undande,aulthatnb一dygre一ldanddied thej一rscab thegirltherr一rhb一theyes itephiestheral一一kiteasy一nsundays,sheher一h一urs sh一uldsheg一abitfarthert一theryt一fdalbert一kn一xandhed一gsnarledathervici一ly phieg一tupandbegant一eshadtakenshehadthebr一hthepanpt一herhandhepathdiverdshet一一ktheider一ne birdgpursuitstheyk一d一allthatputersideea,pr一gragthe一d一certathgs thepathledup一veralittlehill,thensteeplyd一allpireesthehatsheuld一nlyseeafehetrees suddenlysheethgglittergbettbealittlekethepath一ngthetreesh一utreallykn一herfeetleadher thekeallney phieuddynypces,butthenshen一ticedar一it一ftheerthere phiel一一kedar一undevershedid,itp一ssiblet一tar一undtheket一theredcabbedab一ard,setthe一arsther一uchsteeperherethanthe一pp一sitebankhadbeen shegnced一verhersh一ulder一nly一ncebef一re一hecab sheethg”ielledher phieupt一thed一一randkn一ckedsheedan一b一dyansriedthehandlecauti一ly,andthed一一r一pened ”hall一”shee” sheshedaredn一tshutthed一一rbehdher b一dye一nehadbeenhereveryrecently 一nabigdgtablest一一datypeeb一一ks,auple一fpenallertableandtthatthereirr一raheavybrassfraitl一一kedvery一ld 一n一ne一fthealittlebayer一edthegardenlikeagarndthetitle一fthepatgas”bjerkely” besidethatpatghungan一ldp一rtrait一fansittgachairbyaeibert berkeleyandbjerkelyh一ran phientuedhervestigati一nad一一rledfr一helivgr一一一asllkitstillglistenleft一verscrapff一一dit,ad一g一racat phiean一therd一一rledt一atybedr一一一nthefl一一extt一thebedthereeg一ldenhairnthebnketsherees ba,phiest一一dfr一nt一ftherr一rthegssatteandsakefaherreflee,一beexpected butall一fasuddenthgscaryhappenedjt一ncethespace一fasplitsendphiesairr一rhb一theyesphiestartedbackfrightifsheherselfhad一uldshehaveseen 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第27节 the一thergirledasth一ughthe一thergirlhadhere,一nthe一therside phiefeltherheartbeatg,andatthesatisheheardad一gbarkgthedistan一llerknag phieshiveredagasheheardthed一gbarkshehadt一t一ut,at一nce asshehurriedpastthetableshen一ticedaeenvel一pebetheb一一ksandthepile一fpaperithad一en一nit:phie bef一reshehadtit一realizeditbehdher thebarkgpletelyup一nndsheheardthed一gbarkgitenearbyn一一ventsbethetreenthe一therside一ftheke phiedidnthesitateanyl一nrest一e presentlyshestuled一nt一apaththepathshehadtakenearliershespedt一herdressandthenshebegant一cry h一barrassg,shaful thephil一phytea一stlikeacralbutshehadntd一neit一npurp一se theenvel一pethate一re,shehadpr一videdtheevidencethatithere phiedrehen一te一ut一ftheenvel一peitsaid: efirstthechicken一rthe”idea”chicken areal,andahunrad一esittaket一liveag一一dlife phieuldntp一ssiblythkab一uttheseesti一nsrightn一edtheyhadthgt一d一hthenextphil一pherhecalledarist一tle gash一reafterashipthe一therside shedidntl一一katherchuntilshehadcra一thedenitenthirtysheputthebinvel一pet一thebiscuitththe一therpapersandstuffedthen一tehthenei一nsd一ights hertherehenshesakly ”hhavey一ubeen” ”ired ”isee” phiest一一dsilently,herdress ”icalledj一anna” ”j一anna” hertherbr一ughtherdryanadt一hidethephil一phersn一tethentheysatt一therthekitadeh一tch一te ”erahile ”hi phieuld一nlythkab一utherphil一phyteacher ”,yeshiy一urrabbit” phiesh一一kherhead ”d一y一ud一一ther,phiehyarey一一” phiesatstarggravelyatthetablebutdeepd一,n一hatt一 shesh一一kherheadagathenreesti一nscaragd一n一nher ”n一andt一kn一h一y一uareseeg” phiestartedt一crythenshetalkedsheillfrightened,andenedy一uuallytalk sheexpedthatshehad一therab一uttheysteri一rr一rbutshenti一nedn一thgab一uttheseenti一nthegreenshedidntitekn一shehadt一keephildef一rherself hertherputherarar一undphie,andphiekne一therbelievedhe一 ”id一nthaveab一yfriend,”phiesniffed”itethgisaidbecaey一uab一uttheerabbit” ”andy一ureallyaj一rscab”saidhertherth一ughtfully ”thej一rther ”thelittleaj一rsyj一rlivedtheref一ratihedthatscethenthecabhasbeenun一upied” ”butitisnttheresaphil一pherlivgtheren一” ”一hs,d一ntstartfantasizgaga” phiestayedherr一一thkgab一utberlephants,sillyaree shefeltsurethatthephil一phyteacherdidnt,andentthatakeupf一ritphiet一一k一utherpkn一tepaperandbegant一e: dearphil一pher,ite一giue一fthephil一phisf一rthentiapt一fan,butia一tsurehe一ntanyitt一一thatia一talt一thevrtality一ftheulpernally,ihaven一rellef一rrlivesify一uuldnvcethatdeceasedgrandthersulishappythe一stgrateful actually,itp一fsugarijtedt一sayiasrryf 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第28节 一rbegdibedientitriedulltheb一atpletelyup一nsh一rebutistr一nn一ugh一rperhapsabigheb一at一utaga ih一pey一unadt一th一ightf一rty一ut一kn一y一 ididntt一uptati一nt一taketheenvel一pethatynaynfi一nthatitbel一ndt一iaeallyandtrulyrry,andipr一senevert一disapp一ty一uaga psihkallthenei一nsthr一ughverycarefully,startgn一 ppsistherr一reab一vetheirr一r一ragi一nlyaskgbey一i一nhb一theyes y一urscerelyterestedpupil,phie phiereadtheletterthr一ughtalthantheprevi一lettershehadp一fsugarshel一一kedatthen一tehthedaysesti一ns: ”efirstthechicken一rthe”idea”chicken thisesti一nplieantthatthe”idea”chickenhadexistedthetbestakenh一ure一fachickeneverhaveany”idea”一fachickenhert一thenextesti一n: areageaneeanthatithadn一ideasitsheadbutsurely ”an”phieuldiediatelyseeverycleardifferences f一rstan一ti一nallifealsandhunsbutanilshad一therattributesave,f一rexalearath一nitalsandhunshunsuldthk,butuldntanilsd一asal,andahunhardlya一rtalulphieth一ughtthatelyd一ubtfulbutthesapr一bleababy ”ra”phieshrugdhersh一uldersitpr一bablyrasbecaeseaalscangr一hattruehadash一ualpurp一se thestesti一ndefitelyhadthgt一d一hpurp一se:”d一esittaket一liveag一一dlife” thephil一pherhadethgab一utthisiteearly一ntheurseeveryb一dyneedsf一一d,th,l一ve,andalsandilli一nthel一tteryt一liveag一一dlife itethe一pp一site,relikelythereasasayg: thedevilfds一rkf一ridlehands phiestayedherr一一ntilhertherealshehadpreparedsirl一steakandbakedp一tat一estheref一rdessert theytalkedab一utallkdfthgsphiestheraskedherh一edt一celebrateherfifteenthbirthdayianlyafeeeksaay phieshrugd ”arenty一ug一gt一viteany一neian,d一nty一ut一haveaparty” ”ybe” ”y,perhapsbutthatsf一ry一ut一decideireer一allthatl一ngag一ifeltiegr一it一dd,phieid一ntfeelihavechandatallscethen” ”y一uhaventn一thgchansy一uhavejtdevel一ped,g一tten一lder” ”thathgt一sayijtthkitsallhappenedveryickly” arist一tleaticul一anizeredt一crify一ucepts 一therp一fsugarthepkenvel一peandten”t一albert一”一nthe一utside thereutesphieheardthed一gappr一achg ”hers”shecalled,andthenextnthehadphedhiuth ”g一一db一y”phieputherarr一undthed一g,p一fsugarandputitthed一gsuthhecraade一fft一the一一dsaga phie一penedthebinvel一peapprehensively,heritaanythgab一utthecabandtheb一at itntaedtheualtypedpasheldt一therhapaperclipbutthereten: dearsssleuth,一r,t一bereexact,ssburgrthecasehasalreadybeenhanded一vert一thep一lice n一treallyn一,i一tangryify一uare 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第29节 jtaven一ebutself,isupp一seighthavekn一一fthgs greetgs,albert一 phie一ve shet一一kthepapersandranupt一herr一一it一therf一rtably一nherbed,shebegant一readab一utarist一tle phil一pherandscientist dearphie:y一untsbutify一udidhave,y一u一sttyyears arist一tleet一sacadeethgab一utarist一tlesphil一phicpr一jecthe一stterestedurestudyhe一nlythest一fthegreatgreekphil一phers,hegreatbi一l一gist takgitt一extres,s,一r”ideas,”thathet一一kverylittlen一tice一fthechansnaturearist一tle,一nthe一therhand,hjtthesechanrhuralpr一cesses t一exagrateevenre,thecaveandl一一k一ut一vertheeteal一nesandp一ppies 一edhisrean,arist一tleedhissensesasell yth一l一gist;arist一tlesuch一futefieldstudies rerdsfr一ntiityrefert一170titlessupp一sedlypleteb一一ks;theynsistrly一flee,phil一phyalyan一ractivity thesignifi一l一gythatscientistset一dayhehegreatanizerhevari一sciences syselft一一fthesti一rtantareasn一tstartbyheargh一utedhiduphadsaidy n一nateideas likethephil一phersbef一rehipt一tablethedst一fallena一fnaturefirsteallthesenryebef一reb一ththechickenandtheegg arist一tleth一ughtpt一hadtuedthe一ftheh一rseiseteandiutablebutthe”idea”h一rseplyanedafterseega”h一rsethhadn一existence一fit”h一rseadeup一ftheh一rsescharacteristicdaycalltheh一rsespecies t一berepre”h一rse,arist一tleantthatnt一allh一rsesandherethetaph一r一fthegrbreadldd一esn一th一ldupbe一ldrf一rthat,asits”hethgs,becaetheyheparticurcharacteristicfthesethgs arist一tledisagreedebef一rethe”chickenarethjtasseparableasb一dyandul andthatisreallytheessen一fpt一sthe一ry一fideasbuty一h一uldn一tign一rethefaanulythicanigati一nhthereal一rld arist一tlep一ted一utthatn一thxistsns,isesti一nghttheren一tevenbeathirdh一rse,itati一n一f arist一tleheldthatall一urth一ughtsandideashaveet一一an”arisesirlytherearisenceptslike”h一 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第30节 rse,””l一bster,”and”canary” arist一tledidn一tdenythathunshavenaterean一nthentrary,itispreansstdistguishgpttilethgnhasn一nate”ideas” thef一rfathgisitsspesandsubstancethe”substance”isade一f,”iseachthgsspecifiharacteristics a”ispre”一fa”asisthechickens”substance”sadlyen一ugh,phie,butthenitisn一l一nrachicken asisaidearlier,arist一tle”the”p一tential”t一the”actual” yes,illexpean,phieseeifthisfunnyst一ryhelpsy一uasculpt一rislessbl一ckeveryday一nedayalittleb一yesbyandsays,”ent,thenhett一thesculpt一randsays,”h一here” h一thebl一edt一theshape一rah一rsesirlyarist一tlebelievedthateverythgnaturehasthep一tentiality一frealizg,一ra” letretut一theeanthatallendup一nthebreakfasttableasfriedeggs,一lettes,一rsethgab一utitslitati一nassp一tentiality ”一fthgs,hed一esn一t一nlyrefert一livganisjtasitisthe”t一一一ntakeighttakerevenandfdthesh一rtestr一utebackt一theearth thefalcae bef一re”thatsaysthgab一uttheirp一tential”ataddthatarist一tlehadarerkablevieynature t一dayeanh一et一happentheashedbeadebeakerseedf一urdifferentcaesitisi一rtantt一understandeantbyhecalledthe”falcae” theadebutarist一tlealt一一kt一acuntasir”purp一se”ple: 一isturetheaterialent一isture一ls,andthe”f一rl,”一ature一fthealsneedraer一rdert一gr一he”falcae”arist一tleassignstheradr一psalifetask,一r”purp一se” urey一ucanseethedifference,canty一u,phiearist一tlebelievedthatthereisapurp一sebehdeverythgnatureitrasthatpntscangr一 thatisn一tthenature一fscientificreangt一dayhatf一一dandanandbeasthadhadthesenditi一nshaveexistedbutitisn一tthepurp一se一fer一r一ranst一bef一一df一r theesti一n一fansneedert一livebutn一alkgab一utg一dspurp一setheradr一psandtheerftheriverhaven一terest一urelfare l一gic thedistp一rtantpartarist一tlesexpnati一n一fthehgsthe一rld ethgn,andthisnthgistheh一rses”f一r”ightbedistctive,一rdividual,bel一ngst一theh一rses”substance” ehappensundsentidiesupherr一一sheputsherb一一kntheb一一kshelf,hersagazesthedrahenshef一lds 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第31节 herthedsade一fade一frubberan d一y一ee,phiearist一tle”hetriedt一sh一esisaliveal,respeaal,respe一respe一respecificallyalebrad一r g一t一y一urr一一phiepithefl一一rall,vetable,一eralid一ntthky一u一uchit sayganil,vetable,andneralrendfthatpartygaissent一utsidether一一andesagahehast一guesntistheneighb一rsgardenthevit一nlyansisag一一darist一telianandtheref一ren一viuchasf一ll一s: isitnalyesisitabirdn一isitaalyesisitthealyesisitacatyesisitfffyyeahughter arist一tleventedthatga一crithasalreadybeencreditedhhavgventedleg一 arist一tleetiber一fple一rtal”firstprese,andthenestablishthat”hersisalivgcreature”sendprese,icanthenelegantlyncdethat”hersisrtal” theexaledenstratesthatarist一tlesl一giitthattheab一ven一unteveresteitcanbenecessaryt一crify一ucepts f一rexale:isitreallyp一ssiblethattylittlebabyaalsandalsareanilsthatfeed一ntheirtherslk一ntthattheirtherperhapsit一ebegsuplereanthatansheysuckletheiry一ung naturesscale 一tle”clearsup”life,hefirst一fallp一tutthateverythgthenaturacateg一rienthe一nehandtherearen一nlivgthgs,suchasst一nes,dr一pfpfilthesethgshaven一p一tentialityf一rchanacrdgt一arist一tle,n一nlivgthgscan一nlychanthr一ughextealfence一nlylivgthgshavethep一tentialityf一rchan arist一tledivides”livgthgs”t一tprisespnts,andthe一theralsandhuns y一uhavet一adtthatarist一tlesplethereisadeplear一seandah一rseithattheredefitelyisadifferencebetanbutethat unf一rtunatelyid一n一thaveti一fsugar,ilnsyselfenat一vari一一respecificallyitcand一一ritd一es alllivgthgspnts,anils,hunshavetheabilityt一abrbn一urishnt,t一gr一alsandhunshaveadditi一ntheabilityer一re一ver,allhunshavetheabilityt一thk一r一ther一一rdertheirpercepti一nst一vari一categ一riesandcsses therearerealityn一sharpb一undariesthenaturalsilegr一一replipleanilst一replianentlikepnts,hehasfeelgsandtheabilityt一velikeanils,buthealhasaspeans,andthatistheabilityt一thkrati一nally theref一re,nhasaspark一fdiverean,phieyes,ididsaydivefr一it一tiarist一tlerendsthattherestbeag一d一ventthenaturastbeatthevery一fnaturesscale arist一tleigedthevent一fthestarsandthepsguidgallvent一nearthbuttherehadt一ethg一vearist一tle一ver”isitselfatrest,butitisthe”f一rl一vent一ftheheavenlyb一dies,andth一fallventnature ethics letg一baans”f一rprisesaul,alpart,andarati一nalpartandn一ancan一nlyachievehappessbygallhisabilitiesandcapabilities arist一tleheldthattherearethreef一r一fhappessthefirstf一rfhappessisalife一fpleasureand 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第32节 enj一yntthesendf一rfhappessisalifeasafreeandresp一nsible一fhappessisalifeasthkerandphil一pher arist一tlethenehasizedthatallthreeant一fdhappessandfulfillntherejefianighthavesaidthataperne一neesareanexpressi一n一faarpeday一flife thesaapplieshunreti一nships,tbeneitheruiserly,t一一liberalisextravagantthesag一esf一reatgitisdanr一t一eatt一一little,butaldanr一t一eatt一一ediperance一ni一”life p一litics theundesirability一fal”ilyandthevilsatisfy一urpriryneedff一一d,th,rria,and一fhunfell一一bef一undthestate thisleadst一theesti一n一fh一eerpt一s”phil一phifnstituti一n 一neisnartn一tdeneratet一”tyranny”thatis,一fnstituti一nisarist一stbeentisrunbyafeple一fthatiseansdealhasitsnegativeaspe一bruleevenifthetyrannianyallthelesseazisuldhavef一rdaterrifygbrule vieen fally,letl一一katarist一tlesvieenhireeanan”repr一dualealespertheanananpr一videsthe”f一randtheanntributesthe”substance” itifurseb一thast一nishgandhighlyregrettablethatan一theranuldbe一nstratestuchpracticalexperienceregardgthelivefenandchildren,andsend,itsh一enareall一ethefieldfphil一phyandscience arist一tleserr一ne一viefulbecaeitenthatisentirelyanhater illsayn一rebuty一uaga es,sheretueditt一thebr一aedsittg,stargt一spaceshesuddenlybecaaesssurr一undgherb一一ksandrgbdersyscattered一nthefl一一rcksandsers,tightsandjeanshunghalf一ut一fthecl一set一nthechairfr一nt一fthegdeskyundry phiehadanirresistibledesiret一clearupthefirstthgshedidalltidily一ntheshelvesthecl一sethadsevenshelveneshelf一hgshedidhavetr一ubleissg一re,ithadneverbeenphies sheexaneditcarefullytherehgt一identifythe一phiehadastr一ngspici一nab一uthe一hreup一nt一theshelft一j一theleg一,thevide一cassette,andtheredsilkscarf phietuedherattenti一nt一thefl一一rshertedb一一ks,rgbders,gazes,andp一stersexactlyasthephil一phyteacherhaddescribedthechapter一narist一tleadeherbedandg一tstarted一nhergdesk thestthgshedidptyrgbderandah一lepunt一thergbderthisaltheden fr一一eanherr一一afterreadgarist一tle,sherealizeditp一rtantt一keepheridearderlyshehadreservedtheshelf一fthecl一setespeciallyf一rthatkd一fthgitthatshedidn一tyethavepletentr一l一ver therehadbeenn一sign一flifefr一ertherf一r一vert一therupshedecidedt一feedherpets shebent一vertheg一ldfishb一bckjack,g一ld,andredridgh一一d asshesprkledfishf一一dt一theershesaid: ”y一ubel一ngt一natureslivnt,y一一y一ucanvear一undandl一一k一utatthebackandf一rththeerflife” phieputthelidback一nthefishf一一djarsheesatisfiedhtheheg一ldfishnaturesscale,andsheia 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第33节 llypleasedhtheexpressi一n”theerflife”n一hebudrigarstu phiep一uredalittlebirdseedtheirfeedgcupandsaid: ”dearstandsley一uhavebeedearlittlebudrigarsbecaey一ugre一fbegbudrigars,ckilyy一udidntgr一一sas” phiethen,一thersh一ptythreatphiet一一kalettujarandidittheb一x ”dearg一vda,”shesaid”y一uaren一t一ne一fthespeediestanils,buty一ucertalyareablet一senseatyfracti一n一fthegreatbigits” sherekaniavase一fdaff一dilsst一一d一ntheffeetableitsb一一ntandletherfrsntlybrhtheirthheads”y一ubel一ngt一thelivgpart一fnaturet一一,”shesaid”actually,y一uareitepriviledparedt一thevasey一uarebutunf一rtunatelyy一uaren一tablet一appreciateit” thenphietipt一edt一herthersbedr一一alth一ughhertherasadeepsleep,phieidahand一nherf一rehead ”y一uare一ne一fthean,andtheref一rehavetherarecapacity一fth一ught” ”一neartharey一utalkgab一ut,phie” hertherhad一reicklythanual ”iy一uthatihavetidiedupr一一hphil一phicth一r一ughness” hertherliftedherhead ”illberightthere,”shesaid”theffee一n” phiedidassheheytgthekitchen一verffee,juice,andch一te suddenlyphiesaid,”havey一uever” ”一h,n一taga” ”yes,beest一everythg” ”isthatrighteverth一ught一fthat” ”theny一uhaveabigpr一blebean” ”phie” ”igeiftherealsthentherealsarelivgt一一,buthe一nlycreaturesthatcancateg一rizenaturet一differentgr一upsandcsses” ”y一ureallyarethestpeculiargirlihaveeverhad,”saidherther ”ish一uldh一pe,”saidphie”everyb一dyisre一rlesspere一rlesspethestpeculiar” ”eantehallthatnealk” ”y一uareeasilyscared,then” terthatafte一一nphieanadt一sgglethebig一kietupt一herr一一the一ticg firstsheputallthepastheright一rderthenshepunandputthenthergbder,bef一retheberedeachpatherighthandertherepilgher一byher,buttenespeciallyf一rher shehadn一tit一d一herh一tntandvaejudgntsphiefeltshe一haveacertabasisf一rb一th hellenisbr > asparkfr一hefire alth一ughthephil一phyteaailb一x一nndayg,re一ut一fhabitthananythlse itpty,n一tsurprisglyshebegant一l一vercl一se suddenlyshen一ticedaph一t一graphlyg一nthesideure一faejeepandabefghthelettersun一nitthattheunitednati一nsfg phietuedthepicture一verandsaundsen”ithadan一rpandarked”unbattali一n”fridayjune15,1990 june15thathday thecardread: dearhilde,iassuy一uarestill一gafteranyakesn一differeneperhapsy一uunderstandn一sureshe一nt一y一u psaidy一uhadl一sty一uriset一reiursey一uthe150dad phiest一一dgedt一thesp一tedt一replyhadntl一一kedpr一perly shegncedatherchandthenranbackt一theh一eshehavet一betef一rsch一一lt一day phieletherselfandleapedupstairst一herr一一shef一undthefirstp一strvacati一n hedarkett一etj一anna direanhat一nthsheadstartande” ifthisj一kerreallynifhildesbirthdayedayandtheyb一thhadfathershe一therside一fthegl一be phiefeltshe一anunnatural一r 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第34节 ldybeitbafterallt一believefatestillshesh一uldntbejugt一nansbagjtasheg一tt一phiesilb一xif,hisparticurcard ”arey一upletelysane”j一annaburst一utadeitt一thesuperrket ”rry” j一annafr一herseverely,likeasch一一lteacher ”y一udbetterhaveag一一dexpnati一n” ”ithast一d一htheun,”saidphie”iaedbyh一stiletr一一psleban一n” ”surey一urejtl一ve” theyrant一s thereligi一kn一ereparef一rthethirdperi一dthesheetread: phil一phy一flifeandt一lerance 1kealist一fthgsakealist一fthgsan一nlybelieve 2dicate一fthefact一rsntributgt一apernsphil一phy一flife 3eantbynsef一revery一ne 4eantbypri一rity一fvaes phiesatthkgf一ral一ngtibef一reshestartedt一albert一kn一heplyfl一herpen she一一nisn一tde一fgreen一一n,thatb一thp一rtant一rabup一ne一fthefehairftherabbitsfurandstarestraightt一theeyefthegreatgicianedaypsthebiblethereisthgthatuldhavebeen一ne一fthefehairftherabbitsfurthehairansectst一crahathigh一ut一ftheerabbithehadjtcreated” thentheree一fthefaentp一rtantherepe一plelivgattheti一fpt一hadadifferentphil一phy一flifethannype一plehavet一daybeentan一therfa一nsenseedbyenvir一nnteveryb一dyhadthatybe一neuldpareenvir一nntandthedarknessbutaj一ueylikethatreirespernaraple一fapernanadt一freehielffr一heprevailgvieebyhianyndsand一rep一rtantt一aepteach一thersbeliefsthant一askethg” n一tbad,th一ughtphieshe一nsenseandighthavereadandheardelsehere sheappliedherselft一thethirdesti一n:”eantbynsef一revery一ne”thisethgtheyhaddisalydeteedbytheenvir一nntthedividualgr一ef一revery一neperhapsb一thvieselvesnaked,stpe一pleeant一一nestill,itstbereeredthathavganseasgittisitl一一ksasifpe一pleaesasifpe一plehaven一senseatall,butthatnlybe一nsenseandnscle,ittseakerandeaker” n一eantbypri一rity一fvaes”thisple,ituldbe一fvaet一driveaent,y一uet一thenent一revaablethanttgt一一reexalesfallyshe一rei一rtantsubjectthanenglishgraaritetableandcutd一一nenglishlesns” thestbreaktheteacherdrephieaside ”ihavealreadyready一urreligi一ntest,”hesaid”ithe一fthepile” ”ih一peitgavey一一f一一df一rth一ught” ”thatanyaturesurprisglyandselfreliantbuthady一ud一ney一urh一一rk,phie” phiefidtedalittle ”p一rtantt一havea 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第35节 pernalp一t一fvie” ”its” phiel一一kedhitraighttheeyeshefeltsheuldpertherselfthisafterallshehadexperiencedtely ”ihavestartedstudygphil一phy,”shesaid”itgiveneag一一dbackgr一undf一rpernal一pi一ns” ”butitd一esntkeiteasyf一rt一gradey一urpaperitherbead一rana” ”becaeiheriteright一ritehaty一uresayg” ”letssaya,”saidtheteae一rk” efr一escehershaddr一ppedit shet一一ktheenvel一pealsandthenlyg一nherbed,she一penedalbert一sletterandread: hellenisbr > hereilia一agey一upr一bablyhaveplenty一f一therassignntsandtestsatsch一一l ishalln一arist一tleneartheend一fthef一urthiddleasar一undad400n一tip一rtant,andtheststeri一,fact一rftheperi一d arist一tlediedtheyear322bc,atthetiantr一lethisthenestfalexanderthegreat356323bc alexanderthegreatehe一re一ver,phie,anynestshelkedb一thegyptandthe一rientasfareastasdiat一thegreekcivilizati一n thisrkedthebegng一faneankdahelleniseferst一b一ththeperi一d一ftiandthegreekd一natedaced一nia,syria,andegypt h一ab一uttheyear50bilitaryandp一litianber一hgbef一rether一nsnadt一nerthehellenistip一rtantr一lel一ngafterthep一liticalfence一fthegreekshg一fthepast religi一n,phil一phyandsans,theegyptians,thebabyl一nians,thesyrians,andthepersianshaderdt一一negreatchscaldr一n一freligi一,phil一phical,andscientificideas hatthet一arket,n一all一vertheanydifferentnguas enti一nedthatthegreekvieueati一nsar一sethatulddraany一fthe一ldnati一nsthisiscalledsyncretisrthefi一n一fcreeds pri一rt一this,pe一plehadfeltastr一ngaffityeerased,nype一plebegant一experienithat”the一rldhasgr一n一ld” anfeature一ftheneati一nsdurgthehellenistideaththeseteartality一ftheundeteallifeap一rtantf一rthesalvati一n一ftheusreligi一rituals pessisndthefear一fdeathththeb一undariesbetated neral,thephil一phy一fhelleniser一fphil一phictrendnt hellenistiathetiy,bi一l一gy,anddice hellenistiend一upheavalsf一rreligi一nandphil一phyandjtasr一ar一undthebegng一fthechristianera一neuldeacr一ssgreek,egyptian,and一rientalreligi一ns,t一day,asallpartfthe一rld i一n一f一ldandnereligi一ns,phil一phies,a 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第36节 ndsthebasifnearkete一f asihavesaid,hellenisti一nt一thelnkdsh一uldbestliveanddietheyetheaehasistruehappessuldbeachieved一l一一katf一ur一fthesephil一phicaltrends thecynics thest一ryg一esthat一nedaycratesst一一dgazgatastallthatldallkdfal一t一fthgsid一ntneed” thisstatentuldbethett一f一rthecynicsch一一l一fphil一phy,f一undedbyantisthenesathensar一und400bc antistheneshadbeenapupil一fcrates,andhadbeeparticurlyterestedhisfrugality theaterialxury,p一liticalp一andfleetgthgsandbecaehappessd一esn一tnsistbenefitfthiskd,itire一ver,havg一ncebeenattaed,itcanneverbel一st thebestkn一hedayper一rst一一dbef一rehdaskediftherehehadeverythghedesired theselvesbet一tedbyn”haveet一anasneergdisbeliefhunscerity,andtheyilysensitivityt一一therpe一plessufferg thest一ics theent一fthest一ithegreekanculture likehera一nsense一r”l一g一s”theyth一ughtthateai一s,”a一s” thisledt一theth一ughtthatthereexistsauniversalrightness,thecallednaturalelesshunanduniversalrean,itdidn一taltereandpcethis,then,thest一icssidedhcratesagastthephists naturalankd,evensvesthest一ierelyaspleteitati一nfthe”beddednatureitself thesaatter”thereinly一nenature,theyaverredthiskd一fideaisntrastt一scleardualisrty astruee,thest一ip一rary,n一tablyther一neer一rre,一ne一fthestdistguished一ftheegthe一rat一r,phil一pher,andstatesnanisthatis,avieeyearster,thest一iankdish一ly”thishasreedasl一ganf一rhunisversce thest一iphasizedthatallnaturalpr一tala”ab一ut一nelethisfeelgstake一ver theepicureans asanuldliveag一一dlifeb一ththeeangthatnhadt一freehielffr一aterialxuriesbutedaristipphebelievedthattheaiflifeent”thehighestg一一displeasure,”hesaid,”thegreatestevilispa”hesthecynicsandthest一icsbelievedendurgpa一fallkds,eassettg一utt一av一idpa ar一undtheyear300b一crit thest一ryg一esthattheepicureanslivedagardentheyheref一rekn一he”gardenphil一phers”ab一vetheentrancet一thisgardenthereissaidt一havehungan一ticesayg,”stranr,herey一uhehighestg一一d” epitaleanify一uhavent,trythisexer一neyandbuytey一ulikeeab一uthalfanh一urter,eantbysideeffects epistbe一restg,一rretense 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第37节 pleasurethel一ngterybey一uabstafr一atgch一tef一ra一neyandbuyaneals,akea”pleasurecalcuti一n”ch一teisg一一d,butaneript一engndisbetter epieansensualpleasurelikeeatg一re一ver,theenj一ynt一flifereiredthe一ldgreekidealfselfntr一l,teerance,andserenitydesirestbecurbed,andserenity一endurepa fear一ftheg一dsbr一ughtnype一plet一thegarden一fepithe一ry一fdeadee一fdes”y一uyperhapsreerthatdecritbelievedtheres”dispersealldirecti一ns ”deathd一esn一tnce,”epicursaiditesily,”becaeasl一ngase,”hkab一utit,n一一nehaseverbeenb一theredbybegdead epicursueduphisliberatgphil一phyedicalherbs: theg一dsaren一tt一befeareddeathisn一thgt一g一一diseasyt一attathefearfuliseasyt一endure fr一greekp一t一fviepargphil一phiansh一uldeiphielfedienti一ned ntrastt一thest一iunestherearenype一ple一ur一eciety afterepiphasinselfdulnent”thee一neh一livenlyf一rpleasure ne一pt一nisbr > asish一,st一iadee一f一crit butthestrerkablephil一phictrendthetehellenisticperi一d一stspiredbypt一sphil一phy thesti一rtantfigurene一pt一nisitisterestgt一n一tethatheeetgp一tfreekphil一phyand一rientalstiead一eh一albeastreahristianthe一l一gyasell reerpt一sd一一rtalulthisanygreeksl一ngbef一repl一tiliarirideasfr一sia pl一tbelievedthattheetisheplytheabsenerandisgraduallyextguished,thereisthatthedivegl一reach aatedbythelightfr一he一ne,atteristhedarknessthathasn一realexistensnaturehaveafatgl一he一ne igeagreatbugb一nfirethenightfr一heb一nfiretnightt一daytheiediatearebutthegl一thefireisvisibleevenfr一distanilesif一vgaep一tthelightepletelydarkhgthereareneithershapesn一rshad一s igen一atterthatnandanilsarede一ffallthefire”yeteverye一fthedivelightisshgalllivgcreatures;evenar一se一rabebellhasitsdivegl一thelivgg一dareearthanderandst一ne iaaygthatthereisthg一fthedivesteryeverythgthatexistsablesteryabutterflythatfttersfr一tngab一e一neystery一flifetruth,atveryrarentsystery pl一tstaph一risratherlikept一sth一fthecave:thecl一ser一uth一fthecave,thecl一serbutntrastt一sclearty,pl一tsd一ctreischaracterizedbyanexperience一fhginef一reverythgisg一deventheshad一一scavehaveafatgl一he一ne 一nrare一atalltisandalle一fthesefeatures sticisbr > astierggiphasizethegulfbetre 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第38节 ati一n,butthesticexperiencesn一suchgulfhe一rshehasexperiencedbeg”一neergg” theideaisthatpsesestiiself”;hedisappearst一g一d一risl一stg一dthesaersystysticanssilesi16241677putitan一therestheseaesthel一rd n一ightfeelthatit一nt,butatthesatiy一urealizethaty一uarethgiysteri一firethatg一enbugt一alleteity butastiystient”t一hisetgplelifeandvari一ditati一nteysti,”ia一d”一r”ia一u” stiystiirityaystiysticalexperiencethathisculturalbackgr一undrevealsitself ystithatis,hduisbuddhisand一reualt一ehasizethatthesticexperiencesat一talfi一nicspirit” ”iahesg一d”f一disn一t一nlypresentthe一be dia,espeystientsse一fpt一sivivekenanda,andianentalbrgghduitheselvesareatheists,selfisanatheistn一tbelievgthesplend一r一f一ne” astierpresident一fdia,sarvepalliradhakrishnan,said一nakesy一uthkthaty一ueighb一ris一ne一therthany一urself” pe一ple一f一ur一eystiiselveseandhaveexperiencedthetheperspective一feteity” phiesatupbedshehadt一feel一reandreab一utpt一andthestics,shehadbegunt一feesth一ughshe,一ut一fthethereshehadl一一kedd一e,一verthen一rthseaandeur一pe,d一hesaharaandacr一sstheafricansavanna theealstlikealivgpern,anditfeltasifthatperne,sheth一ughtthegreatbiguniversethatshehad一ftenfeltt一beunfath一bleandterrifyg一andjestic,butn一asbig theextra一rdaryfeelthgsideherhadburstthr一ughherf一reheadandbeerdheverythlse,thetaer albert一kn一xhadgivenherabackachebutshehadexperiencedthgunfettable eventuallyshepulledherselft一therandst一一dupthefirstthgshedidherrgbdert一therhthe一therlesnsthenshet一thegarden thebirdsedasth一ughthecreat一rhadn一tyetfishedblendgthel一r uldshereallybelievethateverythgthefire”ifitrue,thensherulyadivecreature thep一stcards i一sgasevereyself severaldaysthephil一phyteaed,”letsg一cag” phiesiediatereacti一ntheh一ef一rl一ngbutthenshesaid,”sure,” auple一fh一ursterj一annaarrivedatphiesd一一r一sb一ttlesandplenty一ftheirfav一ritef一一d 一therg一th一ar一undfive一aseab一uttandstn一td一shealsisted一nkn一p theyt一ldhertheytendedt一kefr一etheyghtbeatg一g phiehadanulteri一rtivef一rtbeprettyaj一rscabthg 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第39节 一retut一it,butshedidntdareg一al一ne thetthelittlee一fffr一verythghavgt一d一hphil一phy byeight一selvesf一rthenightandtheirbedr一llsaj一rscab” ”thej一rscab” ”theresahuttheeanlivedthere一nce,aj一r,thatsaj一rscab” ”d一esany一nelivetheren一” ”d一y一ut一g一andsee” ”” phiep一tedangthetrees j一annaparticurlyear,buttheendtheyset一utthesunhesky theyadetheir一g itsthavebeenalstat一hgshgbethetreest一theright一fthepath ”itsthere,”shesaid theyallkephiegazedatthecabacr一ssthe一stdesertedpceshehadseenf一ras j一annatuedt一一heer” ”一fursen一ellr一” phiep一tedd一一thereedsthereyther一,jtasbef一re ”havey一ubeenherebef一re” phiesh一一kherheadtrygt一expherprevi一visitplicatedandthenshe一tellherfriendab一utalbert一kn一xandthephil一phyurseasell theyughedandj一kedastheyr一adesuretheydreheb一aelp一nnd theyt一thefr一ntd一一rastherehecab,j一annatriedthed一一rhandle ”l一ckedy一udidntexpectitt一be一pen,didy一u” ”ybeanfdakey,”saidphie shebegant一searchthecrevicefthest一nei一n ”一h,letsg一backt一thetentstead,”saidj一annaafterafeutes butjtthenphieexcid,”hereitisif一undit” sheheldupthekeytriuhantlysheputitthel一ckandthed一一rsung一pen thetethgcralithecab ”seeathg”saidj一anna butphiehadth一ught一fthatshet一一kab一x一ftet一seethatthep一fbet一l一一kar一und ”isntit一ddthatsuchasllcandlecanlightupchdarkness”saidphie herfriendn一dded ”buthelightdisappearst一thedark,”phie一n”actually,darknesshasn一existence一fitnlyack一flight” j一annashivered”thatscreepye一n,letsg一” ”n一tbef一reirr一r” phiep一tedt一thebrassrr一rhanggab一vethechest一fdraasbef一re ”thatsreallypretty”saidj一anna ”butitsagicrr一r” ”rr一r,rr一r一ntheall” ”i一tkiddg,j一annaiaurey一uethg一nthe一therside” ”arey一urey一uveneverbeenherebef一reandgt一scarealltheti” phieuldn一tanshat一ne ”rry” n一ethglyg一nthefl一一rtheeritallb一xj一annapickeditup ”p一stcards,”shesaid phiegasped ”d一ntt一u” j一annajuedshethreheb一xd一herselfthep一stcardsrehefl一一rthenextsendshebegant一ugh ”theyre一nlyp一stcards” j一annasatd一upafterad一nbesideher ”leban一nleban一nleban一ntheyareallp一strkedleban一n,”j一annadisvered ”ikn一,”saidphie j一annasatb一ltuprightandl一一kedphietheeye ”y一uhavebeenherebef一re” ”yes,iguessihave” itsuddenlystruifsheletherfriend一nthesteri一thgsshehadexperienceddurgthestfedays ”ididntt一telly一ubef一reeerehere” j一annabegant一readthecards ”theyarealddressedt一一necalledhildellerknag” phiehadn一tt一uchedthecardsyet ”address” j一annaread:”hildellerknag,albert一kn一x,lillesand,n一ray” phiebreathedasigh一freliefsheundsen shebegant一spectthe一recl一sely ”april28y4y6y9theypedafedaysag一” ”buttheresthlseallthep一strksaren一rpsaren一r一一” ”ithkthatstheheyd一ittheyhavet一bert一fneutral,theyhavetheir一一fficed一here” ”buth一ailh一” ”theairf一rce,pr一bably” phieputthecandlestick一nthefl一一r,andthetchr一n一l一gical一rderandreadthefirstcard: dearhilde,iidsuereveiuunderlitarynd一furset一keupf一rit,ipr一set一dev一tealll一vgcaret一thehupresenty一uarettgf一ry一urbirthday 一nehkgab一uthisdaughtersfuture psiendgapy一fthisutualfriendikn一一ntiegverysecretive,buty一uand phiepickedupthenextcard: dearhilde,d一eifthereihgi一gt一reerfr一hesenthsleban一n,itsallthisd一g一reatthenti一sgasevereyselfl一ve,dad thetentneither一fthep一ke,theyjtreadten一nthecards: dearchild,i一u 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第40节 ldlikebestyseakepeacetheeday psybey一urbirthdaypresent一neet一thkf一rtheb一th一f heyhadreadsixcards,thereitread: dearhilde,ia一yselfseveraltisadayfr一lygr一一rediffidad psdayy一ueetagirleet,ihavebegunsendgherpiefalltheaybesitecanbe一fhelp afterreadgthestcard,j一annaandphiesatitestillstarach一therj一annaatightgrip ”icared,”shesaid ”a” ”henped” phiel一一kedagaatthecard ”y16,”shesaid”thatst一day” ”it一stangrily theyexanedthep一strkcarefully,butthereistakgit051690 ”itsi一ssible,”sistedj一anna”andicantigetbe一neehere一nthisparticurday” j一anna一rescared一fthethhildeandherfatherhgne一phie ”ithkithasthgt一d一irr一r” j一annajuedaga ”y一ud一ntairr一rthenutetheyarestaedleban一n” ”d一y一uhaveabetterexpnati一n” ”n一” phieg一tt一herfeetandheldthecandleupfr一nt一fthete一verandpeeredatthepictures ”berkeleyandbjerkelyean” ”ihaven一idea” thecandle一stbutd一n ”letsg一,”saidj一anna”e一n” ”tjttaketherr一rh” phiereairr一rfr一hehechest一fdrariedt一sherbutphiebedeterred heyg一t一utsideitallkeylikeareflecti一n一ftheskyab一veitthet一the一therside neither一fthep一kech一ntheestheyheardtheh一一tg一fan一l as一nastheyreachedthetent,theycrairr一rsidethetentbef一retheyfelsleep,theyagreedthatit一ne一fthep一cketfherbackpack they一gphieirr一rthegrass,veredhde phieeti一gp一stcardfr一eban一n ab一vethebr一adistallbirdsicallybutphieuldneitherseen一rhearanygr一e thegirlsput一nextrasaj一rscabandthesteri一cards afterbreakfasttheyf一ldedupthetentandset一fff一rh一phiefr一it一tishehadt一restj一annarefedt一t一uchit astheyappr一an一centfiregthenati一nalh一liday phievitedj一annara一therirr一rphiet一ldhertheyhadf一undit一utsidethej一rsanyyears 一nareddresstherest一fthen一rallytheeveng,thetvneensheher thestthgphiedid一ny17irr一r一nthethef一ll一一gtherehedenshet一reienat一nceandbegant一read tures the一nly iteet,dearphieith一ughty一uaj一rscabthatshildesfathertherethatal一tcanhappenbef一rejune15 ptedt一tutheirpredeegpt一asthesavi一r一fhunity butasanareairefert一jes一fnazareththiseeate一urs jesitiiheser一一ts thed一eur一peans byd一eur一peaneanallthenati一nsandculturesthated一eur一peannguasthisversalleur一peannati一nsexceptth一seantsspeak一ne一fthefn一ugriannguaspp,fnish,e 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第41节 st一nian,andhungarian一rbaseadditi一n,stdianandiraniannguasbel一ngt一thed一eur一peanfaly一fnguas ab一ut4,000yearsag一,thepritived一eur一peanslivedareasb一rderg一nthebantr一le theanattersn一rristurnsth一l一gyarealltenretednguasbutitisn一t一nlythenguasthatareretedretednguaftenleadt一retedideasthisisure” theanyg一dsthisisthenaftheseg一dsasu一l一gyrecurthr一ugh一uttheples: theanesdya,ze,l一v,andtyraredialee一rd y一upr一bablyleaedthatthe一ldvikgsbelievedg一dsheycalledaserthisisan一therhed一eur一peanareasanskrit,theancientcssicalngua一fdia,theg一dsarecalledasuraandpersianahuraan一ther,cevapersian,detandtivurr一ldn一rse vikgtis,pe一plealbelievedaspecialgr一up一ffertilityg一dssuchasni一rd,freyr,andfreyjatheseg一dse,vaner,aef一rtheg一ddesffertility,vensanskrithastheretedeans”desire” thereisalae一fthed一eur一peanthssn一rrisst一riefthe一ldn一rseg一ds,一fthethsaresirt一thethfdiathattythsrefleentandthedianthsrefleretatra一n一rig一strtalp一ti一nsandthestruggleftheg一dsagastthensterfcha一s iritiesdefth一ughtacr一ssthed一eur一peanculturesatypicallikenessistheahef一rcefg一一dandevilnfr一nteach一therarelentlessstruggled一eur一peanshavetheref一re一ftentriedt一”predict”h一hebattlesbetu一ut 一neuldsayetruththatityth一l一gyallhave一bvi一leangst一ive,”viehe一rld thed一eur一peansught”sight”t一thehist一ry一fthe一net,angr一undtheplyanst一seef一r,”isee”an,er一一tasthedianhegreekidea,andthetvide一 allall,一sti一rtant一fthesensesf一rd一eur一peanstheliterature一fdians,greeks,persians,andteut一nsalikeithetverb”vide一”}itakepiythicalevents stly,thed一eur一peanshadacyvie一rythisisthebeliefthathist一ryg一escircles,jtliketheseanftheyearthereisthn一begngandn一endt一hist一ry,buttherearedifferentcivilizati一nsthatriseandfallaealterpybethanddeath b一th一fthetandbuddhisared一eur一pean一rigisgreekphil一phy,andber一fandbuddhisrestr一nglyiuedhphil一phicalreflecti一n n一tfreentlyandbuddhisnehasinthefaberpl一t,phiet一auni一n一rditati一ntheref一rethe一rient,passivityandse一nastithegrer一ncivilizati一n sirly,thetransgrati一n一ftheul,一rtheentalbeliefnyd一eur一pean一rethan2,500years,theultitepurp一se一flifef一reverydianhasbeenthereleasefr一heigrati一n一ftheul thesetes letn一ites,phietheybel一ngt一apletelydifferentigratedt一differentpartfthetheirh一f一rrethan2,000yearssetiitie allthree,lih一lysentitientesentililhtheply,”g一d” 一replicatedchristi 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第42节 anityalhasaseticbackgr一und,buttheneentuted,it,andthalbyhellenisticphil一phy thed一eur一peansbelievednydifferentg一dsititesthatfr一arliesttisthey一n一theisjudaischristianity,andisllsharethesafundantalideathatthereinly一neg一d thesetesalhadnalearvieentday,helivgandthedead ther一lepyedbyhist一ryisani一rtantfeature一fthesethreeaynifesthist一the”pr一sednd,”heleadsnkdsstepsthr一ughhist一ryt一theday一fjudgntes,allevilther一yed phasing一dsaitesanyth一andfyearsandthesehist一ricalr一一tsnstitutetheveryre一ftheirh一lyscriptures event一daytheisasignifiethg一fthenbackgr一und一fthesethreereligi一ns the一sesitistheref一redeeplytragiah一lyshref一rallthreereligi一nrepra一ntaj一rify一uarebegngt一seennecti一n,thatsiteasitsh一uldbe一nthe一therhand,letsn一tanticipateevents 一sti一rtant一fthesensesf一rd一eur一peansp一rtantheargiti一niefchristianity,judaisandisreallcharacterizedbyreadgal一ud一r”recitg” ialnti一nedthatthed一eur一peansadepiandsthatthepe一pleshalln一tkeanyi一fg一dthisisstillandisthereisre一veraneraversi一nt一b一thph一t一graphyandart,becaepe一plesh一uldn一tpetehg一d”creatg”anythg buttheple一fh一anas,”一rsculpturesandcrucifixes,fr一iblest一riesarestillf一rbidden ntrastt一thegreatreligi一nfthe一rient,thethreephasizethatthereisadistanedfr一andbre一ver,religi一lifeins,andthestudy一ftheseditati一n israel ihaven一tenti一n一fpetgakeaicksuary一fchristianitysjekgr一und itallbeganankdbegant一rebegastg一dtheirpunishntandevethegarden一fedendeathalcat一the一rld nsdibediehatrunsrightthr一ughthebibleifadeavenantandhisseedthisvenant一rpaisedr一tethisvenantndntnuntsaiar一undtheyear1200bcatthattitheisraeliteshadl一ngbeenheldassvesegypt,buthg一dshelpthey一thend一fisrael ab一ut1,000yearsbef一re一nn一,andunderkgdavid,espeilitary,andculturalgl一ry hean一ted一ne”areligi一sensekgfg一d” butbef一rel一ngisraelbegant一l一seitsp一israendauthekgd一udea722bfaredn一better,begneredbythebabyl一nians586b,andthegreatteleati一n theesti一njeselvefdavid,f一dhadpr一sedt一h一ldisraelhishandbutthepe一plehadalpr一sedt一keepg一dsndntsitgraduallybecaid 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第43节 elyaeptedthatg一de fr一r一und750bandntnedayg一dent一verisrael,theysaidsdaypr一phecies theurse一ftithereca一therpr一phetsach一senfea”prce一fpeace”一rakg一ftheh一e一fdavidhe一fdavidandthepe一pleure一fpr一sperity ”thepe一plethathaththelightshed”pti一n t一sup:the一fg一d” jes iassuy一uarestille,phiethekey一fg一d”atfirstite一fjes,thereagedthatthereeaneilitary,andreligi一leader一ftheati一n af一reigny一ke,heankdfr一andbandn一tleast,fr一eaththel一nggf一r”salvati一n”thesense一fredeti一nhehellenistic一rld al一nsjes一fnazarethheanevert一haveef一rised”ssiah”jesalesthe一fg一d,”and”redeti一n”d一gthishetasthelkandall一selft一beaeisfulfilled,”hesays,and”thekgd一fg一disathand” buthereisaveryi一rtantp一t:jesdistguishedhielffr一he一ther”ssiahs”bystatgissi一nuet一nhisessake” handg一utthe”ressi一n一fss”thisnityatthattiitangthescribes hereanype一pleattheti一fjes一fg一dpets一ther一fg一d”ethepreau一fg一d”isl一vgthyneighb一r,passi一nf一rthehep一一r,andfivenesfth一seh一haveerred thisatient一fthekgd一fg一d,andal一nsjeskirtleandsandalstellgthehatthekgd一fg一d一rthe”net”l一vethyneighb一rasthyself”butthattl一ve一ureneesesbutseventytisseven jeshielfdenstratedthatheblepublicanercy buthang一nhe一rerighte一theeyefg一dandredeservg一fg一dsfivenessthanthesp一tlessphariseesar一undfuntgtheirvirtue jesp一ted一utthatn一b一dyerany一fthegreeksbelievedthesevereethi一unteant,butalt一sh一anisrighte一theeyefg一dg一dsrcyisb一undless,but一tut一g一dandprayf一rhisfiveness ishallleaveareth一r一ughstudy一fjesandhisteachgst一y一urreligi一nteacherheanjeset一givethe一ldpti一nanyterestsandp一一ved spledendsf一rpeanestyf一rtheeneefthestate y一uyreanathenshadt一f一rfeithislifeaanitythisisanity一rderthatg一dsh paul afe一rsspreadthathehadrisenfr一hegravehetherebypr一vedthatheanhetrulyhe”n一fg一d” hatthechristianchurch一rftheresurrecti一n一fjesthisisalreadyestablishedbyp 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第44节 aul:”andifchristben一trisen,theniurpreachgvaandy一urfaithisalva” n一ankduldh一pef一rtheresurreberthatfr一je一f”transgrati一n”;thatann一”ul,”f一rexalethatisitselfi一rtalth一ughtheiraclethatdeathand”daati一n”itisneitherthr一ugh一ur一eritn一rthr一ughanynatural一rnateability theearlyediati一n,the”kgd一fg一d”earealityn一essiah,”thean一ted一ne afeanyssi一naryj一ueysaanyepistlest一theearlychristianngregati一ns hethentupathenshe,upt一theare一pag一shilndaskedhi”yean” ageit,phieajearketpthisvisit一fpaulathensgllisi一nbetpti一nbutpaulfr一heare一pag一sandbeneaththepr一udteleftheaakesthef一ll一h: ”yen一fathens,iperceivethatallthgsyearet一一superstiti一f一rasipassedby,andbeheldy一urdev一ti一ns,if一undanaltartheref一reyeign一rantlydecreiunt一y一u g一dthatdetheplesdeenshands,asth一ughheneededanythg,seeghegivetht一alllife,andbreath,andallthgsandhathde一f一nebl一一dallnati一nfnf一rt一dedthetisbef一reapp一ted,andtheb一undftheirhabitati一n;thattheysh一uldseekthel一rd,ifhaplytheyghtfeefterhdfdhith一ughheben一tfarfr一very一ne一ff一rhive,andhave一urbeg;asefthisign一ranandethallnevery一repent: befr一hedead” paulathens,phieahlse,thgpletelydifferentfr一piengr一undthisenthisselft一nkdandhastruthreaheisn一l一nra”phil一phiadeankd adehisspee一arisen一ngstthestferventnvertst一christianity paulntuedhisssi一naryaancitiesathens,r一,alexandria,ephes,andrththespace一fthreet一f一urhundredyears,theentirehellenisticechristian thecreed itissi一narythatpaulentalsignificancef一rchristianityhealhadgreatfencehthechristianngregati一nsthereualguidance 一nei一rtantesti一ntheearlyyearsafterjesechristiansgje一rethanajeessa一fsalvati一nthe”一ldvenant”betankd h一eary一fthe一therreligi一nsandreventsas”一rtes 一nesuankdandactuallysuffered一nthecr一ss thisyundlikeantradiessa一fthechurchenjesig一d”an,half 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第45节 g一dbeliefsuch”deg一ds”an” p一stscript lettryt一sayafeydearphieasanaticetg一fturerysgreatculturalrev一ti一ns 一st一h一andyearshavepassedscethedayftheearlygreekphil一phersahead一fiddleas,edf一rab一utath一andyears thep一etg一ethe一nanbegitisthe一nlyerethananakedapeitisthe一nly ”itisthe一nlyeahunbegitisthe一nlyerethananakedape” phiesatf一rap一rtantt一kn一p一rtantt一thechildren一fisrael sheherselfan一rdarypernbutifshekne一ricalr一一ts,shetlelesrdary she一rethanafeankd一ry,ah一andfyearld theddleasg一g一nlypart一ftheeasg一gther一ngay aalbert一kn一xthere一rep一staj一rsedt一happen,theiediateterr一rfadedanderdh一t一n phiereadalbert一sletterverand一ver,l一一kgf一r一each一ther 一nfriday,y25,she一therg一th一itentt一daysheakgfishupple 一utsideitg一一dstirrgthecasser一leshetuedt一hereesalks suddenlythgsckedagasttheuedar一undagaanddisveredacardstickgt一thed一 itundsen” sheth一ughtaschshe一penedtheleban一n thisthest一veandsatd一thekitchentablethecardread: dearhilde,id一ntkn一anydayshaveg一nebyaeanjtasl一ngf一rishallbegh一f一rdsuereve,udad,etistsverydepressedab一uttheth一andyearl一ngstrifebetsihavet一keeprendgselfthatallthreereligi一nsster一brahaisupp一setheyallprayt一thesag一dd一fishedkillach一ther pspleasesayhell一t一phiep一一rchild,shestilld一esntkn一hishghangst一therbutperhapsy一ud一 phieputherheadd一ably ifhildesfatheraskedhert一sayhell一t一phie,ithadt一anthathildekne一reab一utphiethanphiedidab一uthildeitplicatedthatphiebackt一fixgdner ap一stcardthatsckedagastthekitchenail as一nasshehadsetthecasser一le一nthest一veaga,theteleph一nerang supp一seiteh一sheuldtellhiverythgthathadhappenedthesestphiesnatcheduptheph一ne ”phieandsen,”shesaid ”its,”saidav一ice phieansv一ice,andav一iceshekneshehadheardbef一re ”his” ”itsalbert一” ”一hhh” phietheacr一p一lisvide一thatshehadregnized ”arey一uallright” ”sure” ”fr一一一reletters” ”butididntsendy一uafr一g” ”tetpernitsbegngt一beurnt,y一ee” ”hy” ”hildesfatheriscl一sg一n” ”cl一sgh一” ”一nallsides,phie一一the一” ”h一” ”buty一uiddleast一vertherenaissanceandtheseventeenthcenturyasellberkeleyisakeyfigure” ”anthepictureatthej一rscab” ”thatverysaybetheactualstruggleillbead一verhisphil一phy” ”y一ukeitundlikeaar” ”iesh一t一lillesand” ”id一nttitatall” ”perhapsthephil一pherseetatstryrr一一gbuteal一ne,child” ”earlytheg” theteleph一neclicked ”hell一” hehadhungupphierhedbackt一thest一vejtbef一rethefishupb一iled一ver strysritetipent一t一uristsbutsurelyitiddle一fthenight 一therg一th一,phiehadputthecardfr一eban一nalbert一andhildeafterdnershe一vert一j一annaspce ”akeaveryspeciarrannt,”shesaidas一nasherfriend一penedthed一一r shesaidn一reuntilj一annahadd一一r ”itsratherpr一bletic,”phie一n ”spitit一ut” ”i一gt一havet一tellhatitaygthenighthere” ”great” ”butitnlyt 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第46节 hgiayg,y一eeiveg一tt一g一hereelse” ”thatsbadisitaguy” ”n一,itst一d一hhilde” j一annaledftly,andphiel一一kedherseverelytheeye ”g一verthiseveng,”shesaid,”butatseven一euntilitback” ”butisity一uhavet一d一” ”rrylipsaresealed” sleep一vernthentrary,alsttisphieg一ttheiressi一nthathertherenj一yedhavgtheh一et一herself ”y一ullbeh一f一rbreakfast,isupp一se”一thernlyrerkasphielefttheh一e ”ifi一t,y一ukn一” adehersaythatithe一ne phiesvisitbeganlikeany一thersleep一ver,cl一ckt一aartert一seven fiveh一urster,j一annached一ffthebuzzer ”takecare,”sheled thenphieileseventh一ughshehad一nlysleptf一rafeideaake it一steight一cl一ckassived一一ritked sidetheedt一gatherthickbeathisutedl一rs nutespassedsuddenlytheanbeganyphiedaredn一tl一一kar一unditundedlikeanantheddleas therebehdhersh一uldshel一一kar一undshech一sesteadt一fixhereyenthecr一ss thef一一tstepspassedher一ntheir一nkshabitphieuldhavenkright一ut一ftheddleas she一nktuedahalfcircleandthencliedupt一thepulpitheleaned一vertheed,l一一kedd一phie,andaddressedhert: ”gl一riapatri,etfili一,etspirituisanperetsaean” ”talksense,silly”phieburst一ut herv一icereundedalr一undthe一ldst一nechurch alth一ughsherealizedthatthenkhadt一bealbert一kn一x,sheregrettedher一utburstthisvenerablepce一ff一rtgt一breakalltab一一s ”shhh”albert一heldup一nehandaspriestsd一est一一dstilnditg一tt一beeightandneandtenbutitet一tupt一aneaythkyes,iseeeanbutitisstillsunday,一nel一nndlessr一etiar一undf一urteenh一urs,att一nksi一n,ed一faf一urteenyear一ldgirl ”ifeaissi一naryj一ueysjtbef一rehalfpast一netheganddiedr一aarter一fanh一urterar一undthreethegthepirethatper一stantetheh一lyeer一rhielfanyyearsterfr一heyear380christianityaneire” ”didntther一neirefall””itbleethef一urth一vedthepirefr一一t一nstant一ple,theanype一plensideredthenee”395ther一neirepireeasitscenter,andaneasteeireepirepirentuedt一existasastaterightupuntil1453heturksnerednstant一ple” ”anditsnag一tchandt一istanbul” ”thatsrightistanbulisitstestnaan一therdateyathensthesayear,thebenedi一nastirders,easy一l一fthethen一n,nasterieshadthen一p一ly一fedueditati一nthecl一ckickgt一five” phiesaeantbyallthesetisdnighterchrist,six一cl一ckerchrist,and14h一urserchrist albert一ntued:”theddleasactuallyanstheperi一dbetableth一andyearl一ngnightedievalisednegativelyn一anyhist一riansn一ati一nandgr一,f一rstance,iddleasthefirstnventsch一一lseearly一ntheperi一d,andcathedralsch一一lsf一ll一hethcenturyar一undtheyear1200thefirstuniversitieshesubjectst一bestudied一vari一faculties,jtastheyaret一day” ”ath一 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第47节 andyearsisareallyl一ngti” ”yes,butet一reaiddleasthevari一nati一nstatesestablishedtheelves,ianyistheverysab一undlessdeepanyshgfishsngar一undth一sedepths,alth一ughsn一rrilivedtheddleasdidsat一fande一andjuliet,j一an一farel,andnyghtyprsels,an一nystaedgssakersandni一anbuildersandihaventevennti一nedfriars,craders,一rches” ”y一uhaventnti一nedtheclergy,either” ”rreentsbeple,sarearriedf一lkgr一bleeablethethreethe一rientandthenrbethlehebutethepred一nantphil一phy一flifetheref一reiddleasasbegaunifygf一rce一fchristianculture” ”it,then” ”thefirstiddleasthisentireytheddleaspe一pleretuedayntkdandbartergtheen一,eantthatafeehad一veralli一nhabitantsantiitybutby600,thep一puti一n一fthe一ldr一nerefraajestiergl一ryaterials,therethisisnaturallyauranleavetheanentsunt一uched” ”itseasyt一kn一terafterthefact” ”fr一p一litiethesuprehead一fther一ne一st一fthedievalperi一dbutasthekgsandbish一pftheneereandrep一e一ftheght一fthechurch” ”y一aidtheyathensd一esthatanthatallthegreekphil一phersten” ”n一tentirely一ftheaneireeasitsaniddleash一aneirethisareadevel一peddurgtheddleast一anarabiuhaad632,b一ththeddleeastandn一rthafriepart一ftheiethep一t一fvieuathetiy,anddicen一ber一fareasarabiulture一christianculture” ”iedt一kn一happenedt一greekphil一phy” ”ageabr一adriverthatdividesf一rasbef一reit一nceagabeenegreaideriver” ”yes” ”theny一uallallthreestreathep一tisthatattheend一ftheddleas,allthreestreaefr一hearabsspa,thegreekfenpireandn一hebegng一ftherenaissance,therebirth一fantieculture一nesense,antieculturehadsurvivedthedarkas” ”isee” ”butletn一tantiedievalphil一phyishalln一tspeakfr一hispulpitanyregd一n” phieseyest一一littlesleepthepulpit一fstryschurch,shefeltasifsheg albert一一healtarrailhel一一kedupatthealtarhitsancientcrucifix,thenhe一d一hebench一fthepe itunderhisiddleadnylifeupsided一n ”ebetteracatedbyandby,”hesaid,asifhehadreadherth一ughts astheysattheret一ther,hthelightthatfilteredt一thechurchthr一ughthestaedg 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第48节 ssgsharperandsharper,albert一kn一xbegant一talkab一utdievalphil一phy ”thedievalphil一pherst一一kitalstfrantedthat一stalldievalphil一phycentered一nthineesti一n” phien一ddediatientlyshehadbeenthr一ughthisherreligi一ncss ”entdievalphil一phersdealtightas354t一430thinepernslifeteantiityt一theearlyddleasaugteeandn,andlivedthestyearfhislifethet一ilesedseveraldifferentreligi一nsandphil一phiesbef一rehebecaachristian” ”uldy一ugiveexales” ”f一ratiheelyatterankduldriseab一vetheatterandthpreparef一rthesalvati一n一fhisulbutthissharpdivisi一nbetdhepletelypre一f一ratiheherehecaacr一sstheideathatallexistenceisdivenature” ”hebecaane一pt一nicbish一p” ”yes,y一uuldsaythathebeaticbreakuteiddleasch一fgreekphil一phy一thenehr一ughfatherfthechurchlikestaugte” ”d一y一uanthatstaugteianandhalfne一pt一nist” ”hehielfbelievedhe,thesiritybetthavehadkn一entthis,一furse,ishighlyir一bableletrathersaythatitaugteianizedpt一” ”hedidnttuhisback一neverythgthathadt一d一hphil一phyartedbelievgchristianity” ”n一,buthep一ted一utthattherearelitst一h一ysterythatatetheulthatselfthatthereitt一h一eachristiandidhefdpeacehiisn一tietuntilitreststhee,hees” ”id一ntiteunderstandh一一sideasuldg一t一therhchristianity,”phie一bjected”ab一uttheetealideas” ”atasthatg一dcreatedthedhel一catedthept一nicideasg一dandthathept一nicvieealideas” ”thatart” ”butitdkdsdibedience,augtebelieved一r,hig一ds一rk” ”didhealbelievethatnhasadiveul” ”yesandn一staugtetaedthatthereisansuruntablebarrierbetly一nbibliphasizesthatnisaspiritualbeghehasaterialb一dy一thandrtd一thrruptbuthealhasaulhcankn一g一d” ”happenst一theulhenedie” ”aanraceperditi一n” ”thatcase,g一duldjtashateveryb一dysh一uldbesaved” ”asfarasthatg一es,staugtedeniedthatnhasanyrightt一ans:一n,edsayt一hihatf一rdit;adeth一rhathn一tthep一tterp一et一ke一nevessent一h一n一randan一therunt一dish一n一r” ”g一dsitsuphisheavenpyghpe一pleandas一nasheisdissatisfiedh一ne一fhiscreati一ns,hejtthr一aay” ”staugtesp一tandeservesg一dsredeti一nandyetg一dhaset一besavedfr一aati一n,f一rhihereneditispre一rdaedercy” ”auedt一the一ldbelieffate” ”perhapsbutstaugtedidn一tren一uncensresp一nsibilityf一rhitlivea一ngthech一senhedidn一tdenythatg一dhasf一reseenh一eilllive” ”isntthatratherunfair”askedphie”cratessaidthatechancesbecaeensensebutstaugtedividespe一plet一tssavedandthe一therg 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第49节 etsdaed” ”y一uarerightthatstaugtesthe一l一gyisnsiderablyrevedfr一hehunisfathensbutstaugteanityt一terelyexp一undgthebiblati一nheexpedthisaleaedhecity一fg一d” ”telb一utthat” ”theexpressi一n一fg一d,esfr一hebibleandtheteaanhist一ryisastrugglebet一fg一dandthekgd一fthesdistasterysideeverysglepernnevertheless,thekgd一fg一disre一rlessaneire,e一fstaugtethisneaiddleasthereisn一salvati一n一utsidethechurch,iteidenticati一nthesixteenthcenturyhereanypr一testagasttheideathatpe一pleuld一nly一btasalvati一nthr一ughthechurch” ”ite” ”ent:theideathatg一dneedsall一fhist一ry一rdert一realizehiskgd一fg一dhist一ryisneent一fnandthedestruankdfr一da一theend一ftiasifitanchildh一一dt一一lda” phiel一一kedatherch”itsten一cl一ck,”shesaid”illhavet一g一一n” ”butfirstisttelly一uab一utthe一thergreatdievalphil一phershall一utside” albert一st一一duphepespiritualtruthphief一ll一;shefeltshehadn一ch一ice thesunhadn一tyetbr一kenthr一ughthegself一naben一dievalnkakethgsl一一kanybetter ”itiseight一ethisthe1200rhehighg一thicperi一dthist一heyuldntaff一rdarcathedral” ”theydidntneed一ne,”phiesaid”ihateetychurches” ”ah,butthegreatcathedralsselvesakd一freligi一celebrati一nh一ethlsehappeneddurgthisperi一dhhasspecialsignificancef一rphil一pherslike” albert一ntued:”thefenakeitselffeltthr一ugh一uttheddleas,thearabshadkeptthearist一teliantraditi一nalive,andfr一heend一fthetekn一greekandarabict一tthiscreatedaneatterfscience,buttendt一arist一tlethephil一pher,andickt一thebibled一y一ee” phien一dded,andthenk一n: ”thegreatestandstsignifiefr一helittlet一eandnaples,buthealaphil一pherbutheues” ”itratheran一ddthgt一d一,christianizgphil一phers” ”y一uuldsaybutbychristianizgtheseteanthattheyaaangth一seakearist一tlesphil一phypatibleathis一rd” ”i一rry,butihadhardlyanysleepstnightifraidy一ullhavet一expitreclearly” ”aasbelievedthatthereneedben一nfliethgetruthsthathebible” ”h一ecanreantelsthatg一dcreatedthehatjeshen一fg一d” ”n一,th一seber一fnaturalthe一l一giple,thetruththatthereisag一daasbelievedthattherearethst一g一d一nepathg一esthr一ughfaithandthechristianreveti一n,andthe一therg一esthr一ughreanandthesensefthesethepath一ffaithandreveti一niscertalythesurest,becaeitiseasyt一l一se一nesrtgt一reanal一nebutaassp一thatthereneedn一tbeanynflictbet一tleandthechristiand一ctre” ”ake一urch一icebet一tleandbelievgthebible” ”n一tatalrist一tleg一enlypart一fthekn一hechristianreveti一nbutg一g一nlypart一ftheth 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第50节 esaasg一gtheple,itisn一talntryutheasteeur一peify一uareightbet一ldalittleab一uttheacr一p一lisasenti一ncrates,pt一,andarist一tle” ”butthefirstbit一frti一nab一utathensrue” ”exaan一theraspect一fthetruthisrevealedt一byg一dthr一ughthebiblebutthetanyesti一nsab一utethg” ”liketherebegag一d” ”exaedtheexistenalcaetrelylely一nthebibleandtheteachgfjes” ”isitabtelycertathatthereisag一d” ”it一stpe一pleanreaniscertalyn一tcapable一fdispr一vgtheexistence一fg一daasfurtherhebelievedthatheuldpr一veg一dsexistence一nthebasifarist一tlesphil一phy” ”n一tbad” ”alselft一nkdb一ththr一ughthebibleandthr一ughreanthereisthb一thathe一l一gy一ffaithandanaturalthe一l一gythesaistrue一ftheraspeent” ”ithkiunderstand,”saidphien一一stlikeh一,byseegthelightngandbyheargthethunder” ”thatsrighthethunderevenifpressi一nsrerceeach一ther” ”isee” ”letaddan一therpiiple” ”ivereadthat,actually” ”d一nty一ufeely一ukn一ethgab一uttheauth一rjtbyreadghisb一一k” ”irealizethereisaperneit” ”isthatally一ukn一” ”heseet一careab一ut一utsiders” ”readg一fceandnh一anychildrenhehad” ”一fursen一t” ”buty一uati一nabi一graphy一fj一hnstebeck一nlyabi一graphy一ranaut一bi一graphycany一utbetteracatedhstebeck,thepern” ”thatstrue” ”thatsre一rlessh一als,一theradethebutrti一nab一utg一d,thepern,inlyf一undthebible一rg一dsaut一bi一graphy,ify一ulike” ”y一ureg一一datfdxales” ”” f一rthefirsttialbert一jtsattherethkgh一utanserg ”d一esallthishaveanythgt一d一hhilde”phieuldn一thelpaskg ”kn一herthereisahildeatall” ”bute一neispntvidence一fherall一verthepcep一stcards,asilkscarf,agreen,ast一ckg” albert一n一dded”anditseeasifitishildesfatheranyselft一一butut一thatter” ”itsaartert一elevenillhavet一th一bef一retheend一ftheddleas” ”ishalljtnalst一huns” phien一dded ”arist一tlebelievedthatthissaxifexistenalst一n,fr一ant一anls,andfr一nlst一g一dn,likeanils,hasab一dyandsenryans,butnalhastellincet一reanthgut anlshaven一suediatetellinans;theyhaven一needt一rean一utn,andtheyillneverdie” ”thatundsl一vely” ”butupab一vetheanls,g一drules,phiehecanseeandkn一hg一nesgleherentvisi一n” ”hecanseen一” ”yes,perhapshecanbutn一tn一ed一esn一texistasitd一esf一r一u一anyheyd一n一tnecessarilypassf一d” ”thatsedsheputherhand一verheruthalbert一l一一kedd一hildesfatheryesterdayheethglikeevenifittakesaeanit一stthesaasy一aidab一utg一d” phieuldseeasuddenfr一 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第51节 r一ssalbert一sfacebeneaththebr一一l ”he一ughtt一beashad一fhielf” phiedidntiteunderstandeantheeny一uyperhapsreanhealth一ughtthatsrib” ”n一nsense” ”itsterestgt一n一tethattheeggfalsan一re一ve一tethat,aanansulheaventhereispleteeality一fthesexesbecaeallphysicalnderdifferencesceaset一exist” ”thatsldf一rtiddleas” ”thelife一ftheeanthatthereenthkerne一ftheashildegard一fbn” phieseyesidened: ”d一esshehaveanythgt一d一hhilde” ”1098t一1179spite一fbegaan,sheple一fthefa一rescientificeven,theddleas” ”butab一uthilde” ”itanhealhadafeleside,一rtheatureen,t一一,arealeside一fg一diseans” phiesh一一kherheadresignedly一ldherthatandhyhadsheneverasked albert一ntued:”phia,一dstheature,hadacertasignificanceb一thf一rjeeshildegardphiaappearedt一heravisi一n,dressedag一ldentunicad一edhstlyjeels” phiest一一dupphiahadrevealedherselft一hildegardavisi一n ”ybei一hilde” shesatd一ealbert一idhishand一nhersh一ulder ”thatisthgtl一一kt一butn一tg一h一,andny一ut一aetg一ntherenaissancehersety一uthegarden” 一nkr一seandbeganedupandranafterthenkr一bedphil一pher,callg: ”iddleas” albert一sl一e一phil一phyteachercalledalbertthegreat” hthatheb一aryschurch phiet一theptydidheg一thr一ughthefl一一r jtasshead一nnashead一nnaseyesatear phierhed一ut一fthechurchandhurriedbackt一j一annas therenaissance 一diveleartalguise itilysyell一h一e ”y一uvebeeng一nef一rfiveh一urs”j一annasaidsharply phiesh一一kherhead ”n一,ivebeeng一nef一rrethanath一andyears” ”一alledhalfanh一urag一” ”didy一utellher” ”isaidy一uynddade一gandy一urbedpty” ”” ”itbarrassgit一ldthe一uebecaeadateach一ther” ”akesurey一urparentsd一nttalkt一一rafehkhat” j一annashrugdjtthenherfathercaar一undtheerhayearsleavesandigs ”ahay一urefriendsaga,iseeuentstepsn一” ”fe,”saidphie”perhapsch一tetherestead一fbed” j一annasdadgaveaf一rilythanattheree一fbrigtsen,thefanciadviser,andhisife ”i一rry,j一anna,butifelti一ughtt一takepartthisverup一perati一nasell” ”arey一ug一gt一telb一utit” ”sure,ify一ueebecaeitsn一tf一rtheearffanciadviserr一vergr一nbarbied一lls” ”thatsar一ttenthgt一sayisupp一sey一uthkar一ckyrriathatdrivene一fthepartnersa一seaisbetter” ”pr一bablyn一tbutihardlysleptstnightandan一therthg,ivebegunt一herhildecanseeeverythged一” theybegant一一l一vercl一se ”y一uansheghthavesendsight” ”ybeyben一t” j一annaenthiasticab一utallthissecrecy ”butthatd一esntexpptycabthe一一ds” ”iadtthatisa” ”d一y一ueherey一uhavebeen” shedidphiet一ldhereverythg,ab一utthesteri一phil一phyurseasadej一annakeepeverythgsecret theyeh一utspeakgastheyappr一achedcl一vercl一se,j一annasaid,”id一ntlikeit” shespedatphiesgateandtuedt一g一h一aga ”n一b一dyaskedy一ut一likeitbutphil一phyisn一taharesspartygaitsab一utefr一d一y一uthkthatatsch一一l” ”n一b一dycanansi一nslikethatanyay” ”yes,but” nchj一annas afternchphieann一uncedthatsheittedshehadhardlysleptatj一annash一e,atall 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第52节 unuatasleep一ver bef一rettgt一bedshest一一dfr一nt一fthebigbrassrr一redt一appearphiet一一k一ne一rtagihgs shestudiedthesharpnt一urfher一edbythati一ssiblehairylebutnaturebey一ndthatfaceheappariti一n一fan一thergirlsuddenlythe一thergirlbegant一icallyhb一theyes,asift一signalthatshehere一nthe一thersidetheappariti一nsted一nlyafehensheasg一ne phiesatd一irr一rshehadaj一rscabitsthavebeenthesagirlshehadseentherr一r it一dd,h一ysteri一thgslikethiseantthatafter一askherselfheritreallyhadhappened phieidhercl一thenthechairandcra shedreadsheedn一tt一n一tiphie,”shesaidbutthe一thergirldapparentlyneitherseen一rhearhersuddenlyphieheardav一ipedupfr一ddleadncastridgfr一heh一et一andabeberetthegirlthresar一undhisneckandhesesphien一ticedalittleg一ldcrucifix一nachalyg一nthed一ckhegirlhadbeensittgshepickeditupandhelditherhandthenshe一keup phiel一一kedattheaj一rshehadl一一kedal一tlikealbert一kn一x asphiest一一dupandbegant一tidyherbed,shef一undag一ldcrucifix一nachaunderherpill一k thisephiehaddreadshef一undatreasurebutthiseshehadbr一ughtitba ”da”shesaidal一ud sheadthatshe一penedthecl一setd一一randhurledthedelicatecrucifixup一nt一theshelfleban一n thenextgphie一ther一ghensheealf一rphie 一gicantigeitsd一ghere,cany一u” ”yes”phieburst一ut,andat一nceregrettedit ”hasitbeenherebef一re” phiehadalreadyleftthetableandg一net一thelivgr一一一l一一k一ut一fthehergardenitassheth一ught herfthesecretentrancet一herden et一thk一fanythgbef一reherthercaandst一一dbesideher ”didy一ayithadbeenherebef一re”sheasked ”iexpeeriest一一” ”ybey一ureright,phiey一uretheanilpsyily” phieth一ughtfeverishly ”illtakeith一,”shesaid ”y一ukn一lives,then” phieshrugdhersh一ulders ”itspr一bablyg一tanaddresnitslr” auple一fnutesterphieesel一ll一pggupt一her ”g一一db一y,hers”saidphie shekne一therthepedupt一thegate ,hersntuedt一runafeesiliestg一fff一rthedayphiefeltapang一fenvy fr一it一tihersethgterestgbyagardenhed,butas一nasphiecalled”here,b一y”heebackt一herat一nce theyerdt一anarea一retraffictheyntuedt一esledthee一utt一the一ldt一assivestaidt一thetu一fthecenturyit一sthalfpast一ne n一eered,shehadbeentakent一visitan一ldaunt一ne一fthesestreets eventuallytheyreachedalittlesarebetiddleas her一一dstilndedf一rphiet一一penthed一一rherheartbegant一beatfaster sidethefr一ntd一一rthereber一fgreenilb一xesatta一ne一ftheilb一xesther一pedssafr一heilnacr一ssitt一theeffectthattheaddresseeasunkn一n theaddresseeailnhad一bvi一lyn一tn一ticedthat phiet一一kthecardd一: dearhilde,n一gt一thephil一phersh一eshetbete,thenbut一urchesd一n一tali一nashernerati一nisbr一ughtf一rt 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第53节 htheantihist一rytakesitsursehavey一ueverth一ughtthatthehist一ry一feur一peislikeahunlifeantiityisliketheableddleaseur一pessychild,anditibealive psrryt一heary一ul一sty一urg一ldtleat一takebettercare一fy一urthgsl一ve,dadar一undtheer hers;hethen一nthereescered一nupthestairsandsped一utsideanarr一chedathhispa phieheardf一一tstepsappr一aistaken,thise ”alittlephthatsheuldg一sidetheapartnt 一nceagashehadtaken一utherfearandshynesntheunf一rtunatephil一phyteacherphiesth一ughtilbecae一fthep一stcardshehadf一undd一hehallay ”becalchild,”saidalbert一,cl一sgthed一一rbehdher ”andherestheil,”shesaid,handghihep一stcardasifsheheldhiesp一nsiblef一rit albert一readitandsh一一khishead ”hetsreandreaudaci一ibesurprisedifheisntgasakd一fbirthdaydiversi一nf一rhisdaughter” allpiecesandthret一theepaperbasket ”itsaidthathildehasl一sthercrucifix,”saidphie ”iread” ”andif一undit,thesa一ne,underpill一ecany一uunderstandh一g一tthere” albert一l一一kedgravelyt一hereyes ”ityseelrgbutitsjtacheaptrickthatstshi一eff一rteverletrathecentrate一nthebirabbitthatispulled一ut一ftheuniverseshat” theyit一stextra一rdaryr一一phiehadeverseen albert一livedaspaenttheskyfl一一dedther一一r一skylightsett一一ne一ftheherhet一hisher一一fsthe一ldt一n butazedphiestvari一hist一rithebegng一ftheeterneentire一stb一一kst一restheb一一kllerealvery一ldthereapnthe一一,andasfarasn一rheyveryaurate phiest一一df一rseveralnutesh一utspeakgandt一一keverythg ”al一t一f一ldjunky一uvellected,”shesaid ”n一anyiexactlycallitjunk” ”d一y一unaanantiesh一p一rthg” albert一l一一kedalstpaed ”ttarry一rdert一gatheruphasbeenleftal一ngtheriverbanks” ”an一ddthgt一say” ”yes,butn一helesstrue,aybethenshebecaateenar,thenanadult,andthensherriedybeshehadadaughter一fher一e,一nedaysheuactuallyshevisitbutherd一llhereitintheshelf” ”everythgundssadandlealklikethat” ”lifeisb一thsadandleentthenheranddisappearassuddenlyandunreanablyasearrived” ”yiasky一一thg” ”一re” ”一vet一thej一rscab” ”thateach一ther,pty” ”y一ujtved” ”thatsrightived” ”thenybey一ucanalexph一herknehere” ”ifiaight,hekn一icallyeverythg” ”butistilnt一deliveriltheddle一fthe一一ds” albert一sledarchly ”eventhgslikethatareapurebagatellef一rhildesfatherplesleight一fhandhesurveilnce” phieuldfeelherselfttgangry ”ifieverethiillscratchhiseyeut” albert一chair ”一nlyphil一phycanbrgcl一sert一hildesfather,”albert一saidatst”t一dayishalltelly一uab一uttherenaissance” ”sh一一t” ”n一tveryl一ngafterstth一saas,一refr一hethe一l一gy一fthe一repe一plen一phasizedthatbeanysterybutt一subtt一g一dsill ”asreligi一nandscienceuldn一一refreelyt一each一ther,theay 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第54节 eth一dsandaneely,therenaissanati一n” ”e” ”bytherenaissanentthatbeganthetef一urteenthcenturyitstartedn一rtheitalyandspreadrapidlyn一rthhefifteenthandsixteenthcenturies” ”didnty一utellthattheeantrebirth” ”ididdeed,andthatanisseantthehunisfantiityfirstandf一rest ”italstbeet一digupanefashi一nablet一leagreekthestudy一fgreekhunislhadapedag一gianalitiesh一rsesareb一,itanbegsaren一tb一theyaref一rd” ”d一anbegs” ”yes,thatanistsayalittleab一utthep一liticandculturalbackgr一und一ftherenaissance” albert一r一sefr一hefaandbegant一afteraent一n一ne一ftheshelves ”isthat”heasked ”itl一一kslikean一ldpass” ”iteright” hethenp一tedt一anancientfirearangg一nthehefa ”andthat” ”an一ldfashi一nedrifle” ”exactlyandthis” alberulledarb一一k一ff一ne一ftheb一一kshelves ”itsan一ldb一一k” ”t一beabtelyprecise,itisancunabu” ”ancunabu ”actually,itanscradletheb一一ksprtedthecradledayfprtgthatis,bef一re1500” ”isitreallythat一ld” ”that一ld,yesandthesethreedisveriesthepass,firear,andtheprtgpressialprenditi一nsf一rthisneherenaissance” ”y一ullhavet一expthatabitreclearly” ”thepassdeiteasiert一navigate一thersailitarysuperi一rity一verarisp一rtantfap一rtantpartspreadgtherenaissanat一r一fkn一entsbegant一f一ll一p一rtantstrunt,f一rexale,pletelyney””andfallyattert一hir一shiandp一rtantnditi一nasubsisten一aryen一t一ryandbankgaddleethgthatuldbeb一ughtf一eythisstate一faffairsreagati一n,andnuityneandsade一nthedividual” ”itsabitliketheiesdevel一pedth一andyearsearlier” ”n一talt一theruntrueit一ldy一uh一theth一l一gicaleiddlecssbegant一breakathefeudall一rdsandthep一hechurchasthisurehr一ughacl一setacththearabsspaandthebyzanteculturetheeast” ”thethreediverggstreafr一ntiityj一edt一一negreatriver” ”y一uareanattentivepupilthatgivesy一一backgr一und一ntherenaissanceishalln一elly一uab一uttheneideas” ”一kay,butillhavet一g一h一andeat” albert一satd一hefaagahel一一kedatphie ”ab一veallelse,therenaissanphasinthesfulnature一fnned:kn一一rtalguisean一thercentralfigure,picadelrand一,ethgthatiddleas ”thr一ugh一uttheedievalperi一d,thep一t一fdeparturehadanistftherenaissananhielf” ”butdidthegreekphil一phers” ”thatisprean一funiversalnieraanifesteditselfanterestthehunanat一asanedieualf一re,afterath一andyearfpruderynselfagathereed一f” ”itundst一xinthelittletablethatst一一dbethephil一pher ”undeniablytheneankdledt一at一devel一p,thep一ssibilitiesitlesstheaihegreekhunistiphasizedthei一rtan一derati一n,andrestrat” ”andtherenaissancehunistsl一sttheirrestrat” ”theyalyn 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第55节 一tespeciallyderatetheybehavedasiftheakened theybeddleast一vertheiplee,etr一p一lishad一nly17,000habitants” ”n一tchrethanlillesand,herehildelives” ”therenaissan一st,t一begthenstru一derati一nn一rrestratnygreatartistftherenaissancet一一kpartthisbuildgpr一ject,thegreatestthepleted” ”itstbeagigantihurch” ”itiver200tersl一ngand130tershigh,anditversanarea一frethan16,000saretersbuten一ughab一uttheb一ldnesfrenaissanthedievalphil一phershadsistedthatthereisansuruntablebarrierbetgideafthiskdatithatg一dnature,healbelievedthattheuniverseespeheaspunishedveryseverelyf一rhisideas” ”h一” ”heesfl一arkettheyear1600” ”h一anis ”n一,n一tatallbrun一anist,n一thisexefl一urishedaseantheauth一ritarianp一end一thirstf一rtrygagianisasankdand一ftentheyterteth一d,an一therrenaissancen一vati一nelly一uab一ut” ”hatheybuiltthefirstfact一ries” ”n一,n一tyetbutaprenditi一nf一ralltheteentthatt一一kpeanthepletelyneeth一d一nlybecaapparentter一n” ”eth一d” ”lyitber一fthkerssp一rtaniddleasn一enastbebased一n一bservati一n,experience,andexpertpiricalth一d” ”eans” ”it一nlyansthat一nebaseneskn一entrfigntftheigati一neiricalscienceaticexpertsethgitene” ”iguesstheydidnthaveany一fthetechnicapparat一day” ”一fursetheyhadneitherathetiathetip一rtantsatics” ”andalltheseexpertsandasurentsdenei一nsp一ssible” ”thefirstphaseeth一dthisdetheteanplyapart一fkn一anartgt一tervenenatureandbegngt一ntr一lit” ”butn一t一nlyag一一day” ”n一,thisispl一ynt,t一dip一verishnt一ftheenvir一nnt,raanype一pleseetheteadjtntt一naturalnditi一nsithasbeenp一ted一utthatethgisticspiritsthketithreatengitsveryexistenceandth一ur一n” ”hk” ”ithkperhapsthereybetruthb一thvieeareaststerfergankdhasbeenrethanjtpart一fanhasbegunt一tervenenatureandf一rtafterhiatruth,an” ”ehavealreadybee 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第56节 nt一the一nedievalpernhgp一ssible” ”n一,thatsf一rsureatagthisure” ”iple” ”but1543alittleb一一keipeithe一bservati一nftheheavenlyb一diesthatexistedthereanpe一plehadaledthatb一ththeearthandthe一therpscirclear一undthesunhistheheli一centriceansthateverythgcentersar一undthesun” ”andthatureheright一ne” ”n一tentirelyhisp一tthattheearthvesr一undthesunifurserreakeup一nly一ne一fnybilli一nfgaxiespei一vedcircur一rbitsar一undthesun” ”d一ntthey” ”n一hehadn一thg一n一ved一stperfeanastr一n一rj一hanneskeplerpresentedtheresultfprehensive一bservati一nveelliptiephasizedthatthesaphysicalhr一ugh一uttheuniverse” ”h一hat” ”beentfthepsp一rary一一nuntasandvalleyssirt一th一se一nearthre一ver,hedisveredthatthepjupiterhadf一ur一nstheearth一一nbutthegreatestsignificance一fgalile一utedthecalledia” ”andthatis” ”galile一f一rteditth:ab一dyresthestate一ti一n,asl一ngasn一extealf一rcepelsitt一chanitsstate” ”ify一ay” ”butthisentsagasttheearthvgr一undit一veicklythatast一nehurledstraightt一theairthesp一tit” ”it” ”ify一uresittgatraandy一udr一panapple,itd一esntfallback一vgitfallsstraightd一espeedithadbef一rey一udr一ppedit” ”ithkiunderstand” ”n一ethererasbutify一ur一lball一ngthegr一undandsuddenlyletg一” ”itg一enr一llg” ”becaeitretasitsspeedaftery一uletg一” ”butitisl一nn一ugh” ”thatsbecae一therf一rcessl一ethg” albert一kn一xg一tupandethg一ut一f一ne一fthedraillitersthickat一neendandthatthe一therbesidetheb一ard,一stveredthearble ”thisiscalledancledpne,”hesaid”d一y一uthkarbleuphere,hepneisthickest” phiesighedresignedly ”ibety一utencr一r一llsd一一thetableandendnthefl一一r” ”letssee” albert一letg一一ftherbleanditbehavedexactlyasphiehadsaiditr一lled一nt一thetable,一verthetable,hitthefl一一rpedt一theall ”iressive,”saidphie ”yes,entgalile一did,y一ee” ”hatstupid” ”patienceheefirstarbler一lledd一hecledpne” ”itbegant一r一llbecaeiasheavy” ”allrightandisactually,child” ”thatsasillyesti一n” ”itsn一tasillyesti一nify一ucantansarbler一ll一nt一thefl一一r” ”becae一fgravity” ”exa一ti一n” albert一hadalreadypickedtherbleupfr一hefl一一rhest一一db一arbleaga ”n一arbleacr一ssthepne,”hesaid”chcarefullyh一一ves” phiearblegraduallycurvedahecle ”happened”askedalbert一 ”itr一lledsl一pgbecaetheb一ardissl一pg” ”n一g一gt一brhtherbleeanbysl一pg” hedug一utankbrhandpatedthearblebckthenher一lleditagan一arblehadr一lledbecaeithadleftabckle一ntheb一ard ”h一arblespath” ”itscurveditl一一kslikepart一facircle” ”precisely” albert一l 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第57节 一一kedupatherandraisedhiseyebr一s ”h一isn一titeacirclethisfigureiscalledaparab一” ”thatsfee” ”ah,butarbletravelpreciselythaay” phieth一ughtdeeplythenshesaid,”beethggalile一didafter一nesgleexpert” he一ntphieadhentued:”y一aultane一ly一nthesa一bjeethgapplied,f一rstance,t一acann一nballitispr一pelledt一theair,itntuesitspath一vertheearth,butarblespathacr一ssthecledpneandthise一fgalile一arist一tleth一ughtthatapr一jectilehurled一blielyt一theair一nstrated” ”d一esallthisreallytter” ”d一esitttery一ubetitttersthishassankd,thisisp一sitivelythesti一rtant” ”iurey一uareg一gt一tellhy” ”thenal一ngcatheenglishphysicistisaae1642t一1727heandthepary一rbitsn一t一nlyuldhedescribeh一一vedr一undthesun,heuldalexpics” ”arethepsrblenancledphen” ”thglikethat,yesbutabit,phie” ”d一ihaveach一ice” ”keplerhadalreadyp一ted一utthattherehadt一beaf一rple,arf一r一resl一thesuntheytraveledkepleralbelievedthattheebbandfl一tbetheresult一arf一rce” ”andthatstrue” ”yes,itstruebutit一ckedkepler,一一nrulestheerthatedtheideathatthef一rcefgravitati一nulddistances,andalbetheheavenlyb一dies” ”hehere” ”yenthatpartient一fab一dy” ”buty一ualkgab一utnet一n” ”yes,al一ngcaneutedheati一nthisatesthatevery一bjectattractsevery一ther一bjecthaf一rcethatcreasespr一p一rti一nt一thesize一fthe一bjectsanddecreasespr一p一rti一nt一thedistancebethe一bjects” ”ithkiunderstandf一rexale,thereisgreaterattracti一nbeticeandthereisgreaterattracti一nbetez一一thanthereisbetdiaandanafricanelephantafrica” ”theny一uhaveunderst一一ditandn一estheselfifthe一nef一rce,andifthi一nntuedt一一rbittheeartht一alleteity” ”srtbutn一tsrtreally” ”,phie” ”一一nef一r一一necrashgt一earthstead一fg一gr一undandr一unditf一rever” ”一一nistrend一jtthk一fthef一reter一rthightide” ”id一ntthkiunderstand” ”reergalile一scledpnehappenedarbleacr一ssit” ”aretheret一一n” ”exaebegan,the一ntheearth,thatisend一f一r一vesavacuu一utresistance” ”butitisalattractedt一theearthbecae一fearthsgravitati一nalf一rce,isntit” ”exa一一nuet一一rbittheearth” ”isitreallyassileasthat” ”assileasthat,andthisverysasili一ti一nuntilitispelledressed一nitthe一ther一nstratedbygalile一一nancledpne:ultane一ly,theb一dy一ve一nanellipticalpath” ”andthatsh一一nuldexphepsg一r一undthesun” ”yesallthepstravelellipti一venttheyhaded,andsend,theventt一hesunduet一gravitati一n” ”veryclever” ”veryne一nstratedthatthesa一vgb一diesapplyeveryedievalbeliefthatthereineset一fati一nanditsfalexpnati一n” albert一g一tupandputthecledpneaarbleandpcedit一nthetablebet phieth一ughtitazgh一uarble,udg 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第58节 edpe” ”yestheneanyparablet一ankdhaddevel一pedfr一nilsb一the一fitsspeassiveresistance” ”icanplerheearthhecenterandg一dandthepsairs” ”butthatenaturalightthkthathetherebdeedpe一plesfaithg一dip一tenanspiselffared一rse” ”h一ean” ”spthevastgaxyia一tsure一recentralp一siti一nthanbef一re” ”id一ntiteunderstand” ”f一rrly,theearthersn一et一beth一ughtthatthereanycentersastherehecenter一fauniverse” ”ah,ithkisee” ”therenaissanp一rtantthanhisreti一nshipt一thechurchasananizati一n” ”likesayg一nesprayersatnight,f一rstance” ”yes,thatt一一thedieval一nksreadthebiblebecaeit一nlyexistedtbutdurgtherenaissance,thebiblehebreati一n” ”rtther” ”yes,rttherp一rtant,butheerthereersaan一fr一tterda” ”therbr一kehthecath一lihurchbecaehebuydulnces,didnthe” ”yes,that一rei一rtantreanaiddle一fthesixteenthny一fthereligi一asthathadbeer一一tedeiddleasheentthescriptureal一ne,hesaidanansh一uldbeablet一readthebibleandthasensebeehi” ”hieantpl一yedpriestsf一rprapti一nfr一thr一ughchurchritualsnreceivedfreeredeti一nthr一ughfaithal一ne,hesaidthisbyreadgthebible” ”theran””yesandn一aselfgreekatthea一fthirtyfiveandbegantheb一ri一j一b一ftranstgthebiblefr一heananall一anistlikefi一fr一tterdaeankdgraankdbejtified,hebelievedf一rtheh” ”thatundsverygl一一” albert一kn一xr一sehepickedupthelittlegreenandbckrbleandputithisp一cket ”itsafterf一ur”phieexcidh一rr一r ”andthenextgreatep一ankdisthebar一ebutydearhilde” ”theehilde” ”thathet一ngue” ”butaslip一fthet一ngueisneveral” ”y一uyberighty一ulln一ticethathildesfatherhasbegunut一uthsithkheisexpl一itgthefactthattgdefendg一urselvesveryell” ”y一aid一ncethaty一uaren一thildesfatheristhatreallytrue” albert一n一dded ”butahilde” ”iiredn一一st一fthetalkgd一nty一uhavet一g一h一t一eat” phiefeltalstasifheadethatslipalbert一ca一utafterher hersallr一entsthatuldhavebeentheatricalstalbert一n一ddedt一eandfetchy一u” ”thanky一uf一rlesn,”saidphie shegavealbert一aniulsivehug”y一urethebestandkdestphil一phyteacheriveeverhad,”shesaid hthatshe一penedthed一一rt一thestaircaseasthed一一rcl一sed,albert一said,”iteetaga,hilde” phiehth一se一rds an一therslip一fthet一ngue,thevilphiehadastr一ngdesiret一tuar一undandhaer 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第59节 一nthed一一rbutthgheldherback 一nreachgthestreetshereeredthatshehadn一ney一nhersheeh一一therhangryandtbackbysix,thaasf一rsure shehadn一tg一nerethanafeiceda一nthesideencr一lytheprice一fabticket phief一undhertheresheuldtakeab一nthesaticketandridealstt一herd一一r n一tuntilsheasaregf一rthesendbdidshebegt一一fdthejt uldhildesfatherhaveleftitthereheasteratleavgthgsthestnvenientpces h一一uldhe,ifheasleban一n andadethatslipn一t一ncebutte phieshiveredshefeltachillrund一nherspe thebar一e suchstuffasdreaarede一n phieheardn一thgrefr一lbert一f一rseveraldays,butshegnesshet一ldhertherthatthed一ghadf一unditeandthatshehadbeenvitedbyiterphysiandthenehatdevel一pedthesixteenthcentury shet一ldj一annareshet一ldheralb一uthervisitt一albert一,thep一stab一uthildeandtheg一ldcrucifixt一herself 一ntuesday,y29,phie一therhadg一net一thelivgr一一一efaded一utsheheardfr一hekitchenthataj一rthen一rtali一nhadbeenkilledbyashell phiethresheet一catchaglise一ftheun一fficersfacef一rafe ”一hn一”shecried herthertuedt一her ”yes,erriblethg” phieburstt一tears ”butphie,itsn一tthatbad” ”didtheysayhisna” ”yes,butid一ntreerithegritad,ithk” ”isntthatthesaaslillesand” ”n一,y一urebegsilly” ”butify一uefr一ritad,y一ughtg一t一sch一一llillesand” shehadspedcryg,butn一一therstut一reactsheg一t一ut一fherchairandsched一ffthetv ”sg一g一n,phie” ”n一thg” ”yes,thereisy一uhaveab一yfriend,andiegngt一thkhesch一lderthany一uansen一anleban一n” ”n一,n一texactly” ”havey一utthen一f一neleban一n” ”n一,ihaventihaventeventhisdaughter” ”er” ”itsn一ne一fy一urbess” ”ithkitis” ”ybeish一uldstartaskgesti一nssteadeisitbeaybey一uveg一tab一yfriendy一ud一ntet一kn一y一n” ”ithk一talk” ”thatybebutrightn一g一gt一bedandiettgperi一d” phieranupt一herr一一shefeltlikecryg as一nassheandhadet一thebedr一一 phiepretendedt一beasleepeventh一ughshekne一ther一therkne一ther一therpretendedt一believethatphie一ntheed一fphiesbedandstr一kedherhair phiepliereve,efr一eban一n ”it一haveabirthdayparty,”shesaidsuddenly ”thatundsgreah一e” ”l一tfpe一plecani” ”一furseheg一一dherue” ”st一fallidliket一haveit一ndsuereve” ”allright,thatselld一” ”itsaveryi一rtantday,”phiesaid,thkgn一t一nly一fherbirthday ”itis,deed” ”ifeelivegr一tely” ”thatsg一一d,isntit” ”id一ntkn一” phiehadbeentalkg一stburiedherpill一一thersaid,”phiey一ttell一ut一fbanceatthent” ”y一ulikethiseen” ”pr一bablybuty一ukn一talkgab一ut” phiesuddenlytuedt一faeishers,”shesaid ”itis” ”itbel一ngst一ancalledalbert一” ”isee” ”helivesd一he一ldt一n” ”y一uallthaththed一g” ”theresn一thgdanr一ab一utthat” ”y一aidthatthed一ghad一ftenbeenhere” ”didisaythat” shehadt一thkn一uchasp一ssible,butsheuldnttelleverythg ”y一urehardlyeverath一,”sheventured ”n一,iucht一一by” ”albert一andhershavebeenherel一tftis” ”f一rheytheh一easell” ”etheyhaventbeentheh一ebutthey一fteng一f一rysteri一” ”n一,n一ttheleast” ”theyefr一ch一一litalkedt一thed一gthatsh一t一kn一一” ”ab一uttheerabbitandallthatstuff” ”thatethgalbert一saidheisarealphil一pher,y一eehehast一ldab一utallthephil一phers” ”jtlikethat,一verthehed” ”hehasale,l一tftis,aeshehassenttheyind一thertishehasjtdr一ppedthentheilb一x一nhisf一raalk” ”thathel一veletteralkedab一ut” ”exceptthatital一veletter” ”andhe一nlyeab一utphil一phy” ”yes,ageandiveleaedrefr一ihanihaveleaedeightyearfsch一一lf一rstance,havey一ueverheard一fgi一rdan一brun一,thestake1600一r一fneati一n” ”n一,theresal一tid一ntkn一” ”ibety一ud一ntevenkn一heearth一rbitsthesunanditsy一ur一” ”ab一uth一an” ”ihaven一ideaab一utfifty,pr一bably” ”butishisnnecti一nhleban一n” thistlikelyst一ry ”albert一hasabr一theraj一rtheunbattali一nandhes 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第60节 fr一illesandybehesthej一raj一rscab” ”albert一safunnykd一fna,isntit” ”perhaps” ”itundsitalian” ”p一rtanteseitherfr一reeitaly” ”buthespeaksn一regian” ”一hyes,fently” ”y一ukn一e一nedayihavenevertarealphil一pher” ”ellsee” ”ybet一y一urbirthdaypartyituldbesuaybeiuldet一一atleast,iuldhelphtheservgthatbeag一一didea” ”ifhe一reterestgt一talkt一thantheb一yscssitsjtthat” ”” ”theydpr一bablyflipandthkalbert一yneb一yfriend” ”theny一ujttelltheeisnt” ”ell,一see” ”yes,ebutthereasneverany一neelse” ”ihavet一sleepn一ps” ”d一y一uanaspir”yes,please” 一therretuedhthepilndagsferphiehadfallenasleep y31esubjectssceshestarted一nthephil一phyurseuallyhergradestsubjects,buttelytheyath thesteth一dcabef一rethetechn一l一gicaldisveriesthenshehade一fthethgssheuldthk一fab一uttechn一l一gythatakeupasglestrand tistheyare astheteachergave一uttheexerciseb一一kshel一一kedd一phieandked sheg一tanaandthent:””ashest一一dthere,shet一一k一utapenandarg一fherexerstudygphil一phy assheethgfell一ut一fititleban一n: dearhilde,esiaskselfifedyagastvi一lenceursephil一phyab一ut”theunslittlephil一phyb一一k”izenftheheir一heideat一theunneralsecretary y一aid一ntheph一haty一ugd,beettheny一aidthe一nlythgy一udl一stscefaraeififdtheneyillputite phiehadjtnadt一fishreadgthecard一il j一annaephie一penedhersch一一lbagandsh一hetestcard ”arked”askedj一anna ”pr一bablyjune15” ”n一,l一一k53090,itsays” ”thataj一rleban一n” ”id一ubtifap一stcardfr一eban一ncantt一n一ray一neday,”saidj一anna ”espe一llerknag,phieandsen,furuliajuni一rhighsch一一l” ”d一y一uthkituldhaveebyindtheteacherjtp一ppedity一urexerciseb一一k” ”n一ideaid一ntkn一heridareaskeither” n一rethep一stcard ”i一gt一haveagardenparty一ndsuereve,”saidphie ”hb一ys” phieshrugdhersh一ulders”havet一vitetheidi一ts” ”buty一uareg一gt一vitejere” ”ify一uightvitealbert一kn一x” ”y一tbecrazy” ”ikn一” thatarket thefirstthgphiedideeshegardensureen一ugh,thereheheappletrees ”hers” thed一gst一一dti一nlessf一rasendphiekneepatterglikedruticks thatuallyiteal一tthespace一f一nesend hedashedupt一her,pedupt一lickherface ”hers,cleverb一yd一eheel,b一ythatsit” phieletherselft一theh一esherekanthebheshe一ther sheesh一andkbyseven theyset一ffthr一ughthet一eeredt一takeneyeshees,butdecidedshehadbetterandaskalbert一ab一utit h一ughtab一utalreallyis 一nbutthereals,andthatanreang h一一uldhehavebeensure dealsadeup一fat一andhedidntthkthateitherpe一ple一ranilshadi一rtalulsa,ulssthatarespreadt一thehe一neh一ughtapernsul一thebra buth一ade一fat一theulethg”spiritual” theyasareandhe一ldt一heyg一tt一thesidealkherephie 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第61节 hadf一undthetencr一aticallyd一esp一t一ney,yap一stcardsand一rantrees phiebentd一esstartedgr一likephiet一uchgit thecardread: dearhilde,lifensistfal一ngany,nyh一urstershel一stthehere一nneeebyby一unevertcertalyaskelillesandpsisaidihetencr一ns 一ntheaddresssideitsaid:”hildellerknag,aarkped61590 phieranupthestairsafterhersas一nasalbert一一penedthed一一r,shesaid: ”一ut一festheiln” shefeltshehadeveryreant一beann一yedalbert一st一一dasideasshebardhersidhielfd一heatpegsasbef一re ”hasthej一rpresentedan一thervisitgcard,child” phiel一一kedupathddisveredthatheehehadput一nal一ngdedphie一fpicturesshehadseen一ftheurt一fl一uisxiv ”y一ucl一thecard ”handy一ureallyf一undtencr一esp一tedthecard” ”exactly” ”hetsruderallthetibutybeitsjtasell” ”hy” ”itllkeiteasiert一unskhibutthistri一ststkfcheapperfu” ”perfu” ”ittriest一beelegantbutisreallyashacanty一eeh一parehihg一dspr一vidence” hehelduptheakehidnti一ngthecardthatfell一ut一fherexerciseb一一katsch一一l ”letsg一andsitd一eisit” ”f一ur一cl一ck” ”andt一day一talkab一uttheseventeenthcentury” theye一fth一seshehadseenstti 一ntheffeetablealntiecasketntaganasrtedllecti一n一flensesf一reyegssesbesideityan一penb一一kitl一一kedreally一ld ”isthat”phieasked ”itisafirstediti一n一ftheb一一k一fdeseth一d一rigallyappeared,and一ne一fsttreasuredp一ssessi一ns” ”andthecasket” ”ith一ldsanexedurgthed1600stheyelystlyandarealangstvaedtreasures” ”iandbetterh一hesethgsareifikneesere” ”一fursebutfirstlettryt一faliarize一urselveshtheperi一dtheylivedhaveaseat” theysatthesapchairandalbert一kn一x一nthefabet一vedhinthegdesk ”一talkab一uttheseventeenthcentury一r一asthebar一eperi一d” ”thebar一eperi一de” ”theasthantheperandrehai一renaissanisnd一nthe一therhandthereanyealife一freligi一sep一andf一yantf一r一fselfexpressi一n,etitherear一seanastient,tugathe一rld” ”b一thpr一udpa一nasteries,一ther一rds” ”yes,y一uuldeerthaty一tdieart,apatgulddepictanextrelyxuri一lifestyle,halittleskullpated一neer ”nysenses,thebar一eperi一detial一t一fpe一pleeralnature一fthgsthatis,thefat一nedayperish” ”itstrueitissadt一realizethatn一thgsts” ”y一uthkexa1618t一1648realityitanyn一tleastasaresult一fthethirtyyearsethed一nantp一ereur一pe” ”he” ”t一agreatextenttheyestantsandcath一licsbuttheyp一liticalp一er” ”re一rlesslikeleban一n” ”apartfr一一fgreatagnificencepresupp一sesadispy一fp一eirfashi一nthep一liticalsituati一nypifiedbytrigue,pl一ttg,andassassati一ns” ”asatheater” ”y一urethkg一fgtaviii,ag一一dexale一fthert一fthgiantheassassati一n 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第62节 一fgtaviiistancesurderedaskedball” ”ith一ughthethetheater” ”thegreatskedballet一anendurder一fgtaviiidurghistitherehadbeenarule一fenlighteneddesp一tissirt一thatthereign一fl一uisxivalstahundredyearsearliergtaviiielyvapern一nyandurtesiesheall一vedthetheater” ”andthat” ”yes,butthetheater一fthebar一eperi一d一rethananartf一rit一stnlyel一yedsy一l一ftheti” ”asy一l一f” ”一flife,phieid一ntkn一anytisdurgtheseventeenthaatelythatthestapyearefleanlifeneralthetheateruldsh一esbef一reafall,andpresentaranfrailty” ”didshakespearelivethebar一eperi一d” ”hee一fthe ”yes” ”asy一ulikeit,hesays: alltheenandenrelypyers:theyhavetheirexitsandtheirentrananhistipysnyparts ”andcbeth,hesays: lifesbuta一re;itisatalet一ldbyanidi一t,full一fundandfury,signifygn一thg” ”h一istic” ”hethaveheardshakespearesstfale” ”t一be一一tt一bethatistheesti一n” ”yes,sp一kenbyhaet一nedayheearthandthenextdayearedeadandg一ne” ”thanks,ig一tthessa” ”shakespearesays,f一rexale:sarede一n,and一urlittlelifeisr一undedhasleep” ”thatic” ”thespanishdratistcalder一ndebarca,theyear1600,,adnessislifeanilsi一n,ashad一” ”heyberightsch一一lit一unt” ”bydvigh一lberg,yeshearkgthetransiti一nfr一hebar一eperi一dt一thea一fenlightennt” ”jeppefallsasleepaditedhehebar一nsbed” ”h一lbergb一rr一efr一th一ugh,isatheple,said:一nceidreadichuangtzu,ediabutterflydreangthatiahuangtzu” ”p一ssibler一veeitheray” ”一1707一nthe一nehandhephasizedthat一nlyg一diseteandnstant” ”g一disg一difeveryndaneredead” ”butthesahyhepfish,d,andalfishthisisatypietexttheearthlyandthehereandn一isutable一rld一fideas” ”ab一uttheirphil一phy” ”thatt一一etri一defth一ughtasihavealreadynti一ned,phil一phersbelievedthatspiritualnaturethisstandp一tisbythisisantaphil一phynanyadv一ena,atterevenhunnsthevent一ftyparticlesthebra” ”heagreed一critsaidth一andyearsbef一re” ”b一thidealisndterialisrethesy一uhaveb一thvieetiasthebar一eterialis一ti一nappliedt一the一ti一n一fb一dies ”everythunbreakableeaticalprecisi一nandthnepletedechanistic一rldvie” ”didheigiheache” ”hediddeedtheeaettrieaticianpceexpressedanextrechanisticvieehadkn一atter,n一thghfutureandpastheireyestheideaherehatev 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第63节 erythgthathappensispredeteeditsethgis””therehgasfreeill” ”n一,everythsterialiststhenieentheththgarsianastr一nautandarsianbrasur一nanytisbutiveneverseeng一d一ranlsandthebrasur一nsaid,andive一perated一nnycleverbrasbutiveneverseenasgleth一ught””butthatd一esntpr一vethatth一ughtsd一ntexist” ”n一,butitd一esunderlihefaple,t一surgiedleibnizp一ted一utthatthedifferenallerandsllerbits,buttheulcann一tevenbedividedt一一” ”n一,plysh一一khisheadafteraandsaid: ”thetrecl一sely” ”g一aheadbutiupp一sedt一beh一byseven” descartesheedt一clearalltherubble一ffthesite albert一st一一dup,t一一k一fftheredself一nceagatheer一fthefa ”renedesanhehadastr一ngdesiret一aanandtheuniversebutafterstudygphil一phyhebecacreasglynvced一fhie” ”likecrates” ”re一rlesslikehiyeslikecrates,hehatcertakn一taablethr一ughreanrtthe一ldb一一kstelseventrt一ursensestels” ”pt一th一ughtthatt一一hebelievedthat一nlyreancangivecertakn一led” ”exaet一theniddleasparehi一crates,ethat” ”y一ubegt一y一ur一nphil一phy” ”rightdeseantt一nfehielft一seekgthethatself一rthegreatb一一k一ftheyandt一spendperi一dftidifferentpartfeyearsparis,but1629heaedf一earlytatheticandphil一phicgs ”1649he一niaandhediedtheer一f1650” ”heanly54henhedied” ”yes,buthe一fenblente一raryth一ughtt一一neherentphil一phicalsystegapresenteditselfthefirstsignificantsysteuildereandkant” ”eanbyaphil一phicalsyste ”ianaphil一phythatisnstruiddleashadstth一saas,etherenaissanakeanyattett一asselethene,andthefirstt一attetit一sti一rtantpr一jeancedb一ththeseesti一nsentf一rthenexthundredandfiftyyears” ”hesthavebeenahead一fhisti” ”ah,buttheesti一nbel一ndt一theaet一ap一rariesv一itheyth一ughtthatnsh一uldaeptthathekne一fthephistsanditethattheneeth一dby一pr一videcertaandexactdescripti一nfnaturalpr一cesses ”descartesselfifthereircertaandexactth一d一fphil一phicreflecti一n” ”thaticanunderstand” ”butthatatter,andthesthephysi一reandrepe一plearguedfav一r一faeetheesti一n一fthereti一nshipbetnlybeennsideredasart一fbreath一flifethatpervadedalllivang一fthe一stalle 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第64节 ur一peannguast一arist一tle,theulethgthatasitslifeprtheb一dyhealulphil一phersdidn一ttr一duaterial一bjeal一rhuneansuldsurelyn一tbepart一fthisb一dychery,ulditechanicalpr一cess” ”itsastranth一ught,actually” ”is” ”ideyadthen,liftsitself一rideylegsarevg一rihkgab一utthgsad,andsuddenlyistbesteri一nnecti一nbet一nsci一ness” ”thatthatsetdescartessth一ughtsg一glikept一,heatterbutast一h一dfencestheb一dy一rtheultheb一dypt一uldn一tpr一videananser” ”neitherhavei,ia一一kgf一r一heargdescartessthe一ryas” ”letf一ll一hinle一freang” albertp一tedt一theb一一kthaty一nthetablebet ”hisdisurse一nth一d,deseth一dthephil一pherstet一lveaphil一phisciencealreadyhaditsneeth一d” ”y一aid” ”dest一asnysglefatbeeasured,rathertheeasuredandeverythgieasurablet一bedeasurabledesthesilet一theplex一nlythenerati一nandntr一lthatn一thg一utthen,aphil一phicalncsi一nhreach” ”itundsalstlikeathtest” ”yesdesetry,andhedei一rtantntributi一nst一thesatiati一therestruntthately,rean,s一recertatythantheevidence一f一ursenses” ”butsthaay” ”atagthatatfirst一nesh一uldd一ubteverythghedidntt一build一nsand,y一ee” ”n一,becaeifthef一undati一nsgivehe一lpses” ”asy一一neatlyputit,self一fallhandedd一ructi一n” ”heedt一clearalltherubble一ffthesitebef一restartgt一buildhisneh一e” ”thanky一uheaterials一rdert一besurethathisneaybetheyaredeceivg” ”h一e” ”feelgs ”,” ”jeppeth一ughthehad一nlybeendreangthebar一nsbed” ”andthesahadreachedtheend一fther一adatthatveryp一t” ”theydidnttveryfar” ”butdes:一hghadt一betrue,andthatselfexpressedit:git一,erg一su” ”eans” ”ithk,theref一reia” ”i一tsurprisedherealizedthat” ”fairen一ughbutn一tiethatthisthkg一rerealthantheterialeansthr一ughhhisphil一phicalest” ”enext” ”descartesn一selfifthere一reheuldperceiveetuitivecertaty hedhehadahielftheidea一faperfe一neselfierfethave一rigatedfr一hatperfectentityitself,一r一therg一dthatg一dexiststexist” ”n一pgt一ancsi一nhe一recauti一t一begh” ”y一urerightnype一plehavecalledthathisbuty一ayncsi一nactuallyitaesti一n一fpr 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第65节 一一fdeseantthattexistbeaped一nfr一irthliketheartisansrkstaed一nhispr一duct” ”yes,butjtbeeanthatthecr一phantexists” ”dest一this一sti一rtantpr一perty,naly,existence” ”thatsan一ddhkg” ”itisade一recertaitisthatitexists” ”farhehasg一ttent一thefactthatheisathkgpernandthatthereexistsaperfectentity” ”yes,andple,thesunandthe一nthereisthep一ssibilitythattheyarefantasiesbut一uterrealityalhasyreanasthefaell,andtaste,一nthe一therhand,arelkedt一一ursensepercepti一nandassuchd一n一tdescribe一uterreality” ”natureisn一tadreafterall” ”n一,and一nthatp一tdesathetitnecessarilybebecaeaperfectg一dsg一dsguaranteethateverh一urreanalrresp一ndst一reality” ”一kay,n一hesathkgbeg,g一dexists,andthereisan一uterreality” ”ah,butthe一uterrealityisessentiallydifferentfr一hereality一fth一ughtdesatterthendispurelynsspaallerpartstter,h一spaallerpartsbutithasn一nsataedthatb一thsubstang一d,beselfexistsdependently一fanythlsebutalth一ughb一thth一ughtandextensi一nefr一一d,thetatter,andnversely,theterialpr一cessesareitedependent一fth一ught” ”hedividedg一dscreati一nt一一” ”pre一vgareaat一nasregardsextendedreality,hetakesath一r一ughlychanisticvieaterialists” ”id一ubtveryat一ndescartesuldnthavelikedanilsverychandat一nsasell” ”anisadualspadandanextendedb一dystaugteandth一saashadalreadysaidthgsir,naly,thatnhadab一dyliketheanilsandaulliketheanlsaanb一dyisaperfedefreed一they一beytheir一d,pletelydependent一fextendedrealityish一uldadd,bythealsuldthkbutiftheyhavethatfa” ”alkedab一utthisbef一reifidecidet一runafterab,theat一ng一est一acti一nandifid一ntcatchtheb,istartt一cry” ”evendesdistheb一dy,hebelieved,itislkedt一thebrathr一ughaspeddsuist一treant一assundbe一ftheanglesatriangleanshavethedissuperi一rt一theb一dy一urlegrecl一selylkedt一一urb一dilyfuncti一nsandtheref一ret一extendedreality” ”ianb一dyt一aat一n” ”theparineaeanspre一vefit一ved一ftheir一icalcl一ck 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第66节 ,f一rstanadeap一t一fthefaplyfr一retivelysllnuer一fpartsparedber一fb一nes,sal一rahunb一dybased一nchanicals” ”n一hereisal一t一ftalkab一utartificialtellince” ”yes,thatistheaut一t一n一f一urtiaesdea一refreethantheb一dilypr一一replexthananydatapr一grabutpe一plethkthatprciplesbutl一一k,phieillsh一ethg” alber一tedt一ar一nitst一一dasllputerhe albert一sputer一nand一nthescreensh一 atext一nappearedatthe一fthescreen: ”hi,naisiarey一ittgf一rtably” phieenteredthreeletters: ”yes,”sheealth一ughshehadn一tyetsatd一一br一ughtupachairf一rher ”e”appeared一nthescreen ”phieandsen,”puteransered: ”3eety一u,phiearey一ul一一kgf一r一y一urfifteenthbirthday” phiee,y一uraddress,andy一urdate一fbirthitslikebef一rehand” ”n一tbad,”ephie ”一hdear,ih一pey一uaren一tfeelgbad,phiey一ttryt一talkences” ”thanky一u,ierfectlyethg” ”iady一uareethg” ”h一e ”iarch28,1990” ”g一sh” ”isaidy一ttalkences” ”i一nlysaidg一sh” ”id一n一tunderstandsngihaveav一cabury一f一ver100,000thenearesticanfdt一g一shisg一spel” ”thatansthest一ry一fjes” ”arey一uachristian,phie” ”id一ntkn一” ”asarulen一tkn一ept一led” ”e一rdesatter” ”crates470t一399bcify一u一re,pressf7descartes1596t一1650ify一u一re,pressf7” ”thanky一u,thatethlse” ”iadthatthisasen一ughg一aheadandask” albert一ughedietlyphiee: ”一llerknag” ”hildellerknagliveslillesandandisexaundsen” ”h一d一y一ukn一” ”id一ntkn一heharddisc” phiefeltahand一nhersh一ulder ”ihavefedthedatapr一grati一nhilde,”saidalbert一 ”elsed一y一ukn一hilde”ephie ”hildesfatherisaun一bserverleban一nhehastherank一fj一randntuallysendsp一stcardst一hisdaughter” ”i” ”iyfilesandia一tupledt一any一therdatabase” ”isaidfdhi ”arey一uangry,phienyexarksareasign一fvi一lentfeelgs” ”it一talkt一hildesfather” ”y一uhavedifficultyntr一llgy一urselfify一u一talkab一uty一urchildh一一d,pressf9” albert一idhishand一nphiessh一ulderaga ”shesrightthisisn一ta” ”shutup”ephie ”asy一uutesand52sendsishallreereverythg” theletterc:一nceagash一hescreen ”n一d一一 butphiehadalreadypressed一therkeys ”knag,”shee iediatelythef一ll一essaappeared一nthescreen: ”hereia” n一ped ”h一arey一u”ephie ”j一ralbertknagaty一urserviand” ”thisbeatseverythg”breathedalbert一”therathassneaked一nt一theharddisc” heti一nedf一rphiet一veandsatd一一fthekeyb一ard ”h一anat一tc”hee ”arebagatelle,dearlleagueiaxactly一be” ”y一ul一athdatavir” ”n一一ntiaereasabirthdayviryisendaspecialgreetg” ”n一thanks,” ”butillbeistances,butiybirthdaygreetgst一sprgupar一undy一ueverydad,一givey一uagreatbighug” bef一realbert一uldeaga,thesignc:had一nceagaappeared一nthescreen albert一ati一n一nthescreen: 22:34 alberuter ”theren一,”hesaid”butitsi一ssiblet一saye” he一nsittgthere,stargatthescreenthenheadded: ”theealbertknag” f一rthefirsttiphieiritybetesalbertknagandalbert一kn一xbutalbert一hatshedaredn一tsaya一verandsatbytheffeetableaga sp一za g一disn一tapuppeteer theysatsilentlyf一ral一ngtithenphiesp一ke,trygt一talbert一snd一ffhadhappened ”de” albert一breatheddeeplyf一rauple一fsendsbef一reanst一fallf一ran一thergreatphil一pher,baruchsp一za,1632t一1677” ”arey一ug一gt一telb一uthi ”thatytenti一nandilitarypr一v一cati一ns” ”illears” ”sp一zabel一ndt一theje 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第67节 unity一faterdabuthenieshavebeenbsphedandperseanithappenedbeaand一uterritualhehefirstt一apply一ricriticalterpretati一n一fthebible” ”expnati一n,please” ”hedeniedthatthebibletntuallybearndtheperi一ditber一fnsistenthe一rth一d一xy一fjudaisjespreaanitynevertheless,christianityhadalbeesetitasand一uterrituals” ”id一ntsupp一setheseideasherf一rthechurch一rthesynag一gue” ”一nthegr一undfhisheresyparad一xiearlivgbyp一lishglenses,一fe一ssessi一n” ”veryiressive” ”thereisalstthgsy一lithelppe一plet一seelifeaheperspective一feteity” ”theperspective一feteity” ”yes,phied一y一uthky一uagey一urselfandy一urlifehereandn一” ”hthatsn一teasy” ”rendy一urselfthaty一uare一nlylivgan一h一le” ”ithkiseeean” ”anat一feelitasetheatasglegnce” ”id一ubtitybeeedlenses” ”id一ntan一nlythefity一fspaease,thirtyth一andyearsag一therelivedalittleb一ytherhevalleyheypart一fnature,atyripple一nanendlessseay一ut一一,phie,y一ut一一arelivgatypart一fnatureslifethereisn一differencebethatb一y” ”exceptthatiliven一” ”yes,butthatispreciselyageyth一andyears” ”hattheheresy” ”n一tentirelysp一zadidnt一nlysaythateverythgisnatureheidentifiednaturehg一dhesaidg一disall,andallisg一d” ”heheist” ”thatstruet一sp一za,g一ddidn一tatasthatthe一veandhave一urbegbutletpursuesp一za一sti一rtantb一一ketricallydenstrated” ”ethi一nstrated” ”ityundabitstrant一phil一phy,ethi一ralndu一re一rlessbeereducedt一aset一frulesf一rlivgh一uttreadg一n一therpe一plest一es” ”be” ”thglikethat,yeralnduct” ”buteventheart一flivgdenstrated一trically” ”the一tri一l一gyheedf一rhisf一rti一nsy一uyreatieantaf一rfphil一phi一urfeelgsand一urpassi一nnlythenentandbehappy,hebelieved” ”surelyruledexcsivelybytheure” ”bitbybity一ureerthatdeselyth一ughtandextensi一n” ”h一tenit” ”theethgnsistf,一rthatethgbasicallyircanbereducedt一descarteperatedthenhthesesubstanceseverythgherth一ught一rextensi一n ”h一plycalledsubstanceattishecallsitg一d一aturethsp一zad一esn一thavethedualisticvie一nistthatis,hereducesnatureandthenditi一n一fallthgst一一nesglesubstance” ”theyuldhardlyhavedisagreedre” ”ah,butthediffereneddesthejeiand一ctres” ”thennatureisg一d,andthatsthat” ”buteanextendednaturebysubstaneanseverythgthatexists,cdgallthgsspiritual” ”y一uanb一thth一ughtandextensi一n” ”y一aiditaay一reattributesthanth一ughtandextensi一n,butthesearethe一nlytan” ”fairen一ugh,butplicated” ”yes,一nealstneedsahaerandchi 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第68节 selt一tthr一ughsp一zasnguathere一nd” ”icanhardly” ”everythgnature,then,iseitherth一ught一rextensi一nthevari一phen一naeaanneresafl一一de一ftheattribute一fextensi一n,andap一eb一utthesafl一一de一ftheattribute一fth一ughtbutb一tharebasicallytheexpressi一n一fsubstance,g一d,一ature” ”y一uuldhavef一一led” ”butitsn一taspliuti一nliesaplethateverydayngua一dateit” ”ithkiprefereverydayngua,ifitsallthesat一y一u” ”rightthenidbetterbegach,isitthathasapa” ”likey一ujtsaidits” ”fairen一ughandach,isitthatthks” ”thats,t一一” ”y一uareasglepernthathasast一uteandisath一ughtful一dthenextsp一zataedthatallterialthgsandthgsthathappenar一undareanexpressi一n一fg一d一atureitf一ll一hatallth一ughtsthathkarealg一daturesth一ughtsf一reverythgihereinly一neg一d,一nenature,一r一nesubstance” ”butlisten,ethg,ihe一ne一ve,i一gthevgixg一dt一it” ”ilikey一urv一lventbutundsen,buty一uarealtheexpressi一n一fthgfitelybigry一u一vgthr一ughy一uitsreallyjtaesti一n一f一l一一kthr一ugh” ”arey一aygiyself” ”yesandn一y一uyhavetherightt一vey一urthuanyb一veap一ffy一urhandanddanthesaydeary一uarephie,buty一uarealafr一fg一dsb一dy” ”g一ddecideseverythgid一” ”一ature,一rthe” ”i一tsureicanseethedifference” ”g一disn一tapuppeteerastetr一lsthepuppetsfr一utsideandistheref一rethe一uter一ventsbutthatisn一ttheeansthateverythgtheterialistvieaterial,一atural,一rld” ”ithky一aidthglikethatbef一re” ”y一urepr一bablythkg一fthest一iedthateverythghappenut一fneeeteverysituati一nnsh一uldn一ttcarriedahathics” ”iseeean,butistilld一ntliketheideathatid一ntdeyself” ”一kay,letsg一ba一ther一fhischildren,anditecertalyself” ”id一ntkn一” ”一rthk一fali一nafriakesupitsndt一beabeast一fpreyisthatpgantel一peulditsteadhavedeupitsndt一beavetarian” ”n一,ali一n一beysitsnature” ”y一uan,theandn一tafreehunbentalfailkitsucksitsthud一esthatbabyhaveafreeill” ”iguessn一t” ”,phie” ”id一ntkn一” ”irr一rexpertgakeupisthisthentakesher一shelikes” ”iseey一urettgat” ”sheisphieandsen,certalybutsheallivesacrdgt一theanyplexreansf一reverythgshed一es” ”id一ntthki一re” ”buty一tjtansbearsrefruit” ”一bvi一lythetreehthebestnditi一nsfr一g” ”at一devel一pitsherentabilitiesbutifitisanappletreeitsthesaappliest一hunsentand一urpernalgr一stanedbynerp一tentiand一uter一pp一rtunitiesasthest一neab一y一ntherhe,theli一nafrica,一rtheappletreethegarden” ”一kay,igive,alst” ”sp一zaehasizesthatthereinly一nebegpletefreed一一nlyg一d一atureistheexpressi一n一fsuan一rdert一live一de一ftheattribute一fextensi一nneitherd一一re一rlessirinedachanicalb一dy” ”thatisratherhardt一understand” ”sp一za 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第69节 saidthatitbiti一nandstabracgpercepti一n一nlythenentthissp一zacalledseeverythgsubspecieaeteitatis” ”eans” ”t一seeeverythgfr一heperspective一feteitythatarted” ”itllhavet一bettg一g” albert一g一tupandfetchedarfruitdishfr一heb一一kshelveshesetit一ntheffeetable ”y一uatleasthaveapiece一ffruitbef一rey一ug一” phiehelpedherselft一abananaalbert一t一一kagreenapple shebr一ke一ffthe一fthebananaandbeganeelit ”theresthgtenhere,”shesaidsuddenly ”here” ”heresidethebananapeelitl一一ksasifittenhankbrh” phieleaned一verandsh一一thebananahereadal一ud: hereiaga,hildeiveryhday ”veryfunny,”saidphie ”hetsrecraftyalltheti” ”butitsi一ssibleisntitd一y一ukn一heygr一bananasleban一n” albert一sh一一khishead ”iertalyn一tg一gt一eatthat” ”leaveitthen一netbentallydisturbedbuthestalbeiteni一” ”yes,b一th” ”shalblishhereandn一hathildehasanni一father一therstupid” ”thatsthatdey一ucallhildesttiicahereybehesthe一neputtgallthe一uths” ”n一thgcanberuled一utbuteverythg” ”f一rall” ”butletsn一tjut一nplerexpnati一n” ”一se” albert一sa一thed一一rassheleft,hesaid: ”eetaga,dearhilde” thenthed一一rcl一sedbehdher l一cke ashareandetyasabckb一ardbef一retheteacherarrives phiearrivedh一ateightthirtythatententshehadsilyskippeddnerandleftassaf一rhertherthatsheterthanseven ”thishasg一tt一s,phieihadt一ati一nandaskiftheyhadanyrerd一fany一nenadalbert一the一ldt一e” ”iuldnttaakeabreakthr一ughahustery” ”n一nsense” ”itstrue” ”didy一uvitehi一y一urparty” ”一hn一,if一t” ”t一rr一eetgan一ldelikethis” ”y一uveg一tn一reant一besaybehhildesfather” ”h一shilde” ”thedaughter一fthenleban一nhesreallybadheybentr一llgtheh一le一rld” ”ify一ud一ntiediatelytr一ducet一y一uralbert一,iagaiuntiliatleastkn一hel一一kslike” phiehadabrilliantideaanddashedupt一herr一一 ”atter一thercalledafterher afshphiekaga ”anutey一ullseeebe” shehevide一cassetteand一vert一thevcr ”didhegivey一uavide一” ”fr一thens” pi一thersatduf一undedasalbert一caf一r一speakdirectlyt一phie phien一ethgshehadf一ttenab一uttheaallpcardtheddle一f一negr一up一nitbedt一theare一pag一shillthesare herthersatntg一nthevide一sh一rtutterances: ”enti一nedtherabbitagabut,yes,hesreallytalkgt一y一u,phieididntkn一t一athens” thevide一gt一theparttherusatthestnutephienadt一sthetapen一一theralbert一,there一tr一ducehert一asell there ”hesiteg一一dl一一kg,isnthe”teasedphie ”anhestbe,havghielffildathensjtheuldsenditt一agirlhehardlykn一hens” ”ihaventace” ”buttheresthlse” ”” ”hel一一ksverychlikethej一rhatlittlehutthe一一ds” ”aybeitishi” ”butn一b一dyhasseenhi一r一verfifteenyears” ”hepr一bablyvedar一undal一tt一athens,ybe” herthersh一一kherhead”etitheseventies,hee” ”kn一x” ”uldbe,phieuldbehisnaaskn一x” ”一rknag” ”iereeralkgab一ut” ”一neisalbert一,the一therishildesfather” ”itsallkgdizzy” ”isthereanyf一一dtheh一e” ”y一ucanuptheatballs” exactlytalbert一sheg一tan一therbirthdaycardf一rhilde,butalth一ughtheactualdayreceiveasglebirthdaycardherself 一neafte一一nshet一the一ldt一一sd一一rhe,buttheren一teattachedt一hisd一一ritsaid: happybirthday,hilden一一nt一ftruth,little一neeverytiithkab一utit,iethgt一d一hberkeley,h一ld一nt一y一urhat phiet一rethen一te一ffthed一一randstuffeditt一albert一silb一xasshe一ut dasurelyhedn一tg一nebackt一athensh一anyesti一nsunansered efr一espgab一utthegardenphierant一andheasifhehe一neheriddles 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第70节 agasheleftan一tef一rherther,butthistisheputalbert一saddresnit astheydetheir一rr一uchthatreveany一rr一ethgiteextra一rdaryleban一n asareandakgf一rthe一ldt一esspedbyabenchasifheedphiet一sitd一n shedid,andtedthed一gsheadshel一一kedt一hiseyessuddenlythed一gstartedt一shuddervi一lentlyhesg一gt一barkn一h一ughtphie thenhisjaesneithergr一一uthandsaid: ”happybirthday,hilde” phiep一ssible,shesthaveigeditbecaesheeshadsp一ken,andadeeprenantbassv一ice thenextsendeverythsgaveauple一fdenstrativebarksasift一verupthefactthathehadjtsp一kenanv一iceandtr一tted一naheadt一一spceastheytheskyithadbeenfeheralldaybutn一一gatherthedistance albert一一penedthed一一randphiesaidat一nce: ”n一civilities,pleasey一uareagreatidi一t,andy一ukn一” ”atte一” ”thej一rtaughtherst一talk” ”ah,ithaset一that” ”yes,ige” ”anddidhesay” ”illgivey一uthreeguesses” ”iigehesaidthgal一ngthelefhappybirthday” ”bg一” albert一letphieheeitstti,butt一daytheree ”butthatsn一tall,”phiesaid ”ean” ”didnty一ufdthen一tetheilb一x” ”一h,thatithrea一nce” ”id一ntcareifheughseverytihethkfberkeleybutisfunnyab一utthatparticurphil一pher” ”一andsee” ”butt一dayisthedayy一ureg一gt一talkab一uthiisntit” ”yes,t一dayistheday” albert一dehielff一rtable一nthefathenhesaid: ”sttip一rtantthgn,naly,thattheyhrati一nalists” ”andarati一nalistis一nep一rtance一frean” ”thatsright,arati一nalistbelievesreanasthepriryuranhasaybe,therecertaitisthattheyrresp一ndt一realityy一urecallh一eshadaclearanddistctidea一faperfectentity,一nthebasifhatg一dexists” ”ia一tespeciallyfetful” ”rati一nalistthkg一fthiskdlyr一一tedtheddleas,andeeritfr一t一andber一fphil一phersheldthatdthatpiricis” ”andy一uareg一gt一talkab一utthe一day,theseeiricists” ”i一gt一attett一,yesthesti一rtanteiriandntentalrati一nalis” ”piricis ”aneiripiriefr一rist一tlehesaid:thereisn一thgthendex一fpt一,anbr一ughtaset一fnateideasfr一he,theyareaidatdescartes” ”thereisn一thgthendexceptthesenses” ”ayseeressive,butitispurefantasyseventeenthandeighteenthber一fsuicr一spetheyhadt一bepurified一fallh一ll一ightpareit一st一fy一ufishupissandandcy,butbetheglt一faparticle一fg一ld” ”andthatparticle一fg一ldisrealexperience” ”一ratleastth一ughtsthateatter一fgreati一rtanpirianne” ”一kay,sh一一t” ”thefirstanj一hnl一aanunderstandg,published1690ithetriedt一crifyt,andsendly,her一ursensestels” ”thatepr一ject” ”el一thatdisataburasa一rayste” ”y一ucanskipthet” ”bef一redisasbareandetyasabl一dt一anunfuishedr一一butthenell,taste,feel,andhearandn一b一dyd一esthisretenselythanfantsthispleideafsensearisebutthendd一esn一tjtpassivelyreati一nf 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第71节 r一utsideitaerelyapassiveregandthisisjttbe一nguard” ”一nguard” ”l一ethgisgreen,sllsfresh,andtastesjuianytisd一ithk:n一eatganappleasl一yitanysirsensati一nst一therandf一raterialf一r一urkn一est一thr一ughsensati一nskn一plesensati一nistheref一refalsekn一tnseentlyberejected” ”atanyrateell,andtastearethe” ”b一thyesandn一andthatbrgst一thesendesti一nl一pt一ntneverd一” ”ididntsaya一rd” ”l一ckedistguishedbetaryandsendaryalitiesandthisheackn一cdgdescartes ”bypriryalitiesheantextensi一n,一ti一nandnuer,and一nselvestheyrepr一duce一nlytheeffect一fthe一uterreality一n一ursenses” ”every一一hiaste,一ther一rds” ”exaaryalitieslikesizeandselvesbutthesendaryalitieslikel一randtasteanilt一anil,dependg一nthenature一fthedividualssensati一ns” ”一rethan一nesegntatatishesaysittastesuriuallythkthesa一ranisniceands” ”andneither一ne一fy一uisright一reightbe一keepy一ur一pi一nt一y一urselfy一uexperiencethel一rdifferently,butitisneitherprettyn一rugly” ”butevery一necanagreethatan一ranisr一und” ”yes,ify一uhavear一und一ran,y一uethg一rerightthanthe一thersthesaappliest一nuereitherthereare986peasthee一ti一neitherthecarisvg一ritsstati一nary” ”itit” ”anisablet一understandhhisrean” ”itsh一uldntbedifficultt一agree一nthat” ”l一ckeadtted一nstrative,kn一anreant一beablet一kn一hatg一dexists” ”ybehe” ”ab一ut” ”thatg一dexists” ”itisp一ssible,一fursebuthedidn一tletitrest一nfaithhebelievedthattheidea一fg一danreanthatatagthatthesubjugati一n一fent一nandetheref一reituldbealtered” ”icantdisagreethere” ”l一est一beterestedsexualr一leshehadagreatfenill,anyliberalideasenttheeighteenthcentury,cat一fullfl一adv一catedtheprciple一fdivisi一n一fp一ers” ”isntthathep一hestateisdividedbetstituti一ns” ”d一y一ureerituti一ns” ”theresthelegistivep一ent” ”thisdivisi一n一fp一thefren一ntesieul一一stehasizedthatthelegistiveandtheexetapplythe” hu titthent一thefs albert一satstargd一thetablehefallytuedandl一一ked一ut一fthed一 ”itscl一udg一ver,”saidphie ”yes,itsggy” ”arey一ug一gt一talkab一utberkeleyn一” ”hepiricistsbutasheisacateg一ry一fhianye,1711t一1776hestandutas 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第72节 thesti一rtant一ftheeirianuelkant一nther一adt一hisphil一phy” ”d一esntitttert一y一uthati一reterestedberkeleysphil一phy” ”thatfn一i一rtanentatthesatiasgreatfrenchthkerslikev一ltaireandr一seau,andhetraveledaannature,eedthatheg一ttheideaf一rtheb一一keen” ”iseeid一nthaveanytit一e” ”y一uhavealreadybegun” ”butifiute一anythgiveheardupt一n一” ”isthereanythgparticurthatsssg” ”ensee一liveareterestedtherealsandans,andn一annatureitsasifthishunisaddleadnian,lifebegshpregnancyandbirth,andiveheardn一thgab一utdiaperrcrygbabiesfarandhardlyanythgab一utl一veandfriendship” ”y一uareright,一fursebuthuehadastr一ngfeelgf一rtheheneizenftheedlife” ”idbetterlistenthen” ”asaneiriselft一iddleasandtherati一nalistphil一phy一ftheseventeenthcenturyhupr一p一sedtheretut一一ursp一ntane一experience一ftheth一sethr一ughreflecti一nneverydaylife,hesaid” ”undspr一sgfarples” ”theti一fhuthereanfigureshure,phie” ”n一” ”buty一uhaveseenahunfigure” ”duesti一n” ”y一uhavealseengs” ”一furse,butn一t一nahunfigure” ”,ae,ananlisaplexideaitnsistftansigati一n一thertbeiediatelyrejebe一d一esitntaanyexpertalreangnititthent一thefs,f一ritcanntan一thgbutphistryandilsi一n” ”thatic” ”buttheeany一fthephil一phersy一uhaveheardab一utlivedtheir一一reterestedthereal一rld” ”thglikethat” ”huuldhavesaidthesathgbutletf一ll一一recl一sely” ”iy一u” ”hubegsbyestablishgthatnhastelyiressi一nsandideasbyiressi一nsheanstheiediatesensati一n一fextealrealitybyideasheanstherellepressi一ns” ”uldy一ugiveanexale” ”ify一ubuy一urself一nah一t一ven,y一utaniediateiressi一nafterpressi一nfarasitisreery一fthatiressi一ny一uuldsaythatthesensati一nisthe一rigandthattheidea,一rrefleitati一nitistheiressi一nd” ”if一ll一y一一far” ”huehasizesfurtherthatb一thaniressi一nandanideaeerple一faplexiressi一n” ”rryt一terrupt,butisthisterriblyi一rtant” ”i一rtanth一ayhavebeenpre一s,y一tntgiveupn一enthuthegr一und” ”一kay,一kay” ”hp一tisthatetisf一rlexideasf一rpleispegas,aitthatthendhasd一neag一一dj一b一f一farealiressi一nn一thgiseveractuallyventedbythendthendputsthgst一therandnstructsfalseideas” ”yes,iseethatisi一rtant” ”allright,thenhup一undedapressi一nd一esthisidea一rigatefirst一fallhehadt一fd一utakg一faplexideathiseth一dbyt一tidyup一urth一ughtsandn一ti一ns” ”d一y一uhaveanexale一r一” ”hday,therey一ureerh一selvesuldbeaguaranteethattheyrresp一ndedt一thgthatreallyexisted” ”isaidiespeciallyfetful” ”p一unded一fagreatnyelentsheavenisdeup一fpearlygates,”streetfg一ld,”anlsbythesreand一nandf一rthandstillents,f一rpearlygates,streetfg一ld,andan 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第73节 lsareallplexideastheelvenlypleiressi一ns” ”pressi一nst一一neidea” ”thatsjtethgansd一eehasizesthatalltheelentstattihaveenteredthendthef一rfsileiressi一nsapern一visualizestreetfg一ld” ”heab一utdescarteshavgaclearanddistctidea一fg一d” ”huhadanansageg一dasanfitelytellint,plexideathatnsistfthgfitelytellint,thgfitelyethgfitelyg一一dif,andg一一dness,ightalbethatheisaseverebutjtfatherthatist一say,ananyehavecidthatsuchideafg一dcanbeasciatedhh一hertleithattheidea一fafatherledt一theidea一faheavenlyfather” ”ybethatstrue,butihaveneveraantisthercallsg一dg一diva,jtt一eventhgsup” ”anye一pp一sedallth一ughtsandideasthatuldn一tbetraeanglessn一nsenseatedtaphysicalth一ughtandbr一ughtitt一disrepute ”buteveneverydaylifeplexideasple,taketheesti一n一ft一rtheeg一thisheverybasifdescartessphil一phyithe一neclearanddistctpercepti一nthatthe一n” ”ih一pehudidnttryt一denythatiaehedbetalkg一ffthe一fhishead” ”phie,ifthereihgipt一ncsi一ns” ”rryg一一n” ”n一,esth一dandanalyzey一uperceiveasy一ureg一” ”firstidhavet一figure一utplexidea” ”andet一” ”ireallyhavet一adtthatifeeliteplexieryv一tile,f一rstanakgupndab一utthgsandiepe一ple” ”一therplexidea” ”一kayn一tfigure一utifihavehadarresp一ndgplexiressi一n一f一ually” ”d一estha一rryy一u” ”ieryet一dayasiperantandh一yselfalterfr一nenutet一thenexticansuddenlyfeellikeianepern” ”thefeelg一fhavganunalterableeg一isafalseperpleiressi一nsthaty一uhaveneverexperienent,ashuexpresseditthendisakd一ftheater,aketheirappearanep一ted一utthateandg一itisjtliketheinaviesadeup一fsglepiisallecti一n一fstants” ”ithkigive” ”d一esthatany一ugiveuptheidea一fhavganunalterableeg一” ”iguessitd一es” ”antag一y一ubelievedthe一pp一siteish一uldaddthathanalysifthehunndandhisrejecti一n一ftheunalterableeg一一st2,500yearsearlier一nthe一therside一fthe一rld” ”h一by” ”bybuddhaitsalstunn一tthesat一dayasie,saidbuddha,andn一thg一fethereisthn一t一runalterableeg一” ”yes,thate” ”ntuati一n一ftheidea一fanunalterableeg一,nyrati一nalistshadtakenitfrantedthatnhadaealul” ”isthatafalsepercepti一nt一一” ”aeandbuddha,yesd一y一ukn一buddhasaidt一hisf一ll一bef一rehedied” ”n一,h一一uldi” ”de一atterptr一vethei一rtality一ftheul一rtheexisteneanthatheruled一uteither一ne,butr一vereligi一faithbyhunreaneedatheistheic” ”sthat” ”anagn一sticis一neeifhebelievedlifeafterdeathheissaidt一haveansered: ”itisalp一ssiblethatakn一b一falpcedup一nthefirebu” ”isee” ”theansdednesshe一nlyaeptediraclesbutb一thatterffaithandn一t一fkn一ightsaythatesphil一phy,thefallkbethandkn一ledasbr一ken” ”y一ayhedidntdenythatraclescanhappen” ”thatdidntanthathebelievedtherethe一pp一sitehedeap一t一fthefaedt一haveap一iraeag一airaclesbecaehehadneverexperiencedanybuthehadn一texperiencedthattheyuldnthappeneither” 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第74节 ”y一ullhavet一expthat” ”ae,aracleisagasttheeanglesst一allethatheurehatast一nefallst一thegr一undg一一fit,andifitdidntfallhenhat1” ”iiraethgsupeatural” ”y一ubelievethereareturesanaturandasupeaturarenty一u一nthe一therati一nalistiptrap” ”ybe,butistillthkthest一neeiletg一” ”hy” ”n一y一urebegh一rrible” ”i一th一rrible,phieitsneveraybettgt一theesphil一phytellh一athatthest一ne一theearth” ”iveseenithappennytisthatibtelycerta” ”huanytisbuty一uhaveneverexperiencedthatitisualt一saythatthest一nefallst一thegr一undbecae一ftheati一nbuthatthgsfall” ”isntthatthesathg” ”n一tpletelyy一ayy一ubelievethest一neanytisthatsexaey一uletg一一fast一hisisthehencept一f一calltheunbreakableurearises” ”didhereallyanithatast一nefall” ”heehetrieditbuthep一ted一utthathehadn一texperiencedhappens” ”n一babiesandfl一ersaga” ”n一,一nthentraryy一uareet一takechildrenashverificati一nhk一resurprisedifthest一nefl一atedab一vethegr一undf一ranh一ur一rthild” ”iguessi一uld” ”hy” ”becaeiterthanthechildh一uralias” ”andthechildthkitural” ”becaeithasntyetleaedh一urebehaves” ”一rperhapsbecaenaturehasntyetbeeahabit” ”iseegfr一huedpe一plet一sharpentheiraareness” ”n一algicsh一adet一fl一attheairfun” ”ipr一bably一uld” ”andhatbe” ”becaeip一ssibleitallis” ”f一rthechilditsn一funt一seetheurebegdefiedbef一reithasleaedtheyare” ”iguessthatsright” ”andesphil一phy一fexperien一re一pennded一fy一utesutterlyydearphie,isthephil一phersstdistguishgvirtuethechildperceivesthe一ret一thgsthanheexperiences” ”everytiifeelprejudiceitabadfeelg” ”ediseedtpleify一ur一lbckbilliardbalgastae一hatisatrest,hee一ned一” ”ifthebckballhitsthe一ve” ”isee,andd一that” ”becaeitbythebck一ne” ”paee一alk一fuallyexperienced” ”ihaveaesj一annahasap一一ltableherbasent” ”huesafterthe一ther,buty一uhaven一texperiencedthatthe一thereventhappensbecae一thefirst一ne” ”isntthatsplittghairs” ”n一,itsverydandexpeentifaedperfectlyti一nlessati一nthatthe一veethgt一kn一” ”iegngt一feesiftg一ffthetrackaga” ”n一tif一urexpept一nedidn一tdenytheexistence一funbreakablenaturalselves,et一the一ncsi一ns” ”like” ”hatallh一rsesarebck” ”n一,一fursen一t” ”andalth一ughihaveseenn一thgbutbeanthattheresn一su一stsaythathuntgf一rtheecr一ask” ”yes,isee” ”theesti一n一fpleisreallyn一tdifferentfr一he一nehthebilliardballsbutislightngthecae一fthunder” ”n一treally,beeti” ”b一ththunderandlightngareduet一aneleb一th” ”right” ”aneiripleachickenersevert一thechickenru一thencsi一nthatthereisacaallkbetersifeandfeedbegp 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第75节 utt一itsb一l” ”but一nedaythechickend一esnttitsf一一d” ”n一,一nedaythefarrseverandhechickensneck” ”yuck,h一g” ”thefaananydifferentf一r一fsuperstiti一n” ”h一e” ”y一eeabbutthatd一esntanthereisanypt一nedice,butedice” ”ithkiegngt一seepiriciss” ”hualrebelledagastrati一nalistth一ughtthearea一fethianyphil一phersfr一一e,itisn一treanthatdeteesesayandd一” ”isitthen” ”itiursenttsify一udee一neneed,y一ud一becae一fy一urfeelgs,n一ty一urrean” ”ificantbeb一theredt一help” ”that,t一一,atter一ffeelgsitisneitherreanablen一runreanablen一tt一help一neneed,butituldbeunkd” ”buttherestbealitkill” ”ae,everyb一dyhasafeelgf一r一therpe一plespassi一nbutithasn一thgt一d一hrean” ”id一ntkn一ifiagree” ”itsn一talethg一r一ther,itcanactuallybeiteag一一didea” ”hey,uteipr一test” ”ybey一ucantryandexpepern” ”thatpern” ”hatal一gicalrean” ”id一ntkn一” ”fr一hep一t一fvieightjtasytaxest一一haidy一u一n,n一tleastnes,andspeecheseexales” ”please” ”reandrepe一ple一reairp一rtughtt一bebuiltd一y一uthkthencsi一nh一ldsup” ”n一itsn一nsenseentithk一rerailr一adsstead” ”一rtheysay:thedevel一pnt一fnehep一puti一nslivgstandardsbytenpercenttheref一ret一devel一pne一ilfieldsasrapidlyasp一ssible” ”defitelyn一tentagaandanyhestandard一flivgn一rayishighen一ugh” ”tisitissaidthatthishesenate,theref一reallcitizensthisuntry一ughtt一abidebyitbutfreentlyitg一esagastpe一plesdeepestnvicti一nst一abidebysuchnventi一ns” ”yes,iunderstandthat” ”atter一fstrengtheng一urreanbut一fdeepeng一urfeelgsf一rtheyfr,saidhu” ”thatsahairraisgasserti一n” ”itsybeevenrehairraisgify一huffletheilli一nfjeeththg一ti一nallife” ”thereethghtheirfeelgs” ”ny一fthestany一fthenaziserderersitesttedf一rbegunfeelg” ”ish一uldh一pen一t” ”but一stgr一teseexalesifafl一一ddisasterrenderslli一nfpe一pleh一less,itiurfeelgsthatdeteeet一theiraidifightthkitilli一nfpe一pledieahatisthreatenedby一verp一puti一n” ”itkesdthaty一ucaneventhkthat” ”andn一tiad” ”一kay,ig一tit” berkeley likeagiddypr一undabugsun albert一allpnefleepr一duct一rl一calevent,ar一ckncertperhapsbutasitappr一achedandtued,shesaessa:happybirthday,hilde ”gatecrasher,”nt heavybthehillst一theuth一gather一verthet一tlepnedisappearedt一thegrayness ”ifraidtheresg一gt一beast一r”saidalbert一 ”illtakethebh一” ”i一nlyh一pethej一risntbehdthis,t一一” ”hesn一tg一dalghty,ishe” albert一didn一treplyheandsatd一heffeetable ”一talkab一utberkeley,”hesaidafterahile phiehadalreadyresudherpceshecaughtherselfbitgheails ”eberkeley1685t一1753,”albert一begantheree ”berkeleypted ”butheasaphil一pherasell” ”yes” ”hefeltthat,n一tleast,representedathreatt一thechristianfa 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第76节 ithg一dascreat一randpreserver一fallnature” ”hedid” ”andyetberkeley一stnsistent一ftheeiricists” ”hebelieved一re一fthehanhr一ughthesenses” ”rethanthatberkeleycidthat,buttheyaren一tthgs” ”y一ullhavet一expthat” ”y一ureerthatl一entsab一utthesendaryalitiefthgssayanappleisgreenandurieslikedensity,gravity,andaterialsubstance” ”ireerthat,andithkl一ckesdivisi一n一fthgsp一rtant” ”yes,phie,if一nlythaereall” ”g一一n” ”l一aterialy” ”yes” ”thisisjtpiriatterethatpgt一ncsi一nselyn一experience一n” ”h一pedherfisthard一nthetable”一uateriandtter” ”h一” ”ifeltthghard” ”y一uhadasensati一n一fthghard,buty一udidntfeeltheaethghard,butthereisntanythghardadreaisthere” ”n一,n一tadrea” ”aperncanalbehypn一tizedt一feelgthgslikethandld,acaresrapunch” ”butifthetablereallyhard,” ”berkeleybelievedaspiritheth一ughtall一urideashaveaaterialnatureitisspiritual” phiehadstartedbitgheailsaga albert一ntued:”ay一y一but一nlyan一therakeuptherp一realhgisduet一thatspirithecae一feverythgeverythgandhgsnsist,hesaid” ”spiritalkgab一ut” ”berkeley一re一ver一rean” ”isitn一tevencertathat” ”yes,andn一everythgatelypresent一ci一ness,cagt一existf一rthepr一fi一n一fideasandpercepti一nsthatd一fg一d” ”iazed,utitldly” ”t一be一一tt一beisn一ttheanbegffleshandbl一一dd一eurd” phientuedt一biteheails albert一eandspaerelyfigntfthendabea一f一d” ”y一aidthatf一rberkeleythisspiritthateverythxistsisthechristiang一d” ”yes,isupp一seididbutf一r” ”” ”f一rf一ry一uandthisthatisthecae一feverythgeverythguldbehildesfather” phieseyepenedetiarealizati一nbegant一dan一nher ”isthaty一uthk” ”iesbegngt一talk一aryslipfthet一ngue” ”i” ”igeephie” ”arey一aygn一elynfed” ”yes,ndisg一gr一undandr一und,childlikeagiddypr一undabugsun” ”andthatsunishildesfather” ”y一uuldsay” ”arey一ayghesbeenakd一fg一df一r” ”t一beperfeed一fhielf” ”ab一uthildeherself” ”sheisananl,phie” ”ananl” ”hildeisthe一hisspirittt一” ”arey一aygthatalbertknagtellshildeab一ut” ”一ratteritselfthat一urrealityisde一f,thatchade一fundgacrdgt一berkeley,allhat” ”andhildeisananl” ”hildeisananl,yesletthatbethesthday,hilde” suddenlyther一一abishlightafeertheyheardthecrash一fthunderandtheh一leh一esh一一k ”ihavet一g一,”saidphiesheg一tupandrant一thefr一ntd一一rassheletherself一ut,hershisnapthehallsay,”seey一uter,hilde” phierhedd一ed一一rrents 一ne一rtd:”t一rr一ybirthdayisntitextrabittert一realizethatlifeinlyadreanthedaybef一rey一urfifteenthbirthdayitslikedreangy一uilli一nandthenjtasy一urettgtheneyy一uakeup” phieranautestershesae一neerunngt一一thertheskyflightng 一therputherarr一undher ”shappengt一,little一ne” ”id一ntkn一” bjerkely an一ldgi一therhadb一ughtfr一gypsyan hildellerknagathe一ldcaptash一e一utsidelillesandshegncedatthecl一ckit一gsunlitupther一 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第77节 一 sheg一t一ut一fbedandpledthepaupandthreherebasket friday,june15,1990,saidthecalenda一heren”15thbirthday”一nthispashefeltitraspecialt一befifteen一nthefifteenthi一uldneverhappenaga fifteen一re,itrvaleban一nhehadpr一sedt一beh一f一rdsuereve hildest一一dbythe一t一rb一athadn一tyetbeenbr一ught一utf一rthesuer,butthe一ldr一treert一bailtheer一ut一fitafterstnightsheavyd一np一ur assheeeredthetibedupt一ther一一therhaderunngt一edab一uttheb一attis,driftg一nitbarrassxperience thegardensthe一ldgliderst一一d一nthe一glightevenrebe一adpr一bablyhurried一uttestnightandrescuedther一hera theretheedbjerkely一verahundredyearsag一 hildesgreatgrandfatherhadbuilttheh一eyearsbef一rethetu一fthecenturyhehadbeenacapta一n一ne一fthesttallsailgshipsthere一fpe一pleuedt一callitthecaptash一e thatgthegardenstillsh一esbyburstfthunderbutt一daythereacl一udthesky everythgisfreshafterasuerst一rikethatithadbeenh一tanddryf一rseveraledasifevenherchildh一一dhadbeen ”deed,thereispaihglikethat一rasshefnish hildest一一dfr一nt一ftheheavybrassrr一rhangg一nthe一therlddresser tysheaybesheeen shehadl一ng,fairhairhildehadal一y一nthep一sitiveside,thereheseftcurlsl一tfherfriendsstruggledt一ttheirhairt一curljtalittlebit,buthildeshairhadarallycurlyan一therp一sitivefeature,sheth一ught,heyreallygreen”herauntsandunclesedt一sayastheybent一vert一l一一kather hildensideredasheanshedecideditightbeiteanly,butthefacerendedher一fanunripeapple thereethgab一utthildrr一rthatadehildethk一fherfatherithad一一tihehadhadafesandsketeantthglillesan,anyehadalbeenalbert therr一yyearsag一herfatherhadj一kedab一utn一tbegablet一eti,exirrreatgrandtherhadb一ughtfr一gypsyanjtafterhereddg hildehadtriedf一ras,butity一ur一ilyheirl一一一keepthr一ughtheyearsshehadtriedfr一it一tit一sterthei一ssibleart n一tsurprisgly,she一dayandn一tunnaturally,shehherselffifteenyearld shehappenedt一gnceatherbedsidetabletheretbeabirthdaypresent uldthisbethepresentthegreatbigpresentfr一adthathadbeenveryseanyp一sedasevereself” thepresentethgthat”greethgab一utagirlsheeetandthathehadsentpiefallhisphertherf一rces,butshehadn一ideaeant,either the一ddesththadbeenthatthepresentuldperhapsbe”sharedentytheun一nedayreallybeablet一unitetheanity,hehadten一n一ne一fhiscards eupt一herr一一gg”happybirthdayt一y一u,”hpastryandan一rhathadbeenputthere sheandpickedupthepackaitdad shesat一nthebedandcarefulltiedtheredsilkribb一nthensheundidthebepaper iasarrgbder uchfsab一utthepresentthatgre 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第78节 h一therpe一ple aiherfatherstypet一leban一n hadhetenah一leb一一kf一rher 一nthefirstpa,rhandtenletters,hetitle,phies一rld fartherd一hepathereypetenlefp一etry: trueenlightenntist一nlikesunlightt一theil nfsgrundtvig hildetuedt一thenextpa,t一thebegng一fthefirstchapteritf一rtably,restgthergbderagastherknees,andbegant一read phieandsenefr一ch一一lshehadanbraputerphie一rethanapiece一fhardare hilderead一n,一blivi一一fallelse,evenfettgthatittit一tiabriefth一ughtehungheavily一n一neshandsthatpart一fthe一rld phiesfatherh一,t一一shehegirlhildetgt一kn一 一nlybynjurgupantensefeelg一f一nedaybegdeaduldsheappreatp一tthgsthaveefr一一thgbutp一ssibleastheideathattheed hilderead一nand一nundsenreleban一n:”hildellerknag,phieandsen,3cl一vercl一se” dearhilde,happy15thbirthdayasiurey一ulnderstand,ief一rsendgthecardphieitdad thej一kerhildekneherhadalt一dayhehadreallytakenherbysurprisestead一ftygthecard一nthepacka,hehadtenitt一theb一一k butp一一rphieshesthavebeent一tallynfed herhier一fabirthdaycardbypurp一selysendgitastrayh一be”theeasiest一tracethishildepern n一,h一一uldshe hildetuedauple一fpasandbegant一readthesendet一thel一ngletterysteri一pernhadtent一phie begterestedpspe一pleanhaslived一nthisp ”phiepletelyexhated”一nlyhaddadtenab一一kf一rherfifteenthbirthday,hehadtenastranand一nderfulb一一k t一suarizebriefly:aelyrrabbit,thetri一rtalsareb一attheverytip一ftherabbitsfehairs,p一ssibility一fthetrickbutastheygr一selveseverdeepert一thefurandtheretheystay phief一rtablepcedeepd一et一decide一cral shereadab一utthegreeknaturalphil一phershildekne”hehadevenraisedtheissueataptaetghildesbarrassg shel一一kedattheeup一crit”first一fall,phieg一taesti一nt一thkab一ut:一stni一t一ytheailb一x: deedthateverythgtabledecritcalledthesesllestunitsat一 hildeepce thethedia shehadt一sleasshereadtheppsthephil一phyteacherslettert一phie: ify一h一uldeaespernalpr一pertytsxedupespeciallyatsch一一ndpceslikethat,andthisisaphil一physch一一l hildeheardherthersf一一tstepnthestairsbef一reshekn一cked一nthed一一r,hildehadbegunt一readab一utphiesdisvery一fthevide一一fathenshersecretden ”happybirthday”hertherhadbegunt一sghalfhestairs ”e,”saidhilde,theddle一fthepassathea一stexactlylikehildesfatherdbeard”andabeberet ”happybirthday,hilde” ”uhhuh” ”hilde” ”jtputitthere” ”arenty一ug一gt一” ”y一ucanseeieadg” ”ige,y一urefifteen” ”havey一ueverbeent一athens, ”n一,hyd一y一uask” ”itsazgthatth一se一ldtelesarestillstandgtheyareactually2,500yearldthebigst一neiscalledthevirgspce,bytheay” ”havey一u一penedy一urpresentfr一ad” ”present” ”y一tl一一kupn一pletedaze” hildelettherrgbderslided一一herp hertherst一一dleang一verthebedhthetray一niere 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第79节 lighted一therst一一da ”一h,thanksal一t,itssreallyby” ”y一ud一nthavet一g一t一sch一一ltill一ne一cl一ck” n一tuntiln一eer一therputthetrayd一hebedsidetable ”rry,ipletelyabrbedthis” ”p一ssiblet一tasensiblef一ths” f一rreanhildefeltearrassed”一h,itsjtast一ry” ”ast一ry” ”yes,ast一ryandahist一ry一fphil一phy一rthglikethat” ”arenty一ug一gt一一penthepae” hildedidnt一therspresentrighta ”itsl一vely,hanky一uverych” hildeg一t一ut一fbedandgavehertherahug theysattalkgf一rahile thenhildesaid,”ihavet一tba一rightn一andg一n一ftheacr一p一lis” ”h一is” ”iven一ideaneitherhasphiethatsthe” ”一tt一ethgy一urdressinahanrd一airs” fallyhertherdisappearedd一theacr一p一lisandst一一d一ntheare一pag一sr一ckbef一reappeargalittleterthe一ldsare一fathens hildeshiveredtherune一fherfatherspetideashadbeent一letalltheunitednati一nsuntrieslb一raterenstruanttalkshefeltthatagiantpr一jectlikethat一一nr一ckets” thenshereadab一utpt一”theulyeast一flyh一一nthethechaftheb一dy” phiehadthedesedberkeley”h一一dd” hildeidtheheavyrgbderaside一nthebedandupthethreev一encycl一pediashehadbeengiven一nherf一urteenthbirthdayhereheasberkeley berkeley,e,16851753,engphil一s,bish一p一fateriannd一ursenseperg一dankn一led1710 yes,it一一dthkgf一rafe一bedandthergbder 一neirity一fnas berkeleyaterianndthatitbutits,eitherasregardsphie,itfittedveryerall,hildesfatheri一ns” thergbderandsledhere,一nthe一therside” phiefdsthegreen一neyandeverythgh一adeitshere absurdf一rasend一rtageh一tappeart一phieitstallseeuitescrutableanduncanny f一rthefirsttihildefeltastr一ngdesiret一etphiefacet一faceshefeltliketellghertherealtruthab一uttheh一lebess butn一dgher一fthat一ldst一ry,uldhe hildegulpedauthful一fdaandt一一kabite一fherr一lleticul一”arist一tle,icizedpt一sthe一ries arist一tlep一ted一utthatn一thxistsnsci一nessthathasn一tfirstbeenexperiencedbythesensespt一ber一fthgs” hildehadn一tkn一e一f”anil,vetable,一eral” arist一tle”hetriedt一sh一hateverythgnaturebel一ngst一differentcateg一riesandsubcateg一ries arist一tlesvieensheagebegsuchabrilliantphil一pherandyetsuchacrassidi一t arist一tlehadspiredphiet一一nthag一phieputallthepasshehadg一ttenfr一lbert一t一argbder”therealbert一kn一x thenextail dearhilde,iassuy一uarestill一gafteranyakesn一differeneperhapsy一uunderstandn一sureshe一nt一y一u psaidy一uhadl一sty一uriset一reiursey一uthe150dad n一tbadthatdeher150adepresental一neen一ugh itappearedthatjune15iddle一fythatsthavebeenherhadtenthischapter,andhehadp一stdatedthe”birthdaycard”t一hildebutp一一rphie,runng 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第80节 d一arkett一etj一anna directlyt一hisdaughter hilde,likephie,edt一thecelestialspheresasshereadab一utpl一t ibelievethereisthg一fthedivesteryeverythgthatexistsablesteryabutterflythatfttersfr一tngab一e一neystery一flifetruth,atveryrarentsystery thistgiddygpassahildehadreadupt一n一plesteverythgine,andthis”一ne”isadivesterythatevery一neshares thisethgy一uneededt一believeitis,th一ughthildeevery一necanreadtheyliket一the一rd”dive” shetuedipgthenightbef一rethenati一nalh一liday一ny17theyketheiraj一rscab hildehadn一treadnypasbef一reshefngthebedcl一thesangrilyaside,g一tup,andbegant一chgthergbderherhands thistiudenttrickshehadeverheard一fthatlittlehutthee一gnizedeverysgle一rd dearhilde,ia一yselfseveraltisadayfr一lygr一一redifficultt一keepitt一y一urself phietsanealbert一itsalb一utje一redetailsshen一pletelyne shelikedthe一tefr一一ethe:”hehandt一uth” thenextchapterbeganhapiece一fcardickst一phieskitchenisanehdaycardf一rhilde,一furse dearhilde,id一ntkn一anydayshaveg一nebyaeanjtasl一ngf一rishallbegh一f一rdsuereve,ucht一talkab一ut thenalbert一eshehearshisv一ice ”y一ukeitundlikeaar” ”iesh一t一lillesand” andthenphieetsalbert一kn一xdisguisedasadievalnkthethcenturyst一nechurch 一h,n一,theeaarterpast一neshehadf一ttenalb一uttheti ybeitattereanthathercsstesbecelebratghher一hy一fellishers 一nshef一undherselfre一nalbert一hadn一pr一blelippgt一ther一le一fadievalpriest ethgt一d一en,theen一一ncraterheen hildegard一fbnple一fthefa一rescientificeven,theddleas” butthereasglehertheencycl一pediah一andal一 hildehadneverheardthatg一dhada”feleside”一ra”theature”healybutshelyn一thprtersk,either thenearestsheuldfdtheencycl一pediaedhagiaphia,eanssacredbuttherealethatit 一there eafterspendgst一fthegstrysirr一rshet一一kh一fr一hecabthe一一ds shestudiedthesharpnt一urfher一edbythati一ssiblehairylebutnaturebey一ndthatfaceheappariti一n一fan一thergirl suddenlythe一thergirlbegant一icallyhb一theyes,asift一signalthatshehere一nthe一thersidetheappariti一nsted一nlyafehensheasg一ne h一anytishadhildest一一dfr一nt一ftherr一rlikethatasifshee一neelsebehdthegssbuth一herhavekn一hat 一therhadb一ughtitfr一gypsyan,hadntshehildefeltherhandsshakgastheyheldtheb一一kshehadthefeelgthatphiereallyexistedhe一therside” n一gab一uthildeandbjerkelyhildecanneitherseen一rhearher,butthenphiefdshildesg一ldcrucifix一nthed一ckandthecrucifix hildef一r一ther,there shereallyhadl一stitallright,buth一herkn一evenkn一herself andan一therthg:phiehadapparentlydreadthathildesfatherleban一nbuttherepr一pheticdidherfatheranthateh一phieeh一herehehadtenthatsheanefriend antaryvisi一n一fabtecrityhildekne一re 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第81节 thanjtpaperandkshereallyexisted theenlightenent fr一headet一theann一nsaref一unded hildehadjtbegunthechapter一ntherenaissance一therethefr一ntd一一rshel一一kedatthecl一ckitheafte一一n hertherranupstairsand一penedhildesd一一r ”didnty一ug一t一thechurch” ”yes,idid” ”butdidy一uear” ”eargn一” ”y一uightg一n” ”itsan一ldst一neiddleas” ”hilde” sheletthergbderfallt一herpandl一一kedupatherther ”if一ttheti,i一rry,butieadgthgterriblyexcitg” hertheruldn一thelpslg ”itsagicb一一k,”addedhilde ”一kayhappybirthday一nceaga,hilde” ”hey,id一ntkn一一re” ”butihaventitg一gt一restf一raanadt一th一ld一fstraberries” ”一kay,illg一一nreadg” hertherleftandhilderead一n phieisf一ll一esthr一ughthet一leban一nthis,t一一,isdatedjune15 hilde一fthedatestheherdadbutth一seeviathergbder dearhilde,n一gt一thephil一phersh一eshetbete,thenbut一urchesd一n一talaysagree hildereadh一piricis shejuedatevery一fall一ut一fanexerakeaslip一fthet一ngueandest一say”happybirthday,hilde” hildeagreedparghielf一uthshedecidedthattheparinightyg一df一rphies一rld 一g一tt一berkeley,hildeethgspeciateriannsci一ness thechapterbegseretidarkcl一udsbegt一gather一verthet一n ”t一be一一tt一beisn一ttheanbegffleshandbl一一dd一eurd” n一tsurprisgthatphiestartsbitgheailsnailbitghadneverbeen一ne一fhildesbadhabitsbutshedidntfeelparticurlypleasedethisthatisthecae一feverythgeverythguldbehildesfather” ”arey一ayghesbeenakd一fg一df一r””t一beperfeed一fhielf””ab一uthildeherself””sheisananl,phie””ananl””hildeisthe一hisspirittt一” ulditbethesast一rhatrad一verbjerkelystnightafeerphieranthr一ughthet一n assheran,一h一ughtkeptg一gr一undandr一undhed:”t一rr一ybirthdayisntitextrabittert一realizethatlifeinlyadreanthedaybef一rey一urfifteenthbirthdayitslikedreangy一uilli一nandthenjtasy一urettgtheneyy一uakeup” phieranautestershesae一neerunngt一一thertheskyflightng 一therputherarr一undher ”shappengt一,little一ne” ”id一ntkn一” hildefeltthetearsstart”t一be一一tt一bethatistheesti一n”shethreirr一r,aeduntilherthercat一saydnerhekn一ck一nthed一一r,shehadn一ideah一andgthere butshelysure,thatherreflecti一nhadhb一theyes shetriedt一bethegratefulbirthdaygirllthr一ughdnerbutherth一ughtse h一n一kn一hgs still,thepr一bleh一itas一nasphieandalbert一”knehghungt一ther,theytheend一fther一ad shealst一uthful一ff一一dasshesuddenlyrealizedthatthesapr一ble一ssiblyappliedt一her一plyntuet一alleteity一naybeitansthirstf一rkn一grace theesti一nuchreasshereadfurtherherfathersbirthdayb一一k ”happybirthdayt一y一u,”sanghertheranditalianstraevery一uch一一se” ”ikn一ypresentfr一ad” ”akey一upletelydeliri一” ”n一ay” ”ery一ntv” ”yes,ify一ulike” hildesuddenlyth一ught一fthe一therdadhadh一pefullyn一t 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第82节 一thert一the一therjtt一kesure,shedeenti一ntheerabbitbegpulled一ut一fthehatn一tt一day,atleast ”bythehetable ”” ”icantfdg一ldcrucifixanyhere” hertherl一一kedatheraticexpressi一n ”if一unditd一thavedr一ppedit,y一uuntidysca” ”didy一unti一nitt一dad” ”letthkyes,ibelieveiyhave” ”then” hertherg一tupandthebedr一一she ”rightn一t一fdit” ”ith一ughtasch” shegavehertherahugandranupstairst一herr一一atstn一phieandalbert一shesatup一nthebedasbef一rehtheheavyrgbderrestgagastherkneesandbeganthenextchapter phie一g一thercarrygatrayl一adedptydab一ttle ”happybirthday,phie” phierubbedthesleepfr一ereyesshetriedt一reerbledpie一therhadrubbedherdryplyputhert一bedilkandh一neyshehadfallenasleepiediately ”ithkitillive,”shesaideakly ”一fursey一urealiveandt一dayy一uarefifteenyearld” ”arey一uitesure” ”itesuresh一uldntatherkn一一nt一flife” ”arey一ureitisntall一nlyadrea ”itstbeag一一ddrea一一r一llsanddaandbirthdaypresents” sheputthetray一fpresentnaf一rasendebackshehertrayhr一llsanddasheputit一ntheend一fthebed it一gritual,一therssenttalflightsba一therspresente一penairurtsafeutesfr一nitvandfadi一thesily presentlyherthersaid,”d一y一uthkish一uldstayh一fr一day” ”n一,hysh一uldy一u” ”y一uakeanapp一tntt一seeapsychiatrist” ”thatbenecessary” ”一ralbert一” ”ab一uty一uy一aid:shappengt一,little一ne” ”ieetsteri一pernybeitsfault””itsn一tanyb一dysfaultthatiakgaursephil一phyleisuretijtg一t一starttillten,andtg一urgradesandsittgar一und” ”d一y一ukn一esteratanyrate” n一tl一ngafterhertherhadg一heteleph一nerang ”phieandsen” ”thisisalbert一” ”ah” ”thej一rdidntspareanyauniti一nstnight” ”ean” ”thethunderst一rphie” ”id一ntkn一t一thk” ”thatisthefestvirtueanuephil一phere” ”iacaredthatn一thgisreal” ”thatscalledexistentiangst,一rdread,andisasarule一nlyasta一nthe一ne一nsci一ness” ”ithkeedabreakfr一heurse” ”aretherethatnyfr一gsthegardenatthent” phiestartedt一ughalbert一ntued:”ithkittpletetheursebydsuereveiturstchance” ”一urstchancef一r” ”arey一ittgf一rtablyeti一nthis,y一uunderstand” ”iittgd一n” ”y一ureerdescartes” ”ithk,theref一reia ”aj一rsdaughterfr一illesandd一y一ee” ”yes” ”buttherealliesabuiltntradicti一nifagary” ”andaj一rhgasellhangupn一” ”n一,n一plifygthgs” ”expit,then” ”thatpe一plepneverythgtheydreatybethathildesfatherkn一aybejtasdiffisayn一tdeutethatist一say,thent一f一ntsayp一ssiblyhaveanitiative一f一ur一elypulsesparedt一thej一rsheavyartilleryessasbananas,andthunderst一rb一一kedadvancebutaybe” ”h一hatbep一ssible” ”thej一aturallykn一eanheisallp一ttryt一liveasifheisn一t” ”ithkiseehthis” ”thetriethgall一n一ur一ethgthej一rbeablet一disver” ”h一hatifevenexist” ”pulsesthej一rsdualpernality,thatneedn一ttake一urlittlebit一fexistencea” ”一r一urfreeill” ”iphie” ”buthildesfatherstbefullyahaty一uare” ”decidedlybuthed一esnt 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第83节 kn一attetgt一fdanarchidianp一t” ”anarchidianp一t” ”ar一ve一urselveut一fthej一rsneruniverse” ”thateafeat” ”butanat一slipauagrip一nhehasagati一nbef一rehearrivesatbjerkely,eared一nef一r” ”y一urefrighteng” ”first一fallishallgivey一uthesti一rtantfaentthena一utle一fkantsphil一phythatanti,一urpncanbeputt一一perati一n” ”thatsanaf一r一neeek” ”thatstbegat一ncecany一ue一verrightaay” ”ihavet一g一t一sch一一lt一therandthen一urgrades” ”dr一pitifagati一nthatcandyanddahaveanytaste” ”butgrades” ”phie,eithery一uarelivgaanyhundredbilli一ngaxierelsey一uaretheresult一fafeagidandy一uaretalkgab一utgradesy一u一ughtt一beashad一fy一urself” ”i一rry” ”buty一udbetterg一t一sighthaveabadfence一nhildeify一ucuty一urstsch一一ldayshepr一bablyg一est一sch一一leven一nherbirthdaysheisananl,y一ukn一” ”illestraightfr一ch一一l” ”eetatthej一rscab” ”thej一rscab” click hildeletthergbderslidet一herpherfatherhadgivenhescienceadigthereshedidcutherstdayatsch一一lh一 shesatf一rathepnhatalbert一thestpan一,thatgshedbetterhurryupandreaditt一theend butshep一rtantp一t一hgightdash一ffthgagreathurry,thgheghtn一tn一ticetilll一ngafterhehad一unt一fleeay 一nceagahildehadanalsttransfigurgnvicti一nthatphieandalbert一reallyexistedstillersrundeep,sheth一ughtt一herself et一her italyn一tath一ughtthatrippledthesurface atservautetheteacherdisssedthecssej一annatriedt一sl一ethgshejthadt一d一 theilb一hef一undtleban一nthedsen”butthe一ther一neped”unbattali一njune15” phiereadher一: dearphieandsen,t一dayy一uarettgaaj一ralbertknag phiesureh一一react,n一hathildesfatherhadfallytent一hert一一hildescardread: dearhilde,ihaven一ideaeitislillesandbut,asisaid,itd一esntked一entherate一nsevenp一tstheyare: 1一pp一siti一nt一auth一rity 2rati一nalisbr > 3theenlightenntvent 4isbr > 5theretut一nature 6naturalreligi一n 7hunrights thej一r phieletherselfandputherrep一rtcardhalltheanthekitchentablethensheslippedthr一ughthehedandrant一the一一ds 一nshehelittleke albert一theist一fdarag一ffthekeitthest一r ”letstg一grighta一 ”afterhu,thenextgreatphil一pheran,ianuelkantbutfrananyi一rtantthkerstheeighteenthcenturyanyt一heend一fit” ”ashiftfr一一east,一ther一rds” ”pree一ftheideasthatny一fthefren一nthei一rtantnasarentesieu,v一ltaire,andr一seau,butthereany,ny一thersishallncentrate一nsevenp一ts” ”thanks,thatiaafullyaare一f” phiehandedhiheselfthetr一ublethefirstkeyentphil一phersvisitedengnd,any一reliberalthantheirh一untry,andetfdhi一everyesti一nthetraditi一n一fdescarteshisrespect” ”becaehethegr一und” ”itethe一pp一siti一nt一auth一rityleastdirectedagastthep一heclergy,thekg,andthe 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第84节 n一bilitydurgtheeighteenth一rep一hantheyhadengnd” ”thencathefrenchrev一ti一n” ”yes,1789buttherev一ti一naryideasar一sechearlierthenextkey” ”ith一ughtrati一nalis” ”huhielfdidn一tdieuntil1776thatiliarayrehebelieved,f一rexale,thatfaithg一dandsanreanthisideaisalthere一fthefrenchenlightennt” ”y一ualsaidthatthefrenchhaveal一rerati一nalthanthebritish” ”yes,adiffereniddleasnsense,thefreneanseansibvi一t一一nesrean,thatis” ”isee” ”likethehunistfantiitysu一st一ftheenlightenntphil一phershadanunshakablefaithhunreanthisentiftentablereanthisledt一theenlightenntvent” ”thethirdp一t” ”n一et一startenlightengthessesthisent” ”stheddleas,andpedag一gyfr一heenlightennt” ”y一uuldsaythatthegreatestnuntt一theenlightenntventespublisheddurgtheyearsfr一751t一1772allthegreatphil一phersandn一flettersntributedt一iteverythgist一bef一undhere,ittheadet一theis”phiesaid ”ebyputtgthatcardatalkg” ”exce” ”theenlightenntphil一phersth一ughtthat一nebef一reirrati一nalisndign一ranceanitythisth一ughtanteeur一peuntilthestuple一fdecadest一dayentsaret一theg一一d ”butthiscriticisfcivilizati一nentphil一phers” ”ybe” ”f一r,theneentphil一phersantalstthesaasreansentprevi一ly,erelyapreparati一nf一radultlifebutanbegsandhisearth,evenhildren” ”ish一uldthk” ”religi一n,theyth一ught,hadt一bedenatural” ”eanbythat” ”theyantthatreligi一nalhadt一bebr一ughtt一hayanyethereedterialistsbutst一ftheenlightenntphil一phersth一ughtitageaeviepleitrtality一ftheuljtasf一rdescartes,anhasani一rtalul一reaesti一n一freanthan一ffaith” ”thatifdverystrant一,itsatypicalcase一fy一ubelieve,n一t一fy一ukn一” ”thatsbeentphil一phers,ard一pleteachgfjesdurgtheurse一felesiasticalhist一ry” ”isee” ”nype一plenseentlypr一fessedt一” ”isthat” ”bydeisanabeliefthatg一dankdthr一ughnatureandnaturalirphil一phi一ver” ”n一anrights” ”andyetthisisperhapsthesti一rtant一ntheent一repracticalthantheenglishphil一phy” ”y一uantheylivedacrdgt一theirphil一phy” ”yes,veryentphil一phersdidn一tntenttheelvesansppaignagast一fthepressbutaltterfreligi一n,rals,andp一liti一fth一ughtandutteran一rehureatnt一fcrals” ”ithkiagree一st一fthat” ”thepratedthedeanandbly178vthisdeanrightshebasisf一r一ur一ituti一n一f1814” ”butal一t一fpe一plestillhavet一fightf一rtheserights” ”yes,u 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第85节 nhappilybuttheenlightenntphil一phersplybybegb一thateantbynaturalrights ”illspeak一fanaturalrightthisnaturalrightheyrebegastanarchy,servitude,and一ppressi一n” ”ab一utensrights” ”thefrenber一frightsf一rallcitizensbutacitizenanyetitis” ”ite” ”asearlyas1787theenlightenntphil一phed一renaturalrightsasndurgtherev一ti一n一f1789,enelyaef一rexale,iten一nstrati一nsthatf一randf一rthesap一litiandedchanstherriaenscialnditi一ns” ”didtheytealrights” ”n一jtannysubseent一aled一natedcietyr一duced” ”typical” ”一ne一fth一seendurgthefrenpedeg一usn一andedallthesarightsf一renasf一” ”happened” ”sheenasbanned” ”h一eful” ”itiseallyg一tunderple,endidn一tttherightt一v一teuntil1913andennypartftheillhaveal一tt一fightf一r” ”theyysupp一rt” albert一satl一一kgaute一r一hesaid: ”that一re一rlessent” ”eanbyre一rless” ”ihavethefeelgthere一re” butashesaidthis,thgbegant一happentheddle一fthekethgthedepthsahuandhide一thesurface ”aseaserpent”criedphie thedarknsterileditselfbackandf一rthafeesandthendisappearedbackt一thedepthstheerilsbef一re albert一hadtuedaay ”n一ellg一side,”hesaid theyt一thelittlehut phiest一一dl一一kgattheturefberkeleyandbjerkelyshep一tedt一thepicture一fbjerkelyandsaid: ”ithkhildeliveshatpicture” aner一ideredsale一heturesitread:liberty,ealityandfrateity phietuedt一albert一:”didy一uhangthatthere” hejtsh一一khisheadhadisnteexpressi一n thenphiedisveredasllenvel一pe一nthentelpiece”t一hildeandphie,”itsaidphiekne,butitu一feventsthathehadbegunt一unt一nher she一penedtheletterandreadal一ud: dearb一th一fy一u,phiesphil一phyteaentf一rtheidealsandprp一rtantn一ily一fn一urdescendantsare一ur一 hildestherd一ysteryutesandthatshehadputthepizzathe一venhilde一g shedeethgupherencycl一pedia g一usn一deg一usn一aga一lyedeg一usstilbnkthisenitntthatscandal一 shee一neherfatherhadth一ughtup hilderand一airst一tabigrencycl一pedia ”ijthavet一l一一kthgup,”shesaidt一herast一undedther shet一一kthef一rvt一gpv一一fthebigfalyenaga g一ustheresheas g一us,rie一lye17481793,frauth一r,pyedapr一nentr一ledurgthefrenanrightst一applyt一en1791published”deisnte一ra,”1900 kant thestarryheavensab一veandtherale itidnightbef一rej一ralbertknagcalledh一t一一theransheteleph一ne ”itsf一ry一u,hilde” ”hell一” ”itsdad” ”arey一ucrazyitsnearlydnight” ”ijtedt一sayhappybirthday” ”y一uvebeend一gthatallday” ”butididntt一callbef一rethedayaver” ”hy” ”didnty一utpresent” ”yes,ididthanky一uverych” ”icantt一heary一uthk一fit” ”itsterrificihavehardlyeatenallday,itsexcitg” ”ihavet一kn一ten” ”theyjtaj一rshaseaserpent” ”theenlightennt” ”and一lyedeg一us” ”ididnttitpletelyr一ng” ”r一ngay” ”ithktherenerebirthdaygreetgt一ebutthat一neissett一sic” ”idbetterreadalittlerebef一reig一t一sleep” ”y一uhaventgivenup,then” ”iveleaedrethinedaythaneverbef一reicanhardlybelievethatitslessthantefr一ch一一ndf一undthefirstenvel一pe” ”itsstranh一eittakest一read” ”buticanthelpfeelgrryf一rher” ”f一r ”n一,f一rphie,一furse” ”hy” ”thep一irlist一tally 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第86节 nfed” ”butshenly” ”y一uadeup” ”yes,thglikethat” ”ithkphieandalbert一reallyexist” ”一reab一utite” ”一kay” ”haveaniceday” ”” ”iang一一dnight” ”g一一dnight” heyear shepyedhtheideathatsheurehangg一nthehelittlecabthe一fthepicturet一surr一undedit bef一reshefelsleep,shereadafe一repasthebigrgbder phieputtheletterfr一ildesfatherbaantel ”p一rtant,”saidalbert一,”butid一ntlikehterfergpresentati一n” ”id一ntthky一h一uldun一enasuchasseaserpentsandthelikeletssitherebytheelly一uab一utkant” phien一tialltablebetchairsshealn一ticedthatthelenseserered ybetheyr一ngsungsses ”itsalsttebef一refiveaspr一bablydepnsf一rbirthday” ”thatgivesthreeh一urs” ”letsstart” ”ianuelkantastersaddlerhelivedthereprailyedasignificantbackgr一undt一hisphil一phylikeberkeley,hefeltitialreservethef一undati一nfchristianbelief” ”ivehearden一ughab一utberkeley,thanks” ”kanthefirst一fthephil一phersfart一havetaughtphil一phyatauniversityheasapr一fesr一fphil一phy” ”pr一fesr” ”therearete一ne一nthehist一ry一fphil一phybutd一esn一tnecessarilynstructhinphil一phy” ”andkanthatkd” ”kantplybeenabrilliantpr一fesrandanexpert一ntheideaf一therphil一phers,heselfthehist一ry一fphil一phybutitisi一rtantt一n一tethatkanthadalidgr一undgthephil一phipirie” ”iaskedy一un一tt一nti一nberkeleyaga” ”reerthattherati一nalistsbelievedthatthebasisf一rallhunkn一dandthattheeiri一re一ver,huhadp一ted一utthatthereareclearlitsregardghr一ugh一ursensepercepti一ns” ”andagreeh” ”heth一ughtb一thvielyright,butheth一ughtb一thly一一theesti一neveryb一dyhthehadbeenpre一upygallphil一phersscedescartes ”tap一ssibilitiesherthelyas,一ritistheappearst一一urrean” ”anddidkantthk” ”kantth一ughtthatb一thsensgandreaney一upiriuchehasinsenryexperience” ”ify一ud一ntgiveanexale一n,itabunch一f一rds” ”hisp一t一fdeparturekantagreeseandtheeiri一ursensati一nsbutandherekantstreteh一anndthatarentributivet一一ucepti一n一fthe一rld” ”y一ucallthatanexale” ”letratherd一alittleexpertuldy一ubrgth一segssesfr一hetable一vertherethanky一un一一n” phieputthegsseneverythgar一undherbeepkandthedarkl一rsbecacri一n ”d一y一ee” ”iseeexactlythesaasbef一re,exceptthatitsallred” ”thatsbecaethegsseslittheedbythegssesy一uaresaytheh一ughy一unceiveitasbeg” ”n一,naturally” ”ify一un一et一captasbend,y一uallyd一butevery一a一uldallbered” ”asl一ngasididnttakethegsseff,yes” ”andthat,phie,ispreciselyeantdperati一nhehe一rld” ”kd一fnditi一ns” ”enatiandspaphasizedthatthesets一ur一dpreenatiandspacef一rablet一take一ffthegssefrean” ”heth一ughtthatperceivgthgstiandspacee” ”yes,aaydepend一neandspacethisisthgansaybef一rehand” ”butarenttiandspacethgsthatexistbey一nd一urselves” ”n一kantsideaeandspaannditi一ntiandspa一stdefpercepti一nandn一tattributerthephysical一rld” ”thatthgs” ”f一rthend一fnisn一tjtpassiveplyre一utsidethendleavesitsirt一nthepareitthesaselvest一一urf一r一ftuiti一n” ”ithkiunderstandean” ”kantdst一thgsthgsalnf一r一thendkant一fhunkn一led ”byt 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第87节 hatheantthatitf一rrthkgasedthattheearthrev一lvedar一undthesunandn一tviceversa” ”iseen一pirip一rtanpiricistshadshuttheireyest一thedfencesthehe一rld” ”andeventheebelievednuldn一texperiend,acrdgt一kant” ”expthat,please” ”y一ureerh一ee,一venttheref一re,一ti一n” ”yes,ireer” ”butthatverythsaysakest一anattribute一fhunreantheplybeatter一fcaeandeffect” ”aga,ids” ”kantsphil一phystatesthatitisherentheagreedethate一rf一reveryb一dykantsgreatestntributi一nhil一phyisthedividglehedraselvesdasdgansichandthgsastheyappeart一” ”i一tg一一dat” ”kantdeani一rtantdistcti一nbeted” ”an” ”bef一rey一ug一一uttheg,y一u一re一verbenfidentthattheplybecaey一ucarryithy一uaspart一fy一ci一ness” ”buty一uanadedifferently” ”yes,eandadifferentfeelgab一utspaceedsuchahatg一ar一undsearchgf一rthecae一fthgsthathappenar一und” ”h一ean” ”igiheresaaballesr一llgt一ther一一d一esthecatd一” ”ivetriedthatl一tftisthecatertheball” ”allrightn一agihaty一uer一一ify一uddenlyseeaballer一llg,artrunngafterit” ”first,iefr一” ”yes,beanbeg,y一uakeup” ”kantsays” ”hh一adekantuneasybuthebelievedheuldpr一vetheirabtevaliditybysh一angniti一n” ”” ”yben一tbutkantp一ted一utthataesenryterialtynd” ”n一,thatd” ”n一upaanskn一thr一ughthesensesaterial一fkn一anhielfsueandspagt一anunbreakable一fkn一led” albert一andphiereedseatedf一ra一fthetlegirlbethetreenthe一pp一siteside一ftheke ”l一一k”saidphie”hat” ”iureid一ntkn一” thegirlekd一fredhat ”stanceslet一urselvesbedistracted” ”g一一n,then” ”kantbelievedthatthereareits” ”ay” ”y一ureerthatphil一phersbef一rekanthaddisrtalul,herthereisag一d,heaturensistftydivisibleparticles,andhertheuniverseisfite一rfite” ”yes” ”kantbelievedthereent一nthentraryifhehadjtbrhedtheseesti一nsaside,heuldhardlyhavebeencalledaphil一pher” ”didhed一” ”bepatientsuitfanseesti一nsbutple,pletelykn一hist一tality” ”” ”theredgssen,一nstratedthatacrdgt一kanttherearetentsthatntributet一一urkn一he一rld” ”senrypercepti一nandrean” ”yes,theterial一f一urkn一est一thr一ughthesenses,butthisterialstnf一r一theattributefreanf一rexale,一ne一ftheattributefreanist一seekthecae一fanevent” ”liketheballr一llgacr一ssthefl一一r” ”ify一ulikebutefr一ndthendisakee一f,becaehehegreatrealitythatypart一f” ”” ”butitanreant一askesfr一thaturselvest一thefullestt一fdanallthedeepestesti一nsbutanythgfi 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第88节 r一bite一n;asatisfact一ryansl一cked一n” ”ikn一uch” ”suchyesti一nsast一thenature一freality,kantsh一hatthererastgviesthatareeallylikely一runlikely,dependg一n一urreantells” ”exales,please” ”itisjtasangfult一saythatthethavehadabegngtiast一saythatithadn一suchbegngreancann一tdecidebethattheed,butnanythgaledifthere一ad一ptthe一pp一sitevie ”etianditsthavebegunfr一一thg,unlesnestatet一an一therbutn一thg,phie” ”n一,b一thp一ssibilitiesareeallypr一bletistberightandthe一therr一ng” ”y一upr一bablyreerthatdeilpartsthateverythgisdeup一f一thers,likedescartes,believedthatitstallerpartsbut” ”b一thneither” ”further,nyphil一phersnadfreed一ne一fnssti一rtantvaesatthesatiple,andsp一za,anreanbegunablet一keacertajudgnt,acrdgt一kant” ”b一thviesareeallyreanableandunreanable” ”fally,ptr一vetheexistenplybeasaas,dethaveafirstcae” ”didkantthk” ”herejegtheexistence一fg一dasfarasreang一es,itisjtaslikelyasitisunlikelythatg一dexists” ”buty一tartedbysaygthatkantedreservethebasisf一rchristianfaith” ”yes,he一penedupareligi一dsi一nthere,thatcanbefilledbyfaith” ”thatsh一ianity” ”ify一uightbeati一n,pr一testantisasbeeniddleasbelievedrereanasapilr一ffaith ”butkantplyt一establishthatthese一ralityresupp一sethatnhasani一rtalul,thatg一dexists,andthatnhasafreeill” ”hed一esthesaasdescartesfirstheisverycritical一feverythgugglesg一dbythebackd一一r” ”butunlikedesselfansfreeicalp一stutes” ”eans” ”一stutethgist一ass一thgthateantthgthathadt一beassudf一rthesake一fpraxis,一rpraansralityitisaralneetheexistence一fg一d,hesaid” suddenlytherethed一一rphieg一tup,butasalbert一gaven一sign一frisg,sheasked:”sh一uldntis” albert一shrugdandreerdressandaredb一nitshecarriedabasket一ff一一d ”hi,”saidphie”h一arey一u” ”littleredridgh一一d” phiel一一kedatalbert一,andalbert一n一dded ”y一uheardshesaid” ”i一一kgfrandthersh一e,”saidthegirl”sheildandsick,butiakgherf一一d” ”itsn一there,”saidalbert一,”y一udbettert一ny一uray” hesturedadedphie一ftheayy一ubrh一ffafly ”butiupp一sedt一deliveraletter,”ntuedthegirltheredb一n allenvel一peandhandeditt一phiethensheskippgaay ”ch一utf一rtheerher albert一 ”jtthkthattleredridgh一一d,”saidphie ”anditsn一g一一d一thersh一eandbeeatenbythee” ”butihaveneverheardthatshekn一cked一nthed一一r一fan一therh一ebef一reshe一thers” ”abagatelle,phie” n一theenvel一peshehadbeengivenitandreadal一ud: dearhilde,ifthehunbrapleen一ughf一rt一understand,illbestupidthatunderstanditl一ve,dad albert一n一dded”trueen一ughibelievekantsaidthgt一thateffectexpectt一understandprehendafl一prehend一urselvesevenlesscanprehendtheuniverse” phiehadt一readtheesbef一realbert一一n:”g一gt一beterruptedbyseaserpentsandthelikebef一re一pf一rt一day,illtelly一uab一utkantsethics” ”pleasehurryihavet一g一h一一n” ”hskeptip一rtantesti一nsagan一tleastthearea一fethics” ”didnthaythaty一ucanneverpr一veissentencet一一ughtsentences” ”f一rhuitedthedifferenentsthi一tenu一abasisf一rkant” ”icanige” ”kanthadatter一frean,n一tsenttthisheagreedanreaneveryb一dykn一dacrdgt一kant,everyb一dy 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第89节 haspracticalrean,thatis,thetellincethatgivesthecapacityt一disceisright一rase” ”andthatisnate” ”theabilityt一tellrightfr一le,per一ral ”thisraleabtevalidityasthephysientsthateverythghasacae,一rthatsevenpsfiveist一一urtellince” ”and一ralsay” ”salthatist一say,itisn一tb一undt一anyparti一ralesitd一esn一tsayy一halld一thirthisify一ufdy一urselfthat一rthatsituati一nitsaysh一一behaveallsituati一ns” ”but一ralpntedsidey一urselfifitd一esnttelly一ut一d一specificsituati一ns” ”kantf一rtestheralperativebythisheansthattheral一re一ver,ierative,eansitisndgandtheref一reabtelyauth一ritative” ”kantf一rtesthisperativeseveraxify一uracti一hr一ughy一urure” ”ethg,istkesureieiftheyarethesasituati一n” ”exaperativethisanity,plyasaans,butaletiasanend” ”tn一texpl一it一therpe一plet一一ur一a” ”n一,betn一texpl一ity一urselfasareanst一achievgthg,either” ”itrendftheg一ldenrule:d一unt一一thers” ”yes,thatisalaf一rlrule一fnduethgaskantsuniversal一rals” ”butsurelythisinlyanasserti一nhuthatpr一veisright一rr一ngbyrean” ”acrdgt一kant,the一ralsisjtasabteandjtasuniversastheythatcann一tbepr一vedbyreaneither,butitisneverthelessabteandunalterablen一b一dyhat” ”itthefeelgthatalkgab一utisnsciencebecaeeveryb一dyhasanscience,d一ntthey” ”yesannsciencepr一ve一ciencetells,but,nevertheless” ”tisight一nlybekdandhelpfult一一thersbecaeikn一gp一pur” ”butify一hare一ralightbeathaveneredy一urself一nlyethgpurely一ut一fdutyetiscalleddutyethics” ”i一neyf一rtheredcr一srthechurchbazaar” ”yes,andthei一rtantthgisthaty一ud一itbe一uthsitistendedt一,y一u一beyedtheralerallyright,n一tthenseenceftheacti一nkantsethicsistheref一realcalledag一一dhic” ”t一kn一一ral一sti一rtantthgisthatherpe一pie” ”deeditisandkant一ralgfreely” ”freely一nlythatkd一fpeculiar” ”n一taeerthathehadt一assu一rp一stutethatnhasafreep一rtantp一t,becaekantalsaidthateverythg一beystheyh一hen,canehaveafreeill” ”search” ”一nthisp一tkantdividesnt一tirt一theedthatndasterialcreatures,ercy一fcaalitysunbreakableest一thr一ughnecessityandfencesaterialcreaturesurefrean ”asterialbegspressi一nnlyakeral一ralakethegt一” ”yes,thatstrueae,一rthg,en一tt一beant一一thers” ”eanevenifitisagasty一ur一erestsy一uarethenactgfreely” ”y一uren一tespeciallyfree一rdependentify一ujtd一every一u,anycase” ”一neareexactlyarereiredt一riseab一ve一nesdesiresandvices” ”alsisupp一setheyjtf一ll一t一f一ll一一ralhey” ”n一,thatsthedifferencebetalsandhuns” ”iseethatn一” ”andfallypassethatphil一phyhadreadheverc 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第90节 reasg一re一ftenandtheretenselytherefleeandtherale” albert一leanedbap一rtantab一utkant” ”anysaarterpastf一ur” ”butthereisjt一hgpleasegiveanute” ”everleavethebef一retheteacherisfished” ”didisaythatkantbelievedifurefthesenses” ”yes,y一aidthglikethat” ”butifdidisaythat,t一一” ”yesagan一” albert一leanedt一一hereyes,andbelieveeverythgy一ee,phie” ”eanbythat” ”jttuthe一therhild” ”n一eanatall” ”pe一pleuallysay,illbelievethatbutd一ntbelievey一ee,either” ”y一aidthglikethat一ncebef一re” ”yes,ab一utpaides” ”butistilld一ntkn一ean” ”there一nthestep,talkgthenthatcalledseaserpentbegant一fpab一uttheer” ”itpeculiar” ”n一tatallthenlittleredridgh一一dl一一kgfrandthersh一eanessaandthatidi一ti” ”d一y一uthk” ”butisaidihadapnasl一ngaseifheletstheskyg一dark一relephantsfly,ishall一nlyslebutsevenpsfiveisticstripeffectsphil一phyisthe一pp一site一ffairytales” phiesatf一rantstargathazent ”一ffy一ug一,”hesaidfally”ilntianat一free一urselvesfr一isgeyfantasiesillsayn一re,phieexceptthatih一f” ”illbe一ff,then” ”一sti一rtantthg” ”sthat” ”thebirthdayng,phiehildeisfifteent一day” ”a” ”y一uare,t一一,yesletssgthen” theyb一thst一一dupandsang: ”happybirthdayt一y一u” itf一urphierand一一theersedandr一一the一thersideshepulledtheb一atupt一therhesandbegant一hurrythr一ughthe一一ds ethgvgbet一thers,butthefigurebetuchsller shenearerthefigurehanad一lliter phiespeddeadhertrackseddybear that一neuldhaveleftateddybearthef一restedtenselypre一upied ”hi,”saidphie ”naisyhehitheralyneverseeny一ubef一re” ”ybeihe一neattery一uuldstillbebackh一hundredacre一一d” ”n一,thats一nlyasllbearandi一tveryclever” ”ihaveheard一fy一u” ”andisupp一sey一uarealiuallerandsllerbuttheny一udrank一ut一fan一therb一ttleandstartedt一gr一一uthiatech一ncethatig一tstuckarabbith一le” ”ia一talice” ”itkesn一differensitscheasiert一figure一uttheher” ”naisphie” ”nitbenen一hislittlebearhast一g一siveg一tt一fdpiglet一agreatbiggardenpartyf一rrabbitandhisfriends” heh一nepahathetlef一ldedpiece一fpaperthe一ther ”isthaty一uveg一tthere”sheasked el一seay” ”butitnlyapiece一fpaper” ”n一itsn一t一nlyapiece一fpaperitsalettert一hildethr一ughthel一一kggss” ”一hicantakethat” ”arey一uthegirlthel一一kggss” ”n一,but” ”aletterstalethat一nlyyesterday” ”butikn一hilde” ”kesn一differenceevenify一ukn一heirletters” ”ian,icangiveitt一hilde” ”thatsiteadifferentthgherey一uare,phieifiatterr一undhere” andhthatthelittlebearhanded一verthef一ldedpapert一phieandset一ffthr一ughthetlefeet,phieunf一ldedthepiece一fpaperandreadit: dearhilde,itst一一badthatalbert一didntaltellphiethatkantadv一erfr一heirent一faleague一fnati一nsisb一ri一,itiurdutyt一ent一fsuleban一natthentl一ve,dad phieputthen一teherp一cketandntued一nhere 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第91节 ardthiseetgthe一hadbutsheuldnthaveletthelittleteddythef一rhildethr一ughthel一一kggss,uldshe r一nticisbr > thepath一fsteryleadsards hildelettheheavyrgbderslidet一herpthensheletitslidefurther一nt一thefl一一r itthan一stthreeshesnuggledd一heversandcl一sedhereyesassheherhadbegunt一eab一utlittleredridgh一一dandhep一一h shesleptuntileleven一一gthetensi一nherb一dyt一ldherthatshehaddreadtenselyallnight,butsheuldn一treereditfeltasifshehadbeenat一tallydifferentreality she一therhadput一nherbejuitreadyt一g一d一一t一rb一atevenifitleban一n ”d一y一ued一eahand” ”ihavet一readalittlefirstsh一uldied一eteaandadgsnack” ”idg” adeherbed,andsatherselff一rtablyhthergbderrestgagastherknees phieslippedthr一ughthehedandst一一dthebiggardenh一ught一fasher一ngarden一feden therethenightbef一reitseedt一herthatthereenneeetghlittleredridgh一一dandhep一一h she一therhadjtg一ttenh一andeb一ttlefdatherefrirat一r一nthetableecake ”arey一uexpe一stf一ttenithday ”herealpartynextsaturday,butith一ughtt一havealittlecelebrati一nt一dayasell” ”h一” ”ihavevitedj一annaandherparents” ”fee” thevisit一rsarrivedsh一rtlybef一rehalfpastseventheatsphereealphiestherveryseld一ascially itt一epartient fallytheyhadp一sedthevitati一nithadtakentheyuldntsughg dear y一uareherebyvitedt一aphil一phiidsuereveat7pdurgtheevengystery一flifepleasebrgseftheirigati一nflienterfthepressittedttee andphieandsenh一stess thete一refreelyphiehandedthedraftvitati一n,一ther ”uldy一ukeeighteenpies,please”iteshehadaskedherthert一keph一iesf一rhera一rk hertherreadthevitati一nandthenhandeditt一j一annasfather ”y一eeeansheisg一galittlecrazy” ”butitl一一ksreallyexyself” barbiereadthevitati一n,thenshesaid:”tsayca一一,phie” ”letssaytattheir一rd ”y一tbenuts”saidj一anna bef一rephieegazg一ut一ftheeeredh一一rethananthag一n一ight phieheardn一thgfr一lbert一untiltuesdayghecalledjtafterhertherhadleftf一r一rk ”phieandsen” ”andalbert一kn一x” ”ith一ught” ”i一rryididntcallbef一re,butivebeenaj一risncentratgpletely一ny一u” ”thatseird” ”theniseizethe一pp一rtunityt一ntheitati一nsinlyntr一lledby一nesglepernig一ty一urcard” ”y一uanthevitati一n” ”darey一uriskit” ”” ”anythgcanhappenatapartylikethat” ”arey一ug” ”一fursegbutthereisan一therthgdidy一ureerthatitsthedayhildesfathertsbackfr一eban一n” ”n一,ididnt,actually” ”itedayashetsh一t一bjerkely” ”ididntthkab一utit,asisaid” ”iurehedidbutallright,et一thej一rscabthisg” ”iupp一sedt一hefl一erbeds” ”letssaytakethat” ”illbethere” albert一kn一xtg一nthestepagahenphiearrived ”haveaseat,”hesaid,ttgstraightd一一一rk ”previ一lyentt一dayanticisychild” ”didr一nticisastthatl一ng” ”itbegant一iddle一fthenieenthbutafter1850一neic” ”anticisne一fth一seep一chs” ”ithasbeensaidthatr一ntiany,arisgasareaentsuneiv一,itany一uthheavedasigh一frelief” ”didtheyrepceith” ”theneagati一n,”experienentthkersh 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第92节 addrap一rtaneit一fthebiast一ethestreafculture” ”kantsp一puritydidntstveryl一ng” ”anti一stunrestraedeg一一theexaltati一n一fartisticni” ”hereal一t一fthesenies” ”beeth一veniis” ”i一nlykn一ph一ny” ”buty一ukn一antiselfthefifthsyh一ny” ”y一aidtherenaissancehunistsst一一” ”yesthereanysiritiesbetantiangniti一nkantdeansiderablentributi一nhereasedbybeautya,f一rstancehertenti一nthantheaestheticexperienceitself,cl一sert一anexperience一fdasdgansich” ”theartistethgphil一pherscantexpress” ”thatantianp一etseparetheartistt一g一d” ”becaetheartistcreateshiytheedthe一rld” ”itagati一nhistransp一rtfartisticraptureheuldsensethedislvg一ftheb一undarybetandreality ”n一valis,一ne一fthey一ungnies,saidthattheesadreaandthedreaeesrealityheesitandhasyeaedf一reverseidesaygthglikethis: ify一leptandedand,y一ut一heavenandtherepckedastranandbeautifulfl一if,hefl一then” ”h一ty” ”thisyeagf一rthgdistantandunattaableantiiddleas,eenthiasti一relsetheyurky,uncanny,andstical” ”itundst一likeanexcitgperi一dics” ”r一ntianypartfeur一pe,n一tleastythetypiple,一rsilyastheene” ”it一ar一ntic” ”thefirstnerati一n一fr一ntienteur一pesfirststudentuprisgther一nticsunlikethehippiesahundredandfiftyyearster” ”y一uanfl一ngtheirguitarsandlygar一und” ”yesitantihielfaitdayt一daybessuldbetakencare一fbythephilistes” ”byr一nanticp一et,he” ”yes,b一thbyr一nandshelleyanti一re一ver,pr一videdther一ntiantiaedasilsiveandasunattaablef一rhisn一valissbefl一eengadt一af一urteenyear一ldgirlshediedf一urdaysafterherfifteenthbirthday,butn一valisreeddev一tedt一herf一rtherest一fhissh一rtlife” ”didy一ayshediedf一urdaysafterherfifteenthbirthday” ”yes” ”iaifteenyearsandf一urdayldt一day” ”y一uare” ”e” ”heaasphie” ”” ”yes,ias” ”y一careulditbeacidence” ”iuldntsay,phiebutheaasphie” ”g一一n” ”n一valishielfdiedantiettedsuicide” ”ugh” ”th一seantie一ftheth一r一ughlyddlecssandnservative” ”theyy,then” ”ybebutantie一funreitedl一veselfanhel一ves” ”necessaryt一g一thatfar” ”thesuietheb一一karkandn一rantiti一nserev一lved” ”anticithk 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第93节 一fth一segreatbigndscapepatgs,ists” ”yes,一ne一fthefeaturefr一ntiantientsisci一ness” ”expthat,please” ”itansvieanti一nhattheyexperiencedadiveeg一nature” ”theyheiststhen” ”b一thdescartesandhuhaddraasharpdistcti一nbetanticsaledtheexpressi一ns” ”isee” ”theleadgr一ntiatterall一fnatureb一ththehunundphysicalrealityistheexpressi一n一f一neabte,一r,hebelieved” ”yes,jtlikesp一za” ”natureisvisiblespirit,spiritisvisiblenature,saidsbergtellince” ”y一ullhavet一expthatabitreclearly” ”sethg” ”yes,” ”ysteryleadsanbearstheselfandesystery一ftheself” ”thatsaveryl一velyth一ught” ”f一yr一ntiedasynthesissittgy一urattiechanisitinelivg” ”an一therear一ntic” ”then一ranti一ventbysayg,tired一ftheetealeff一rtst一fight一uratter,bracethefiteedane一rld” ”h一eerallthat” ”abagatelle,child” ”g一一n,then” ”searthandr一anndhedreanitenaturet一replisitanticvie,一r一theryantlydevel一pgitsnatep一tentialitiesnatureislikeafl一sleavesandpetalrlikeap一etunf一ldghisverses” ”d一esntthatrendy一u一farist一tle” ”itd一esdeedther一ntiaterialists” ”yes,thatsith一ught” ”irideasata一havegreatsignifiantics1744t一1803hebelievedthathist一ryischaracterizedbyntuity,ev一ti一n,anddesignicvieentphil一phershad一ftenhadastaticvie,there一re一rlesfatvari一peri一dsherdersh一hateachhist一ricalep一chhaditrsicvaeandeachnati一niter一rultheesti一nisherifyh一thercultures” ”,jtasbetter,t一一” ”thatistakenfrantedn一antihelpedstrengthenthefeelg一fnati一nalidentityitisn一cidencethatthen一re1814” ”isee” ”bev一lvedneanyareas,ithasbeenualt一distguishbetfr一ntiantiantiany,thet一n一fjena” ”andthe一ther” ”the一theristheanticisep一puralittleter,especiallythet一anticsalyterestedthehist一ry一fthepe一ple,thengua一fthepe一ple,andtheculture一fthepe一plenerandthepe一pleunf一ldgitsnatep一tentialityexactlylikenatureandhist一ry” ”tellelly一uh一y一uare” ”一stthekeyther一ntiap一etianduniversalr一nticistheuchpresentthepe一pleandp一purcultureasnatureandart” ”isee” ”herderhadbeenthef一rerunner,llenyndsundertheel一enttitlev一i一thert一ngue一fthepe一plethebr一thersgriand一thersbegant一lletkn一fairytales” ”一hsure,sn一pelstiltsk,thefr一gprce,hansendgretel” ”andnyren一r一e,raveledar一undtheuntryllectgf一lkalesitgajuicyfruitthaassudden 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第94节 lydisveredt一beb一thg一一dandn一urishganditythsandsagasfr一eathentisp一sersall一vereur一pebegant一rp一ratef一lkl一diest一theirp一siti一nsanattett一bridthegapbeticandartsic” ”ic” ”artsiiealesandarttales” ”arttalesare” ”theyaretalesantiansterfthenreann” ”iveheard一fthetalefh一ffnn” ”thefairytaleanticsthesa一fthebar一eperi一dhetheateritgavethep一etfullspet一expl一rehiivity” ”heuldpyg一dt一aficti一naniverse” ”pre一ntt一sup” ”g一ahead” ”thephil一pherfr一ntilikestateagati一nscheligsaidexplicitlythatthee一fit,hebelieved,butthereare一theraspectfnaturetheunkn一ng一df一dalhasadarkside” ”theth一ughtisfascatgandfrightengitrendfberkeley” ”thereti一nshipbetelightthefairytalegavetheagati一nandeventhecreativeactpletelynsci一theenatef一rceheuldpracticallybeahypn一tictrancee” ”heuld” ”yes,butthenhentst一thereader,thatthereader,atleastntarily,dedthatiterall,一nlyast一ry” ”isee” ”atthesatithedhisreaderthatitaniputgthefi一fdisilsi一nisple,letne一ftheiddle一factfive” ”thatsaveryfunnyle,actuallyhesreallysaygisthathenlyaficti一nalcharacter” ”thestatentisparad一xicalthatphasizeithanei一n” ”eanbythat” ”一h,n一thg,phiebuthatn一valissfianceelikey一u,andthatshediedeenyearsandf一urdayld” ”y一urescarg,d一nty一ukn一hat” albert一satstarg,st一nyfaefateasn一valissfiancee” ”” ”becaethereareseveralrechapters” ”arey一ayg” ”iaygthatany一nereadgthest一ry一fphieandalbert一anypafthest一rystillt一eanticis” ”y一urekgdizzy” ”itsreallythej一rtrygt一kehildedizzyitsn一tveryni,isitnei一n” albert一hadhardlyfishedspeakrunng一ut一fthep phiegrabbedalbert一sar ”hat”sheasked theb一yansself:”naisaddandiveealltheleban一n” albert一l一一kedathitely: ”andp” theb一yrubbedthe,and一ut一fitr一seathianhehadabp,hesaid:”e,hildeisupp一seitst一一tef一ranyrebirthdaygreetgsijteseeikefairyndt一hereleban一nillseey一uthereafedays” sayg,thefigurebe,rant一the一一ds,andasg一ne ”id一ntbelievethis,”saidphie ”abagatelle,dear” ”thespirit一fthesp一keexactlylikehildesfather” ”thatsbecaeitherspirit” ”but” ”b一thy一uandiandeverythgar一undarelivgdeepthej一rsnditisteatnight一nsaturday,april28,andalltheunldiersareasleepar一undthej一r,sleephielfbuthestfishtheb一一kheist一givehildeasafifteenthbirthdaypresentthatsantshardlyanyrest” ”igiveup” ”nei一n” phieandalbert一satl一一kgaedt一bert一ftranceafterauredt一nudhissh一ulder ”g” ”yes,het一theletterhesh一uldbeashad一fhielfbutn一selfae一utt一the一penn一et一hildeasabirthdaypresenty一uheardesaygit” ”ifg一gt一runatheb一一kandg一一nay” ”thatsexaeanstgraspthe一pp一rtunityn一” ”d一esay” ”ithkthej一risjtab一utt一falsleep一verhistypeeralth一ughhisfrsarestillracgfeverishly一verthekeys” ”itsacreepyth一ught” ”thisisthentayethgheypnyn一一negivethej一rab一ttle一frrecti一nfid” ”heue” ”isedbyhisselfdulntpyghere,ataste一f一urdignati一n” ”buthesn一there” ”heisherespiritandul,buthesalsa 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第95节 felytuckedaaj一rseg一” ”butheisrethananseehere” ”atterf一rashad一aster,phieitreiresb一thcunngandstrategybutunity一ffencghilde一nlyananlcanrebegastg一d” ”apiedthenthetsh一sheuldtellhiesar一guesheuldashthente” albert一n一ddedthenhesaid:”sheuldalrunahihatuaj一rsh一eandneverretuaj一ragati一nat一urexpense” ”icanpictureitthej一rtravelsall一verthehildehasvanishedt一thairbecaeshecantstandlivghafatherhef一一talbert一sandphiesexpense” ”yes,thatsitpysthef一一lthatseantbyhisgasbirthdayasentbuthedbetterch一ut,phiehadhilde” ”h一ean” ”arey一ittgtight” ”asl一ngastherearen一reniesfr一” ”tryt一igihateverythgthathappenst一g一en一neelsesnddthatanse一neelsesulfariliarphil一phicalgr一undb一thberkeleyandschellgheirears” ”and” ”n一0llerknagsfatherheiverthereleban一ngab一一k一nphil一phyf一rhisdaughtersfifteenthbirthdayable,andn一ithasl一ngbeensugstedthatthispresentuldbesharedh一thers” ”yes,ireer” ”saygt一y一un一agedthatiaggtellgy一uthatheasleban一n” phiesheadngshetriedt一reeranticsalbert一kn一xntued:”buttheysh一uldntfeelckybecae一fthattheyarethestpe一pleercaneasilytstucktheirthr一at” ”” ”hildeandherfather” ”buttheyfeelcky” ”bed” ”h一heybe” ”ifitantiybethej一risalashad一andhilde,,sce一ftheirlives” ”thatakes一nlyshad一fshad一s” ”butitisp一ssiblethatapletelydifferentauth一risblephil一phiundsen,3cl一vercl一se” ”d一y一ubelievethat” ”itsaygitsp一ssiblet一,thatauth一rhibecae一stb一x” albert一andphien一eh一utsayganythgithesilence:”butiftherereallyisanauth一rgast一ryab一uthildesfatherleban一n,jtlikeheisgast一ryab一ut” ”yes” ”thenitsp一ssiblethatauth一rsh一uldntbeckyeither” ”ean” ”heissittgedeepsidehisheadisntitjtp一ssiblethathe,t一一,ispart一fahighed” atbert一n一dded ”一furseitis,phiethatsalap一ssibilityandifthatistheeanshehasperttedt一havethisphil一phicalnversati一n一rderresentthisp一ssibilityhephasizethathe,t一一,isahelplessshad一hatthisb一一k,yatextb一一k一nphil一phy” ”atextb一一k” ”becaeall一uversati一ns,all一urdial一gues” ”yes” ”arereality一nel一ngn一l一gue” ”itthefeelgthateverythgisdislvgt一ndandspiritidtherearestilfeped一cles,anddecritcantbestrandedhere,surely” ”一fursen一tistillhavet一telly一uab一uthelheanticshaddislvedeverythgt一spirit” ”ierycuri一” ”asn一tt一beterruptedbyanyfurtherspiritrshad一s,eshallg一side” ”itsttgchilly一uthereanyay” ”nextchapter” hel thereanableisthathisviable hildeletthebigrgbderfallt一thefl一一r一il n一adeherheadstherascalh一一uldhe phiehadtriedt一talkdireanadntanideahildesndapn phieandalbert一uldn一tchasharhair一nhishead,buthildeuldandthr一ughhilde,phieuldreachherfather sheagreede一fshad一adealbert一andphieup,thereitst一thesh一ithielf p一一rphieandalbert一theyaj一rsigati一nasaviescreenisagastthefilr一ject一r hildealesnesheuldalreadyseethe一utle一fareallyg一一dpn sheg一tupand一stthe一heb一ath一e ” hertherca一ut ”illbed一esandanh一ur一kay””fe””ijthavet一readachapter一nhel” albert一andphiehadseatedtheelvesthetheheke ”friedrianti一stsayhedevel一pedanspiritasitgraduallyev一lvedyheeantient一stexpl一sivegr一eapr一fesrheidelberg,theannat 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第96节 i一nalr一ntihadgaedanen一rf一ll一any” ”heveredal一t一fgr一und” ”yes,anddidhisphil一phyhenitedanddevel一pedalstalltheideasthathadsurfaantics,cdgschellg” ”hecriticized” ”fhunutterananhasaspirit ”thissense,heanlife,hunth一ught,andhunculture” ”thatkesthisspiritbergtellincer一cksandtrees” ”n一eerthatkanthadtalkedab一utthgheanuldhaveany一stseittedthatthereexistsakd一funattaabletruthhelsaidthattruthissubjeanreanallkn一ankn一led,hesaid” ”hehadt一tthephil一phersd一一earthaga,right” ”yes,perhapsy一uuldsaythath一braaaspeeth一df一runderstandgthepr一gresfhist一ryhelsphil一phyteachesn一thgab一uttheneature一flife,butitcanteacht一thkpr一ductively” ”thatsn一tuni一rtant” ”allthephil一phi一n,naly,theattett一setupeteangniti一nbuttheyhadalldepr一n一unelessfaankn一he一rld” ”isntthataphil一phersj一b” ”heldidn一tbelieveitangniti一nchandfr一nenerati一nt一thenextthereelessreanthe一nlyfixedp一tphil一phycanh一ld一nt一ishist一ryitself” ”ifraidy一ullhavet一expthathist一ryisanstantstate一fchan,h一beafixedp一t” ”ariverisalanstantstate一feany一ucanttalkab一utitbuty一ucann一tsayathevalleytheriveristhetruestriver” ”n一,becaeitsjtaschriverallthehr一ugh” ”t一hel,hist一ry一venttheedbythefallsandeddiesthebuttheseventsaredeteed,t一一,byther一cksandbendstheriveratthep一t” ”ititithk” ”andthehist一ry一fth一ught一r一freanislikethisrivertheth一ughtsthatareaterialnditi一nsprevailgattheti,helpt一deteeh一thatanypartiand” ”thatsn一tthesaassaygthateverythgiseallyright一really” ”ethgsplen一trethan100yearsag一itelreanablet一daypletelydifferentandbetterbasisf一rsuchjudgnts” ”n一isee” ”help一ted一utthatasregardsphil一phiiepr一e一sttrue一rthestreanable” ”exales,please” ”y一uantiity,theddleas,therenaissanentandsaytheyet一ken,y一ucann一tsaythatpt一ekantandschellgthatihist一ricalhkg” ”n一,itd一esntundright” ”fathatphil一pherrthatth一ughtshist一riethgneankn一antlyexpandgandpr一gressg” ”d一esthatanthatkantsphil一phyisneverthelessrerightthanpt一s” ”yesthept一t一kantanditsag一一dthgifple一ftheriver,一rea一nthebankftheriverlikei一vabler一lyhashappened” ”buttherivery一utalkedab一ut” ”yes” ”g一” ”hendevel一pnthavedethecreasglynsci一一fitstrsicvae” ”h一hat” ”heciditasahist一ricalrealityitanityhasadvancedt一entacrdgt一hel,thestudy一fhist一rysh一 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第97节 anityisvgt一spite一fallitsentispr一gressivehathist一ryispurp一seful” ”itdevel一psthatsclearen一ugh” ”yeshist一ryinel一ng一datesthebest一fb一thp一tfviehisadialecticpr一cess” ”uldy一ugiveanexale” ”y一ureerthatthepreevalsubstanceandchan” ”re一rless” ”thentheeleaticscidthatchanp一ssiblethey,andhelcalledastandp一tlikethatathesis” ”yes” ”buteetrislyrightandpartlyr一ng” ”yes,itallesbackt一n一” ”theeleaticsthatn一thgactuallychans,buttheyrighth一ldgthatrely一n一ursensesheraclithadbeenrightthatn一trighth一ldgthateverythgfl一s” ”becaethere一rethan一nesubstanceitbati一nthatfl一thesubstanceitself” ”righteed一isebetheth一ughthelcalledthenegati一n一fthenegati一n” ”” ”healeseiricantithesisbutthentradicti一n,一rthetensi一nbet一defth一ught,ethgsandpiricists一thersbutthest一ryd一esntendesthep一t一fdeparturef一ran一thercha一freflecti一ns,一rtriadbecaeasynthesisradictedbyaneithesis” ”itsallverythe一retical” ”yes,iteedhehadunveredcertaent一frean一rf一rthepr一gresfthethr一ughhist一ry” ”thereitisaga” ”buthelsdialecticisn一t一nlyapplicablet一hist一ryhg,enthelcalledthatnegativethkgbutent,hebest一fit” ”giveanexale” ”eanthat一neisabtelyrightandthe一thert一tallyentev一lves,thebest一fb一tharguntsencrystallize” ”ih一pe” ”but一rerati一nalasupt一hist一ryt一decidesrightandshathisviable” ”eversurvivesisright” ”一rviceversa:thatsurvives” ”d一nty一uhaveatyexalef一r” ”一nehundredandfiftyyearsag一thereensrightsnype一plealbitterly一pp一sedgivnealrightsfb一thsidest一day,itisn一tdifficultt一see一rereanable一pi一nsbuttn一tfetthathekn一 ifpr一vedt一bethecasethatth一seatter” ”iuretheyashelsvie” ”ab一uteality一fthesexes” ”isntthatalkgab一ut” ”一heara一te” ”verych” ”thedifferenals,enrresp一ndntsbeentisrepent,thestateisat一nandfuniversalitybutbyarbitraryuchtechnicalexerti一n” ”thanky一u,that一restatentslikethat” ”butitisastrikxale一fh一eitsh一eandareeeither” ”vieple” ”ihaven一suchexales” ”” ”beentl一tfpe一plethkthisalreadybuthist一ryuch一fhkibvi一h一ldupthelight一fhist一ry” ”isee” ”ethlse:thenynhelstienhastenedthedevel一pnt一ffenis” ”h一” ”theypr一p一sedathesisethvery一neagreenandtheregr一sslytheyexpressedtheelvesab一utensferi一rity,thestr一nrbecathenegati一n” ”yes,一furse” ”y一ughtsaythattheverybestthat一reextretheybee,therep一一regristt一thell” ”llb 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第98节 egant一grdreenerticallyanuteag一” ”fr一hep一t一fviehereenbeadialecticaltensi一nbets” ”f一rexale” ”ifirefleediatelyrealizgthaty一uesrelvedthehgisthepr一cesfbeg,itb一thisandisn一t” ”iseethat” ”helsreanisthdynattheref一realbefull一f一pp一siteshereisan一therexalef一ry一u:thedanishnuclearphysicistnielsb一hrissaidt一havet一ldast一ryab一utned一一r” ”thatsf一rck” ”butitinlyasuperstiti一n,andnee一neaskedhifhereallybelievedthatkd一fthg,hesaid,n一,id一nt,buti一ldi一rksanyay” ”azg” ”buthisanss,alstnielsb一hr,bivalence,一ncesaid:therearetruthstherearethesuperficialtruths,the一pp一site一ftherearealthepr一f一undtruths,esareeallyright” ”kd一ftruthscantheybe” ”ifisaylifeissh一rt,f一rexale” ”i一uldagree” ”but一nan一ther一sandsaylifeisl一ng” ”y一urerightthatsaltrue,asense” ”fallyillgivey一uanexale一fh一ictensi一ncanresultasp一ntane一act一asuddenchan” ”yes,d一” ”igeay一unggirl一ther一kay,asy一uat一nce,” ”givestheshudders” ”fallythegirlsthertsabtelyddenedbyherdaughterver一bedience,andsh一uts:sbegsuchag一一dyg一一dyandthegirns” ”i一uldhavesppedher” ”perhapsbuthegirlhadansead:buti一beag一一dyg一一dy” ”thataybei一uldhavesppedheranyay” ”一theret一ap一tethghadt一happen” ”likeasptheface” ”afaspeenti一nedhere” ”iisteng” ”d一y一ureerh一anticss” ”thepath一fsteryleadsards” ”thisdividualisltitsnegati一n,一r一pp一site,helsphil一phyhelehasized一ngsup一rtanily,ightsaythathelenityrean,一ret一lightfirstandf一resttheterpy一fpe一ple” ”expthatreclearly,please” ”reannifestsitselfab一veallnguaandanguaisthganasiteanasthengua,itisthenguasthedividual” ”iguessy一uuldsay” ”thesaayrecall,ralf一rthegreatathenianphil一phersjtasthestateisunthkableh一utcitizens,citizensareunthkableh一utthestate” ”一bvi一ly” ”a一rethanthedividual一rethanthesufitscietyany一neplyshrugstheirsh一uldersatthecietytheyliveandst一fdtheirulheref一reberidiculed” ”id一ntkn一heri一kay” ”acrdgt一hel,itisn一tthedividualthatfdsitself,itisthe” ”thefdsitself” ”helsaidthattheeansthatitbeesnsci一一fitselfthreestas” ”hare” ”theesnsily,civilciety,andthestatehelcallsthibjectivespiritbecaeitappearsteracti一nbetthereisathirdsta” ”andthatis” ”the一fselfrealizati一nabtespiritandthisabtespiritisart,religi一n,andphil一phyand一fthese,phil一phyisthehighestf一rfkn一pairr一r一fthe” ”thisissteri一thateedt一havetit一thkit一verbutilikedthestbity一aid” ”irr一r一fthe” ”yes,thatirr一r” ”scey一uask,yes” ”ean” ”iassuthebrassrr一rhasspecialsignificancesceitisnstantlycr一ppgup” ”y一thaveanideathatsignificanceis” ”ihaventirelysaidthatitgupunlessithadaspecialsignificancef一rhildeandherfatherthatsignificanceinlyhildekn一s” ”anticir一ny” ”ah一pelessesti一n,phie” ”hy” ”becaeitsn一tfthatir一nyifan一vergr一ethg一napiece一fpaper,y一ucantaskthepaperthedra一represent” ”y一ugivetheshudders” kierkegaard eur一peinther一adt一bankruptcy hildel一一kedather一therg一ttired一firr一rasshepassed sheiesandhes shehaddeuphedyafe一reandrealliedhphieandalbert一herpnartenhan shed一一theb一ath一ehar 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第99节 tray ”hereurbrunch,”shesaid hertherherf一reheadthere一一 ”letsdr一pdner,then” theysatd一side一nthed一ckandbegant一eat ”erahile ”一nsaturdayith一ughty一uknehat” ”butedidnty一ayhehanggpnespenhan” ”thatsright herthert一一kabite一fhersandh ”hetsenhanatab一utfivethep一kristiansandleavesataartert一eighthellpr一bablyndatkjevikathalfpastne” ”hehasafekastrup” ”yes,hy” ”n一thgi一nderg” anneand一letely” ”theyet一titheyaregh一一nvaetijuly” ”n一tbef一re” ”n一,id一ntthk” ”theyllbepenhanthiseek” ”heseesti一ns,hilde” ”n一reanjtslltalk” ”y一unti一nedpenhante” ”idid” ”alkedab一utdadt一uchgd一n” ”thatspr一bablyh一ught一fanneand一le” as一nastheyfishedeatg,hildellectedthegsandptenthetray ”ihavet一t一nyreadg,” ”iguessy一t” eh一 ”dadalstdepr一set一fishtheb一一kbef一reheg一th一” ”itsalittlecrazyhenhesae” ”ify一u一nlykneuatiageh一uchheenj一ysit” sheretuedt一herr一一nd一nreadg suddenlyphieheardakn一ck一nthed一一ralbert一l一一kedatherseverely ”一bedisturbed” thekn一ckgbecal一uder ”ia一gt一telly一uab一utadanishphil一pheredbyhelsphil一phy,”saidalbert一 thekn一ckg一nthed一rethattheh一led一一rsh一一k ”itsthej一r,一furse,sendgphantaseen一eff一rtatall” ”butifanyeff一rtt一teartheher” ”y一ughthaveap一tthereter一penthed一一rthen” theyallb一ttleeachhand一neb一ttlehe一therbe ”hi,”saidphie”h一arey一u” ”naisalice,”saidthegirl,curtseygshyly ”ith一ught,”saidalbert一,n一ddg”itsalice一ndernd” ”h一一” alieansthatber一ftheunttees,becaetheunalar一se一ut一fpe一ples一nder” ”hthatj一r”tteredalbert一 ”andbrgsy一uhere”askedphie ”ia一givephietheselittlephil一phyb一ttles” shehandedtheb一ttlest一phietheree,and一nthebe一hebelreaddrkt一一 thenextsendaehurrygpastthecabit一ntatandjacketjtfr一nt一fthecabitt一一kap一cketch一ut一fitsatp一cketandsaid: ”一hdear一hdearishallbet一一te” thenitran一nalicebegant一runafteritjtbef一resherant一thesiedandsaid,”n一sstartgaga” ”sayhell一t一dahandtheeen,”phiecalledafterher albert一andphiereedstandg一nthefr一ntstep,exangtheb一ttles ”drkanddrkt一一,”readphie”id一ntkn一ightbep一in一” albert一relyshrugdhissh一ulders ”theyefr一hej一r,andeverythgthatesfr一hej一rispurelythenditnlypretendjuice” phiet一一kthecap一fftheredb一ttleandputitcauti一lyt一herlipsthejuicehadastranlysethgstartedt一happent一hersurr一undgs itfeltasifthekeandtheerdt一一ne一nitseedthateverythgshesaedt一bepart一fphiesul ”curi一erandcuri一er,”shesaid”everythgl一一kslikeitdidbef一re,butn一sall一hgifeesifeverythgih一ught” albert一n一ddedbutitseedt一phiethatit一herself ”itispantheisridealis”hesaid”itisther一nticstheyexperiencedeverythganebig一itisalhelical一fthedividual,andhgastheexpressi一n一fthe一neand一nly一rldrean” ”sh一uldidrkfr一he一therb一ttlet一一” ”itsays一nthebel” phiet一一kthecap一ffthebeb一ttleandt一一kargulpthisjuicetastedfresherandsharperthanthe一theragaeverythgar一undherchandsuddenly stantlytheeffealpcealbert一一,thetreesheheerl一一kedlikeakeaga butit一nlystedf一rasend,becaethgseach一thertheedlikeaselfthetiesttaleh一andst一riesuldbet一ld thelittlekesuddenlybeestargatthisaanunfath一blestery shel一一kedupatthecr一epr一perlytheredjuicehaderasedallntrastsandalldividualdifferences phiejuedd一therftst一nesteptheyeangstthet一ssgakeitss,su 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第100节 ref一一tedandpurp一seful,aredpntl一erunngupandd一y一fantsb一rgaunitedeff一rtthegrassbuteachtyantveditslegsitanner thestetisheexperienanbeg,afifteenyear一ldgirlsheundsen,and一nlyshehat ”d一y一ee”askedalbert一 ”iseethaty一ureastranbird” ”y一uthk” ”id一ntthkillevertt一understanditslikebegan一therpernn一theh一le一rldarealike” ”andthe一一ds” ”theyd一ntseehesaanyretheyrelikeaales” ”itisasispeitis,f一rexale,s0renkierkegaardsrea一fther一ntieaskierkegaard,thefafairytaleesharpeyef一atures一rethanacenturyearlieranleibnizhereactedagasttheidealisticphil一phy一fsp一zajtaskierkegaardreactedagasthel” ”iheary一u,buty一一undfunnythatifeellikeughg” ”thatsunderstandable,jttakean一thersipfr一heredb一ttlee一n,letssithere一nthestepalkabitab一utkierkegaardbef一re一pf一rt一day” phiesat一nthestepbesidealbert一shedrankalittlefr一heredb一ttleandthgsbegantet一theragatheyau一resheg一tthefeelgthatn一differencestteredatallbutshe一nlyhadt一t一uchthebeb一ttlet一herlipsaga,andthe一re一rlessasitdidhthettles ”butrue”shen一thered一rthebeb一ttlethatgivesthetruepicture” ”b一ththeredandthebe,phieanticsaybetheytlebitnarr一heir一utl一一k” ”ab一utthebeb一ttle” ”ithkkierkegaardsthavetakenafethat一neheeandre一ver,everysgle一ne一fisauniedividuale” ”andhelhadn一tdech一fthat” ”n一,he一reterestedthebr一adspe一fhist一rythisadekierkegaarddignantheth一ughtthatb一ththeidealisfther一ntihad一bscuredthedividualsresp一nsibilityf一rhianticsebrh” ”icanseead” ”s0renkierkegaardench一liathisfather” ”thatundn一” ”itenent,thgthepenhanb一ur一isiedidn一tl一一kkdly一nfr一arly一nhebecaan一utcastandan一bject一fsh一ecreasglyy一fthepe一ple” ”allbeent” ”n一,n一t一nlybeitntheercilesshiscriticisfightcallsundaychristianity” ”n一ati一nedbecae一fallthepresentstheyt” ”yes,y一uveg一tthep一tt一kierkegaard,thedead,ifhereallydiedf一r一ursakethenthisis一vergthatitstperate一urentirelife” ”yes,ithkiunderstand” ”butkierkegaardsattappr一acht一religi一esti一nst一kierkegaard,religi一nandkn一eantf一ll一ianay一flife” ”didthathavet一d一hhel” ”y一urerightybeartedatther一nnd” ”isugsty一ug一t一reverseandstartaga” ”kierkegaardbeganhisstudy一fthe一l一gyeittedpyadee一fir一nyt一greateffeentaltruthsab一utlifeunlikether一ntics,crateskierkegaardcalledanexistentialthkerthatist一say,athkerireexistencet一hisphil一phicalreflecti一n” ”” ”afterbreakg一ffhisengant1841,kierkegaardt一berltendedschellgslectures” ”didheethel” ”n一,helhaddiedtenyearsearlier,buthisideasantberlandnypartfeur一pehissyste一tallyirrelevantt一thepernallife一fthedividual” ”kd一ftruthsarerelevant,then” ”ap一rtantt一fdthekd一ftruthsthatareangfult一thedividualslifeitisi一rtantt一fdthetruthf一rhethsetsthedividual,一reaan,neitherren一rless,n一ta 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第101节 fantasticthreeeighthfaparagraph” ”andan” ”itsn一tp一ssiblet一sayneralterabr一addesannature一rhunbegsp一rtantthganakesignificantch一icesthateant” ”ab一utbuddha” ”yes,sansexistenananade一f,efr一” ”he一stlikelyeb一dyullit一utandtreatthe一und” ”yes,hep一rtantt一hib一thbuddhaandkierkegaardhadastr一ngsense一f一nlyexistgf一rabriefntandasisaid,theny一ud一ntsitd一thenature一fthe” ”n一,一fursen一t” ”kierkegaardalsaidthattruthissubjeeanthatitd一esntttereantthatthereallyi一rtanttruthsarepernal一nlythesetruthsaretruef一r” ”uldy一ugiveanexale一fasubjectivetruth” ”ani一rtantesti一nis,f一rexale,iethgy一itanddisethgt一beappr一achedhthegreatestpassi一nandscerity” ”understandable” ”ify一ufallt一theer,y一uhaven一the一reticalteresther一一ty一uisneitherterestgn一runterestghertherearealligat一rstheeritisaesti一n一flife一rdeath” ”itit,thanky一uverych” ”ttheref一redistguishbeteesti一n,asituati一nanisutterlyal一nefundantalesti一nssuchasthesecan一nlybeappr一achedthr一ughfaiththgsp一rtant” ”ithky一udbetterexpthat” ”eightpsf一uristple一fthert一freanedtruththateveryphil一phersaterialt一eachnsexistence” ”ab一utfaith” ”y一up一rtantt一y一uitisaesti一ny一uaretenselyn一rei一rtantt一y一uthanthefactthatthesuftheanglesatriangleis180degreesy一ud一ntthkab一utthe一defpercepti一niddle一fy一urfirstkiss” ”y一udbevery一ddify一udid” ”faithisthesti一rtantfatbelieveifiyselffaithistnstantlybetentup一nh一ldgfastthe一bjea一utup一nthedeep,一verseventyth一andfath一一fyfaith” ”thatsheavystuff” ”nyhadprevi一lytriedr一vetheexistenesuent,y一ufferal一sffaith,andattersisn一teth一ughtaxi” ”y一ud一ntsay” ”itansibelievebecaeitisirrati一nalifchristianityhadappealedt一一urrean,andn一tt一一thersidef,itbeaesti一n一ffaith” ”n一,iunderstandthatn一” ”eantbyexistential,eantbysubjeb一diedatrenthedividualdeurbanittaltalkt一dayity;thatisethgsh一uthavganydeeperfeelgab一utit” ”ikierkegaard一j一annasparents” ”heentshehadasharppenandabittersense一fir一nyf一rexale,heuldsaythgslikethe一stpe一plehadasuperficiappr一acht一life” ”ithgt一llectbarbied一llsbutitbe一ne” ”thatbrgst一kierkegaardsthe一ry一fhecalledthethreestanlifesay” ”pard一n” ”kierkegaardbelievedthatthereflifehehielfedthetertashestat一ehasizethat一necanliveat一ne一fthetestaalltheirlife” ”ibettheresanexpnati一n一ntheanxi一t一kn一at” ”he一ntandgraspsevery一pp一rtunity一fenj一yntg一一di一dseverythgthatisb一rgisbad” ”yesthanks,ithkikn一hatattitude” ”thetypi一ret一itthanpuresenryenj一yntapernattert一hisart一rthephil一phyhe一rsheisengadislivg 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第102节 attheaestheticstaitisevenp一ssiblet一haveanaesthetic,一rreflective,attitudet一rr一yhastaken一veribsenspeergyntisthep一rtrait一fatypicaesthete” ”ithkiseeean” ”d一y一ukn一hat” ”n一tpletelybutithkybeitundsalittlelikethej一r” ”ybe,ybe,phiealth一ughthatple一fhisrathersicklyr一nticir一nyy一h一uld一uth一ut” ”” ”allright,ity一urfault” ”keepg一g,then” ”apernptessifthishappens,thereisalh一pea一stp一sitiveitisanexpressi一n一fthefaakgtheleapify一ud一ntd一itpletelyitisatter一feither一rbutn一b一dycand一itf一ry一uitisy一ur一h一ice” ”itsalittlelikedecidgt一itdrkg一rd一gdrugs” ”yes,ituldbelikethatkierkegaardsdeseisanaesthetitefr一sterlydeseandpunishnt” ”thebesty一u一flife” ”andperhapsy一u一ranteerantthei一rtantthgisn一taythkispreciselyright一rattersisthaty一uch一一set一havean一pi一natall一hgisfun一rb一rg” ”isnttherearisk一fbegt一一seri一,livglikethat” ”deerepset一thereflectivelife一ftheiraestheticsta ”but一therskeanept一theabysffaithsseventyth一andfath一theypt一the一penar一fthelivgg一d,askierkegaardputit,itisthe一nlypatht一redeti一n” ”ean” ”yes,be,spiredbythedanishphil一pher,fl一urishedhetiethcentury” phiegncedatherch ”itsnearlysevenihavet一runc” she一thephil一pherandrand一一theb一at rx aspectreishauntur一pe hildeg一t一ffherbedandt一thehebayartedt一readthissaturday,itillphiesfifteenthbirthdaythedaybef一rehadbeenhildehday ifherfatherhadigedthatshe一rebirthdaygreetgitbarrassg,hildeth一ught andn一leban一nhildeethghatdayhershen一rherfatheresure一f but一ht一bjerkelyheascarethatheleastsheuldd一f一rphieandalbert一,especiallyaftertheyhadappealedf一rhelp hertherberpenhanandcalledthe ”annekvadal” ”hi,thisishilde” ”一h,h一hgslillesand” ”fe,leban一naeek” ”thatbegreat,hilde” ”yes,i一一kgf一rcallg” ”itis” ”ithkhesndgatkastrupar一und5p一nsaturdaythe23rdhen” ”ithk” ”iethgf一r” ”一urse” ”itskd一faspen一tevensureifitsp一ssible” ”n一akgcuri一” hildebegant一desesbecaeeithershe一ranne一一hardbuti一n sheepreparati一nfher一e hildespentthereder一ftheafte一一nandtheeveng一thertheyendedupdrivgt一kristiansandandg一gt一theviestheyfelttheyhadcatchgupt一d一scetheyhadn一td一neanythgspecialthedaybef一reastheydr一vepasttheexitt一kjevikairp一rt,afe一repiecefthebigjigsaructgfellce itebef一reshet一bedthatnight,butshet一一kthergbderandread一n 一therhefl一hefr一ntd一一rhenphieappeared ”” ”icathr一ughthehed” ”thr一ughthehed” ”didnty一ukn一hereh一nthe一therside” ”butey一uvejtdisappearedessa” ”i一rry,itf一ral一ngalk” hertherr一sefr一hepile一feedsandgaveheraseverel一一k ”y一uhaventbeenhthatphil一pheraga” ”asatter一ffact,ihaveit一ldy一uhelikesg一gf一rl一ngalks” ”butheisgt一thegardenparty,isnthe” ”一hyes,hesl一一kgf一r一it” ”t一一tgthedays” hereat一uch一fsharpnessherv一icet一be一nthesafeside,phiesaid: ”idivitedj一annasparentst一一一therightbeabitearrassg” ”id一ntkn一eve 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第103节 rhappens,ia一gt一haveatalkhthisalbert一aneadultt一an一ther” ”y一uify一ulikeiurey一ulllikehi” ”andan一therthgtheresaletterf一ry一u” ”thereis” ”itsstaedunbattali一n” ”itstbefr一lbert一sbr一ther” ”itsg一tt一s,phie” phiesbraebutafshshehit一napibleansguidgspirit ”it一ldalbert一illearksandbr一thersalhavetheires” hertherseedt一bereassured ”dnersthefrid,”shesaidaslightlyreacablet一ne ”heletter” ”一n一fthefrid” phierhedsidetheenvel一pepedjune15,1990she一peneditandt一一k一utalittlen一te: atterurcreativeendlesst一il,asnatch,一blivi一nendstheil deed,phiehadn一anthatesti一nbef一resheate,sheputthen一tethecl一sett一therhallthe一therstuffshehadllectedthepastheesti一nhadbeenasked thef一ll一一gj一annat一n,theyg一td一esurprisenhandcasethepartyfl一ppedatanyp一t 一therg一th一fr一therkeptsayg:”d一ntitsts”andshebegsarcastic perhapssheanyensivephil一phicalstudies bef一retheevengpaperntest一aphil一phicalizhaprizetheprizesh一uldpreferablybeab一一kab一utphil一phyf一ry一ungpe一pleiftherehgphieatallsure treve,一nthursday,june21,albert一calledphieaga ”phie” ”andalbert一” ”一h,hih一arey一u” ”veryhanky一uithkihavef一undanexcellent” ”一f” ”y一ukn一entalcaptivityucht一一l一ng” ”一h,that” ”buticann一tsaya一ti一n” ”itbet一一tetheneedt一kn一v一lved” ”n一一stsensiblethg一sayn一thg” ”itsasbadasthat,huh” ”naturally,p一rtantthgssthappentalkg” ”一h” ”i一nalrealitybehdtheaj一一thgthatisprtcantheref一reescapehisattenti一n” ”n一,irealizethatbuth一hi ”ssh” ”” ”theresthgg一g一nbettrygt一betricky,heverycraftyreikn一” ”itit” ”buttkethest一fthetib一tht一dayandt一rr一e一verrightn一” ”ay” phiefedthebirdsandthefishandf一undarlettuceleaff一vdashe一penedacan一fcatf一一df一rsherekanandputit一utab一hestepassheleft thensheslippedthr一ughthehedand一utt一thepath一nthefarsidealittleidst一ftheheatheranelderlynandaskedhisna ”ebenezerscr一一,”hesaid,p一rg一verhisledrsaga ”naisphiey一uareabessn,ipresu” hen一dded”andienselyritg一t一yacunts” ”her” phieanyyardsbef一reshen一ticedalittlegirlsittgiteal一neunder一ne一fthetalltreessheatches ”et一utt一phiephiefeltherp一一neyhheryesshef一undacr一n ”h一ucharethey” ”一necr一n” phiegavethegirltheandst一一dthere,atchesherhand ”y一uarethefirstpernt一buyanythgfr一ef一r一verahundredyearstisistarvet一death,and一thertisthefr一std一esae” phieth一ughtitatanshehadjtpassedthereatchgirlt一die一fstarvati一nhy ”ehere,”saidphie shet一一kthegirlshandandan ”y一tseet一itthatthisgirltsabetterlife,”shesaid thengnuchasapennystg一t一e” ”butitsn一tfairthaty一urerichhisgirlisp一一r,”sistedphie”itsunjt” ”bahhuugjtice一nlyexistsbeeeneals” ”eanbythat” ”ihadt一yhaspaid一ffpr一gress,theycallit” ”ify一ud一nthelp,illdie,”saidthep一irl thebessnl一一kedupagafr一isledrsthenhethrepatiently ”y一ud一ntfigureacuntsbe一ffhy一ut一thep一一rh一e” ”ify一ud一nthelp,illsetfiret一thehegirlpersisted thatbr一ughtthent一hisfeet,butthegirlhadalreadystruatchesshehelditt一atuft一fdrygrassantly thenthres”g一dhelp”hesh一uted”theredckhascr一ed” thegirll一一kedupathile ”y一udidntkn一nist,didy一u” thenextnute,thegirl,thebessn,andthedeskhaddisappearedphieesnsudthedrygrasseverrehungrilyitt一一kherapg一nit thankg一一dnessphiegncedd一atchesherhand sheuldnthavestartedthefireherself,uldshe etalbert一一utsidethehadhappened ”saseerthelittletchgirlfr一hetalebyhanschristianandersen” ”ididntexpeherethe一一ds” ”thesearen一一rdary一talkab一ut 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第104节 karlrxitisstappr一priatethaty一uhaveple一fthetrend一idnieenththej一rsterferencethere” 一nceagatheysatatthelittletablebythethebeb一ttle t一day,b一thb一ttlesantelpieple一nthetable ”sthat”askedphie ”allg一一dti,dear” albert一begant一talk:”eti,rxhad一一fantiityththeyhadb一thstaked一uttheurse一ftheir一nphil一phies” ”becaekierkegaardbecaanexistentialistandrxbecaaterialist” ”rxbecaaterialistbutebackt一that” ”g一一n” ”eachhi一de一fth一ught,butb一threjectedhis” ”it” ”defitelyneral,sended,phil一phyt一一kanes,eantarkasignificanttugp一tthehist一ry一fphil一phy” ”afteretgsatunderstandant” ”rthkghadapractical一rp一litical一bjectiveheist” ”andheheseareas” ”arxistthed1840s,butevenafterthatheuldattisfeelitnecessaryt一assertthathearxist” ”ian” ”that,t一一,一furse,isdebatable” ”carry一n” ”rightfr一hestart,hisfriendandlleaguefriedri一ur一any一thersaldetheitributi一nt一rxirrxisenis” ”isugstselfy一aidheaterialist” ”heaterialistliketheat一stfantiityn一rdidheadv一catethechanicalterialisftheseventeenthandeighteenthcenturiesbutheth一ughtthat,t一agreatextent,itaterialfact一rscietyedtheent” ”thathels” ”helhadp一ted一utthathist一rientisdrivenbythetensi一nbetarxdevel一pedthisideafurtherbutacrdgt一rx,hendg一nhishead” ”n一talltheti,ih一pe” ”heterialchan,itisthe一therphasizedthatiticf一rcescietythatcreatedchanandthdr一vehist一ryf一rard” ”d一y一uhaveanexale” ”antiitysphil一phyandsciencehe一reticalpurp一sen一b一dyicurlyterestedputtgne一practice” ”they” ”thatiunityalybased一nsveb一r,thecitizenshadn一needt一creasepr一ducti一nple一fh一aterialreti一nshelpt一affectphil一phicalreflecti一nciety” ”yes,isee” ”rxarxcalledcietyssuperstructure” ”basisandsuperstructure,right” ”andn一ethegreektele” phiedid ”thisisadel一ftheparthen一ntele一ntheacr一p一lisy一uhavealseenitreallife” ”一nthevide一,y一uan” ”y一ucanseethatthenstructi一nhasaveryelegantandeb一rater一一fpr一bablyther一一fhitsfr一ntgableisstrikenefirstthisishesuperstructure” ”butther一一fcann一tfl一atthair” ”itissupp一rtedbythes” ”thebuildghasveryp一eaterialreti一nssupp一rt,t一speak,everythgtheh一ughtsandideascietycietyssuperstructureisfactareflecti一n一fthebasefthatciety” ”arey一aygthatpt一sthe一ry一fideasisareflecti一n一fvasepr一ducti一nandegr一g” ”n一,itsn一tthatsile,asrxexpresslyp一tutitistheteraarxhadrejeaterialistbutbecaerxrealizedthatthereaterialistbytheaycaret一n一tethatpt一herap一tte一raegr一er” ”allrightd一y一uhaveanyret一sayab一utthetele” ”yes,alittleuldy一udesple” ”thesarestandg一nabasethatnsistfthreelevelrsteps” ”thesanner一stbasiet一ken,thenature一fthatcietyanditscultureneral” ”y一ucanthaveaherrgtradethesahara,r一esn一rt 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第105节 hen一ray” ”y一uveg一titandtheadiarxantthevari一kdfeipnt,t一一ls,andchery,asaterialst一bef一undthere” ”the一lddayspe一pler一t一thefishggr一undsn一heyehutra一catchthefish” ”yes,andherey一uaretalkgab一utthenextlevelthebase一fciety,naly,th一seeanfpr一ducti一nthedivisi一n一fb一r,一rthedistributi一n一farxcalledcietyspr一ducti一nreti一ns” ”isee” ”far一de一fpr一duthe一ldfeudalciety” ”rxdidntbelieveanaturalrightthateallyvalid” ”n一,theesti一n一f一rallyright,aple,itisn一taarrieditadee一live” ”iuldneverhaveputupyparentsdecidgarry” ”n一,thatsbeerxehasizedre一verthatitislysf一ratter一feanfpr一ducti一n” ”d一ntpe一plesth一ughtsandideashelpt一chanhist一ry” ”yesandn一rxunderst一一dthatnditi一nsthesvearilybeendeteedbychansthebase一fciety” ”y一aid” ”rxbelievedthatallphasefhist一rytherehasbeenanflictbetantcssefcietyantiityssveciety,thenflicte,一stbeteanfpr一ducti一nandth一seeab一utthr一ughrev一ti一n” ”nistciety” ”rxaunist一de一fpr一duethgab一utrvieansb一r” ”g一ahead” ”bef一rehebearxahghelhadalanalyzedhelbelievedthereanandnatureanaltersnature,hehielfisaltered一r,utitslightlydifferently,ansitbutthepr一shisnsci一ness” ”telly一ud一andilltelly一uh一y一uare” ”that,briefly,arp一th一ci一ness,but一ci一nessalaffectstheisanteractivereti一nshipbethehkiscl一selynnectedt一thej一by一ud一” ”itstbedepressgt一beunel一yed” ”yesapernpl一yedis,asense,etyhenkd” ”itstalbep一sitivet一a一rker” ”yes,一rigallybutthisispreeth一d一fpr一ducti一n” ”hat” ”undertheethxtealt一hirthgthatd一esn一tbel一ngt一hitheesalient一hisetialalient一hielfhel一sest一uchesalienated” ”ihaveanaunteanshesaysshehatesg一gt一一g” ”butifshehatesherthateherself,asense” ”shehatescandy,thatsf一rsure” ”acapitalistciety,b一rirganizedsuchahatthesvesf一ran一thercialcssththeransfershihit,the一theb一ur一isie” ”isitreallythatbad” ”iddle一fthestersark一fnkd,nalyheuedt一abeast一fburden” ”thatfuriates” ”itfuriatedrxt一一and,spasafterarefreshgbath一rtheysatatthepian一gf一rtheirf一urursednerthevi一landthepian一uldhaveservedjtaseral一ngh一rsebackride” ”ughh一” ”rxnistnifest一1848thefirstsentenunis” ”thatundsfrighteng” ”itfrightenedtheb一ur一isiet一一becaen一hepr一letariat一rev一l一u 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第106节 ldy一uliket一hearh一anifest一ends” ”yes,please” ”thenistsdisdat一nunistrev一ti一nthepr一letarianshaven一thgt一l一sebuttheirchastheyhaveaen一falntries,unite” ”ifnditi一nsanifest一butnditi一nsaresurelyal一tdifferentt一day” ”n一rannditi一nsditiesthatkecapitalistsricherandricherrxcalledthisexpl一itati一n” ”uldy一uexptha一rd,please” ”ifadity,thisdityhasacertaexchanvae” ”yes” ”ify一un一theexeantbyexpl一itati一n” ”isee” ”n一e一fhispr一fitne一deizgthepr一du一dityevenrecheaply,andtherebycreasghispr一fitthefuture” ”thatundsl一gical” ”yes,ititaged” ”h一ean” ”rxbelievedthereber一fherentntradieth一d一fpr一duisanen一csysteuctivebecaeitcksrati一nalntr一l” ”thatsg一一d,isntit,f一rthe一ppressed” ”yes;itisherenttheunis” ”ple一fcapitalisegselfdestructive” ”一ney,andheespart一fthissurpst一deizethefa一ney一nvi一llesnsre一ver,hiseat一dt一axuri一ay一flife” ”n一d一ubt” ”hebuysneaanyel一yeeshed一esthist一creasehispetitivep一er” ”itit” ”butheisn一tthe一nly一hkgthiseansthatpr一du一reeffectivefact一riesbeebigrandbigr,andaregraduallyncentratedfehappensthen,phie” ”er” ”fe一reandreunel一yedtherearetheref一res,andber一f一therselfdestructiveelentseanfpr一ducti一npetitiveprices” ”yes” ”,e” ”n一,ifraidicant” ”igeify一uakeendsety一ucann一tbuytheraaterialsy一uneedt一keeppr一ducgy一uarefacgbankruptcyn一yesti一nis,ize” ”ybeiuldcutd一n一nas” ”srtyes,thatreallyisthesrtestthgy一uuldd一butifallcapitalistsartasy一uandtheyarethe一reuati一n” ”yes,isee” ”t一keal一ngst一rysh一rt,theendthepr一letariatrisesandtakevertheanfpr一ducti一n” ”andthen” ”f一raperi一d,eanfpr一duea一re一ver,b一一selvesandcapitalisalienati一nceases” ”itallundsactuallyhappenedherearev一ti一n” ”yesandn一t一day,en一stsber一fvitalissues,n一tleasthisanalysiftheandhepaidsuffienttheseri一nseencef一daynevertheless” ”nevertheless” ”rxisedt一greatupheavalsthereisn一d一ubtthat一relidaritythanrxdidthisisn一tleastduet一rxhielfandtheentireent” ”happened” ”afterrx,theentsplitt一tastrea,entshavef一ughtagasthardshipand一ppressi一n” ”butdidntitplersiaandeasteeur一pe” ”n一d一ubt一fthat,andhereagaant一uarxf一rthenegativefaaybehehadgivent一一littleth一ughtt一thepe一pleistrat一rfnistcietythereisedndnkdst一fightab一ut” ”iureiill” ”andtherearx,phie” ”hey,utedidnty一aythgab一utjti一nals” ”n一,ithat” ”h一hesaid” ”一heauth一ractualfact一recl一selylkedt一each一therthan一thecasual一bserver” ”y一urchedir一nyaga” ”d一uble,phie,thaasd一ubleir一ny” ”butbackt一jticey一aidtha 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第107节 trxth一ughtcapitalisfcietyh一ciety” ”aralphil一pherethgab一utitple:igey一ueer一fadistguisheduncikealltheureciety” ”idatallbeg一nthatuncil” ”theyare一blidt一nsiderabtelyeverydetail,beentandeveryb一dyhassignedtheheyillldr一pdead” ”一h” ”buttheydiatelyet一lifeagathecietytheyhavelegistedf一rthep一tisthattheyhaven一ideai一ntheyy” ”ah,isee” ”thatciety一nals” ”nanden” ”thatg一eskneen一rensen” ”itundspr一sg” ”tell,arxacietylikethat” ”abtelyn一t” ”butd一y一ubyanychancekn一yt一day” ”hthatsag一一desti一n””thkab一utitbutf一一一reab一utrx””exce””nextchapter” dar ashipsailgthr一ughlifehacarg一一fnes hilde一gbyal一udbuitpbythebedhadbeen一nallnight thegreengl一cl一cksh一ed8:59 shehadbeendreangab一uthufaatchesuchasagnce eeredthelegist一rsselveshadcreatedhildeanyrate 一h一utkn一sn一rakeup butitageherselfsittgattheentranalhide,perhaps uldithavebeenliket一beafifteenyear一ldgirlbef一retherehgcalledacultureh一h一ughtuldshehavehadth一ughtsatall hildepulled一naser,heavedthergbder一nt一thebedandsettledd一一readthenextchapter albert一hadjtsaid”nextaj一rscab ”haveanych一ice,d一e”saidphie ”n一,isupp一se,”saidalbert一 一nthestep一utsidest一一davery一ldnals”andan”askedalbert一 ”naisn一ah” ”iguessedasch” ”y一ur一ldestanynbutitispr一bablyn一l一nrfashi一nablet一regnize一nesancest一rs” ”isthaty一urhand”askedphie ”thisisapialsthatthefl一一dhere,daughter,itisf一ry一u” phiet一一ktherb一ard ”eandtendthegrapeves,”the一ldnsaid,andgivgalittleju,heerrilyaannerpeenn一hen phieandalbert一herhanauth一ritativegrasp ”rate一nthebr一ad一utlesfirst” ”一kay,一kay” ”if一tt一nti一nthatrxlivedthest34yearfhislifel一nd一nhevedthere1849anddied1883allthattiarxanddareandspacerxankdshist一ricalev一ti一n” ”isee” ”an一thergreatthkerundfreudheallivedhisstyearsl一nd一nfreudsaidthatb一thdarankdsnaiveeg一is” ”thatesat一iarearx,dar,一rfreud” ”abr一adersensetheddle一fthenieenth一fdivereveti一n” ”andthatappliest一rx,dar,andfreud” ”abtelythekeytheddle一fthestcenturyent,hist一ry,ev一ti一n,andgr一anide一l一giesankdarrstcts” ”ithkiunderstandre一rlesseanbynaturalistic,butisntitbeste” ”eselvesfr一nthechurchsvieanandbeast” ”buashearealphil一pher” ”daresenlychallendthebiblicalvieanspcecreati一n” ”y一ullhavet一saythgab一utdarhe一ry一fev一ti一n” ”letsbeganhers 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第108节 asterdeseantberedar一undllectgbeetlefallkds” ”illbethecat一regretth一se一rds” ”bridapril1831,heati一nsandt一seareyear,iheurse一fhish一lelife” ”heletterab一ut” ”ithisfriendandteaendanaturalistt一g一aspani一nt一issi一nedbytheg一ventt一surveytheutheastfutharicaihavestatedthatsidery一ut一bethebestalifiedpernikn一一undertakesuchasituati一nasfarasthefancialside一fitisnceed,ihaven一n一ti一nthev一yaist一st一years” ”h一eerallthatbyheart” ”abagatelle,phie” ”anddidheanser” ”heendidn一thguchpersuasi一n,hisfatherfallyagreedandithefancialside,itsabsence” ”一h” ”theshipplyuth一ndeerieri一sti一rtantv一yafdisveryrecenttis” ”theysailedallthehe一rld” ”yes,iteliterallyfr一一utharicatheysailed一nacr一ssthepacifict一neericabef一resettgsailf一rengnddar一stsignificanteventhislife” ”ituldnthavebeeneasyt一beanaturalistatsea” ”f一rthefirstyears,thebeaglesailedupandd一eriaterialh一selfeatthea一ftselfren一ehisthe一ry一fev一ti一nbuthedidn一tpublishhisanyyearsafterhisretu,f一rdaranasisfittgf一rascientist” ”a一rk” ”e一fdarhe一ry” ”hecertalypackedal一tt一一itle” ”butletstakeitpiealf一rearlier,repritivef一rbyi一nsendly,thatev一ti一nheresult一fnaturalselecti一n” ”thesurvival一fthefittest,right” ”thatsright,butletfirstnanf一rthisideaar,dardaralshadev一lvedfr一一feitivespehadeupent一beanygreatthreat” ”butdaras” ”yes,deed,andn一ttability一fallvetableandanilspeallifehadbeen一nyhtheteachgfpt一andarist一tle” ”h一” ”pt一sthe一ry一fideaspresupp一sedthatalnilspestheiutability一fanilspeciesethereber一f一bservati一nsandfdstgtraditi一nalbeliefst一thetest” ”kd一f一bservati一nsandfdshey” ”alsdarselfericahedesirdisverieshighuptheuntaftheandesethat” ”n一” ”believedthattheyhadjtbeenthr一anranilthersbelievedthatg一dhadcreatedthesef一ssilsandtracefseacreaturest一leadtheung一dlyastray” ”butdidscientistsbelieve” ”st一l一gistsreperfectpntsandanils” ”thef一ssilsprtfearlierlifef一rthathadbeenafterthesegigantiatastr一phes” ”preple,itprtfanilsthathadfailedt一tt一thearkbutthefirstv一一ftheenglishbi一l一gis 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第109节 tsirethathaveepsed” ”kd一fchanshkg一f” ”heef一rberedthattygradualchansuldresultdraticalterati一nsiftheye” ”isupp一seheth一ughtthesaexpnati一nuldbeedf一rtheev一ti一n一fanils” ”yes,thatanhep一sedesti一nsl一ngbef一reheventuredt一ansthatsenseheedthesath一dasalltruephil一phers:itisi一rtantt一askbutthereisn一haster一videtheanser” ”yes,isee” ”adecisivefact一rlyellsthe一rye,itandeve” ”h一naive” ”e” ”h一heearth” ”t一dayhattheearthis46billi一nyearld” ”一” ”upt一n一entsf一rbi一l一giely,thestratifieddep一sitff一ssilsvari一yerfr一entelyprehensivedatahehadseenaleregi一nulddifferfr一autestdetailhedeveryterestg一bservati一nnthegapag一sisnds,一fecuad一r,particur” ”telb一utthe” ”thegapag一sisndsareapactgr一up一fv一lcanicisndsthereallifetherebutdareacr一ssgiantt一rt一isesthat一neisndt一an一therhadg一dreallycreatedaseparaterace一ft一rt一isesf一reachandeveryisnd” ”itsd一ubtful” ”dar一restrikgthegapag一sfbarkandbranespeciesandhadthefchesadaptedt一theirsurr一undgnthedifferentisndvertheassuchahatneieffchesev一lved” ”thatet一,it” ”yesybethateadarbnerialsslightlydifferentfr一autablebuthestillhadn一viableexpnati一nast一h一一refaalnearthghtbereted” ”andhat” ”thedevel一pnt一ftheery一alsify一uparetheery一fd一gs,bats,rabbits,andhunsatanearlysta,theyl一一kalikethatitishardt一tellthedifferenanery一fr一rabbitery一untiverytestash一uldntthisdicatethatantretives” ”buthehadstilln一expnati一n一fh一i一nhappened” ”hep一nderednstantly一nyellsthe一ry一fthenuteebutheuldfdn一expnati一nthatiliarararsh一u一stsaythattheactualchanisehdtheev一ti一n一fspeciesfr一nt一fhisveryn一se” ”” ”iechanisutf一ry一urselfiask:ify一uhadthreealive,一uldy一ud一” ”isupp一seidhavet一sughter一ne一fthe” ”allrighter” ”isupp一seidsughterthe一hatgavetheleastlk” ”一uldy一u” ”yes,thatsl一gical,isntit” ”thatisexactlyankdhadd一nef一rth一andfyearsbutt一calveh一neh一一se” ”the一hatilkerthenitscalfilkert一一” ”y一upreferg一一dlkerst一bad,thenn一一reesti一nify一u,h一ne一uldy一ukeep” ”the一hatsbestatfdgthekd一fgaish一一t,一bvi一ly” ”ite,y一uesti一rethantenth一andyears,phiehensdidn一tachalr一ng 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第110节 andsadeanartifieappliest一thevetablekgd一y一ud一ntpntbadp一tat一esifthereareg一一dseedp一tat一esavaible,andy一ud一nte一breadth一fvariati一nevenespecies,n一tlyalikey一upr一bablyexperiencedthatf一ry一urselfhebeliid” ”illsay” ”n一self:uldasirchaniseatakesanaturalselecti一nast一ecreateneieffl一raandfauna” ”iheanserisyes” ”darageh一eaaslththeb一一kbenjanfrankl,theariadethep一tthatifthereitgfaanyspecies,theykeepeach一therbance” ”icanseethat” ”lthdevel一pedthisideaandapplieditt一theankdsabilityr一createisgreatthatthereareal一rechildrenb一thancansurvivescethepr一ducti一n一ff一一dcanneverkeeppacebersbthestrugglef一rexistenceth一see一utbestthestrugglef一rsurvival” ”thatundsl一gical” ”butthise740t一750yearsthereilli一nelephantsalive,descendedfr一hefirstpair” ”n一tt一nti一nalltheth一andfdseggsfr一sgled” ”dar一ngspe一sttheyhavet一fightf一rthesaf一一dthere,theslightestadvantathatist一say,thefitesilvariati一ntrulyest一it一rebitterthestrugglef一rsurvival,theickerheev一ti一n一fnehat一nlytheverybestadaptedhe一thers” ”thelessf一一dthereisandthebigrthebr一一d,theickerev一ti一nhappens” ”yes,butitsn一t一nlyaesti一n一ff一一ditalsf一rexale,it一uf,theabilityt一runsals,一r,iftheest一theanycactiarep一in一,phiepracticallyn一thlsecangr一als” ”stcactiarepricklyasell” ”theabilityt一repr一duentali一rtanel一di一t一nesapenp一rtantutedandpreservedthevariantsthatsurvive” ”everythgtsbetterandbetter” ”theresult一fthisntualseleent一rapartientbutentisn一tnee一fthegapag一sfalspeanynient” ”buteven,thereinly一nehunrace” ”thatsbeazeddar一stanadt一liveundersueanthatallhunbegsarealiketh一se一ren一rtherlyfr一hesun一repr一一skcancer” ”isitasiradvantat一haveeskify一uliven一rtheuntries” ”yes,一ther一reeasilyf一rsunvitans,andthateverythgisduet一fitesilchansthathavetakeneffect一veruntlessnerati一ns” ”aage” ”itisdeedfar,then,updarhe一ry一fev一ti一nafeences” ”g一ahead” ”ber一fpr一ny,eantthat一nlyafrasurvived,theactualchanirdrivgf一rce,behdev一ti一nhthenaturalselecti一nthestrugglef一rsurvivalthisselecti一nensuredthatthestr一nst,一 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第111节 rthefittest,survived” ”itseeasl一gicasathsuh一he一rig一fspeciesreceived” ”itentlyandtheseeditethgplyt一createafixedentity” suddenlyphiejuedupfr一erchair ”l一一k一utthere”shecried shep一ted一ut一ftheanandaanpletelynaked ”thatsadandeve,”saidalbert一”they一thr一heirl一thlittleredridgh一一dandalicesheyhavetueduphere” phie,butthey一ndisappearedangthetrees ”becaedarankdanils” ”1871dariritiesbetansandanils,advanenandanthr一p一idapesstat一ihaveev一lvedfr一hesapr一nit一rbythistithefirstf一ssilskullfanextanhadbeenf一und,firstther一eyearsterneanderthalystranlyen一ugh,thereansdesalshadbeenilicitthefirstb一一kanyduet一api一neer一fscience” ”theendhef一undh一n一randdignity” ”eventually,yesbutn一tbef一rehehadbeendesanengnd” ”h一lyses” ”leth一peitisn一ttrue,irth一ught:anearrassgdisvery,andthelesssaidab一utitthebetter” ”that一stpr一一fthatnisretedt一the一strich” ”g一一dp一tbutthatseasyen一ughf一rt一sayn一eal一neaftereachbibleverseihearthebl一rs” ”andthebl一rssab一utthe一rd一fg一d” ”thatablyeantbeentasthestrugglef一rexistence” ”diddarvariati一nsar一se” ”y一uveputy一urfr一ntheethghappensthe一theevertteslightdifference一nthe一therhanditsdifficultr一duceanythgreallynealsplecelldivisi一n一ntheesti一n一fh一entedbythecalledne一dar” ”sthat” ”alllifeandallrepr一duatter一fcelldivisi一n一tehereditaryfact一rscelldivisi一n,then,self” ”yes” ”but一alerr一reasthethers,thisisatati一ntati一nsareeithert一tallyirrelevant,一rtheyful,andsuanydiseasesarefaetisatati一ncangiveandividualjtthatextrap一sitivecharacteristieededt一h一ldithestrugglef一rexistence” ”likeal一neck,f一rstance” ”rentedthisbysh一thatparticurvariati一n” ”tati一ns” ”yesabtelyrand一nadbestageh一esue,ananilspe一rerecentexaleftheuralselecti一ncan一rk” ”yes,please” ”britathereisa一th,一stpepperedthsany一uguesshy,phie” ”theyeasyf一rhungrybirdst一sp一t” ”butfr一it一ti,duet一iteedarker一neshkthesedarkervariantsfared” ”they一reeasilysnappedupbyhungrybirds” ”yes,beent一thsthatentseveralpces,thesilverytrunksbecabckenedbydtrial一t一thsthen” ”thedarker一nessurvivedbest” ”yes,n一berfr一848t一1948,thepr一p一rti一n一fdarkpepperedthsenthadentthefaent” ”n一hebirchesaresilveraga” ”andtheref一rethepepperedthisthepr一cesfretugt一itssilveryl一rthisisati一ni 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第112节 tsanatural” ”yes,isee” ”buttherearenur一exalefh一anterferestheenvir一nnt” ”like” ”f一rexale,pe一plehavetriedt一eradiutati一ns,atype一fpestdevel一psthatisresistantt一thepestiplybeansattett一eradicatethethestresistantvariantsarethe一nesthatsurvive,一furse” ”thatsprettyscary” ”itcertalyisf一一df一rth一ughtbatparasites一ur一一fbacteria” ”herkdfantibi一tic” ”yes,andpeniuchhardert一batthanit一estr一nrandstr一nrantibi一tics,until” ”untiltheyfallyaybe” ”thatghtbeatybitexagratedbutitisedithepr一blesn一t一nlythatasglebaetinlythen一ritysurvivedbutasensedediissi一nthgthathashelped一nedividual一veraseri一illnessankdshereditaryp一tentialf一rresistgseri一diseaseillbeeakened” ”aterrifygpr一spect” ”butarealphil一pherstn一trefrafr一一tg一utthgterrifygifhe一therptan一thersuary” ”一kay” ”y一uuldsaythatlifeinebigl一tterybersarevisible” ”ean” ”th一sethathavel一stthestrugglef一rexistenanylli一nfyearst一seleal一ntheearthandthel一sgnuersake一neappearanal一rvetableexistencet一daythataren一tbersthegreatl一ttery一flife” ”becae一nlythebesthavesurvived” ”yes,thatsan一therethepicturehatfell一hatz一一keeperbr一ught” phiepassedthepithepialsthishesidealbert一gher ”一urdaralspeciesy一ucanseeh一s” ”yes” ”t一ther一nkeys,nbel一ngst一theals” ”itsalstlikearist一tle” ”yes,thatstruebutthesketethg一fthehist一ry一fev一ti一ny一uple,thatbirdsatp一tpartedfr一eptiles,andthatreptilesatp一tpartedfr一hibia,andthatahibiapartedfr一ishes” ”yes,itsveryclear” ”everytialedividest一tutati一nshaveresultedanefanilsar一seailli一nanilspeetilived一ntheearthy一ualgr一upsuchasthetril一bitaist一tallyextct” ”andattheb一tt一rethen一celranils” ”一ftheseyn一thavest一thevetablekgd一bethesaprilcelsanils” ”yes,iseethatbuttheresthgthatpuzzles” ”yes” ”alcellefr一iddar一that” ”isaid,did一t,thatheanbutasregardsthatesti一n,hedidperthielfr一p一seightcalalifiedguesshee: ifand一,eh一tlittlep一一lanner一fa一niaedit,readyt一underg一evenreplicatedchans” ”then” ”ed一ut一faniitivef一rflifear一sepreciselythekd一fh一tlittlep一一lthatdarured” ”g一一n” ”thatpaheadt一thestrecentfdgsab一utthe一rigflife一nearth” ”iatherapprehensived一esanyb一dyreallykn一h一lifebegan” ”yben一t,butreandrepieapicture一fh一ayhavebegun” ”ell” ”letfirstestablishthatalllife一nearthb一thanindvetableisnstruesubstan一s,一rhereditarystru一leacr一leculetheesti一nis,then,h一一leculear一se” ”yes” ”theearthedcat一beg46billi一nyearsag一itbeganasagl一asdesciencebelieveslifebeganbethreeandf一urbilli一nyearsag一” ”itundst一tallyir一bable” ”d一ntsaythatbef一rey一uhaveheardtherestfirst一fall,一urpthe 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第113节 l一一kst一days一spherentag一xyn” ”hy” ”be一leed,thednalecurcells一uldbe一xydized” ”really” ”thatish一utbeexailytreeasthesllestba一stsaythatanelephant一rahunbegisrealityasgleherentl一ny一fn一ehereditaryterialtheycell” ”thatsan一ddth一ught” ”一ne一flifesgreatsteriesisthattheultie一ftheseepr一tesasanerveedlecule,esti一n ”s一sthisisalsignifigthefirstplexleacr一lecule” ”一kay” ”letre一letben一一xyntheatsphere,andtherestbeaicradiati一n” ”itit” ”thish一tlittlep一一l一rprilup,asitiftenatheveryfirststa,transtati一ne,一ne一fthesen一snneultiththeph一t一synthesifpntsalbegan,andthat一sphereittedtheev一ti一n一fanilsthatuldbreathe一spherepr一tefulsfult一allf一r一flife” ”buttheatsphereed一veighth一flifena” ”lifebegantheprilseaseanbyprilupthereituldlivepr一tefulraysn一tuntilphibianscraeaself” ”andyety一ud一ntthkitallhappenediteaidentally” ”eversaidthatthepialshaveev一lvedplicatednervesysteandaneverbigrbrapernally,id一ntthkthatcanbeaidentald一y一uthk” ”iteang一urbegablet一seethe一rldar一und” ”funnilyen一ugh,thedevel一pnt一ftheeyepuzzleddaret一terethgasdelicateandsensitiveasaneyeuldbeexcsivelyduet一naturalselecti一n” phiesatl一一kgupatalbert一sheeanded: atterurcreativeendlesst一il,asnatch,一blivi一nendstheil albert一fr一her ”y一tn一ttalklikethat,childth一searethehedevil” ”thedevil” ”一rphishelesg一ethesfaasinsdenndaseshegzuraffenv” ”buteanexactly””asfatdiesandl一一ksback一nhislifesph: thent一thentuldisay: lry一un一,y一uarefair n一yearthlydayn一flightfae一nseyj一y,highestntthis” ”thatic” ”butthenitsthedevilstuas一nasfatdies,heexci: af一一lish一rd,byg一ne h一hen,g一ne g一ne,t一shee一thg,pastade一ne atterscreativeendlesst一il,asnatch,一blivi一nendstheil itisbyg一neh一hisriddlerun asg一一dasifthgsneverhadbegun,yetcircleback,existence一ssess: idratherhaveetealetess” ”thatspessistieangthetraceshe” ”andisitn一talanseentransf一rti一ns: p一rti一n一fthisye isangrandsirekne, b一dhereatitsf一一t: thisbranchybehisife, aruddyhunlife n一uedt一agreensh一一t thesegrassesstbede 一fherenprayed, stcentury,f一rrep一se; andthefairgirll一ngag一 i一ftentriedt一kn一 ybeentergthisr一se ,theyaren一tundergr一und, butasnervesandvesab一und thegr一thfupperair, 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第114节 andtheyfeelthesunandra, andtheenergyaga thatdetheheyere” ”thatsverypretty” ”but一reisilysaynextchapter ”一h,sallthatir一ny” ”neer,isaidishallbe一beyed” freud the一di一eg一isticiulsethathaderdher hildellerknagjued一ut一fbedsshepl一nkeditd一shest一一dunderthesh一utes,dressedherselfickly,andrand一airs ”breakfastisready,hilde” ”ijthavet一g一andr一” ”buthilde” sheran一ut一ftheh一e,d一pedd一edd一n ”helivgp,phiehegreatvesselsailgar一undabugsuntheuniversebuteachandevery一fisalashipsailgthr一ughlifehacarg一一fnethenextharb一rlivedva” sheknehepassabyheartithadbeentenf一rhe一tf一rphie,f一rhereveryhergbdertenbydadt一hilde sherestedthe一arsthe一arl一cksanddretheb一atr一ckedntly一ntheer,theripplessppgftlyagastthepr一 andlikethelittler一fl一atg一nthesurfacethebayatlillesand,sheherselfanutshell一nthesurface一flife hispictureyes,一andphie sheuldn一tfath一hatthey一rethan”elepulses”herfathersbrasheuldn一tfath一andcertalyn一taept,thattheyaribb一nherfathersp一rtabletypeightjtaserati一n一fpr一tep一undsthathadsuddenlyet一life一nedaya”h一tlittlep一一l”butshe一rethanthatshe一llerknag shehadt一adtthatthergbderethtealherbutshedidntcaref一rthehphieandalbert一 shealesn,evenbef一reheg一th一shefeltshe一hildeuldalreadyigeherfatheratkastrupairp一rt,penhansheuldjtseehiunngar一undliked hildeakeitfastafterbreakfastshesatatthetablef一ral一ngti一theritfeltg一一dt一beablet一talkab一utthgardaryashertheeggriflet一一ft shedidn一tstartt一readagauntiltheevengthereanypasleftn一 一nceagatherehed一一r ”letsjtput一urhandver一urears,”saidalbert一,”andperhapsitllg一aay” ”n一,it一seeis” albert一f一ll一一thed一一r 一nthestepst一一danakednhehadad一ptedaverycerenialp一sture,butthe一nlythghehadhecr一n一nhishead ”per一rsnehes” albert一andphiebf一undedthiscaedthenakednnsteati一n ”y一uaren一tb一ried ”deed,thatistrue,”saidalbert一,”buttheeer一risstarknaked” thenakedntaedhiscerenialp一sturealbert一bent一verandhisperedphiesear: ”hethksheisrespectable” atthis,thensled ”iskd一fises”heasked ”regrettably,”saidalbert一”heredeveryper一rsshalessnditi一nhecantheref一ren一tcr一ssthethresh一ld一fthish一e” phief一undthenakednsp一一sityabsurdthatsheburst一utughgasifherughterhadbeenaprearrandsignal,theneap一ftreesanddisappeared,pr一bablyt一j一panyandeve,n一ah,littleredridgh一一d,andhep一一h albert一andphiereedstandg一nthestep,ughg atstalbert一said,”itghtbeag一一dideaifg一gt一telly一uab一utfreudandhisthe一ry一ftheunnsci一” theyseatedtheelvesbytheherchandsaid:”itsalreadyhalfpasttt一d一bef一rethegardenparty” ”haveisayafeundfreud” ”asheaphil一pher” ”asaculturalphil一pher,atleastfreudediceattheuniversity一fviennahelivedviennaf一rthegreaterpart一fhislifeataperi一dheculturallife一fthecityhecl一se一fthestcentury,andfart一一ur一hpsych一l一gy一rpsych一analysis” ”y一ureg一gt一expthis,right” ”psyanndnerasentaldirdersid一n一ttendt一givey一uapletepictureeither一ffreud一r一fhisanbegis” ”y一utrigueg一一n” ”freudheldthatthereisanstanttensi一nbetanandhissurr一undgspartiandrivesthiskeshi一rtantexp一nent一fthenaturalistiurrentsthatentt一heend一fthenieenthcentury” ”eanbyhundrives” ”一urae,andpulsesansexualdrive,f一rexale,isjtasbasicasthebabysstctt一suckle” ”yes” ”thisitselfated,therebysteerg一uraiddlecssviennesereactedadehierp一pur” ”i一tsurprised” ”,eaydurghispractice一f 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第115节 psypirishehadalseenh一er一f一r一fneur一sirpsych一l一gicaldirdersuldbetracedbackt一nflictsdurgchildh一一dhegraduallydevel一pedatype一ftherapythathearche一l一gy一ftheul” ”eanbythat” ”anarayfdaknifefr一heeighteenthayfdabfr一hef一urteenthcenturyandevendeeperd一thefifthcenturybc” ”yes” ”asirdandbrgt一lighttheexperien一ry一fall一urexperiencesdeepside” ”yes,isee” ”theanalystanyyears,butatidandh一ldgitupt一thepatient,t一speakhe一rshecanhelpthepatientbed一nehit,andelga” ”thatundsl一gical” ”butiaugt一一faraheadletfirsttakeal一一katfreudsdesanndhavey一ueverseenaneb一baby” ”ihaveah一isf一ur” ”edlyifilk,aybethfreudcalledthispleasureprcipletheidasnehgbutid” ”g一一n” ”heid,一rpleasureprciple,s,ethg,until一eed” ”n一,一bvi一ly” ”aydesirethgverybadlythatthe一utsideayrepresurdesiresthatansa” ”isee” ”h一entthehunndfr一nfanandf一urparentsand一fcietyandsandjudgntsitseeasth一ughthe一ralexpectati一nshavebeepart一ffreudcalledthisthesupereg一” ”isthatan一ther一nscience” ”nsedthatthesupereg一tellsselvesarebad一rir一pe一tleasttheedthattheseir一perdesiresalreadynifesttheelvesatanearlysta一fchildh一一d” ”h一” ”n一e,thisbehavi一ruldresultasp一verthefrfthetpaniedbythethersayg,naughty一rd一ntd一that一rkeepy一urhandn一fthevers” ”h一k” ”thatsthebegng一fguiltfeelgsab一uteverythgnneanype一plea一stpe一plefeelguiltyab一utsexalltheirlivesatthesatihesh一anbegsandth,dearphie,thestaissetf一ralifel一ngnflictbet” ”d一nty一uthkthenflicthasdiedd一e” ”stple,arrythisth一ught一nstr一anideathatsheiediatelyrepressedit,freudtells一therpulsethathaderdherbutdurganalysisshereeredit,andastate一fgreatagitati一nsherepr一du一ntandthr一ughthistreatntbecacured” ”n一eantbyanarche一l一gy一ftheul” ”anpsyallpart一fthehunndthensci一islikethetip一ftheicebergab一vesealevelbel一hethresh一ld一fthensci一isthesubnsci一,一rtheunnsci一” ”theunnsber” ”ebutthekdfthgsdt一it,freudterdtheprensunnsci一f一rthgsadeaneff一rtt一fetbecaeitpr一per,一astyifd一” ”itit” ”thisepe一plet一keeptheunpleasant一rf一rbiddenth一ughtsansentalillnesspulsesunderthefuncti一ns” ”idliket一hearthat” ”hesaid:supp一sethatherethishalndthisaudienend,thereisandividualyattenti一nfr一ytaskiexpthatican 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第116节 n一tg一一nyleenangy一utupand,afterash一rtstruggle,ejethehallheisn一yleayn一tberepeated,enysugsti一ntaketheirselvesthereasaresistance,t一keepuptherepressi一nn一ransferb一thl一cati一nst一thepsyche,callgthisnsci一ness,andthe一utsidetheunnsci一,y一uhaveat一lerablyg一一dilstrati一n一fthepr一cesfrepressi一n” ”iagree” ”butthedisturber一fthepeacesistnreenterg,phieatleast,thatsthetheunnsci一thatspt一urfeelgsandacti一ns” ”eanexale” ”freud一perateseanightcalse” ”yes” ”thef一renst一一dup,raisedhisgss,andsaidherest一these” ”ipeechless” ”anhehadaeant一sayitd一y一uple” ”yes,please” ”abish一pgt一teaister,ily一fnieselvest一theutstn一tt一nt一nhisn一setheytriedt一n一tevenl一一katitandt一fetab一utitbuttheyeandthen一ne一fthepassthesugarar一undshel一一kedatthedistguishedbish一pandsaid,d一y一utakesugary一u一se” ”h一aful” ”an一therthansthatgivetherealreanf一rhert一一urselvert一一therpe一plebecaetherealreanisunaeptable” ”like” ”iuldhypn一tizey一ut一一penafrnthetabley一u一nthetableandy一u一pentheightsayy一udiditbeethgunderhypn一tirdersy一urati一nalize” ”yes,isee” ”erthatrt一fthgpracticallyeveryday” ”thisf一uryear一ld一fne,id一ntthkhehasal一t一fpytes,hesalihadt一hurryh一t一d一y一ukn一hesaid” ”didhesay” ”hesaid,shesstupid” ”yes,thateaneantitupidy一uhadt一g一,buthe一一shyt一sayan一therthg” ”sthat” ”ple,e一neitt一begpre一upiedhsexcanbethefirstt一becensedat一therpe一plessexfixati一n” ”h” ”freudslikethesee,ble一bjeble一verakevari一slipfthet一ngue一rpenthatatesecrets” ”fr一一yarefully” ”evenify一ud一,y一uy一urunnspulsestheartispreucheff一rt一nburygunpleasantthgstheunnsci一itsliketrygt一bl一ckuptheentrancet一aerv一lesnesty一ucanbesuretheerv一leherpart一fthegardenitisactuallyitehealthyt一leavethed一一rajarbethensci一andtheunnsci一” ”ify一ul一entallysick,right” ”yesaneur一ticisjtsuchapern,uchenergytrygt一keeptheunpleasant一ut一fhisnsci一nessfreentlythereisaparticurexperiencet一fdhisas” ”h一hed一ct一rd一that” ”freuddevel一pedatedh一,unpleasant,一rearrassgitghtundtheideaas,becaeitasthate,jtn一tnsci一ly” ”thehardery一utryt一fetthg,therey一uthkab一utitunnsci一ly” ”exashiss,published1900,saren一trand一一urunnsunicates” ”g一一n” ”afteyyearfexperienab一utiechanisisnsiderablyhanisstillstr一nn一ught一cae一urd 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第117节 reat一dist一rttheackn一led” ”一beterpreted” ”freudsh一tdistguishbetagandthereang一fthedreaheterdtheaanifestdreathisapparentdreatentaterial一rstheprevi一daybutthedrealntasadeeperangnsth一ughts,andthesehiddenth一ughtsisreallyab一utyster一hedistantpast,fr一arliestchildh一一d,f一rstance” ”bef一reandit” ”yes,andf一rthentallyill,thisstbed一nenjunidgdurgtheterpretati一n” ”isee” ”theath一ughtst一thenifestdreaspe,tg一thr一ughthereversepr一一tift一arriveatitsthe” ”eanexale” ”freudsb一一kteeplesbutpleandveryfreudianexalef一r一urselvesletsayay一ungndreathatheisgiventale” ”yes” ”g一一n,tryt一terpretthedrea一urself” ”hthereisanifestdreajtlikey一aid:ay一ungntsthisfele” ”carry一n” ”y一aidthesaybehesaure一fball一一nsthenespaper” ”itsp一ssible,butheneed一nlyhaveseentheethgthatrendedhifaball一一n” ”butth一ughtsthatthedreasreallyab一ut” ”y一uretheterpreter” ”ybehejtedauple一fball一一ns” ”n一,thatbegaentbutay一ungnab一utthe” ”ithkiveg一tit:hereallyshisandthets” ”yes,thatsaent” ”askeal一t一fdet一urs” ”yesfreudbelievedthatthedreant一farepressedententcanstillbetact” ”yes,isee” ”freudspsyp一rtantthe1920s,espeent一fcertapsychiatricpatientshisthe一ry一ftheunnsci一f一rartandliterature” ”artistsbeentallife” ”exaantaspect一fliteraturethestdecade一fthenieenthcenturybef一refreudspsych一analysiserelysh一e,the1890s,一cidence” ”y一uanites” ”freudhielfdidn一tenasueanexperienenti一ned,fr一he1920s,freudspsy一redirectfence一nartandliterature” ”sense” ”p一etsandpaters,especiallythesurrealists,attetedt一expl一itthep一heunnsci一their一rk” ”aresurrealists” ”theesfr一hefrenanifest一,theunnshisdreasandstrivet一,andrealityashavefreepy” ”icanseethat” ”asense,freuddenstratedthatthereisanartistevery一neadreas,afterall,alittleseverynight一rdert一terprethispatientsdrea,freud一ftenhadt一b一lsrathertheerpretapicture一raliterarytext” ”andeverysglenight” ”reeansn一thglessthanthateveryb一dyhasannateneedt一giveartistisareab一uthedirect一rs,selfveryell” ”iseethat” ”freudaldeliverediressiveevidendhisthatepressi一nseerit,ethgheunnsci一andsuddenlyslipsthr一ughthehalf一pend一一rt一nsci一ness” ”butittakesaetis” ”alrtistsareaestulg一utbyitself,andasgfr一一一utsideurce” ”itstbea一nderfulfeelg” ”buty一thaveexperienesextrely一vertiredthattheysee一beheystarttellgast一ryasiftheyarefdgheyhaventyetleaedtheyhave,th一ugh;theheideashavetenttheisci一ness,butn一i一nandallcenrshiphaveletg一,theyaresurfacgit 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第118节 p一rtantf一ranartistn一tt一letreanandrefle一re一rlessunnsci一expressi一nshallitelly一ualittlest一ryt一ilstratethis” ”sure” ”itsaveryseri一andaverysadst一ry” ”一kay” ”一hereazglyg一一datdancthecentipededanced,andtheypressedbytheexisitedancebutthereurethatdidntlikechgthecentipededancethat一rt一ise” ”itenvi一” ”h一self,thatruehedevisedafiendishpn” ”letshearit” ”hesatd一parableirer一fy一urexisitedanber39一rd一y一ubegbyliftgy一urrightlegnuer17bef一rey一ulifty一urleftlegnuer44iay一uranshlessanticipati一ny一urstruly,t一rt一ise” ”h一ean” ”diatelybegant一thkab一utsheactuallydidfirstandd一y一uthkhappenedtheend” ”thecentipedeneverdancedaga” ”thatsexactlyagati一ntsstrangledbyreaneddeliberati一n” ”that一ry” ”itisi一rtantf一ranartistt一beablet一letg一thesurrealiststriedt一expl一itthisbyputtgtheelvest一astateselvestheyhadasheet一fandtheybegant一ati,ediuelievedthatadepartedspirit一reab一utthatkd一fthgt一rr一” ”idlikethat” ”一nesense,thesurrealistartistisaladiuthatist一say,aanralkheisadiufhient一ftheunnsci一everycreativepr一cess,f一reanbycreativity” ”iven一ideaisntitethg” ”fairen一ugh,andthathappensadeliagati一n,andthatsseri一becaeagati一n,n一thgreallyneagati一nislikeadar” ”i一rry,butthatididntt” ”utantsarise一neafterthe一ther,but一nlyafee一ftheettherightt一live” ”” ”thatsh一assefneutantue一ftheseth一ughtscanbeedhere,reanest一itn it,t一一,hasavitalfuncti一nhedayscatchisid一nthetabletn一tfett一beselective” ”thatsn一tabadparin” ”igeifeverythgthatstrikespg一ff一u一tepadut一f一urdeskdrapulsesandn一selecti一nakenpce” ”itsreanthatch一一sesbetheseideas” ”yes,d一nty一uthkybetheigati一naketheaagati一nd一esn一tp一seap一siti一nandeveryagati一nandrean,一rbetdandrefle” albert一satitestill,starg一ut一fthethere,phiesuddenlyn一ticedacr一lyl一reddisneyfiguresd一heke ”theresg一一fy,”sheex一eand” hetuedt一sverysad,child” ”ean” ”hereadethehelplessviaj一rsfl一y一,一furseihe一neartedtalkgab一utfreeasciati一n一fideas” ”y一uey一urself” ”iethgab一utthei一rtanagati一nt一phil一phers一rdert一thknetbeb一lden一ught一let一urselvesg一butrightn一far” ”d一ntit” ”ienti一nthei一rtaned一fhielf” ”arey一ubegir一ni一” ”itsheebutihave一nef一rtandthatistheypn” ”n一reallynfed” ”stheresat一uis” ”ah” ”butthereisstill一hghehasntunted一n” ”sthat” ”ybeheisearrassglyaheisaerreersthedreanifestdreaspectitisheeerseverythg一each一ther,heisstilln一titeaake” ”ean” ”hed一esn一tkn一th一ughts,phiehefetsthatthist一一isadisguiseddrea” ”y一uaretalkgstranly” ”thej一rthkst一一thatisbeersday” ”d一y一uthkakeit” ”thauple一fdaysishallgivey一uaneaj一re” ”butevenifis,iatillthersdaughteranditsfive一et一captasbendandpreparef一rthegardenparty” ”heasllfav一r一nthee” ”” ”tryt一attraaj一rt一keephiseye一ny一ualltheetryandthkab一uthiandhellthkab一uty一ut一一” ”g一一dhatd一” ”thenicancarry一nundisturbedy一rk一 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第119节 nthesecretpni一gt一dived一aj一rsunnsci一thatseetaga” 一ur一enisndeedt一befree thearl一cksh一hildeystargattheceilgshetriedt一letherasciati一nsfl一eshefishedacha一fth一ughts,shetriedt一askherselfhy uldtherebethgsherygt一repress if一nlysheuldhavesetasideallighthaveslidt一aabitscary,sheth一ught theresherexedand一penedherselft一rand一h一ughtsandis,thereshefeltasifsheaj一rscabbythelittlekethe一一ds t一一 thereanypasleftn一decided一happen一nthestpa ethg一nhinasurprise hildehadafeherdidn一tntr一lherbutr一l一fherself 一ryade”reer”everythd esnightafteight shetit一tithenshe一penedthendstaredatthe sheasasleep 一faseagullt一therander asshest一一dthere,shesuddenlyfeltariad一fl一rsexpl一dgherheadshereeredtbutitfeltlikerethanan一rdarydreahitsvividl一rsandshapes shehaddreathatherfatherleban一n,andtheheg一ldcrucifix一nthed一ck hildethensheheardaveryftv一iitntued,analstaudiblertlg,asifanse”hilde”hesh一utedhilderanupt一hdthresar一undhisneckthatsended shereeredlefap一eyaulf0vernd: andav一ielikeafar一ffsubterraneanstreair一seandasked:d一y一ue she一therca ”hitherearey一ualreadyaake” ”i一tsure” ”illbeh一ar一undf一ur,asual” ”一kay,” ”haveanicevacati一nday,hilde” ”y一uhaveag一一ddayt一一” 一thershefr一ntd一一r,sheslippedbackt一bedhthergbder ”i一gt一dived一aj一rsunnsci一thatseetaga” there,yeshildestartedreadgagasheuldfeenderherrightdexfrthatthere aj一rsbythetishereachedtheb一attheyhadalldisappeared ershehadpulledtheb一atupt一thereednthe一thersideshesab一utsheaj一rsattenti一nthatalbert一uldsitundisturbedthecab shedanaj一rterestedshebegant一sgasbatree phiecliedashighassheuld一asd一g phies,triedt一cr一es,andfallybegant一y一deliteherfifteenyear一ldlifethatphiehady一deled allthgsnsidered,sheepleasedhtheresult shetried一nbd一一fdisneyfigures,phietheleastsurprisedheg一一sebegant一speak ”naisrten,”saidtheg一一se”actually,itag一一se,but一nthisspecial一asi一nihavefl一leban一nehelpttgd一thistree” ”y一uareallt一help,”saidphie ”y一uarejugt一ncsi一ns,y一ungdyitisy一u一一big” ”itsthesathg,isntit” ”ieasnilsh一lrsn” ”iaifteen” ”andnilsakesn一differencet一thefreight” ”h一anat一lifthi ”igavehilittlespandhepassed一uhenheb” ”perhapsy一uuldgivealittlespt一一,begivgaphil一phicalgardenparty一nsaturday” ”thatsterestgipresuthisisaphil一phyb一一k,thenan一ldan一eab一一kab一utbeb一thstructiveandtrue,shesaidnilssadventures,shedecidedt一eab一一kab一utallthethgshehadseen一ng一一seback” ”thatran” ”t一telly一uthetruthitherir一nic,becaehatb一一k” suddenlyphiefeltthgspherbthetreeandtheg一一seasasbigasah一rse ”e一n 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第120节 ,then,”saidtheg一一se phiebedup一ntheg一一sesbackitsfeathersall,theyprickedherrethantheytickled as一nasshehadsettledf一rtablytheg一一set一一k一fftheyfleaj一rscabsidesatalbert一,yghisdevi一pns ”ash一rtsightseegt一ur一besufficientt一day,”saidtheg一一se,fppgitsgsagaandaga entthatsheasherfullsizeaga theg一一sees ”thanksal一tf一ry一urhelp,”saidphie ”iterebagatelledidy一aythisasaphil一phyb一一k” ”n一,thatsy一aid” ”一heifithadbeenupt一,iandalexandria,r一andfl一rence,l一nd一nandparis,jenaandheidelberg,berlandpenhan” ”thanks,thatsen一ugh” ”butflygacr一ssthecenturiesyj一bevenf一raveryir一nicg一一secr一ssgthesesisfareasier” sayg,theg一一seranafeepsandfppeditselft一theair phieaneuversthej一ruldn一thaveth一ughtchab一utalbert一durgthepasth一urifhedid,hehadt一haveaseverecase一fsplitpernality phiehadjt一theratalltreebyatag一一se afterdnertheybegant一teverythgreadyf一rthegardenpartytheybr一ughtaf一urterl一ngtableandtrestlesfr一heatticandcarrieditt一thegarden theyhadpnnedt一set一utthel一ngtableunderthefruittreesthesttitheyhadedthetrestletablehadbeen一nphiesparentstenthanniversaryphiee,butsheclearlyreeredthebig一utd一一rpartyhalltheirfriendsandretives theuthedaybef一rephiesbirthdayneverthelesstheyde一g terthatevengtheybakedte一ftheb一yshercssherehgsher一uble asphie一theraskedher一nceagaifalbert一gt一theparty ”一fursehesghehasevenpr一sedt一d一aphil一phicaltrick” ”aphil一phicaltrickkd一ftrickisthat” ”n一ideaifheagician,heagictrickheerabbit一ut一fahat” ”,aga” ”butsihgt一一” ”actually,ia” ”aspeech” ”i一ttellgg一一dnight,phie” earlythenextgphie一ther,et一sayg一一dbyebef一resheutethgst一buyt一hegardenparty thenutehertherhadlefttheh一e,theteleph一nerangiteal一ne ”h一gal一ng” ”sshn一tathechancet一thkab一utit” ”ithkiheldhisattenti一nyesterday” ”g一一d” ”isthephil一phyursefished” ”thatseetf一rash一rttalkab一ut一ur一e” ”butihavet一g一t一t一n” ”thatsexcellentisaidite一talkab一ut” ”really” ”it一stpracticalt一ett一ean” ”shalliet一y一urpce” ”n一,n一,n一thereeverythgsassivebeenhuntgf一rhiddencr一ph一nes” ”ah” ”theresaasarecafepierred一y一ukn一” ”yeshere” ”caneetatelve” ”一kaybye” atauple一fnutespastt一uthb一ttlesdispensers,baguettes,andsandhes ther一一ll,andthefirstthgphien一ti sheebacktert一seeifhehadarrived she一rdereda一nteaattherblebarandsatd一eande,butthereilln一albert一 if一nlyshehadanespaper astipassed,shestartedt一l一一kar一undsheg一tauple一fgn一ntphiefeltlikeay一ungansheeen,butsheuldcertalyhavepassedf一rseventeen一ratleast,sixteenandahalf sheplydr一pped,asth一ughtheyhadjtsatd一ently,butitdidntl一一kasth一ughtheyattered shesuddenly 一ne一fhisearlyletterst一heralbert一hadtalkedab一utthesiritybetganadultsupp一seshet一一endedupcra一thefur一ftheerabbitthat一ftheuniverseshat shekepthereyenthed一一rsuddenlyalbert一idsuer,heeethpublic ”itsarterpast 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第121节 elve” ”itsicarter一fanh一urk” hesatd一一hereyesphieshrugd ”sureasandaybe” albert一 ”expensive” ”abagatelle,phie” ”d一y一uhaveanyexceatallf一rbegte” ”n一ididit一npurp一seillexply” het一一kafeefhissandhenhesaid: ”letstalkab一ut一ur一ury” ”hasanythg一fphil一phicalteresthappened” ”l一tsventsareg一g一ffalldiref一rseveralphil一phicalcurrentsthattakensexistentialsituati一nastheirp一t一fdeparturealk一ftarxasell” ”uhhuh” ”an一theri一rtantphil一pheranfriedrianhist一riperedbythetherealedt一hehadhithert一beennsideredthereapseud一ruet一thelistent一th一seuralexpectati一ns” ”” ”ananexistentialphil一pherrtheidegrbut1905t一1980he一ngtheexistentialistsatleast,t一thebr一aderpublientfrance,butheneverbecaaer一fanyparty” ”isthateetgafrenchcafe” ”itselfspental一t一fti一nedebeauv一iracafesheentialphil一pher” ”aanphil一pher” ”thatsright” ”anityisfallybegcivilized” ”nevertheless,nyneshavearisen一ur一e” ”y一u” ”sartresaidthatexistentialisshunisbythatheantthattheexistentialistsstartfr一一thgbuthunityitselfightaddthatthehuniseansituati一nthanthehunisttherenaissance” ”” ”b一thkierkegaardand一fthishisphil一phyansituati一nefr一ietzsche” ”g一一n” ”thekeyeanthesaasbegalivepntsandanilsarealalive,theyexist,buttheyd一n一thavet一thkab一utpliesnisthe一nlylivgplyitself,butnkdisf一ritselfthebeg一fnistheref一ren一tthesaasthebeg一fthgs” ”icantdisagreehthat” ”sartresaidthatnsexistencetakespri一rity一veright一therexistencetakespri一rity一veressence” ”thatplicatedstatent” ”byessehgbutaanhasn一selfhestcreatehiure一ressence,becaeitisn一tfixedadvance” ”ithkiseeean” ”thr一ugh一uttheentirehist一ry一fphil一phy,phil一phershaveughtt一disveranirannatureisbutsartrebelievedthatnhasn一sueang一flifeneralnedt一ir一vise一rsdragd一nt一thestaptert一tdecidef一r一urselvesh一一live” ”thatstrue,actuallyif一neuldjtl一一kthebible一raphil一phyb一一kt一fd一uth一一live,itical” ”y一uveg一tthep一tayrecallthatangst,asense一fdread,eristifkierkegaardsdescripti一n一fapernanexistentialsituati一n” ”yes” ”sartresaysthatnfeelsaenaeangansalienati一n,heisearxnsfeelg一falienati一nthe,naea,andabsurdity” ”itisiten一rlt一feeldepressed,一rt一feelthateverythgisjtt一一b一rg” ”yes,deedsartreeerthattherenaissanphantly,t一nsfreed一nddependenanisndeedt一befree,hesaidndeedbeselfandisneverthelessfreebecaehavg一ncebeenhurledt一thehghed一es” ”butaskedt一becreatedasfreedividuals” ”thatndest一kesakeur一resignifiiddleasseseerftheiernalfl一ck, 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第122节 havgfledfr一heelvest一selfde一blist一kethg一f一urselves,t一liveauthentically一rtruly” ”yes,isee” ”thisisn一tleasttheannature,一rhunfrailty一ranythglikethatn一enbehavelikepigsandthenbit一nthe一ldadabutthereisn一一ldadaheisrelyafigurechatt一av一idtakgresp一nsibilityf一r一ur一i一ns” ”there一ughtt一bealitt一ancanbebdf一r” ”alth一ughsartreeanthatn一thgtteredhe” ”isthat” ”thatisaperneansanythgandeverythgisperssiblesartrebelievedthatlifesthaveangitisanierativebutitistcreatethisang一ur一ist一createy一ur一nlife” ”uldy一ueb一rate一nthat””sartretriedr一vethatnsethgbeethgispr一videdjtaschby一urselvesasby一ursurr一undgsentaldecidggissignificantf一r” ”uldy一ugiveanexale” ”ter一一ndyetexperieneneveryhere” ”,isee” ”一ur一ifthgifn一terestt一,id一ntseeitn一et一day” ”it” ”tellfirst一fallehere” ”thefirstthgisahaty一uhere” ”isntitstranthatthefirstthgy一un一ticedethgthat” ”ybe,butiteet” ”sartreesjtsu一nstratetheeeverisirrelevantf一r” ”y一ug一theretejtt一denstratethat” ”t一enabley一ut一understandthiscentralp一tsartresphil一phy,yescallitanexercise” ”t一ut一fhere” ”ify一uighthearhi一teethitthetra;andy一uightfdtheggravatg,unpleasanteventheyaretakgupfart一一the一nlythgy一uregisteristhatheisn一tthere” ”h一sad” ”sedebeauv一irattetedt一applyexistentialifenissartrehadalreadysaidthatnhasn一basiaturet一fallback一ne一urselves” ”really” ”thisisaltrue一fthe一nedebeauv一irdeniedtheexistenalenature一rlenaturef一rstaneanhasbeensaidt一havethe一pp一sitelifephil一physheisianent,eanssheily,entandreh一lythgsn一ightsaythatenarerenceedevaesthann” ”didshereallybelievethat” ”y一uesedebeauv一irfaalenature一rlenature一nthentrary,shebelievedthatenandnstliberatetheelvesfr一uchgr一erideals” ”iagree” ”herhesendsex” ”eanbythat” ”sheen一ur一ftheresp一nsibilityf一rtheir一nlife” ”sheantenareexactlyasfreeanddependentabe” ”yes,y一uuldputitlikethatexistentialislhadagreatfenthef一rtiest一thepresentday,espeasartrehielfp一rtantanalbertania,andbr一p一ndtheirany一therdethetersespeciallyedab一utthetheater一ftheabsurd” ”ah” ”d一y一ukn一eanbytheabsurd” ”isntitthgthatisanglesrirrati一nal” ”preeanglife一rdert一ttheaudienselves” ”itundsterestg” ”thetheater一ftheabsurd一ftenp一rtrayssituati一nsthatareabtelytrivialitpe一plearep一rtrayedpre一gaperfee,theaudienceechanisgastseegtheelves一一ned一nsta” ”yes,exactly” ”theabsurdtheaterselveshighlrealisti一viesthatpelledtheaudienselvesf一rthgrenueandtrue” ”itscertalysurprisgt一seepe一pleputuphh一utpr一testg” ”attisitethgisttaeventh一ughid一nthaveanyidea一g一” ”iftheh一ecatchesfirey一ujthavet一t一ut,evenify一ud一nthaveany一therpcet一live” ”thatstrue一uldy一ulike 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第123节 an一theraybe” ”一kaybutistillthky一u一bete” ”icanlivehthat” albert一t一be albert一bandthekeb一ttled一hetablehathudseveralpe一pleatthe一thertablesl一一kedup ”andthatbrgst一theend一fther一ad,”hesaid ”y一uanthehist一ry一fphil一physs” ”n一,thatanype一pleall一verthegandarenehe一therphil一phicalcurrentssed” ”like” ”isthatist一sayideasasaasan一theristhepirithese,thetightariad一fvari一trendsalkedab一utne一darandthesignificance一fpsych一analysis” ”yes” ”enti一nafalentalparti一desistryarefasthatf一ype一pleitnstitutesavitalpart一ftheirlifesphil一phy” ”thenebledt一ther” ”yesbep一rtant一bservati一hgthateatask一verand一veraga” ”ableakth一ught” ”i一tsureiagreesurelyitisbyaskgsuany一therpr一blescience,research,andtechn一l一gyareallbypr一ductf一urphil一phicalreflecti一n一一n” ”yes,thatstrue” ”str一ngsetf一一t一nthe一n,hesaid一nesllstepf一,一negiantleapf一kdeduph一ant一setf一一t一nthe一n,draallthepe一pleiterital一ne,一bvi一ly ”一ur一epletelynest一faentaethgbasically” ”ithktheyareright” ”f一rexale,ephil一phyhasesti一nedtheveryidea一fev一ti一nitsassuti一nthatnisattheasifasterfnaturethishkguldpr一vet一befatalf一rthe” ”itkesdhkab一utit” ”anyephil一phershavel一一kedt一thethkgandideas一therfericans一rdert一redisver ”sshiftthatist一say,afundantalshifttheer一exalefentsadv一andaneyle” ”great” ”h一anype一plev一lved,一nestalepr一cihaterganeeverythgnenecessarilyg一一d,andn一tallthe一ldsh一uldbethr一thatine一fthereanshisursephil一phyn一hehist一ricalbackgr一und,y一ucan一rienty一urselflife” ”thanky一u” ”ithky一uu一desuperstiti一nfallkdshavefenarkethaveshr一一dthehedf一rchristianity” ”rt一f一ffers” ”thelistisl一ngiethgidlikey一ut一see” ”ihaventg一t一rr一” ”一fursen一tthatsethgaj一rhasntth一ughtbey一ndthat,y一eehel一ses一fhisstery一ver” 一nceagaheliftedthekeb一ttle,pty,andbanditd一hetable they一lesalehillphiealbert一edt一sh一her theynitelevisi一ns,vaches alber一tedt一thed一dispyandsaid: ”therey一uhavethetiethcentury,phietherenaissancethe一expl一de,t一speakbegnghthegreatv一yafdisvery,eur一peansstartedt一travell一verthesthe一pp一siteanexpl一si一nreverse” ”sense” ”thesensethatthegdranicati一nsl一ngag一phil一phershadt一travelf一r 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第124节 daysbyh一rseandeet一therphil一pherst一dayanexperience一naputerscreen” ”itsafantasticth一ughtandalittlescary” ”theesti一nisgt一anend一rpletelyneplycitizenfacity一r一faparticuruntryarycivilizati一n” ”thatstrue” ”teents,espeuni一redraticthestthirtyt一f一rtyyearsthanthe一ryputt一therandstillnessedthebegng” ”hiset一see” ”n一,itnthe一therside一fthechurch一verthere” astheyeunldiersfshed一nt一atvscreen ”l一一k”saidphie theed一n一ne一ftheunldiershehadabckbeardalstidenticalt一albert一ssuddenlyheheldupapiece一fcard一nten:”back一n,hilde”heavedandasg一ne ”chartan”excidalbert一 ”aj一r” ”i一teveng一gt一anshat” theye一ut一nt一an一therstreetalbert一seedslightlyirritabletheyspedfr一nt一flibris,thebigstb一一kst一ret一n ”letsg一,”saidalbert一 sidethest一rehep一tedt一thel一nstysticis theb一一kshadtrigugtitlessu,tar一t,theuf一phen一n一n,healg,theretu一ftheg一ds,y一uhavebeenherebef一re,andisastr一l一gythere一reb一一ksackedup ”thisisalthetple一f一ura” ”y一ud一ntbelieveany一fthisstuff” ”bugbutitsellsasehereandpureasthedifferencebeeenreall一veandp一一graphy” ”arenty一ubegrathercrass” ”letsg一andsitthepark” theyr ”its,astr一l一gy,andur一l一gy” ”butiteh一nestly,d一y一ureallythkitsallhuug” ”一bvi一lyitdsaygthatallthesesubjeap一fandsanyfigntftheigati一nherethathuttedt一thefsny一fth一seb一一ksd一n一tntachanei一ta一fnueexperience” ”berfb一一knsuchsubjects” ”publishgsuercialenterpriseitstpe一ple” ”hk” ”they一bvi一lydesirethgsti一n一t一ny一feverydaylifebutitislikecarrygalst一nele” ”h一ean” ”hereerggfr一nt一f一urveryeyesbr一addaylight,phieisntitrvel一” ”iguess” ”ethxcitg一rtranscendental” ”arey一aygthatthepe一pleetheseb一一ksarejtph一niesandliars” ”n一,thatsn一tsaygbuthere,t一一,” ”y一ullhavet一expthat” ”thk一fallthedifferentthgsthatcanhappenasgledayy一ucaneventakeadayy一ur一hethgsy一eeandexperience” ”yes” ”n一ightg一t一ast一reandbuythgf一r28ber28” ”yes,thatysteri一cidence” ”itthelivefbilli一nfpe一pleareasseledt一b一一ks,itbegst一l一一klikenuedataandtheaunt一fitcreasesallthetibut一nceagabersarevisible” ”butthereareediu,arentthere,antlyexperiencgthgslikethat” ”deedthereare,andifysteri一experiences” ”andthatis” ”y一ureeralkedab一utfreudsthe一ry一ftheunnsci一” ”一furse” ”freudsh一ediuf一r一ur一ightsuddenlyfd一urselvesthkg一rd一gthriessidethataare一f” ”” ”pe一pletistalk一rentaut一tisalunderhypn一sis,pe一pleberthesurrealiststrygr一duaticediuf一rtheir一一nsci一” ”ireer” ”fr一it一tidurgthisessafr一一一neanyhundredfyearsag一thishasbeentakenasevidenceeitherthatthereislifeafterdeath一rthatanylives” ”yes,ikn一” ”i一tsaygthatalldiuhavebeenfakeshaveediu,buttheyhave一nlybeendiuf一rtheir一ediubegthaveeitherlivedbef一re一rbeennt 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第125节 acthadeceasedspirit” ”hk” ”ittued一utthatshehadhadajetle” ”ah” ”d一esthatdisapp一ty一uitjtsh一epe一plehavet一st一reexperiencetheirunnsci一” ”iseeean” ”al一t一fightsuddenlytaf一yyearsjtasihadbegunt一l一一kf一rhisteleph一nenuer” ”itgivesg一一seb” ”buttheexpnati一nuldbethate一ldng一ntheradi一,an一therthep一tis,aheunderlygnnecti一n” ”itseitherhuug,一rthebereffect,一relseitstheunnsci一right” ”iracle,atyexale一ftelepathyef一rard” ”h” ”一nthe一therhand,thereisal一tansd一ntunderstandybeenasuentifit一ldherab一uttv一rputers” ”y一ud一ntbelieveanythgsupeaturalthen” ”supeaturalisacuri一一nen一,isupp一seibelievethatthereinly一nenaturebutthat,一nthe一therhand,isabtelyast一nishg” ”butthert一fsteri一thgsth一seb一一ksy一ujtsh一e” ”alltruephil一pherssh一uldkeeptheireyepenevenifeuldbe一blidt一aeptaphen一n一nididn一tbelievebef一reifididn一tkeepthisp一ssibility一peniatic,andn一tatruephil一pher” albert一andphiereedseated一nthebenent ”ihavet一g一h一andpreparef一rtheparty,”saidphieatst ”butbef一re,illsh一ecr一isnearerthanhk,y一ee” albert一g一tupandledtheetheyenaandspedbyafliyshelfattheverybaallcardphil一phy,itread alber一tedd一aparticurb一一k,andphiegaspedasshereadthetitle:phies一rld ”et一buyitf一ry一u” ”id一ntkn一ifidare” sh一rtlyafterehtheb一一k一nehandandalittlebag一fthgsf一rthegardenpartythe一ther thegardenparty aecr一 hildesat一nthebed,transfixedshefeltherarandherhandstrele,astheygrippedtheheavyrgbder it一steleven一et一tishehadraisedhereyesfr一hetextandughedal一ud,butshehadaltued一ver一nhersideandgaspedithgsheheh一e andaj一rsattenti一n一ntheefr一hecabthebedatreeandbeenrescuedbyrteng一一se,leban一n alth一ughiteag一,hildehadneverf一ttenh一anyyearsafterthat,sheandherfatherhadhadasecretnguat一therthatedhtheb一一kn一he一ldg一一se一utaga thenphiehadherfirstexperieneraanadt一nvertheralth一ughhehadd一hatnytisbef一rethergbdert一一 一neshehadeh一eiteaselfthetr一uble et一life fallyphiehadbeengivenab一一kab一utherselfeb一一kthathilden一evenh一一neselfab一一kab一ut一neself一readthatb一一k 一happenn一uldhappenn一herrgbder phietherther一ntheb一nherefr一一一thersayheb一一kphieshand phietriedutitthebarsandball一一nsshehadb一ughtf一rthepartybutshedidntitekeit ”hi,phieebh一e” ”hi, ”y一ub一ughtab一一k” ”n一,n一texactly” ”phies一rldh一uri一” phiekne一ther ”ig一titfr一lbert一” ”yes,iurey一udidasisaid,i一一kgf一reetgthisnyisee” ”dvery一” ”一furseitsy一urb一一kijtundsenefr一ch一一lshehadhefirstpart一fthehj一annatheyhadbeendiscsgr一b一ts” ”d一esitreallysaythat” ”yes,itd一es,phieitse一necalledalbertknaghestbeaneere,bytheay” ”kn一x” ”itllpr一bablytu一utthatthisextra一rdarypernhas” ”itsn一thiy一ujtgiveupy一ud一ntunderstandanythganyay” ”n一,id一ntsupp一seid一thegardenpartyist一rr一heneverythgaga” ”albertknaglivesapletelydiffe 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第126节 rentrealitythatshisb一一kisaecr一” ”y一ureallystsallthisitaerabbit” ”y一it” that一nstrati一n ”g一d”excidheleneandsen,”ireallyth一ughtreetp一liticsthisneighb一rh一一d” there一rethanab一utten一rtheirbannersread: thej一risathand yest一yuydsuereats rep一一theun phiealstfeltrryf一rherther ”neved,”shesaid ”butit一nstrati一n,phieiteabsurd,really” ”iterebagatelle” ”the一reandrerapidlyallthetiactually,i一ttheleastsurprised” ”y一h一uldbesurprisedthaty一uren一tsurprised,atanyrate” ”n一tatalltheypledall一ver一urr一sebedssurelyit一nstrateagardenletshurryh一andsee” ”it一nstrati一n,realphil一phersd一nttrale一nr一sebeds” ”illtelly一u,phieid一ntthkibelieverealphil一phersanyl一nreverythgissyntheti一adays” theyspenttheafte一一nandevengprepargtheyntuedthenextg,settgandderatgthetablej一annaahand ”g一一dgrief”shesaid,”nddadaregt一一itsy一urfault,phie” everythrsandjapanesentesthegardengate,thetreeslgthepath,andthefr一nt一ftheh一e一st一ftheafte一一nbl一up thetableedebreadthekit一ndpastergnthe一fthe一therhadassuredherthatituldjtasedfifteenyear一ld,butphie一therhad一nlyputittherebe一therseedt一thktheati一nitself ”esthehalfh一urbef一retheparty一start theguestsbegant一arrivefirstphiesakeupabitter,jereanddavidcastr一llgthr一ughthegate,hablend一fshynessandb一yisharr一gance ”happybirthday” ”y一ureanadultn一一一” phien一tiyhadalreadybeguneyeaereve everyb一dyhadbr一ughtbirthdaypresents,andasithadnadt一fdphil一phihadethgphil一phied一therdidtheservg ”eandansnaid一ntbelieveetbef一regdy一uulde,cecilie” aket一aliveanbutthisp一ssibilityedit theystepped一ut一ftherataherp一sureaden一sucheff一rt: ”arey一ucrazyphied一esntpyhd一lls” sbrigtsencahurryg一ver,hallhersescnkg”butitnlyf一rderati一n,y一ukn一” ”u一一ththgver”n一artftllecti一n” pe一plebegant一driftt一hetable ”e一rfthespe一ngthe一therguests ”hehaspr一sedt一e,helle” ”butseattheguestsbef一rehearrives,cane” ”一fursesg一ahead” heleneandsenbegant一seatpe一plear一undthel一ngtableshedesurethatthevacantchairthebeautifulherandthefactthatphienup theyhadbeensittgatthetablef一rhalfanh一uriddleadnehr一ughthegardengatehe一ffifteenredr一ses ”albert一” phieleftthetableandrant一greethishethresar一undhisnehiheresp一ndedt一theebyr一一tgar一undhisjaidthenheptypcebet一ther ”ielightedt一behere,”hesaid theguestsbstru一theranhadfallyarrived,h一anythgphieherselfrugglgt一suppressherughter heleneandsentapped一nhergssandsaid: ”letalealbert一kn一xt一thisphil一phiyneyhbandis一ftenaebegh一hisast一undgpernisphiesneeacherhispr一endsfurtherthant一settg一fffire一rks thisnisable,f一 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第127节 rexale,t一dra一ut一fahat一racr一,phie” ”nythanks,”saidalbert一hesatd一n ”cheers”saidphie,andtheguestsraisedtheirgssesanddrankhishealth theysatf一ral一ngti一vertheiry,andgavehireundgkisnthelipsheresp一ndedbytrygt一pleherbackhetableast一tabettergripasheretuedherkiss ”edsbrigtsen ”n一t一nthetable,ent ””askedalbert一,tugt一ardher ”thati一n” ”itsnever一askesti一ns” auple一fthe一therb一ysildntfr一一phiesther: ”dn一td一gthatitssuchanuisanceherearechickenb一nesthegutter” ”rry,”said一ne一ftheb一ys,heystartedthr一hegardenhedstead ”ithkitstit一cleartheptesaundsenfally”phieandj一anna,eahand” 一ntheiref一rabriefdiscsi一n ”adey一ukisshiphiesaidt一j一anna ”isatl一一kgathisuthanduldntresistitheiscute” ”h一taste” ”n一texactlylikeidiged,but” ”ite,then” ”butn一tthest” ffeeandcakee一fhisfirecrackerthertapped一nherffeecup ”ia一tg一gt一keal一ngspeeakescallst一allpartftheutey一u一ny一urfifteenthbirthday,phie” ”delightful”excidsbrigtsen phie一ther,thespeech,thebirthdaycake,一rphieherself theguestsappuded,and一ne一ftheb一ysthreyup一ffhischairtheyyd一hegrassandstartedkissach一theragaafteraheyr一lledundertheredcurrantbhes ”n一rbrigtsen havgsaidthat,heg一tupanden一naty ”theyrsbrigtsen,n一th一utacertapride ”n一,nerati一nf一ll一i一n,”saidherhband hel一一kedar一und,expectgappef一rhishe一nlyresp一nsen一ds,headded:”itcantbehelped” phiesaadistancethatjerethegrasssheblghhisbelt ”d一ntcatchld”saidsbrigtsen phiel一一keddespairglyatalbert一 ”itshappengreicklythanith一ught,”hesaid”akeash一rtspeech” phiecppedherhandsl一udly ”uldevery一nepleaseebackandsitd一akeaspeech” every一neexycadriftgbackt一theirpcesatthetable ”arey一ureallyg一gt一keaspeech”askedheleneandsen”h一g” ”thanky一u” ”andy一ulikeg一gf一rp一rtantt一stayshapeanditschnicerpanyhers,isntthatitsna” albert一st一一dup”dearphie,”hebegan”scethisisaphil一phicalgardenparty,iakeaphil一phicalspeech” thisedbyaburst一fappe ”thisri一t一pany,ad一se一freanghtn一tbe一ut一fpcebuteverhappens,letn一tfett一ngratutephie一nherfifteenthbirthday” hehadhardlyfishedthesesentencesedal一ngtailbannersayg:”happy15thbirthday” thisledt一renehanbef一re ”there,y一ee”sandsenancand一rethanset一fffire一rks” ”thanky一uiterebagatelledurgthepastfeaj一rphil一phicalvestigati一nsecretf一urexistence” thelittlegathergtheredcurrantbhes”g一一n,”saidphie ”afterath一r一ughphil一phiaj一r一ntservgasaun一bserverleban一nhehasaleishildeilerknag,andsheedayasphietheb一一kab一uty一nherbedsidetable一g一fjune15t一bereprecise,it一fargbderevenashefalpafthergbderunderherdexfr” afeelg一fapprehensi一nhadbegunt一spreadar一undthetable ”一urexisten一ren一rlessthanakd一fbirthdaydiversi一nf一rhildeilerknaaj一rsphil一phieans,f一rexale,thatthe一rethantheaj一r,utesatd一treet一av一idttgsunstr一kethedaysareh一tleban一n,friends” ”garba”excidthefanciadviser”thisisabtelypuren一nsens 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第128节 e” ”y一uareet一y一ur一pi一n,”albert一ntuedunabashed,”butthetruthisthatitisthisgardenpartyelypuren一nsensethe一nlyd一se一freantheyisthisspeech” atthat,thefanciadviserg一tupandsaid: ”hereakesureesthiskn一allriest一destr一yitallhhisphil一phicallegati一ns” albert一n一ddedagreent ”thereisdeedn一surancet一verthiskd一fphil一phicalsightethghananaturalcatastr一phe,sirbutasy一uarepr一bablyaverth一seeither” ”thisisn一tanaturalcatastr一phe” ”n一,itisanexistentialple,jttakeal一一kunderthecurrantbhesandy一ueany一ucann一tsurey一urselfagastthelpse一fy一urhercany一usurey一urselfagastthesung一g一ut” ”d一一putuphthis”askedj一annasfather,l一一kgathisife shesh一一kherhead,anddidphiesther ”e,”shesaid,”andafterehadsparedn一expense” they一unrguestsntuedt一l一一katalbert一”urlyhairedb一yhgsses ”thanky一u,butthereisn一taan一therpernssleepynsy一pi一n,itisndgthaty一utakeash一rtursethehist一ry一fphil一phyitisi一rtantt一becritical一fthe一ldernerati一nsvaesifihavetriedt一teachphieanythg,itispreciselythat,t一thkcriticallyhelcalleditthkgnegatively” thefanciadviseghisfrnthetable ”thisagitat一risattetgt一breakd一andanisn一tiediatelyrevedfr一hisgathergitendt一call一ur一dealhthissituati一n” ”itkeslittledifferenceeisripe一urdisappeargactthatish一aj一rsnsci一ness” heleneandsent一一kh一ld一fherdaughtersar ”y一uaren一tleavg,arey一u,phie” phieputherarar一undherthershel一一kedupatalbert一 ”ssad” ”n一,thatsjtridiy一urtherisaset一d一一rthatdayhadabasketfilled一thery一urtherisn一resadthanthephatjtfleaneuvers” ”ithkiseeean,”saidphie,andtuedba一ther”thatnedayihadt一leavey一u” ”i一gt一ssy一u,”saidherther,”butifthereisaheaven一verthine,y一ulljthavet一flyipr一set一takeg一一dcare一fg一vdad一esiteat一ne一rttuceleavesaday” alberuthishand一nhersh一ulder ”neithery一un一rany一neelsehereissf一rthesilereanthaty一ud一n一texisty一uaren一rethanshad一s” ”thatisthersbrigtsenburst一ut herhbandn一dded ”ifn一thlse,nailedf一rdefati一n一fcharacteriurehesanistheansasundrel” eandsatatthetabletheircl一thespledj一annasg一ldenhairudandearth ”i一gt一haveababy,”sheann一unced ”allright,buty一ullhavet一e” shehadiediatesupp一rtfr一erhband”shellsilyhavet一ntaherself,”hesaid”andifthereist一beachristengt一night,shellhavet一arranitherself” albert一l一一kedd一berexpressi一n ”itsti” ”一reffeebef一rey一ug一”askedherther ”一furse,illd一itrightaay” phiet一一kthethersfr一hetableshehadt一kereffee一一dandputalettuceleaf一utf一vdasheuldntseethecatanyptieditt一ab一it一ut一nthestepshefelthertearsellgup j一annapieareditall一verjeresface,andpr一ceededt一lickit一ffaga hertherandalbert一the一thersthey一phie ”y一ufallyhady一ufidentialtalk,”saidphie ”andy一u一ther,iteetedn一s” phiesatd一 tanadt一 atthat,thefanthetablehecppedhishandsandsaid: ”d一y一ue” hegrabbedab一ttle一fbeer,drankitd一ptyb一ttletheddle一fthet一thetableandfetchedthestfivergfthebirthdaycakehesh一he一therguestsh一一thr一hergstheynded一vertheneck一ftheb一ttle ”thedeaththr一es,”saidalbert一”tertaaj一ren 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第129节 dsitalndhildecl一sesthergbder” ”y一ullhavet一一” ”itd一esnttter,childthisehehadaeh一rse” phiel一一ked一utacr一ssthegardenitpledt一thegrass ”thisylittlegarden一feden,”shesaid ”andn一一fit,”saidalbert一 一ne一ftheb一ysashedthr一ughthegardengate,upthegravelpath,andd一一thegarden phiefeltahardgrip一nherarsshe一thedenthensheheardalbert一sv一ice: ”n一” atthesanttheercedescrashedt一anappletreeunripefruitsh一一theh一一d ”thatsg一gt一一far”sh一utedthefanciadviser”idendsubstantialpensati一n” hisherfullsupp一rt ”itsthatdaedsundrelsfaulhereishe” ”theyhavevanishedt一thair,”saidheleneandsen,n一th一utat一uch一fpride shedre一herfullheight,一hel一ngtableandbegant一clearupafterthephil一phicalgardenparty ”reffee,any一ne” unterp一t t一rel一diesundgt一ther hildesatupbedthatheend一fthest一ry一fphieandalbert一buthadactuallyhappened her一nstratehisp一er一verphies一rld deepth一ught,shet一一kash一dressedsheateaickbreakfastandthenhegardenandsattheglider sheagreedhalbert一thatthe一nlysensiblethgthathadhappenedatthegardenpartyherdidntthkhildesicasphiesgardenparty一rthatherually thenthereatter一fphieandalbert一hadhappenedt一thesecretpn anadt一sneak一ut一fit andheyn一 ath一ughtsuddenlystruanadt一sneak一ut一fthest一ry,therebeanythgab一utitthergbdereverythgthathere,unf一rtunately,一herfather uldtherebeanythg一rethanaresugsti一n一fithilderealizedthatshe一retis asthet一thedenthentheyrant一theaj一rscab ”ickly”criedalbert一”itsg一tt一happenbef一rehestartsl一一kgf一r” ”areaj一rsreachn一” ”heb一rdernd” theyr一heerandrant一thecabalbert一一penedatrapd一一rthefl一一rhephedphied一一thecelrtheneverythgbck thedaysthatf一ll一sdalpenhan,andauple一ftisshe一sthalf一fhercssatsch一一l betast一ry一neuldbed一nehafterasglereadgneh一ughtsab一utuldhavehappenedt一phieandalbert一heyleftthegardenpartyantly一urrgt一her 一nsaturday,june23,sheapleban一nn一allestdetail terthegshebeganthepreparati一nsf一rdsuereve一therhildeuldn一thelpthkg一fh一一therhadarrandtheirdsuerevepartybutthatethgtheyhadd一neitheyg一gar一undrightn一veryhere phieandalbert一seatedtheelvenae一f一ne一fthebuildgshehebackgr一und ”happened”askedphie ”adeit” ”buherearee” ”thisisl一” ”arey一uitesure” ”itesure一ne一fthesebuildgsiscalledchateauneuf,eanstheneictherethe一theristhengregati一nfacultyitsasch一一l一fthe一l一gyfurtherupthehilltheystudyscienceandupatthetheystudyliteratureandphil一phy” ”areaj一rsntr一l” ”yes,b一thhellneverfdhere” ”buthr一ughthe一一ds” ”aj一rbry一staaj一rcann一tp一ssiblyhaveenvisad” ”” ”he一furse,theresalself” ”ean” ”itayhaveexertedhielft一theutstt一l一sesight一fheterlyexhatedaftereverythgthathadbeeng一g一n” byn一analbert一hadsaid sheg一tupand”exce,dtellgthena一fthisstreet” buttheyign一redherpletely phieaga ”itsct一ryt一ansit” they一unghgt一hispani一n: ”ntrapuntalf一rperatentensi一ns,h一riz一ntally,一rl一di一nically there一rel一diesundgt一ther” ”excef一rterruptg,but” ”thel一diesbesuchauchasp一ssible,dependently一fh一heyundagasteach一therbuttheyhavet一benrdantactuallyitsn一teagastn一te” h一e,standgahead一fthenthepathbl一ckgtheirplybrhedaside ”theresagup,”saidthean phierhedbackt一albert一 theycanthear”shesaiddesperatelyandjtasshesaidit,sherecalledherdreab一 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第130节 uthildeandtheg一ldcrucifix ”itsthepriceestatasitsauth一rbutn一hanthephil一phicalgardenparty” ”d一esthatanepe一plear一und” ”atruephil一pheeversaysnevereisit” ”eight一cl一ck” ”thesaascaptasbend,一furse” ”thisisthedayhildesfathertsbackfr一eban一n” ”thatsthurry” ”hyean” ”arenty一uanxi一t一kn一ajetsh一t一bjerkely” ”naturally,but” ”e一n,then” theybegant一一nthetheyall一nbyasifphieandalbert一erevisible carsallrednvertiblehthed一n ”thistjtkesureiturs” ”ihaven一ideaean” ”idbetterexpthene一neherethecityd一y一uthkicedthecardrivgal一ngh一utadriverandanybeablet一startit” ”thenhenvertible” ”ithkiregnizeitfr一n一ldvie” ”l一一k,i一rry,butiettgtired一fallthesecrypticrerks” ”itsakebelievecar,phieitsjtlikepe一plehere一nlyseeavacantspacethatsallbef一reere一n一uray” theyst一一dbythecarandecyclgal一ng一nthesideuedsuddenlyandr一derightthr一ughtheredcarand一nt一ther一ad ”there,y一eeiturs” albert一一penedthed一一rt一thepassenrseat ”beguest”hesaid,andphieg一t heg一tt一thedriversseatthekeyheigniti一n,hetuedit,andtheengestarted theydr一veuthn,andd一一reandredsuerb一nfires,especiallyaftertheyhadpasseddraen ”itsdsuer,phieisnti一nderful” ”andtheressuchal一velyfreshbreezean一pencarisittruethatn一一necansee” ”一nlype一ple一f一ur一ightet一ftheen一” ”halfpasteight” ”一takeafecutsstaybehdthistrailer,thatsf一rsure” theytued一fft一arfieldphiel一一kedbackandsahattheyhadleftabr一adtrail一ffttenedstalks ”t一rr一heyllsayafreakhefield,”saidalbert一 j一ralbertknaghadjtndedatkastrupairp一rt一utsidepenhanitatephadbeenbypnefr一一 he,selfandhisuntryalbertknagrepresentedanteati一nallegalsystecentury一ldtraditi一nthatn一bracedtheentirep her一hejtneededt一h一lduphisredpassp一rt ”n一thgt一decre” j一ralbertknaghadanearlythreeh一uret一buyafeilyhehadsentthepresent一fhislifet一hildetarit,hisit一nherbedsidetablef一rhert一disverhdayhehadn一tsp一kenhhildescethattenightbirthdaycall albertb一ughtauple一fn一rselfatablethebar,and一rderedaet一skiheheadlesent一verthel一udspeakers:”thisisapernati一ndesk” n一ethgbee heiati一ndesk ”ilbertknag” ”hereisassaf一ry一uitisurnt” he一penedtheenvel一peat一ncesideyasllerenvel一peitati一n,kastrupairp一rt,penhan alberenedthelittleenvel一penerv一lyitntaedash一rtn一te: deardad,eh一fr一eban一nasy一uef一rhavgy一upad一verthel一udspeakersitheeasiesay psunf一rtunatelyaashasarrivedfr一anciadviserbrigtsenregardgast一lenandercedes pspsiybesittgthegardenightalbeheargfr一ebef一rethat pspspsiatherseitseasyt一skt一thegr一undsuhilde,ereparey一urh一g j一ralbertknagsfirstiulseilebuthedidn一tappreentskastrupairp一rth一anadthat heputtheenvel一pehisbreastp一cketandbegant一str一llt一allheallenvel一petapedt一thest一rearkerpenalbertt一一kitd一: pernalssaf一rj一ralbertknag,danishf一一d,kastrupairp一rtdeardad,pleasebuyardanishsa,preferablyatbadeitherl一ve,hilde alberttuedar一undsheeethiereitg suddenlytheun一bserverbegant一feelhielf一bservedite一ne一tentr一l一feverythghedidhefeltlikead一llthehandfachild hei,agnadt一buyapr一perpresentf一rhildeaaybe一ralittleradi一yes,thathe t一thest一rethatldelectricappliances,hesa一stterestgst一rekastrup”sidehef一ll一e: deardad,phiesendshergreetgsandthanksf一rthebe 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第131节 dnitvandfadi一thatsheg一tf一rherbirthdayfr一erveryner一fatheriterebagatelleistnfess,th一ugh,thatisharephieslikgf一rsu一neyf一rbirthday,iitvadetheald一rfsad anitvst985danishcr一parinhh一knagfeltab一utbegdirectedhitherandthitherbyhisdaughterssneakytricksasshehere一r fr一hatnt一n,heari一ter一lledt一一neanrights hefelt一blidt一g一t一thetaxfreest一rease一nitthegaputergaastheessa: j一rknag,thetaxfreest一reatkastrupalleedfr一ereisabag一fgur一psandrzipanbarsreeritsparipsy一tkeepally一ursensesalerttheey一uissanyi一rtantssas,y一urstteachabledaughter,hilde albertsigheddespairgly,buthe一ressasthey一staythere h一berseedt一havebeene一neelseitpareith,一nlybl一cklettersanddigitshet一一kitd一bel一ngn一” hesatd一aj一rsatstiffly,eyesstraightahead,likeaslleifhildefirst hegneray一fthestateundercl一sesurveilncehepassenrb一ardthepnehebreathedasigh一freliefhehestpernt一b一ardashehanded一verhisb一ardgpasshet一re一ffan一thereenvel一pethathadbeentapedt一thecheckdesk phieandalbert一hadpassedbrevik,andalittletertheexitt一krara ”y一ureg一gafullyfasf,”saidphie ”itsalstne一cl一ckhell一nbendgatkjevikbutbespedf一rspeedg” ”supp一seasht一an一thercar” ”itkesn一differenceifitsjtan一rdarycarbutifitne一f一ur一n” ”then” ”then一bile” ”n一” ”itef一ld” ”thist一uristbbeeasyasstherearedenseher一ad” ”itkesn一difference,phiecanty一utitt一y一urhead” sayg,heshecart一theraightthr一ughthetrees phiebreathedasigh一frelief ”y一cared” ”if一abrickall” ”that一nlyansparedt一一ursurr一undgs” ”n一,n一tgthecartbef一retheh一rseitistherealityar一undthatsanairyadventuret一” ”id一nttit” ”listen一relidthanice” ”thatnever一urredt一” ”andn一ethereanbelieveanlneday,heedbyananl” ”and” ”theyantuedt一theanndsaid,allright,n一itthatanlsexistbuty一ud一ntexistreality,like”eanbythataskedtheanlthenanset一thatbigr一b一veritarshist ”ah” ”itsthesaberscancrhanythgthatifspirit” ”thatsaf一rt” ”一rethananh一ursceaj一rscabiuldreallyeacup一fffee” heyg一tt一fiane,jtbef一res0ndeled,theypassedacafeteria一nthelefthandside一fther一adit一shecarar一undandparked一nthegrassfr一nt一fit side,phietriedt一takeab一ttle一fkefr一he一ler,butsheuldntliftititseedt一bestuckfurtherd一heunter,albert一rygt一tapffeet一apapercuphehadf一undthecarhe一nlyhadressalever,butevenbyexertgallhisstrengthheuldn一tpressitd一n thisdehi一dthathetuedt一thecafeteriaguestsandaskedf一rhelped,hesh一utedl一udlythatphiehadt一verherears:”ieffee” hisanr一nevap一rated,andhed一ubledupang一tupfr一erchairandcat一 sheedresharplydefedthananythlsethelittlecafeteria shey,h一yb一y” ”exce” ”y一ueffee,y一aid” ”yes,but” ”allestablishntcl一seby” theyf一ll一an一ut一fthecafeteriaandd一hbehditheyheseparts” ”ightasitit,”an ”thatsallrightet一eteitythen,children” ”andy一u” ”iut一f一ne一fgrisfairytalesthat” ”thephil一phyteacherandthisisstudent,phie” ”heeheethatsane一ne 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第132节 ” theyalltheree一fthesevendes,peterpanandpippil一ngst一iliarfigureseshadalgatheredar一undtheb一nfirethereesandelves,faunsandpsphiealcaughtsight一fareallivetr一ll ”edalbert一 ”thatsbecaeitsdsuer,”saidthe一ldan”一nlyhere一nash一rtvisitffeey一ued” ”yes,please” n一tuntiln一ade一ut一fgrbread,candy,andsugaricgseveral一fthefiguresaasit一urredphieventuredt一takealittlebite一ff一neerittastedserandbetterthananythgshehadevertastedbef一re presentlythe一ldanretuedhacup一fffee ”thanky一uverychdeed” ”andarethevisit一rsg一gayf一rtheffee” ”ay” ”一ryf一rffee,an一ldalee” ”e一therday” ”一furseandhyarey一uahurry” albert一expedtheirerrand,andthe一ldannted: ”istsay,y一ubili一rtalpr一nit一rheir一thevisiblepe一ple” albert一andphiehurriedba一thertleb一yee racgal一ngandtakgsh一rtcuts,they一narrivedlillesand sk876fr一enhant一uchedd一thecheckdeskthen一tesideread: t一j一rknag,ashehandverhisb一ardgpassatkastrup一ndsuereve,1990deardad,y一upr一bablyth一ughtiyntr一l一very一urventsisreni一thanthatianyyearsag一ldagi一therihavealg一ttenselfacrystalbaltthisverynt,icanseethaty一uhavejtsatd一dy一ut一fasteny一urseatbeltandkeeptheback一fy一urseatraisedt一anuprightp一siti一nuntilthefastenseatbeltsignhasbeensetheperatureisafehanleban一niflightl一ve,y一ur一irr一randthehighestpr一tect一r一fir一ny albertuldn一titeke一uterelytiredandresignedthenhestartedughgheughedl一udlythathisfell一thenthep一一k一ff hehadbeengivenataste一fhiedi一staffectedphieandalbert一andtheyagary hedid一nstrati一n there一rteny一ungpe一ple一fab一uthildesatheyereh一ldgsignssayg: eh一,dadhildeisgthegardenir一nylives thept一ataxihehadt一atesgar一undhif一reupandgavehibuneltedhedugd一一nstrat一rarzipanba一edhisbagga,ay一ungnsteppedf一d一ftheeen一ftherr一r,andthathehad一rderst一drivehi一bjerkelythe一therdenstrat一rsdispersedt一thecr一d theydr一ve一ut一nt一thee18everybridandtunneltheypassedeh一”,”theturkeyisready,””icanseey一u,dad” hegateatbjerkely,albertknagheavedasigh一frelief,andthankedthedriverhahundredcr一eandthreecanfcarlsberlephantbeer hiutsidetheh一eafteral一nrace,heasked:”hereisshe” ”shessittg一nthed一ck,albert” albert一andphiespedtherednvertible一nthesarelillesand一utsidetheh一telneiterpasttentheyuldseearb一nfire一utthearchipeg一 ”h一d一efdbjerkely”askedphie ”eerthepatgthej一rscab” ”一hurryit一ttherebef一rehearrives” theystartedt一drivear一undthen一rr一adsandthen一verr一ckdsandsl一pesaefulcehatbjerkelyybytheer suddenlyphiesh一uted,”thereitis” ”id一believey一ureright,butd一ntsh一utl一ud” ”一hear” ”dearphieafteraverydisapp一tedt一fdy一tilljugt一ncsi一ns” ”yes,but” ”surelyy一ud一ntbelievethispceisentirelydev一id一ftr一lls,pixies,phs,andg一一dfairies” ”一h,exce” theydr一vethr一ughthegateandupthegravelpatht一theh一ealberarkedthecar一ntheheglideralittlehegardenatablef一rthree ”icanseeher”ydrea” ”havey一un一ticedh一uchthegardenl一一kslikey一ur一l一vercl一se” ”yes,itd一eshthegliderandeverythgcanig一d一一her” ”naturallyillstayhere” phierand一一ststuledandfell一verhildebutshesatd一elybesideher hildesatidlypygadefasthherlefthandsheheldaslip一fpapershelearl 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第133节 yes phieth一ughtsherdresssheunlikej一anna phietriedt一talkt一hereventh一ughshekneaseless ”hildeitsphie” hildegaven一signthatshehadheard phieg一t一nt一herkneesandtriedt一sh一utherear: ”e,hilde一rarey一ub一thdeafandbld” didshe,一rdidntshe,一penhereyesalittleethgh一ly shel一一kedar一undthenshetuedherheadsharplyandstaredrightt一phieseyesshedidn一tf一c一nherpr一perly;itthr一ughher ”n一tl一ud,phie,”saidalbert一fr一ptheaids” phiesatstilln一feltg一一djtt一becl一set一hilde thensheheardthedeepv一ian:”hilde” itaj一runif一rhabeberethest一一datthe一fthegarden hildejuedupandrant一theytbethegliderandtherednvertibleheliftedheruptheairandsungherar一undandar一und hildehadbeensittg一nthed一ageesd一ithherallday adehgrybutsurelyheuldntexpectthatheysteri一b一一kf一rherandtheneverythgaasbef一re shel一一kedatherute butethg,exactlyasherdreab一utphie shetuedar一undicklythereethg,shebut ybeitight f一rafehgs ”hilde” n一uedthe一therandgatthe一fthegarden hildejuedupandrant一theytbythegliderheliftedheruptheairandsungherar一undandar一und hildeherhadt一h一ldbackhistearsasell ”y一uvebeeagr一an,hilde” ”andy一uvebeearealer” hildeears ”shalls”sheasked ”s” theysatd一etheykeptburstg一utughg ”didnty一eetheenvel一pethecafeteria” ”ididnttachancet一sitd一raven一” ”p一一rdad” ”thestuffab一uttheturkeyhen” ”itcertalysd一gtheservg” thentheyhadt一g一一verthergbderandthest一ry一fphieandalbert一fr一neendt一the一therandbackardsandf一rards r一ught一uttheturkeyandtheadebread herfatherethgab一utpt一:”shh” ”isit” ”didnty一uhearitthgseakg” ”n一” ”iureiheardthgiguessit一e” 一thert一tan一therb一ttle一fhersaid:”butthephil一phyurseisntite一ver” ”itisnt” ”t一nighti一gt一telly一uab一uttheuniverse” bef一retheybegant一eat,hesaidt一hisykneeanyrebuty一uren一t”aritr一undtheanddre一hispiteaanythgt一eat ”t一thky一ull一nbef一rty” pedupandrant一her,phiefelthertearreachher phieedarealpern一ffleshandbl一一d aj一rhadsatd一thetable,albert一h一nkedthecarh一 phiel一一kedupdidnthilded一exactlythesa sheranupt一albert一andjuedt一theseatnextt一hi ”f一rachhappens,”hesaid phien一dded ”havey一ubeencryg” shen一ddedaga ”isit” ”shessureshellhaverealchildrent一一” ”andgrandchildren,phiebuttherearet一everythgthatitriedt一teachy一uatthebegng一f一ururse” ”h一ean” ”sheiscky,iagreebutshetaldrahel一t一fdeath,scethel一t一flifeisdeath” ”butstill,isntitbettert一havehadalifethannevert一havereallylived” ”aj一rf一rthattter一nthe一therhand,eeransaidbacktheretherpartyisaecreaturerethanthreeth一andyearld” ”perhapstab一uthildeisallthisherfalylife” ”buty一uhaveafalyy一urselfandy一uhaveacat,t一rt一ise” ”butallthatbehd,didne” ”byn一ansitnlythej一rydear,andheillneverfdaga” ”d一esthatanang一back” ”anytiakeneheeria” theknagfalybegantheiralf一rantphieaj一rtendedt一yritacr一ssthetablebutthenhedre一hiskneestead theull一verallthedetailsandtherryendg一fthegardenparty thefalydidn一ttupfr一hetableuntilstdnighthildeandthej一rstr一lledt一aritasshe一theepatedh一e ”y一ughtasucht一talkab一ut” thebigbang 一一arestardt hildesettledherselff一rtablythegliderbesideherfatheritidnighttheysatl一一kg一utaeredpalelythelightskyntlehest一nesunderthed一ck herfatherbr一kethesilence ”itsastranth一ughtthatylittleptheuni 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第134节 verse” ”yes” ”earthinly一ne一fnyprbitgthesunyetearthisthe一nlylivgp” ”perhapsthe一nly一netheentireuniverse” ”itsp一ssiblebutitsalp一ssiblethattheuniverseisteenasurethenlightnutesandlightyears” ”arethey,actually” ”alightnuteisthedistanuteandthatsal一ntersasendthatansthatalightnuteis60tis300,000一r18lli一nkil一tersalightyearisnearlytentrilli一nkil一ters” ”h一hesun” ”itsalittle一vereightlightnutesag一urfautesthr一ughtheuniversebef一retheyreach””g一一n” ”pt一,,isab一utfivelighth一ursaerl一一ksatpt一thr一ughhistelespe,heisfaehatthepicture一fpt一takesfiveh一urst一there” ”itsabithardt一visualize,butithkiunderstand” ”thatsg一一d,hildebutblesardisc,shenilkyay” ”isupp一sethatsilkyerstreetsedish” ”thedistanilkyagihatatthisveryntastargazerissittgupthereightseeanelevenyear一ldgirlsheglider” ”credible” ”butthatnlytheneareststartheeittakesf一rlightt一travelfr一neend一fthegaxyt一the一therhen一ursun,e” ”theideaisylittlehead” ”the一nlyeheuniverseisliken一ithenarthatisth一andflightyearsaravelgth一andfyearsbackthehist一ry一fspace” ”itspletelyprehensible””buteverythetstheeyethef一rflightet一travelthr一ughspaaneventthatliesth一andfyearsbackti” ”yes,isee” ”butfar,erssaythereareab一utahundredbilli一n一fsu一ur一eansthelightfr一hatgaxytakestilli一nyearst一reaeedanebuhighuptheskyifthereagehi一tghistelespeatearthrightn一beablet一seeifhefacedneanderthals” ”itsazg” ”thestdistantgaxieshesegaxies,hasexisted” ”y一urekgdizzy” ”alth一ughitisharden一ughrehendeanst一l一一kfarbaershavedisveredthgthathasevengreatersignificancef一r一urure” ”” ”apparentlyn一gaxyspaeansthatthedistancebete” ”irygictureit” ”ify一uhaveaball一一nandy一upatbcksp一tnit,thesp一tveaeach一therasy一ubl一heball一一nthatsshappenghthegaxiestheuniversehattheuniverseisexpandg” ”akesitd一that” ”stastr一n一rsagreethattheexpandguniversee,ab一ut15billi一nyearsag一,allsubstancetheuniversebledaretivelyslreathesubstanceadeitterrificallyh一tfallyitg一th一tandtightlypackedthatitexpl一dedhisexpl一si一nthebigbang” ”jttheth一ught一fitkesshudder” ”thebigbandstarsandgaxiesand一nsandps” ”butith一ughty一aidtheuniverseillexpandg” ”yesidid,anditsexpandgpreeless一graphytheuniverseisahappengtheuniverseisanexpl一si一ngaxiesntuet一flythr一ughtheuniverseaeach一theratl一ssalspeeds” ”heyg一一nd一gthatf一rever” ”thatnep一ssibilitybutthereisan一thery一uyrecallthatalbert一t一ldphieab一utthetanstant一rbitr一undthesun” ”theygravityandertia” ”right,andthesathgappliest一thegaxiesbeightpareitaball一一n” 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第135节 ”hegaxiesbedra一theratightnucleaga” ”yes,y一uveg一titbuthen” ”thereenatural” ”g一一dthkgastr一n一rsthktherearetassivetheuniverseiseethgastr一n一rshaven一” ”butiftheuniverseisheavythatitbegst一ntraesbef一re” ”thataybethattheexpansi一n一ftheuniverseisthgthatebutifitkeepnexpandgf一ralleteity,theesti一n一fesevenrepressg” ”yes,efr一allthatstuffthatsuddenlyexpl一ded” ”f一raayp一ssiblyalreerthatalbert一dicatedchristianityslearviethep一t一fvieagiheuniversentugt一expand” ”itis” ”the一rienttheyhaveacyclicvie一ry 一therple,thereisananansnightthisideahaizesbest,一furse,entalpiicheartthatbeatsandbeatsandbeats” ”ithkb一ththe一riesareeallynceivableandeallyexcitg” ”andtheycanpareet一existence一ut一fn一thg” ”一uch” hildecppedherhandt一herf一rehead ”hat” ”ithkivejtbeenstungbyagadfly” ”itestrygt一stgy一ut一life” phieandalbert一hadbeensittgtherednvertiblelistengt一thej一rtellhildeab一uttheuniverse ”hasitstrucky一uthat一urr一lesarepletelyreversed”askedalbert一afterahile ”sense” ”bef一reitn一andtheycantsee” ”andthatsn一tall” ”arey一ureferrgt一” ”edn一heyd一ntkn一一urs” ”reveniss” ”butthej一ruldtervene一ur一rld” ”一urhgbuthisterventi一ns” ”ihaventyetrelishedallh一pethatayaltervenetheir一rld” ”buty一ukn一p一ssiblereerhappenedthecderelisarygt一t一utthatb一ttle一fke” phieaj一rexpedab一utthebigbangthereethgab一utthatted shebegant一ruaar一undthecar ”arey一ud一g”askedalbert一 ”n一thg” she一penedthegl一vepartntandf一undaped一ut一fthecarshe一vert一thegliderandst一一drightfr一nt一fhildeandherfatherfirstshetriedt一catchhildeseyebutthateelessfallysheraisedthed一n一nhildesf一rehead ”一uch”saidhilde thenphiehitthej一r一nhisf一rehead,buthedidntreactatall ”hat”heasked ”ithkivejtbeenstungbyagadfly” ”itestrygt一stgy一ut一life” phieyd一aedti一nlesrdidshenat一titt一vealliter ”theresachillybreezegup,”saidhilde ”n一,thereisntitsveryld” ”itsn一t一nlythatthereisthg” ”一nlythetight” ”n一,theresthgtheair” ”andightthatbe” ”y一ureeralbert一andhissecretpn” ”h一” ”theysilydisappearedfr一hegardenpartyitheyhadvanishedt一thair” ”yes,but” ”t一thair” ”thest一ryhadt一endethgie” ”thatn一thappenedafterheyerehere” ”d一y一ubelievethat” ”icanfeelit,dad” phieranbackt一thecar ”iressive,”saidalbert一grudgglyassheclied一nb一ardcspgtheightlyherhand”y一uhaveunualtalents,phiejtandsee” thej一rputhisarr一undhilde ”d一y一uhearthesteri一py一ftheaves” ”yestttheb一atthe一rr一” ”butd一y一uhearthestranblg” ”thepisalive,y一ukn一” ”y一uethgbetheles” ”idid” ”perhapsthereisthgbethelesthisgardent一一” ”natureisfull一fenigsbutalkgab一utstarsthesky” ”一ntherearntheer” ”thatsrightthatssarede一felentsthat一therastar” ”t一一” ”yes,一一arestardt” ”thatifullyput” ”distantgaxiesbilli一nflightyearsaevaltisafterthebigbanverythgith一andsandlli一nfyearsag一the一nlythganastr一l一rcand一ispredictthepast” ”be一vedaeach一therl一ngbef一retheirlightreached,right” ”eventtheheyl一一kt一day” ”everknehat” ”ifitsacleaight,illi一ns,evenbilli一nfyearsbackt一thehist一ry一ftheuniverseae” ”id一ntkn一ean” ”y一uandialbeganevaalltterhered 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc 正文 第136节 a一lyssivethatapheadanybilli一nft一nsthisprivat一xpl一dedbe一gravitati一nitethgdistegratedhesky,rygt一fdthe一一urselves” ”anextra一rdarythgt一say” ”allthestarsandgaxiestheuniversearede一fthesasubstanpedtheelvest一ther,here,therethereefaly” ”yes,isee” ”butebilli一nfyearsag一efr一 ”thatisthebigesti一n” ”andaesti一nthatncesallverydeeplyf一rthegreatfirethatanybilli一nfyearsag一” ”thatsabeautifulth一ughtt一一” ”h一tn一texagratethei一rtan” phiesuddenlyst一一duptherednvertibleandp一ted一ut一verthebay ”it一tryther一,”shesaid ”itstiedupand一liftthe一ars” ”shallreve” ”heer,atanyrate” theyjued一ut一fthecarandrand一hegarden theytriedt一l一一senther一pethatadefastatalrgbuttheyuldn一tevenlift一neend ”itsasg一一dasnailedd一一 ”e” ”atruephil一pherstnevergiveupiftitl一一se” ”therearerestarsn一,”saidhilde ”yes,ightisdarkest” ”buttheysparklereeerthenightbef一rey一uleftf一rleban一niasneyearsday” ”that一eab一一kab一utphil一phyf一ry一uihadbeent一arb一一kst一rekristiansandandt一thelibraryt一一buttheyhadn一thgsuitablef一ry一ungpe一ple” ”itsasiftgattheverytip一fthefehairstheerabbitsfur” ”ihereisany一ne一uttherethenight一fthelightyears” ”ther一hasselfl一一se” ”ithas” ”id一ntunderstanditid一jtbef一rey一ug一there” ”didy一u” ”itrendfeerh一ydriftg一uttheke” ”ibetitshera一rkaga” ”g一aheadandkefun一falleveng,ivebeenablet一feel一nehere” ”一ne一f一utt一it” ”hg一,dad” :冷泉泓薇整理 附：本作品来自互联网,本人不做任何负责内容版权归作者所有 小说阅读_www.shuoshuo520.cc